My R (KurageP) English Cover by Lollia 

Spotify spoti.fi/2JEXDn9 Apple Music apple.co/2JQ1kGk LYRICS (by Rachie) Just as I was about to take my shoes off, on the rooftop there I see A girl with braided hair here before me, despite myself, I go and scream "Hey, don't do it please!" Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way To be honest, I was somewhat pissed This was an opportunity missed The girl with braided hair told me her woes You've probably heard it all before "I really thought that he might be the one But then he told me he was done" For god's sake please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me Are you upset cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything! "I'm feeling better thank you for listening" The girl with braided hair then disappeared "Alright, today's the day!" or so I thought Just as I took both of my shoes off There was but a girl short as can be Despite myself, I go and scream The petite girl told me her woes You've probably heard it all before "Everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don't fit in with anyone here" For god's sake please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me Cause even so, you're still loved everyone at home There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know! "I'm hungry" said the girl as she shed a tear The girl short as can be then disappeared And like that, there was someone everyday I listened to their tale I made them turn away And yet there was no one who would do this for me, no way I could let out all this pain For the very first time, there I see Someone with the same pains as me Having done this time and time again She wore a yellow cardigan "I just wanna stop the scars that grow "Ev-e-ry-time that I go home "That's why I came up here instead" That's what the girl in the cardigan said Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way But in the moment I just screamed Something that I could not believe "Hey, don't do it please!" Aa what to do? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew But even so please just go away so I can't see Your pitiful expression is just too much for me! "I guess today is just not my day" she looked away from me and then she disappeared There's no one here today, I guess it's time It's just me myself and I There's no one who can interfere No one to get in my way here Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl, short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free

I listened to it multiple times and just realized it's not about one girl helping a lot of people, but it's rather the same girl stopping herself day after day and finding something to still have reason. She's a girl with braided hair, short as can be, with a yellow cardigan. Damn, that's sad.

Fun Fact: There is a sequal to My R called Diary of an Underage Observation where it is implied that the girl gets saved!

I love this song and I'm sure i'm gonna love it even more with Lollia's voice

You need to do a cover of “Diary of an Underage Observer”, just to give me some closure for the story told, please!

**kicks down door** HELLO I CAME FROM THE ANIMATIC but theres still 10 hours left... why am i even here? why is there so many likes. no stop liking this

Came here from Emirichu's video

Dudeee you have no idea how badly I’ve been wanting this

"a girl with braided hair here before me" "there was but a girl short as can be" "she wore a yellow cardigan" "taking off my yellow cardigan, watching my braids all come undone, this petite girl short as can be" it makes the song so much sadder when you realize she came there every day to talk her out of her many reasons (one each day) but still jumped in the end

You have one of the best singing voices I've ever heard, this song and how Azula's perspective to it just brings tears to my eyes🥺💕😭.

I was just listening to this song and I noticed something. In the first verse (to the girl with braided hair) she says "you're lucky that you've never gotten ROBBED of anything" but next verse, the girl short as can be says "Everyone STEALs" But her reasoning to not do it is "You're still loved by everyone at HOME" But in the next verse the cardigan girl says "I just wanna stop the scars that grow, every time that I go HOME" Incase you didn't understand anything i just said: Pretty much, the girl keeps coming up with reasons to not kill herself, but finds contradictions for the reasons until there are none left.

Surely, I'm not the only one who hopes someone sings this song with tears at the end. I always cry at this song.

Me: Ahh FINALLY a day off! i can sleep in now. Lollia posted this for 9am Me: welp guess who's gonna be up at 9am :)

no matter what version i still cry

*Ohhh, i hope this will be available on music platforms !! Ever since Emirichu's animatic, i've been kinda obsessed with all versions of this song !! (^_^')*

So just wondering for the message the actual song is trying to express, was the thing stopping her from jumping herself because at the end she says she undoes her braids takes of her yellow cardigan and she’s short traits all the other “people” had

if anyone wants to know what happened pls go check out the original japanese version this song, it is part of the series “diary of underage observation” and there are a lot of other songs too focusing on teenage life

0:39 NOBODY TALKS ABOUT THIS AND NOW IM MAD THIS IS WHAT REPEATS IN MY HEAD ALL DAY

it’s been so long since i heard this song but i heard it again on tiktok today. came here to reminisce and i finally realized that she wasn’t talking to anyone else but pieces of herself; i think the reason I didn’t realize this was because of all those animatics and gacha videos showing different people. never in my life have i been brought to tears by a song until now.

Awesome job Lollia this is AMAZING!! Love the instrumental and the harmonies great! Nice job all around xD

WAIT HOLD UP! HOW IS THIS UP???? I WANNA HEAR AND SUPPORT THE CREATOR BY LISTENING TO 100 HOURS STRAIGHT???? WAIT IT'S NOT EVEN OUT?!?!?!? BRUH

After the short as can be girl said her problems, the singer argued that atleast there are still people at home waiting for her. But then the next girl with the yellow cardigan's problems are about her home and that's the current proble the singer is facing so she can't make any excuses, this just shows that when your family turns their back on you, you lose all hope. Because if the people whom are with you since you were born gives you the problems, how can you deal with others?

This song really is a dear song to me and I came into youtube today and saw you made the cover and It really hit me deep. You vocalized it really well and I’m happy that people like it as me I’m really excited to buy this song on Itunes and listen to it anytime i wish. No need for me to say it but I’ve been waiting for this song and am happy you made a cover.

I just realised something while listing to this on spotify. First girl: braided hair Second girl: short Third girl: yellow cardigan Final girl (herself): all three Bradied hair, petite (short), wearing a yellow cardigan It's about talking herself out from suicide till she realizes that she cant anymore.

YES THE RACHIE LYRICS THANK YOU QUEEN

What???????????? I never imagine this girl is so beautiful. I ever hear but never saw she before.

I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE, TURN IT UP

THIS IS AWESOME!!!! It makes me happy to see two of my favorite RU-vidrs collabing on one of my favorite songs!!

I always tear up whenever I hear this song. Amazing voice, story, and emotional expression in the voice

*Lollia, why must your voice give life?*

I didn't even know people still knew this song... glad to know I'm not the only one!

Y'all this girls range amazing

The tune: happy cheery fun time The lyrics: DARK AF, WHAT THE HELL, WAS NOT READY FOR THAT (Good cover tho)

One of my favorite people recommended me this song I miss her a lot her parents didn’t allow me to talk to her and I’m here cause I’m not ready to let her go I miss her so much and I have been thinking of ending my life so just I don’t know.

When does this appear on Spotify? I’m looking for it and have no luck

Anyone refreshing their page every min? Just me? Ok-

Oh wow. First time I actually see her. She is super beautiful. And her voice is just amazing.

I saw this on emi channel and omg I cried to this song your voice so beautiful plus her drawings omg 😭

aaa yes amazing

Really enjoy songs that have a very dark theme but very upbeat / happy music. IMO kinda fits with certain themes, there is a dark meaning behind lyrics but the happy music fits with feelings of joy from release when the final decision is made, an inner peace that one has accepted and committed to their chosen path.

Your vocals and the instrumentation make this sound like a ClariS song and I adore that.

This song just hurts.

Bro this song bops

bro her voice is so beautiful hnnng!~

….if you listen to it carefully….you’ll realize….the girl isn’t helping others….she’s talking about herself….and she’s talking about how she thought about it….until the end….where she did it….

I love Rachie's cover and hearing you use her lyrics is absolutely amazing as your voice fits perfectly :)

I'm setting a reminder like I won't be anxiously waiting the entire day for this

This is absolutely amazing

Me listening to the music: :-D Me paying attention to the lyrics for the first time: :'-(

YESSSS THE WAY I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THIS AAAAAA THIS IS SUCH A GOOD COVER

Не думала что кто-то ещё делает каверы на эту песню))

Oh bro, I won't even be awake at 11- 🤣

this song is just so powerful to me, I didn't listen to vocaloid back then so this is my only experience with this song I love it Lollia you did it wonderfully paired with Emirichu's Drawings brought it up a notch

Uuuuuuu, i love this Song, i can't wait

i love this song but i can't help but cry when i play it, it makes me look crazy

It's been years that I haven't heard this song and now it appeared in my homepage- I love this song so much, no matter the how dark the lyrics is

I'm glad Emirichu lead me here I love your voice .

I love this song thank you for doing a cover with your beautiful voice 💜💜💜💜💜

well ffs why r ur vocals so gorgeous ffs, keep up the good work cause ur amazing dammit

Oh my god you're voice so amazing and I absolutely LOVE your hair!

i need this on spotify please im begging you

OMG UR VOICE IS AMAZING 😍

Okay, this is a really sad fact, so trigger warning In Japan, it’s said that those who try/end up commiting su!c!de take off their shoes and put them on the floor near where they are jumping from. They do that so people know it was a su!c!de and wasn’t a murder.

Why get therapy when you can vibe to this song~ ✨🌟✌

Perfect ♥♥✨

after watching emirichus animatic i looked for my r because i loved the music and every one i didnt like because i specifically liked lollias cover YOUR SO TALENTED

IDK why I find this a song about suicide so catchy

Amazing as always. 1000/10 I love this song more than I should

Everyone saying they came from animatics and I came from my Spotify recommendations XD

I was trying to find this 👍

wow, this is amazing. i love your voice, subscribing immediately!

From all My R Cover yours sounds the best. I can't listen to the original because its just so pitchy, but yours is just amazing, combined with Emirichu's animation and you got me looping the song for hours while I study. Thank you.

best cover!!

I love this it is awesome in emirichu's animation Zuko saves Azula witch I am crying about , true sibling love with Zuko and Azula even tho they were more of enemies. Also tell me, what does R stand for?

This is the version I always listen to on Spotify.

this song fits her voice so well omg

Love the song. Always wanted another side of Azula tbh, KEPP UP THE GOOD WORK!

*𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲* Hello I came because I have your notifications on

YES Lollia your a singing Queen!!!!!!!!!!! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

After Emirichu's vid I came here and every time I hear this song (the animatic was the first time) I almost cry. It's such a powerful song. And your vocals are so good!

Am I the only one who has been listening to this since 3rd grade? Plz let me know

If it's not too much to ask. Could you please put this on spotify, I love this so much and your music is great!

My R's writing is one of the best there is, literally herself

Oh my god, how did I miss this one! I guess it helps being a vocaloid fan (which I never really got into, but I listen to your covers) That made me tear up, I've noticed a pattern that a lot of your music does that. As I've said before, I've been fighting depression, I'm one of the lucky ones that has never been suicidal. But what the Petite girl in the song says "Everyone ignores me, everyone steals, I don't fit in with anyone here" I relate to the everyone ignores me and not fitting in part, I've felt that way for what feels like my whole life. That's when the tears really started to fall. Thanks. I'm glad I stuck around here. Keep one making amazing music, and stay amazing yourself.

I have listened to this so many times already and I am just in love with it

i love your singing

I watched the animatic a few days ago and today I suddenly found myself replaying this song in my head. I loved it so much and was afraid it might leave my mind before I can remember where it's from. Luckily I remembered and I was sooo happy to find it on Apple Music! Thank you so much! Your voice is amazing 🧡

Came here to listen to this beautiful song and ending.

You have the most gorgeous voice I've heard since Sharon Den Adel!!!

Wow! I came from Emily but this cover is fantastic!

I love this song!

I’m not sure if it’s just me but I couldn’t find this on Spotify

Ok, but can we talk about her voice for a moment?! Like, ITS AMAZING!!!!!

Cool❤🎉

i'm slowly becoming very obsessed with this cover; it's so amazing

May you please upload this on Spotify?

Who’s here form Azula’s R

Im gonna give this song a million views. It'll take at least 1,000,000 times 3:42, but I hope to do it someday

"There's no one here today i guess its time it's just me myself and i" Me : the gurl with braided hair Myself : the petite girl short as can be i : the girl in the yellow cardigan

Bro please put it on Spotify I’m crying this is so fucjing goooood