Peacock Affect - Who Cares If You Exist (Eisu remix) 

Here's a performance of the original song: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-Gpfdu8xwOTk.html

This scene from the anime hibike is from the 61 year old director Yoshiji kigami. He died in the kyoani tragedy.. RIP.

Sometimes the best songs are those without words. Somehow everyone can relate to the tune and write their own script to it. Even if it's sub-conscience.

"are you ever tired of being a choice?" "i'm not even a choice"

Look at you, cheering up others with the words you want to hear.

Being alone is better then being left behind

There's a lot of lonely ppl here like me, makes me feel not alone.

“Do we exist?” “who cares if you exist?” “I don’t know.” “well then care about yourself, it’s your life, you gotta feel it.”

i paused the video bc she was running so much. so i gave her a small break

Seeing her crying while running makes me feel even more sad

We have calcium in our bones, iron in our veins, Carbon in our souls and nitrogen in our brains, 93 percent stardust with souls made of flames, We are all just stars that have people names.

"Do we even exist?" "Who cares if you exist.."

Do you ever think about all the fun times you forget? All the times it felt like the clock was ticking by slower, where you were happy, and living. You can't remember every time, you just remember it happened. You never know what memories you'll keep. What songs you loved as a kid, who your elementary best friend was, who your favorite teacher was, watching sunsets or the waves on a windy beach, all memories that could be gone in a day, week, month or years from now. And you wont be able to miss them specifically because you forgot you had them, but you can be sad still that you forgot. Who knows, maybe a few weeks from now I'll forget this video and that i ever commented

Never consider someone a friend until you’ve had a deep discussion with them. Everyone puts on a mask of happiness, it isn’t until you see the dark side of someone that you can truly accept them for who they are.

When you hit that point you can't feel anymore, your soul grows older. When you don't want to feel again, your heart gets colder.

this scene is from Hibike! Euphonium season 1 episode 12 somewhere between 16:17 to 16:23. She was in a hurry if you were wondering.

I'm always tempted to save it in a playlist so I can listen it more, but I prefer to forget about this song and discover it again every time I come back.

I just want to run away from this world and go to another world where I'll feel that I'm actually important

Running is actually the coolest thing in anime, like it is so inspiring. It's that feel that there is always something more to run to.

"We are so connected in this digital modern age yet so painfully alone."

3 years later, still one of the best lo fi remixes ive listened.

“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present”-the one and only Master Oogway

Anyone else feel lie just dropping everything and leaving, to go somewhere and see the world alone.

Bliss is all a lie Burnt wings of a butterfly Always asking why These flames they burn sky high The feelings of solemn I want to hide them From my friends in past tense The moods tense I need more distance From myself and my feelings I’ve never felt healing But this pain isn’t even The problem It’s not you It’s me Let me rest Let me be

The strangest part about my life lately is realizing how little I cared about myself. From a young age I didn't care if I just dropped dead, I don't know when it started, but it was always there. I actually want to live now and have dreams and ambitions, but I constantly fight those thoughts all the time. Sometimes I wonder if I'll see tomorrow, because it's not that life is getting better, it's that I'm better now, or getting better. I actually have the strength to climb now, so I'm climbing my way out of this hole. I guess they say it's darkest before the dawn, because when the light breaks you realize just how dark it actually is, how dark it's always been, and how long you have been there, and I think that is terrifying.

anime: Hibike

This is the greatest thing on ikigai channel after "the girl i haven't met"

Being alone is better than feeling left out

I love how music affects everyone in different ways, yet brings us together all the same. The mind is funny like that.

I just want to run to the moon in the sea and never come back

Roses are red, violets are blue Honey is sweet, just like you The light in ur eyes Your smile the sun The feelings u gave me when I was ur number one But the roses have wilted And the violets are dead. My heart is still crushed From the words you said. You left me You used me Told me pretty little lies. Told you you loved me So I wouldn’t see through the disguise Fire is red And flaming hot Like the burning memories I never forgot Bruises are black Black and blue Like one of my heart Only because of you Anger is red Depression is blue Now I’m purple From the mix of the two. Numb and blue Wish I was dead I see your new victim Now I’m all red Doors are locked Razor’s cut through All of the pain reminds me of you BLoOd is red Watch it pour From my wrist onto the floor Roses were red Violets were blue Honey is sweet So were you But the roses are shriveled And the violets aren’t blue The flowers are gone And I will be too...

*Being ignored is equal to being Non existent. We live not to make everyone Love us, but to not be alone.*

She's still runnin

The title of this video feels me a strong sense of dread. There's so many people in this world and outside of my family not one would notice if I vanished. The world would keep turning, and birds would keep chirping, nothing would change.

Legends say she's still running.

this is not really just for being sad. it's gives a chilling vibe that could calm everybody down. Without the depressing lyrics it just feels more like a vibe-type beat song. I love to listen to it while studying or finishing assignments for school. especially in these times, where i spend most of my time at home, sad, and alone

"I want to Improve, I want to Improve" This was going through her mind while running. Must've been hard. ANIME: HIBIKE

I was perfectly neutral going into this but now I feel hurt, alone, sad, and miss the girl who doesn't even know I exist

"A person dies when they no longer want to live" I heard this quote recently and it really resonated. I think ive been dead for a while now

this scene is from Sound Euphonium....its a really good anime...watch it if u can

Adding up all the pain Left in your brain It’s just another blank day Sat indoors feeling alone With all your decay Some skanky alchy Is looking at me In an understanding way Friends don’t exist Friends don’t exist No one is going To give you a kiss When you’re home alone You may as well Be asleep for the week I’m so weak But somehow I exist

I love how melancholic this is

I feel you, man...

"When i die, Will you remember my name for me?" i hope so.

Why are you running

When you get sad you run straight ahead, you keep running no matter what. People in your life will be there to hold you back, slow you down but you don't let them. Don't you stop running. Don't you ever look behind you. There is nothing for you behind you. All that exists is what's ahead.

hits different when time feels like it's zooming past. im graduating in 4 days... i just feel like saying thank you to all my friends cause i don't want to lose them after highschool...

Being listened too is one of the strangest feelings after years of being alone. Edit: typo

Is it just me or is there a big depression bubble about to pop up in a global scale

"I want to improve!"

I love reading the comments to songs like these because they're always so wholesome

Me browsing and seeing positive song titles: This is brilliant Me browsing and seeing angsty song titles: But I want this.

The animators are great

perfect portrayal of how i feel tonight

even though this song can appear sad and melancholy, and the title of the song kinda confirms that- I think it is important to point out that just a slight change in perspective can change a lot of things. This song, to me right now, feels chill. It calms me. I enjoy it. In no way is it making me sad. Also, if you think about the name of the song slightly different, it can have a much different meaning. Instead of "nobody cares of I exist" Try to flip it into a question with a positive answer Who in this world cares about my existence, actually? Well the answer to that question is your parents, your teachers, your colleges, your workmates, and everyone in this comment section cares about you and your existence.

This song still hits. I remember like 2 years ago I found out about Lofi, I use to cry of this song, now I’m simply happy because remembering old songs you used to listen to is like getting in touch with an old friend. Have a nice day everyon

i dont think i can run for 3 minutes straight like that

This loop is a good way to appreciate the detail in Kyoani's work... ;-;

The first time I listened to this I was at the start waiting for the song (words) to kick in but it never did. By the second half of it I understand that it will never come which made me appreciate it more and made me feel something.

Sorry to disturb your scroll, we don't know each other but i wish you all the best in life and may all things work out in your favor❤️

running away from your problems

Run. Just run. It feels good

you probably wont see my comment again and that's ok i just wanted to say have a nice day, love you

“Who cares if you exist, We all are gonna end in some day, But be happy that the memories you made are still here in your mind.”

Dont cry because it's over.. Smile because it happened.. But Dont cry because it happened.. Smile because its over.. #2019

Alcohol and music like this is the only way I can feel anything.

This song always makes me un-easy because I used to listen to it non-stop in one of my classes i was alone at. I always had suicidal thoughts and listening to this right now took me back. It's been 2 years since I last listened to this with those thoughts. I'm happy I'm still alive.

To me this isn't a sad vibe. It just resets my brain. Makes me want to be more productive. Shifts my attention from unnecessary things.

Do u ever get that feeling when you want to return back home but you're already there?

sad hours

The worst feeling in my opinion is when you've won but you feel like you've also lost

Man this song played an important role in getting through my depression, i still deal with it from time to time but i've come to appreciate my life more so it's not as bad as it used to be, listening to this now reminds me of what i went through years ago considering every damn day and night to just end it, until one day i was able to stop those thoughts and tell them to fuck off, of course they comeback but i never run out of "fuck off"s

I want this to be the last song I ever hear.

we're all gonna make it someday

Everytime I come back to this specific song I can't help but question if everyone that commented years ago are in a better place now or does life actually get any better, or is it just lies that everyone says to help one another?.

What's the point in running... What are we running from?... What are we running for?... And where do we go when we feel lost? Where do we run to...? I think we all are searching for something we don't understand....

Suddenly, I'm a stranger.

All I really want in life, which would amount to so much more than any kind of materialistic item could, is for someone to run towards me with such determination and passion as this girl.

I care if you exist, stranger. I'll be the one to care that you exist. Do not worry about what others say, pay attention to my words and to my feelings. You are not alone. I am here. For you, I am here.

This song makes me think of the rain....the sound of rain....running in the rain....then...thinking of the next day....that i gotta smile because no one will ever care about how i trully feel

I'm gonna be writing down this quote on every video i see. "Would you have someone disrespect you, or would you disrespect yourself?" -a dude from a secret show none of you know about

These type of tracks can express emotions beautifully without the need for words. Love it. Further enhanced with the animation, adding more impact on the meaning of the track.

Just finished the 1st season of "Hibike! Euphonium" yesterday night. One of the most heart touching shows I've seen. Even after pushing aside the music, character moments like the one in this video coupled with the absolutely gorgeous lighting, background and animation made me recover from a huge burnout session with anime and also inspired me to push forward, because I'm very much like Oumae here :D

THE CHILLEST VIDEO ON RU-vid *coming in hot*

For me this song represents my last few stages of recovery from depression because, look at the animation listen closely to the song feel is running trough your veins and you know how it feels to be set free. even after all this pain you know you made it. i’ve been in a depression for a long time i got out of it but since a few weeks it feels like it’s coming to say hello again, and it hurts because i don’t wanna hurt the people around me and even though it hurts so much i have to fight it. i found this song again i listened to this song when i was in the last few stages of recovery, and i know that i don’t wanna go trough this again i have to fight and i will this time but it sucks even more because i don’t even know why I’m getting depressed again. why? is the question for me. now i have to find the cause, but i don’t know it yet i have so many feelings every day i cry so much and i have this pressure in my chest and chills over my body i feel like i’m in love i feel butterflies and then sadness. i’m not looking for love and i’m not lonely i didn’t break up with anyone i’ve never even had a boyfriend and yet i get this shit what is this? i don’t know anymore someone please help because i don’t know what i’m feeling all i know is that i have some kinda pressure and sadness but then again i feel those butterflies in my belly like i’m in love but with who? I have to find out what this is why am i getting depressed of something i don’t even know. it’s so weird i just wanna leave i’m tired of feeling this way and yet there the butterflies come again...

A girl say theses words loud to me in my classroom i dont remember why but her words still sounds in my mind sometimes

Ever rode a bike? with the feeling of your heart being ripped out, tears rolling down your eyes knowing the fact that you'll never see something beautiful again

The fact that the gif is on beat makes me happy.

My heart aches when I listen to this, everything just comes back to me all the good times suddenly going away and all the good people leaving and hurting.

It really is a weird state to be in when you really want to make progress but your body says "I'm too tired"

Having something that was taken away hurts more than not having anything to start with... It's just my opinion during my lifetime

I wanna hug her

Legend has it that the girl is still running today

I feel lost.. when ever I talk with someone I get to close and I dont like it.. its like.. everytime it happens.. i get a step closer to not feeling anything.. i bearly show any emotion as is... im lost.

coming back to this song feels nostalgic... in a good way

The numb can be worse than being alone. I need to find someone someday.

hey random person scrolling through the comment section! have a great day my dude/gal :) and if you can't well I hope something great will happen to you soon ! Edit: appreciate the support! Hope that my comment helped aid your depression/stress just a lil bit ;) take care y'all🙏

clicked for kumiko stayed for the chills

Being alone is better than losing friends