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45 years ago I lost my mother, now when you said you think you see her (but its not her) that's because she's with you...and will always be. Consciousness it misconstrued, we're all connected through energy.
I recently lost my mom after taking care of her this last 2 years. I know my mom is where she wanted to be all of her life, in heaven with our Lord. It’s hard Scott but you did everything you possibly could and she knows that and she knows you love her. My heart goes out to you. May God be with you and give you strength and peace. Please remember to take care of yourself. It’s one day at a time and some days it’s one hour or one minute at a time.
Lost our 35 year old granddaughter Mary to cancer, last December. It's hard but you know the way, take one day at a time. It does get easier as time goes by. I have bad days but am starting to have more good than bad days.
Scott I'm so very sorry to hear of your mother's passing. Brother trust me when I say your mother will always be with you. You'll see. Their will be Suttle signs.
I lost my mother May 29, 2020 and I kept getting the sign of # 444? It freaked me out until I found out what the number meant. Thanks Mommy 💋 I miss u soo xoxo
I just found your channel today and it touched me and brought back memories of my father's death. He died on Superbowl Sunday 2000. I use to talk to my dad like praying to God.
From the moment you started talking about your mom, I was pouring tears out and couldn't even look at the screen. But I listened. You said more than I ever could have...having been so soon after she passed away. Beautifully expressed.
I’m new to your channel but watching this is hard, you can see what a wonderful caring person you are. Your mother would be extremely proud of you. Thanks for sharing.
@@SCOTTONTAPE only new to your channel the last 8 months so sorry to hear about your mum hun my deepest condolances hun she is looking down and so proud of you your a son to be proud off your so kind down to earth may your mum ( RIP) 🙏🙏
My heart breaks for you, was hard seeing you like this. Stay strong, we’re all here for you! Wish I could give you a hug, lots of love from the U.K. ❤️ x
With my deepest sympathy, love and respect, Scott, at the loss of your dear Mother. I'm sure she was a wonderful lady as she passed on those traits to you. May she rest in Heavenly Peace, buddy. ❤
I know all to well the feeling of the loneliness. I'm 34 and I lost my mom back in 2011 totally unexpectedly and than just last year of all days Father's Day I lost my dad. I have good days and buddy I have bad days. But I'm forever thankful that I was raised with them always telling me keep go keep pushing on. So that's what I do everyday I get up and push on. I'm so very sorry on your family lost. Prayers for you and your family. Please remember you are not alone. Please also remember that it's not a good bye but it's a I'll see you later. Because day you will be able to see them just like I will get to see my parents. God bless you Scott.
So sorry for your loss. I lost my mother day after christmas 2019. It was a shock. Still cant believe she's gone. Was very close to her. Stay strong. Love from Michigan.
I just discovered your channel, this video got me because I to lost my My Beautiful Mother on April 24th 2020 at 1 am due to covid 19 so I truly understand what you're going through and my Amazing Husband passed three months before my Mother and seven more family members after them,. May GOD comfort and keep you in HIS LOVING HANDS 🙏🏽 GOD Bless Her Soul Cares All Passed Home At Last Forever To Rejoice She Is At Peace 🕊️🕊️🕊️, Blessing to you and your sister always ❤️
My dear friend....I can see your pain & feel your love for your Mum. It's ok to not be ok for a while....just don't stay there very long or it will eat you alive. Trust me I've been there. Your Mum will ALWAYS be with you. Now she can travel along side you. When you visit a place on her list, you will hear her voice. Or maybe feel her touch on your cheek or shoulder. My grandma helps me cook all the time. She passed away 20 years ago. My late husband gives me advise almost every day. He passed away 4 years ago. When they speak I listen & learn. You will laugh again. You will cry again. You will get mad again. And it's ok. I'm not going to tell you that time heals all wounds because it doesn't. You just learn to live with the loss. Sending you & sister my loving thoughts & prayers. Stay safe. Stay healthy. Until next time my friend.
This video brought tears to my eyes. I admire the strength and courage it took for you to go out there and make this video. It’s not easy to talk about loved ones who have passed, especially when the wound is still fresh. It was hard to see the pain and sadness in your eyes but I’m glad you did it. You are making your mother proud. We love you, man. We are all here for you.
Firstly, I am so very sorry for your mom. I lost my mom March 2020, after a quick 1 month battle with cancer. It was shocking and quick. I have never had anyone explain grief the way you described it. I can relate to exactly what you are going through. It’s almost 2 years and I’m still cycling through the phases. But the loneliness you described is something I can certainly relate to. I am so sorry Scott. It sounds like your mom was as special as mine. Unconditional love is something we both had with our moms. Love and blessing to you
My hardest moment was realizing I had lost the one's who loved me most in the whole world, like you said, unconditionally. I'm crying with you. God bless you and your sweet sister. I know you made your Mom so proud.
I’m so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a mother. Sending you lots of love, prayers, and strength. Take care. I know she is watching over you.
Scott, I’m so sorry about the passing of your mom. I know she’s watching over you as you continue on your journeys. I’m sure she’s riding right beside you as you travel from destination to destination. God bless you and your sister. ❤️😇💐🕊
I am so sorry for your loss....You have my Sincere Heartfelt Condolences❤️ It’s hard, and some days won’t be easy but it will get better. Always remember that your Beautiful Mother’s spirit is with You. Loving you, watching you & hugging you both.❤️❤️❤️
Damn Scott it's hard seeing you like this I'm a guy and I'm not ashamed to admit this video had me in tears Scott there's 5 stages of grief you are going through right now
My condolences, Scott to you and yours. I felt your pain. I too lost my Momma in 2010 from Cancer. We're here for you. Stay safe, brotha. Hugz from Texas.
I know this is a two-year old video, but as someone who lost his mother 5 years ago, you very eloquently reminded me what the ensuing weeks and months were like following her death. I never went through denial, but I jumped back and forth through the other stages from day to day that I began to suspect I was losing my mind. I’m really sorry for your loss. You seem like a genuinely good guy and it’s sucks to know you were in this much pain. I hope, two years later, you’ve gotten back onto your path and things are better. Love your channel, dude. Take it easy and at a day at a time. Peace out.
I totally understand how you feel. I lost my mom Oct 7 2019, and i had a very close relationship with her too. It was like losing my best friend. I’m sorry you weren’t able to see her at the end because of COVID 😢 I got to see my mom every day until she passed and I’m thankful for that.
Scott, I have never commented before, and if I start to comment about every single amazing journey you have provided for us in this comment, it could end up rivaling "War and Peace". I promise to be more interactive from now on, but I just wanted to say that your journeys and your voice have been a part of my life that has brought me joy for the past few years. I am also a Frist Responder. Everything you stated about Staying Home I could not echo more, but that is also not what compelled me to comment. As someone who can also understand the gravity of your loss on a personal level (being a caretaker to the people who raised me, and lost them) I just wanted to say that your Mom's love will never stop. You and your sister are a living testament to her love, and through who you both are as people will always be a representation and an honor to her. Scott, I've never met you, but I just wanted to say you are loved my people you have touched through your stories, and as you go down new roads, you will have the love of not only your audience pushing you, but your Mom will right beside you on each and every one. Take care my friend.
Speaking about your mother, I feel you, man. My father has been gone for three years now and I still grieve from time to time. I'm still in the five stages of grief. Even though It's been a year, I'm sorry for your loss.
Scott you are EXCELLENT Sir. Unlike you my good I was so gifted, My Father died in my arms in April ( the care home shouldn't have let me in but they knew how close we were and they literally said "He's waiting for you" ...within 7 minutes of being with him he sighed, a tear ran down HIS face and his heart stopped......Scott your Mum is with you for all eternity, whatever that is. I was lucky and I absolutely feel your pain.....Dad taught me well and I was SO BLESSED to be with him after many years like yourself being a carer .....I think you are a beautiful person and you are NOT alone......we love you man. Harry Blue x
That’s both beautiful and heartbreaking that you got to spend those final seven minutes with your father Harry. I hope he’s resting peacefully. Thank you for your kind sweet sentiments
Just lost my Brother, not even a month ago. Many prayers and thoughts to you and your family during this most difficult time. Loss is never easy and we all grieve in our own ways. Your mom is looking down on you smiling with pride at the wonderful son she's raised. Much love to you Scott and many blessing.
I’m so sorry Scott. Your mom will always be watching over you. Stay strong and hold on to the love you two shared. Thanks for the video. It was interesting about Kirby road and Selina.
My THOUGHTS + PRAYERS are COMPLETELY with YOU , SCOTT!!!! I lost My Momna in 2004 and truly I MISS HER EVERY DAY and TRULY look forward to the One Day when I'll get to see her AGAIN!!! GOD BLESS YOU. ~ NOW*FOREVER & ALWAYS , MY FRIEND!!!
Wow with this tear rolling down my face there's so much I want to say hoping to ease your pain. I've been there and sometimes I go back to that same sad overwhelming feeling of raw emotion. Mother's are Gods gift,they truly are,a bond like no other. All the love you had for your mother is still surrounding her and even though you can't physically feel her with you just know she will always be near you. Don't lose sight of that thought. She is your number #1 fan.
Oh Scott. My heart feels for you. I lost my mother when I was 20 years old, that void you described- no feeling like it. Your mother is with you and she is so proud and happy for you in all that you do. I am so sorry you couldn’t be with her as she died. I’m a nurse and I’ve had to FaceTime family members during a patients last moments, and it’s hard. You are truly a beautiful human, thank you for staying at home.
I lost my Grandma, who was like my real mom in 2019. It was unexpected and sudden. It is hard, life will never be the same. My grandma did the same she had bible verses written on papers everywhere. One day at a time. I don't think the pain will ever go away, just changes over time.
Condolensences Scott for your tremendous loss. Just know your moms spirit is with you. There will be signs from your mom that she is near you, trust and believe this, and it will give you reassuring comfort.
What a beautiful lady your mum IS Scott. I say IS because I know she will always BE, in your memories, and in your heart. And your lovely dad, too. You did right to talk about how you felt, and I'm sure that these ensuing years have made you see that it has helped you come to some semblance of terms with their passing. I always remember my late father saying, as we left my Pop's funeral. "Well, that's it. Your mum and I are orphans now. And we stand on the top step; next to go, " At 68, I'm still not an orphan. My mum is 89, but my dad and all my uncles and aunts have passed. She is the sole beacon left shining from her era. I hope this message finds you a little closer to peace of mind abd soul, Scott. You're an absolute credit to your parents. 😊❤
My sincere condolences Scott! I totally understand your pain and my 💔 breaks for you! I lost my mom in 2014 and i lost my dad in 2016! And continue your channel! Enjoying it from North Carolina and if you need anyone to talk to im here brother!
My heart goes out to you Scott and your family. I’ve been there myself, it’s painful and I know people always say time is a great healer but, it truly is believe me. Our thoughts are with you and your mom is always with you. I send you love, light, hope, healing and a huge hug X
I'm truly sorry to hear about your mom's passing. My sincerest condolences, Scott. We each come to full acceptance in our own time so don't rush it. Be thankful you still have your sister. The fact you were not able to be with your mom in her final days is the saddest. When my dad passed, I was able to be there as he took his last breaths, but too late to say our goodbyes or heal the rifts, but I was at least able to be there. Coronavirus has imposed many hardships on people--particularly financial--but not being able to be with a close family member as they're preparing to leave this world has to be the biggest. I am truly saddened by that and for you. But I know you'll make it through this as you'll have an angel looking out for you!
Thank you for sharing about your Mom. I just lost my Mom on November 1, 2021 the worse day of my life. Thank you for your insight on grief because I have no idea what I am feeling or doing
Yes , losing your mom is hard to put into words. We are all over the map with emotions. When new memories come out ,your heart breaks even more. God bless you. This is a tough one.
Sorry for the loss of your mother. My mother died 4 years and will be remembered forever as I am sure your mother will be. She will always be with you. God Bless. xx
I’m just seeing this video (semi new follower). I just wanted to say that I’m so sorry that you’ve lost your mom. This touched my heart and brought tears to my eyes, I hope you are ok…may your mom Rest In Peace ❤️
My heart is breaking for you as I watch this and tears are streaming down my face. I lost my mom in 2014. So many things you’ve said are spot on. I’m still grieving to this day and some days are beyond difficult to deal with because I just wish I could talk with her again. The pictures of your mom show her beauty and what a beautiful smile. I feel your pain, more than you could possibly know. You will be with your mom again as will I be with mine. Believe me when I say this.
When you loose your mother it's hard. Your mother is very proud of you and your channel and you need to heed your sisters words and continue coz that is what your mum would of wanted you, to do. 💞
My sweet Scott I was hoping that you would have been able to be with your Mother when she passed since you told us that she was tested and did not have this damn virus. I am so very sorry that you did not get that closure. Your mother knows you were there and I believe she hears you now. As long as you can see her beautiful face and hear her beautiful voice she will be with you always. I love you Scott.
I'm so sorry for your loss. My mother passed away in October (2019), and every day I still feel it as if it were yesterday. Sending lots of love and positive vibes your way. 💛
Hey Brother Man, sorry for being MIA for so long. Will explain on another vid. Mum always keeps me up to date with your vids, so I'm still keeping track of you. I am so sorry to hear about your Mum. My sincerest condolences for an incredibly great loss Brother. Even though we are on the other side of the globe, the fam and I are all here for you, and know that our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your sis. What a beautiful video for your Mum. Man that took guts, much respect. I can see you are exactly the same as I am with my Mum. Yep, I'm a Mummy's boy too. One thing I can say with all certainty is that your Mother did an excellent job in raising her son. The understanding, honesty and respect you show is truly admirable, and is evident in all of your work. Rest assured your Mum is looking down on you right now, proud as anything of her good boy Scotty! I'll be making a conscious effort to get back on the Scott on Tape train asap. Please look after yourself and take care my Man. Sean aka 'Tango'................✌out.....
My heart hurts for you. I see the hurt and pain in your voice and eyes when you started to talk about your mom. Guilt and is apart of grieving. I’m here if you ever want to talk Scott!! ❤️
Scott, I've been following you for about 6 months now and just came across this video, and it broke my heart. I could feel your pain. Son, I know it is now 3 years later, but I just wanted to say I'm so sorry for your loss. Your mom raised you right. You have such a kind heart. Much love from a fellow Torontonian. ❤
Man, I'm so sorry! I know exactly what you're going through. My father had a problem with his liver. Water would build up in his stomach and every now and then, he had to go to the hospital to take it out. Sometimes, they removed up to 13 liters of water! On the 30th of December, he went to the hospital. It wasn't a big deal. Like I said, it wasn't the first time and usually, he would go, stay there for the night and he would go back home the next day. On the 31st of December, my mom called me early in the morning. I was getting ready to go to work when she called. She was crying and told me that my father had passed away, just like that. I called my boss, told him what was going on and then I drove to the hospital. I thought that my mother would be there before me but she wasn't able to drive, so she asked her sister to pick her up and to drive her to the hospital. I was the first to get there, told a nurse that I just got that phone call and she walked with me to his room. When she opened the door, there he was, lying on the bed and....I remember telling the nurse "I can't, I can't" and then I ran into the bathroom to hide and started to cry. I understand that you're angry and you have every right to be angry! In your case, it was even worse because you couldn't be there because of the current situation. Man....again, I'm so sorry!
Me and my wife was glad to see you again,and a new video, but when we heard the news about your mom it broke us 😢☹️. we may not have met you, but we think of you like a family member. so what we are saying is you are family, to us are hearts and prayers goes out to you, stay strong. We love you Scott.
i lost my mother in 2005 and i was her caregiver. i feel you scott and you have my upmost condolences for you and your family. i mourn and miss my mama to this day. our family members are in heaven waiting for us i strongly believe this. take care scott, you will see her again. 😇
Sending prayers, hugs and love to ya Scott ❤️❤️❤️. I’m glad to see you back. Take your time coming back, we will be here for ya. I love looking at old cemetery. Thank you Scott ❤️❤️❤️
My sincere condolences to you and your sister on the passing of your beautiful mum. I can only imagine how unbelievably proud she must have been of you both. I wish I could give you a hug ❤️❤️
My condolences. I rarely comment, but I can see you're going through it. I'm glad you've got friends and family to talk to and I'm sending healing vibes your way.
Hi Scott I’m very new to your channel but the past few weeks I’ve been addicted to it and I found this video and I just wanted to say I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad in 98 and it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. I hope you are doing ok. 🙏🏻❤ Thank you for your caring soul and wonderful content. Your mom did a wonderful job with you! ❤
Just buried my Bro. In Law today. 52 years old. to Covid. Lost my Mom one year ago. What I've learned is....you be you. You are still that boy/ Man that she loved. Continue in all your pursuits. Carry her with you into them. That wit and sarcastic charm of yours is her living thru you. You bring people joy as you take us thru your travels. You are thought of with good wishes Friend.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your mother, Scott! Lots of love to you. And thank you so much for the video. Your videos make me and my kids laugh when things are most miserable. Thank you for all you do. It is appreciated. Stay safe.
My mother died this past March from Covid. It was sudden and she was only 65 years young. I and my siblings thought she had at least 20 years as well. I understand your complex emotions in this video. I hope you’re now doing well. I have to remind myself that time heals wounds.
I'm so sorry to hear about your Mother, Scott..... my prayers are with you buddy. Keep your head up and always remember all of us that enjoy your videos and what you do are here for you always. Take care brother.
Blesss you, don’t blame yourself, I lost my mum when I was 25, my mum was only 54., your mum will always be watching over you. Keep talking about her and talk to her all the time. It helps. She is still around in spirit. ❤️❤️❤️❤️RIP to your mum. You will meet again when it’s your time. It’s a nasty pandemic that is affecting everyone.xxxx
I'm a new subscriber after seeing your adventures with Adam, so i'm just getting caught up on your interesting and informational videos. I'm so sorry for the loss of your Mom. I lost my Mom in 2016 to the disgusting disease of Pancreatic Cancer. Watching her die a painful and awful death was the worst thing I've been through. My heart broke, and I will never be the same. Six years later, and I literally can't breath sometimes because I miss her so much. By now you have probably become a different version of yourself whilst still trying to live your life in a way she would be proud of. It really is so very hard. It's terribly lonely too even though there are so many people who have experienced the same thing. Thank you for sharing your turmoil and grief with us. Wishing you continued health and safe travels dear Scott.
My condolences to you buddy! keep your head up man. I just started watching your channel for about 2 months now. keep doing your thing i enjoy watching your videos !! peace
Four years and I am just now finding this video. I have just recently found your channel and I really enjoy it. I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. She sounds a lot like mine. I too had a lot taken during the virus. Keep doing what you are doing, you are great at it. Your mother was right. Be careful on the road and be safe.
Scott your a loving and caring person I'm truly sorry to hear about your Mom's passing but watching and listening to your videos mom is with you each and every day God Bless you Scott please continue to be the kind and caring person you are Godspeed Semper Fi.
Im terribly sorry to hear of the loss of your Mom. She sounds like she was a very special woman. Sounds like you were alot like her. Its hard to lose your Mother. Aint nobody like your Mom. You're number one support person. I get it, Ive lost mine and my father too. Sending you big hugs my friend. My prayers are with you Scott. 🙏💜🌻 She hears you Scott. Look for the lil signs 🌻🌈🦋🐞🐦🌈
I’m so sorry for your loss. 😔 I’m sure your mum was so proud of you, and what you are doing. Your videos make a huge difference to others. Just know that I’m binge watching your vlogs at the moment as I seem to be going through quite a dark depression right now. Your videos help me. Thank you xxx
Hello from germany my sincerest condolences. Since a few weeks i watched your cementery tours. My mother passed away 2018 and my brother 2020... i feel what you speak about your nice mother! Every night i speak to my mother and my brother! A motherheart is never replace! Many greetings from germany and God bless you! KEKI
The love for your mother is so strong and beautiful! She is an amazing women the way you talk about her. I have nothing but respect for your family. I'm from Belgium and love your RU-vid channel. Respect for what you do 🤘👍