I use to try to please people yet constantly was told I was a jurk. So one day I just stopped. If I did not want to do something I would not agree to do it. I told people honestly how I felt if asked . I also let my guard down and stopped censoring my humor. Suddenly even though I thought I was being a jurk people started to like me and the few who did not stopped mattering to me. I think it saved my life really.
That's something I should've known in middle school. I eventually figured it out in high school and lost interest in that stuff, which ironically got me more friends.
How I changed and my life is amazing meeting people? Smile, laugh, and be that person that YOU would want to spend the day with. Give off positivity, be encouraging, kind and don't take things to heart.
STOP. Hold the phone. You went to the white house, moved and went to South Africa to be in the resident evil movie!!! Why am I just hearing about this. That's freaking great and cool.
Thank you for sharing. I’m a fan, I have been a fan for a while. You kept me company on the long hauls, when I drove a Semi-Truck. My husband passed away in May of 2019 after a two year battle with leukemia. We watched you together and now I watch you and the apartment isn’t so quiet. I just wanted to let you know how much you have lifted my life and how much we enjoyed your videos. Thank you again, sending love!
Aether Music If you go to her videos that just means you are giving them attention and add to the watch counter, even if you shit all over them. Best is to keep ignoring them and make other people ignore them as well.
"Life itself is not something you figure it out, maybe its not about the destination but about the jourrney instead. Maybe its all about making mistakes, learning from those mistakes and being a better person tomorrow than you were yesterday. Its about enriching the lives of those surround you, its about taking risk as often as possible and doing things that scares you because growth lies outside of your comfort zone. " thank you for this
Being depressed sucks, I know. But, I feel like thats what is so important here. You may be depressed, but, there can be happiness in your life, as well. Don't give up, don't give in.
You are absolutely right I agree there are times when I feel depressed but then there are times where I feel like there's something about it all that makes it happy
Matt I’ve been watching you for a long time. I think I understand a pretty good bit about you. Something I’ve noticed is that the most positive and happy people tend to be the most depressed. I’m the same way I’m what you’d call the “life of the party” but at the same time I have a lot bottled up and stored away but I don’t share. You know if you ever need someone to talk to or “BS” with there are thousands of people that would jump at the opportunity the help! Talk to me matt... we care!
Owwww :'( whenever I doubt about my destiny due to depressing events I remember when I watched your video of "I lost my job today" sooo many years ago, it gives me courage thanks Matthew :)
“Being a better person tomorrow than you were yesterday” that’s what life is all about. Thanks for sharing your history with us. Definitely helps us relate to your videos more and appreciate the work you put into each video you make.
All I can say Matt, is that no matter what, you should ALWAYS be you. Don't conform. DO what makes you happy. I've wanted to meet you for a long time and so has my son. My Son is OBSESSED with your videos and can't wait until your next upload. I am a youtuber myself with just under 1200 subs but that's after 8 or more years and multiple channels. I hope you find so much more happiness Matt and I hope that you find your stride, My families love is with you. ~Aaron.
I am loving this new format of videos, you go Matt. Always finding ways to entertain us. Have been watching your channel since 2014 and never seen any video that disappointed me.
Uchiha Itachi bro you then dont know that in 2014 he stole his content from a website called list verse right it was only when a youtuber by the name of GradeAUnderA exposed him for stealing content word for word list by list and never gave credit and took all that money he made stealing content and kept it for himself biggest scumbag ever
Matt; I know I'm late watching this video by like a little over 2 years, so you will probably not see this...but hearing your story and the life lessons your learned is truly inspiring. Your videos have been a joy of mine to watch for a while now and bring a smile to my face no matter how my days been going. Please keep up the awesome things you do. Much support is given. You do you.
Matthew, it's always good to share your life with someone. Especially if it's your subscribers or your close friends. Even I've been through a lot and I'm only 11! But always remember that You Are Not Alone, No One Is
Holy mother of respect! Dude, that is an amazing story. I’ve never heard of a RU-vidr or some one that I know that has accomplished and been through that much. You my friend, are an absolute legend.🤘🏻
I definitely felt some parallels in your story that definitely reflected my life story. You are an amazing human being, and thank you for sharing your story with us.
Life is like a maze.. You never know what is the right direction and what decisions you want to take. You sometimes don't know where you are and you could feel lost. BUT just like a maze, there's always that light at the end of the tunnel. A light to success and happiness. Matt, You're almost there, just do what you like to do best!
It's 2021, I know you are still going through those tough times. I feel for you, make sure you take time for yourself and never judge your value by what you give to others. Everyone talks about being kind to others but very few will tell you that you must be kind to yourself. You are a fantastic you-tuber - sorry I'm older, so don't really know many of the terms! - and I hope that it works out for you. There are other things more important in life, so don't neglect them or yourself.
You’re one of the few youtubers who inspire me to start a RU-vid channel, I haven’t gotten it started the way I wanted it to though lol. But it’s a start. Thank you.
This was beautiful Matt!! I just recently got back to watching your videos, especially going back and watching all the old ones and it's amazing as well as heart warming to see your journey! You're such an inspirational person, I love what you do!
yoy!! matt your such a cutie.. i felt the same way in school too. thank you for sharing your story. And next year is going to be better for everyone i hope. At the end of the day we're all human like beings ;-p, trying to keep going up on the roller coaster ride we call life but sometimes the drop is so fast that its scary and we all need that to grow.
I just saw your "There’s Something I Never Told You" video this morning then i bumped on this video this afternoon (in my PH timezone). I set my iPad youtube to Autoplay and let it play random videos from you so i dont see your videos chronologically as you published it. And I just noticed that the above-mentioned video was published Oct 27, 2017. This animated video is a nicely done, like all of your videos. It gives off that sunny morning vibe to it which is refreshing. I play your videos while i go through my daily routine so i would like to thank you for "keeping me company" and informed at the same time. Your videos greatly help break the monotony of my monotonous daily routine. I hope you are doing well. If you are still battling your depression, I believe in you and I bless your fight against it. Peace!
Truly inspiring. Thank you for sharing this, as I am starting to have a hard time finding out who I am and what I want to do with my life. Thank you for your videos, and keep up the amazing work
Thank you for this video, Matt. I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate the content that you post and you really do inspire me. I know things get better when the chips are down. You’re proof of that. I wish you all the best!
I know this video was posted ages ago but I had to say something. Inspirational! I haven't even watched your videos for a whole month but I'm already a fan. your videos are entertaining, I love them, don't get me wrong, but it's the story behind everything that's happened, and not just to you, but we never really know what people go through. I really love to hear stories like this. Keep fighting the good fight Matt, this is just the beginning!!!
Thank you for sharing. Such an amazing video with many great messages. It sounds like you ran from the eye of the hurricane into the storm many times and as a result you've grown stronger and happier. Unfortunately it comes with many unfortunate events, but you kept going and I think I can speak for a lot of people that watch your videos and support you, we're proud that you never gave up. You kept diving head first into the storm. Keep it up.
Never posted a comment before but I've been following you for a while and thought your last video was really powerful. I saw this and thought "hmm animation? that sucks" How wrong I was, another awesome video. Thank you for being so candid, I found it very inspirational. Keep up the good work.
I think of all people you helped me become a better person. I know some people will think its bad that I think your the greatest thing since sliced bread but you helped me get to be a better person better then my parents did.
I remember the Nicole days, and your depression stage and just wanted to say that despite all of it you are amazing and have helped me through some pretty dark days. I am a 40 something year old woman from Australia, so see how far you have gone and what else you have achieved. Keep up your amazingness.
I was deeply touched by you having admitted to having depression.....I do as well.....and many people overlook the disorder as if you have an option to sort it out.I have an autistic son that wants to be a RU-vidr....he's 10....I tell him to own it and that it makes him a better person for knowing a part of life that not everyone can understand.....he's brilliant.....and you're an inspiration to those who hold themselves back for what is ultimately mundane reasons.Thank you xo!
I've been here since 2013 wish and I love all of your videos. Your an inspiration to me and have even helped me through an abusive relationship and the depression that followed. Thank you so much Matt for uploading such amazing content I love all of it so much. From your fans in America thank you and love you so much!
I have wanted to see this video made for so long. We love the kind tribute to your dig Barny. So much love put into all of your videos.Thank you for sharing your story.
This touched my heart. It made me realize that even the most happiest looking people can go through so much, and still make it to where they are today. This made me love Matt even more then i already do.
This video was great, Matt. Many things you said really spoke to me. I grew up as an only child and moved around growing up, having a hard time fitting in even though I successfully made people laugh to shield my feelings of being alone. I've noticed over the last 3 months feeling empty and stuck and while I have happy moments, at the end of the night I feel like I don't like my life as it is. I'm in my 5th year in college, and luckily I have been able to work at the bowling alley I grew up in during these 5 years that has helped me through college and even start buying my first house! But even now, as much as I love bowling, working there has left me tired and worn out. Bowling as a teenager was a source of pleasure and distraction which I worry I am losing what drew me to bowling in the first place. I keep much of this sadness away from my friends and family as I don't like talking about it. I also hope to figure out what will bring me happiness. I turned 23 years old today and still have the rest of my life ahead of me. Let's see what happens. :)
So great to watch this and learn more about you. I really enjoy your videos! I'm also always grateful when folks share about mental health issues such as depression. It helps to break down stigma and allows people to know they are not alone. Keep up the great work Knowledge Whale!
you feel lost, but you're still a beacon of hope and positivity. at least, to me you are. you went through such hardships, but still shine brightly. thank you for being here, thank you for the messages you send. keep in the light, friend.
Definitely cool video. You’re absolutely right about life. It’s not the destination, it’s the journey you take. I’m 49 and learned a ton of things on my own journey. Keep doing you, it’ll all work out no matter what. Thanks for sharing Matthew.
now i understand why you are one the most positive people i know. I always wondered why you put humor in your content and now i know why. keep doing what you do matt, we (the wife and I) love your videos and make time go by fast when I am washing dishes or folding clothes lol
So I've been watching a lot of your vids man, you're making me want to dip my feet into the youtube pool. I Just got out of a relationship and want to find some positive meaning to my life and help inspire people and do something productive/helpful and or entertaining for the world. Big fan of V sauce, you and my mythical morning. I have not watched many other channels but i'm glad I started with you all. Inspiring to say the least! Keep it up dude.
You're such an inspiration, Matt, hang in there! There's a whole community of people out here, REAL living, breathing people whose lives you brighten just by making your videos. I'm certainly one of those people. But if your RU-vid career ever stops making you happy, you're not obligated to continue! You get out there and do what makes you happy, no matter how many times that might change. You're right, life is about growth, and I'm sure I'm not speaking for myself when I say that you've already brought happiness and laughter and knowledge into the world, so your fans will support your choices as long as you are happy and healthy :)
You're a great guy, Matt! You deserve every bit of your success and happiness. I can tell that you're a good person even though I only know you through your videos. Also, you were in the Resident Evil VI movie? That's incredible! I'm gonna rewatch it and look for you there!
Matthew, thank you so much for sharing, I learned new things I never knew and you have motivated me to keep going. I to struggle with depression but seeing you have the strength to keep going has given me the strength to keep going. Thank you. And keep up the good work.
Grade A Under A accused Matthew of plagiarizing and many began attacking him, he also lost subscribers. The reason was that he at the time didn't show his sources. I simply concluded he hadn't thought about it until someone pointed it out. A simple mistake made by someone who unexpectedly became fairly famous.
TrevorTrunks71 Yeah, I had subscribed to Matt for quite a few years at that point but the attack wasn't warranted. Facts are facts and he had obviously not thought about showing his sources. After that he started to add his sources in the description. I'm not a huge fan of Grade under, I find his raging to be to much and kind of annoying.
I have been subscribed to you for a long time and I just come across this video and it taught me a lot and made a lot of emotions run through my head, you're a stronger person than I could ever be
Do what you love matt and never let anyone stop you! I almost quite of many of things but I managed to keep my self together and keep going! And many people who inspired me help! For an example you were one of them! I always love watching the creepy videos with the humor with them! So thank you for never giving up! I always look forward to your future videos!
Matthew you are an inspiration to me. You are an old soul and you were put here to make people happy. Keep your chin up and keep at it buddy, love you and take care.
I loved hearing your story. I’m sorry for all the things that happened to you, but I believe that they helped shape the person you are today. You are one of my role models, keep making amazing videos.
I joined your channel in early 2013 and used to religiously watch your content but then in 2014 and onwards it all felt off and thank you so much for explaining why. I randomly found a Matthew Santoro video in my feed after 3 years now and god, it feels so good to see you in such form. Plus, I realize from your video that I still have a long way to go. I, too, am content to living in my own little bubble and don't know if I'll ever enjoy getting out but if there's anything I've seen here that I'll try to put to use, it's that risks are something I need to take. Thank you.
You have me in tears. I have always wanted to be a public speaker and musician and i have been binging your videos to learn from you. Your speeches are amazing and fun and your incredible use of the English language is inspiring and the youth of today can look up to you. You are epic and I love your work. One thing i ask of you to remember is to always be kind to yourself. If you can be anything be kind! Loves Kati
Happiness is not a destination. It’s a road traveled, thank you for traveling it with me!! Your an awesome person that has so much more to give. Keep it up Matt! Enjoy the ride!!
I was one of your very first subscribers, I think there was only about 2k at the most when I joined. I've followed you ever since. thanks for sharing this because it answered a few questions. I hope moving to LA doesn't ruin you, get out before it does. I hope you find happiness.
as much as i hate keemstar he isn't completely wrong, i mean matthew has been proven to be wrong in that plagiarism case but keemstar keeps reminding everyone about it every 5 minutes when that drama was hot so i guess that what makes matthew hates him
finally watching these videos that have sitting in my Watch Later Videos and I love it. I'm finding out so much and becoming a bigger fan. If I ever run into you on the streets I'll probably cry lol. Would definitely try to buy you food.
All I can say is wow! Thank you for sharing your story. When I was in college we had a fellow student take his own life too. He was a broadcasting major like myself and very talented and funny. One day (which was the last day I saw him) I was walking back to our building he stopped to chat with me for a bit. He told me to have a good weekend and I told him the same thing. If I only knew...
