My Eating Disorder Story 

This is why I have stuck around with Nick's content. He actually cares about people. I appreciate you Nick. Thank you for your time and effort in all the content you put out.

As someone deep in relapse, the timing of this video leaves me speechless. Thank you so much for using your platform for good.

I’m around 125-127 pounds right now and am really struggling with my depression and avoidant restrictive food intake disorder. Every night I lay in bed starving to death and wonder how long I can keep living like this, there are some moments when I want to get better but there are also moments where I honestly just feel hopeless and don’t care. Your story resonates with me in many ways

I had an eating disorder as a young teen too. It was all about me having something to control. I'd forgotten about many of the specifics until I heard you talking about them, and there are a lot of similarities. Thanks for reminding me about it. I'd almost forgotten about it. It's a great way for me to be sensitive to other people. They may not be dealing with an eating disorder, but we all struggle with something, and being supportive to one another is often the most beneficial. I'm so glad and proud of you for sharing this with us, Nick. Wishing my very best to you, Sincerely, Jeff

These stories are all too common in the fitness world. Nick, thanks for speaking up about something that affects so many

Slowly recovering from bulimia here, and this video brought tears to my eyes, thank you for being so open with something so private, it really helps

THANK YOU so much for sharing. It's important for men to realize that they can suffer from eating disorders as well! As someone who struggled through years of bulimia, constant binging and purging, and horrible body image, it's such an important message to share!

My respect for you Nick just skyrocketed! I can relate so much with your message. After being 245 pounds and unhappy with the way I saw myself I lost right at 95 pounds by pretty much starving myself and doing a shit of cardio. A very unhealthy way to do so. Along the way I have developed this “relationship” with food that has impacted my life negatively in many ways. I have pushed away many friends and family members that care for me and that want to spend time with me but I have been, and still am, far too concerned with my physical outward appearance. I have allowed that to control my life and it has prevented me from experiencing all the great things that this life has to offer. I believe being healthy both physically and as well as mentally is crucial in order to live a fulfilled life and finding that balance is what we all ultimately strive to do. I just wanted to personally say thank you for your message and I know there are many others who can relate. Never give up and always strive to GO ONE MORE.💯

I was hospitalized for anorexia too.. it was something that hunted me for a large portion of my life. In contrast, I now wake up everyday feeling like I won the lottery because I am ALIVE and healthy, I survived, and no one can take that strength away from me. I’m glad you shared your story Nick, it was so powerful and a great conversation to open.

Nick you just opened my eyes, I used to always feel accomplished when I went to be being super hungry. I just thought that was weight loss. I never realized until watching this video what I did to myself. At 12 I ate about 1100 calories a day and lost about 23lb in a month and a half. My relationship with food isn’t perfect but it is improving. I’m 14 and about 5’6 165 eating 1800-2000 calories a day. I feel much better and my training is much better. I don’t really care if I gain some fat while I’m in puberty, I eat healthy but I’d rather have a little bit of fat than have an ed. I can always cut calories slightly once I finish puberty. Thank you so much for opening my eyes and I give the kid the best of luck on his journey to recovery🙏.

Not too sure how anyone can dislike Nick. He’s honest, he’s open, he motivates others, he’s a hard worker and just such an all round amazing person! Thank you for being so open with us.

This 100% hits home. Your story is almost identical to mine. Only difference is I went through my eating disorder in college. It really destroys so many aspects of your life (friends, family, immune system, education). There are so many things I wish I could do over, and so many days/weeks/months/years that I'll never get back. For anyone going through something like this, try to get help early I wish i would have.

I have been a subscriber for about 3 or 4 years watching on and off during my fitness journey but along the way my father passed away and that destroyed me. I was and still sometimes am depressed and full of anxiety and just sit in my room for months just wanting to sleep and not eat or workout or hangout with friends. It’s just nice to now there are other people out there struggling with similar things and that we’re all not alone

You’re incredible Nick. It takes so much courage to tell your story. You’re saving so many lives by sharing your struggles. So much love for you man. 😭❤️🙏🏼

This spoke to me brother. I suffered from bulimia severally at a similar age. Got to the point I was throwing up blood etc. my parents found out and other things that lead to me confronting it. I now spend my days openly taking about this and body dysmorphia in men. I respect the vulnerability

i remember you had bought this up on an old video of yours i’m glad you went into detail about it.

Relate to your story so much. I've come a long way since my ED, and man what a journey that was. This was so great to watch. Thank you for opening up.

Been here since the original video was put out on this. Amazing to see how far you've come Nick from this story and how motivating everything you do is. Thanks for everything LT, you the man

IMMEDIATELY liked. Such an important message. Thank you SO MUCH for sharing your story. This will help and reach so many more than you know.

I’m sure this story will help more than just one person man, especially from a guy that so many people respect and look up to like you. Thanks Nick, you’re a good dude.

I respect you endlessly for this, I went through the exact same thing you did. Everything you said I connected exactly with. Thank you so much and I have so much respect for you❤️

Nick, thank you so much for putting this video out there. It takes A LOT to talk about this & I can’t thank you enough for it. I’ve been there. I had almost the exact same story as you & have recovered a little bit but this video has helped. Definitely someone I look up to, I appreciate it 💯🙏🏻

Thank-you for sharing, my daughter has been in and out of hospital for over 6 years battling this...we're still in the thick of it and it's rough but she wants to get well and I'm so thankful for that.

I've struggled with this in the past too. Thank you for telling your story. It helps so much when people can relate.

Thank you for sharing your story in such an honest way. You are everything that’s right about the fitness industry. Wholesome, balanced, kind, and genuine.

Thank you Nick for sharing. You genuinely care for people and that is illustrated through this video. Being able to talk through your eating disorder experience is going to help many individuals myself included.

Thank you Nick. Your story and sincerity in wanting to help others in the same situation is commendable. The fact that you mentioned the college relapse and recovery is such an important example of persevering and eventually after much struggling conquering. Go One More.

I have personally never struggled with eating disorders but I see many of my friends having bad relationship with food and it breaks my heart. You are incredible for sharing that, and for helping this kid - honestly it made me tear up.. I respect you even more.

Thank you Nick for sharing your story. Thank you for being honest and vulnerable. Love your channel and what you stand for. ✌️

Thank u nick ! I am recovering from a eating disorder for the past few months watching ur iron man videos made me realize that as a athlete I gotta fuel and u literally inspired me to change my way of thinking 🥺

Thanks for sharing nick! I’m sure many people can relate to this as well.

You're a hero in every sense of the word. Thanks for all the content you put out, and congrats on the success of your company.

Much love brotha! Thanks for sharing

You one of the real ones for this one Nick. Thank you.

I rarely comment on videos, but I just want you to know that I appreciate this video. This is what an influencer is supposed to do. You shed light on something I knew very little of. I think you enlightened many others than just me. Thank you for sharing something so personal, and keep up the good work.

Nick this was an amazing story and inspiration. It makes me think of my disorder I had for a month or so. So glad I got rid of it 4 months ago and was quick lasted

Glad you broke through this and using your tools you learned to better yourself and others. Self progress never stops.

Thank you so much for sharing this Nick. As someone who is presently working on my own recovery, I recognize the courage it takes to face an eating disorder and turn your life around. Congratulations on all of your success, not only professionally but personally. You are truly an inspiring individual, with a character I admire.

Thanks for being open and sharing your journey Nick. Keep the good work!

Thank you Nick. This was the exact message I needed to hear today. I can relate to your content and have experienced similar things in my life. In years to come when I’m asked what influenced my turning point, it will be a privilege to tell them you were the positive push in the right direction. Thank you

im 32 and the amount of respect i have for this man is huge...hard to find transparent people like this...cheers bro you're a good man

Thank You for sharing that intimate story with us. Taking the time to put that information together is going to help a lot of people. Bravo.

Thanks for sharing Nick. I had a similar experience in high school ten years ago and it took me years to overcome it. I still have that voice in my head, but I'm at a healthy weight and living life to the fullest

I teared up when you said "I knew I was caught." I can't even imagine the pain. Thank you for sharing, Nick.

nick has to be one of the most genuine guys out there in the fitness industry genuinely cares about people and is willing to work his ass off to make people happy and help people through there lifes journey in any way he can and in the best way he possibly can

Thanks for Sharing Nick, I struggled a lot with eating disorder from being bullied for being fat when I was younger, Really helps hearing I am not alone.

I’ve only found your videos a few weeks ago and I love them !!! I am motivated by each of your videos and with each video I watch I’m more impressed with what a great person you are and the helping hand you extent to your fellow man . I don’t usually compliment anyone - Take care

A different video, FINALLY! Thank you & it's one I wanted you to talk about since forever, since you never really talk about it much.

Hell yeah Nick! You continue to motivate me and others across the world. Thanks for all you do and provide

Thanks for sharing your story. You are an inspiration to so many. Keep up the good work!

Thank you for sharing your story. So many people need to know they are not alone.

Thank you Nick! It takes a lot of courage to make a video like this

Really appreciate you sharing this. For guys, eating disorders aren't talked about enough but it's definitely an issue. I was a big fan of you and BPN even before I knew this but now even more so. Much respect!

It’s a daily struggle, this is awesome. Thanks man ✊🏼💪🏻

Thank you nick. You mentioned in the beginning of the video that you hoped it might help someone-It did sir. Im sure it has helped a lot of people, but I am definitely one of them. keep doing what you do. Quite an inspiration

Thank you for sharing your story! I know you will help many people who are suffering in silence.

WOW! This is a video that I think many many people will take with them. At the age of 13 I was tracking everything too and because of obsessive over what I was intaking. I am now 14 and like Nick said I can focus on my business (OUTWORK OTHERS), focus on relationships, and focus on Christ. I am like Nick and have learned from my experiences! Thanks Nick for all you do for the fitness community.

Guys need to share more of their stories when it comes to mental health issues, men have struggles too, i’m glad you are sharing it ❤

I’ve been buying products from your company for few years now and never knew this which hits close to home. Minus the body building I have a similar story. Mad respect for you and thank you so much for sharing and what you do!!

Wow! Thank you for sharing this. I had (sometimes have) an unhealthy relationship with food and now I am working to get this weight off and do something I've always wanted to do... Which is run. I had bilateral knee replacements and now I have not pain. I have only run .5 miles without stopping, but I have a first goal of running a 5K this summer. You are an inspiration to this 57 y/o lady!🥰

Thank you for doing this!

Beautiful story thanks bro it definitely will help others ❤️

Thank you for sharing your story. It could be so helpful for someone who is struggling right now.

You're so courageous for sharing your story man!

Wow....amazing story, very touching. Much respect for you sharing something very personal. Hopefully plenty young men and women get to see this video. Great job and thank you for being a positive role model. 👍🏻👍🏻

This video says a lot about your character. As you know, so many fitness videos on RU-vid and I have watched a lot of them. I have never met you but I feel I have a pretty good idea of who you actually are. I am sure like may others, you fail a lot. You also succeed a lot due to hard work and a "Go One More" mental attitude. I salute you for being real and genuine and making a video just like this one. I respect you for overcoming your own adversity and letting people know there is no easy way. Keep it up!

Nick thanks for being an inspiration. I too struggled like you while I was younger in my athletic career and after. It took me several years to not obsess over my food intake. I’ve had a healthier relationship with food since my eating disorders in the past three years. Triathlon and being back athletic has definitely helped my relationship with food. Never shared this with anyone and just told my wife after seeing your video.

Thank you so much nick🙏❤️

Thank you for sharing your story Nick. You are an awesome person!

Such an important topic, thank you for sharing.

Great video man, really love what you do here.

Seriously made me emotional 😢 so many people with something similar out there. Thank uou for sharing your story! I for one can say you helped me understand that there's hope and not necessarily for me but I feel like I can see now that perseverance for any issue is key. Thank you @nickbare

I hope this goes viral. Such an important thing for folks to be aware of with thier kids, family, friends, themselves...

Thank you for sharing this Nick. Powerful stuff

People need role models and guidance and mentors and someone to relate. Thanks for sharing and being vulnerable

Really solid video nick, so much respect for everything you do. Realest one doing it

Literally what I’m going through right now. Thank you for this video!

Thank you for sharing your story, Nick! Powerful message! I have a very unhealthy relationship with food. I like the idea of being healthy and follow your pages and buy your supplements. I get going but have such a negative relationship with shit food! I have a weakness for fast food due to convenience and just laziness honestly! I’ve gotta find a way to switch that part of my mind off and learn how to change my relationship with food! As a fellow veteran and fellow Texan... I am a huge fan of yours! Keep motivating people and setting the example of the Go One More mindset! All the best, Kimber

Great story Nick. Keep sharing it. 👍

lot of respect, never easy sharing stuff like that!!

Eating disorders are so difficult. If you take an alcohol addiction, you can just never drink alcohol and go on about your life but it's not like you can just never eat again.

Thank you so much for sharing again Nick.💯🤙

Thank you for sharing, this will help so many people including myself.

Thank you so much for your incredible story. God bless you !!!

I really appreciate you sharing this

I needed this today, cheers bud

Very brave Nick! Huge kudos ! I’m sure many will benefit from your honesty! Well done mate !

Wow! I had no idea you had an eating disorder, thanks for sharing and being very supportive and kind to others. I also did too in high school, but have since been progressively healthier and much much happier :)

consistency...! great video with honesty and openness, sure it will help a great deal the ppl on the journey of fitness...

Very honest and inspiring video. Thank you.

Thank You, Nick. Ive been looking in all the directions possible, trying to seek help without really seeking help. Ive been contemplating on how a person can be sad and all of their life decisions could depend on something as basic, yet equally necessary, as food. Im in my late 20s, have a successful corporate career, dare I even say, also have a six pack, yet go into phases of depression with food wherein I fluctuate between 1200 kcals on days to 10,000 kcals on other days. Youve been of great great help. Blessings bud!

Thanks for sharing Nick.

It's unreal the difference that the mindset of "I have an obligation and a responsibility to help where I can" can make in the world. Thank you for embodying that and doing it 100%.

Go One More Nick Bare!❤️

Thanks for sharing this, dude. So inspiring. Go One More!

I've never related to a story more in my life. Thankyou for sharing.

This has changed my life, seriously, I’m not joking, this has changed my life. Thank you Nick👊🏼

Thanks for sharing this. You are a role model for men everywhere, and EDs in men need to be destigmatized. It is much easier as a woman to have these issues recognized, understood, and treated. There is so much shame around it to begin with, I can't imagine trying to come to terms with disordered eating which has historically been attributed to a "women's disease." Thanks for using your platform to help young men everywhere. I watched my brother struggle just as I had and was too afraid to speak up for him for fear of outing myself... he and I both were fortunate enough to find our way out through fitness and sport, but some won't stumble on this solution and may need to hear they are not alone. To this day I have not spoken to him about this, and if he is anything like me, those thoughts still linger and likely always will. Perhaps it's time to out us both. This may not end up being your most popular video, but it will likely be one of your most impactful. Keep up the great work Nick

Thanks for sharing this story! I can relate to everything you said even touching my hip bone to see if I’m loosing weight. I really hope one day I get to see food differently and not restrict myself all the time. Great content, love your dedication!!!!

This really hits mate, thank you