Sorry, Mom. I love you (:
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7:28am - January 3rd, 2022 - Happy new year!
A few months ago I was invited to an event in Doha, Qatar about the future of education. I somehow convinced the team organizing the event to add in a 6-day layover in Istanbul Turkey so that we could turn the trip into more of an adventure. So, I invited my friend Ryan and we set out in hopes of an unusual experience with a bit of optimism in our hearts.
Rumeysa and Eray are the two kindest people I have ever met. Before I go into anything else, I want to give them another big thank you. You made us feel more than welcomed and we are forever grateful for the incredible time we shared together.
8:03 am. I have a bit of writer's block right now. I wanted to write out a longer description, so I went downstairs to try to make some Matcha for the first time, but that failed miserably and now I'm sipping on some sour grass concoction. The matcha was from Emma Chamberlain's coffee brand and speaking of her, I noticed that I spelled her last name wrong in the subtitles (I'm sorry Emma). I also may have made a few little mistakes here and there, but I spent 3 hours making them so I hope the effort is appreciated.
In general, I'm doing well. I hung out with a friend I hadn't seen in a while the other day and it's made me want to dissect more of my current feelings and emotions on a deeper level. But instead of just writing them down in my journal, I feel more inspired to express how I'm feeling through art. Whether it's through my videos, designing a new collection for Perspectopia, making music, or exploring a new medium, I feel like anything is possible. Heck, I want to design my dream home on the coast of Northern California for fun, I want to design a couch, I want to buy a synth machine and learn the ins and outs of making music. From time to time, I get caught up in the business of everything I'm doing. The numbers, the logistics, and contracts, and formalities, etc. I forget that I didn't start any of this for all of that- of course, I have to find a balance of both, but I notice that it makes me think on more realistic terms. It brings my dreaming self down to earth. This is my gap year though. It's my own world that I've created where I can go anywhere and do anything. I feel damn lucky to be able to say that.
My mind bounces all over the place. One day I'm listening to an interview by Tyler the Creator ( • On Top of a Mountain w... - I highly recommend the listen) and I feel like I can do anything. Other days, my mind feels fried and I struggle to make any progress with editing. Maybe that's okay. I'm only 18. I have so much more to explore, learn, and do. But sometimes I feel like I should feel different in the position that I'm in. I forget how many opportunities I have, but knowing that doesn't help. It stresses me out more. It makes me second guess my decisions and my intuition which I don't like. With that said, I've been talking a lot with my friend Ryan and it's helping me move forwards. He keeps me in check and keeps me creating, doing, and taking one step at a time. I'm just trying to be kinder towards myself.
I think that's all for now. I was going to discuss the video a bit more, but it's 8:27 now and I just want to post and video and get to work on the next one.
Life is a work in progress.
Feel free to check in with yourself in the comments. (:
Stay Optimistic,
Max
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