I literally need somewhere to offload. Despite being surrounded by a lot of people who care about me, I don't feel like I can keep turning to them for support, as I feel like a stuck tape recorder. I feel like I am not trying hard enough to warrant the level of support I need from those closest to me.
My voice keeps breaking as well due to swelling caused by my bulimia. I never knew this but when you stop purging your cheeks can swell... I always thought they would swell during binge/purge cycles.
I am okay by the way... I kinda feel like I'm stuck but this will help me never go down the route of relapsing again if I do ever find myself thinking about it. I have a long way to go with recovery but I'll get there.
I will do the Q&A video I promised over on my instagram soon. I am very overwhelmed right now and struggling to speak / swallow due to the swelling.
These are my socials... the messages of support I receive mean the world and I will always reply to them eventually. I just struggle to keep on top of it at times.
My 'recovery/mental health' instagram account: / givemehotch... (@givemehotchocolate)
If you have anything you want to see me talk about, feel free to contact me on any of these accounts. Some days I get a little overwhelmed and can't reply to messages straight away, but I do always read and appreciate them.
My personal instagram - / (scroll down for old mental health content @nicfstr)
My 'recovery' instagram - / givemehotch... (I am selective about who I accept @givemehotchocolate)
Twitter where I regularly talk about my recovery - / _nicfstr (@_nicfstr)
Tiktok - vm.tiktok.com/...
Sending love your way, have a good day ❤
4 сен 2024