My real osu! rank after not playing for 3 years 

"she hasn't played in years and she's better than me" ...what did you guys expect? she was a 3 digit before quitting, it's not like you forget absolutely everything about the game after you quit

I tend to say pp farming in public, everyone gives me weird looks though.

The former top 10 in Singaporean leaderboard, ladies and gents

Use only three shapes to express rhythm: Osu players: Leaves the squares and triangles behind

sometimes i genuinely forget that tokaku is an actual osu gamer and she can be playing this shit

"Hey patrick, Wanna hear something funny?" "Farming PP" *INCONTABLE SOULS LAUGHING TO DEATH* why the fuck did you guys like such a bad joke

“275 pp that’s pretty good” Me over here with my 10pp top play UPDATE: I GOT A NEW TOP PLAY 12 PP! WOOOOOHOOOOO Another update: My new top play is 21 pp I'm getting better! Another another edit: It has been around 6-8 months since I last played osu, I believe my top play hit around 38-40pp Another another another update: I quit osu and now get bitches 👍👍👍

“Feeling bored, might fuck around and get 4 digit real quick”

I’m exited to get a C on a 4* map, and you’re getting A on these Devil made maps and saying it was shit like ;-;

You’re technically apart of the cool kids again

"I gained 300 raw pp in one go" Me, a non osu! Player: pfft, pp..

Tokaku: "let's try a 200bpm stream map" *video cuts to euphoria* (190 bpm)

me looking at these maps: my eyes: ez my brain: ez my hand: meh, doable my finger: :I

Tokaku: 200pp plays are easy to get Me, an 800k rank: ok Edit: I'll be putting rank here every once in a while to document my improvement, since I've made this comment my rank has gone up to 520k as of april 6th 2021 Edit 2: I broke my arm on april 8th lmao, as of may 22nd 2021 its still healing right now so progress is on standby lol Edit 3: Arm is relatively healed now, rank is now 475k Edit 4: Hey everyone, it's been a while. My tablet broke about a year ago, and so I wasn't able to play osu until about 3 months ago when i got a new one. When I stopped playing, my highest pp play was 72pp, now my highest is 128pp. I also now have 18 over 100pp plays, and my rank is 286k, and I'm working to get to 5 digit. Edit 5: Now My top play is 155pp, meaning that im over 3/4ths of the way to my first 200pp play, and I am rank 255k. New Edit: I started playing again for the first time in like a year or two this year and I've made some progress. I'm still around the same rank because of rank decay, but I now have a 197pp play on C-Type (Bonsai's BasS-TYPE difficulty) (which is a 5.65* FC!!). This beats my previous top play of 155, and a new one I set of 160. The funny part is I feel like I have the potential to set better scores soon, and I can improve my acc on this play which might push it to 200pp. Edit again I just checked and if I got ONE less 100 it would have been 203pp. Back to the grindstone lol EDIT!!!!!!: GOAL COMPLETED!!!!! Was it a goofy farm map? Yes? Do I care? No! 205pp on Can We Fix It? (TV Size) [ShadowX's Work In Progress] HDDT. I'm not done with osu! but it's so cool to be able to finally put a bow on this one. Thanks for everyone's support over the years! Today I also got a 194pp play, and a few plays in the 150-160pp range, so I don't believe this was a fluke.

It makes me sad to remember that some day, all the osu! streamers and youtubers are gonna leave the game or simply get bored of it, and dedicate their channels to other things or stop uploading content, just started previous year, but still I enjoyed osu! videos, and i know at some point they will want to change their content, even I would get bored of uploading the same thing for years, but I feel that I was very late to osu!, and now it will not be long for the others osu! content creators to leave it too.

Looking at chat “Binfy? Can’t even FC Kira Kira Days.”

"Use the shapes given below to express the idea of *RHYTHM*. Make an interesting composition using these shapes. Make ONLY abstract responses [in other words, no cats, faces, or any recognizable objects]. Shapes may be repeated. Pay attention to scale, contrast, composition, and depth" You should've sent a whole osu beatmap LMao

Oh my god i can relate to this gaomon thing so much, it is so annoying Jesus

It was a lot of fun watching you play osu. I want more osu videos!

awwww you seemed so sad at the end of the video :c I think it's totally normal to basically lose all (or at least a lot of) your skill after not playing a Game like Osu! for so long. And you've probably been playing it almost daily or weekly back then so you had a ton more time for playing whatever maps etc. and thus training yourself. BUT it's still cool to see you so passionate about trying to grind again and finding out your own limits. You're doing amazing!

kinda crazy that tokaku was 3 digit when i started playing and now i'm able to set 400-500pp plays. also kinda weird to think that 300-400pp plays made you 3 digit back then.

never able to escape the "see you next time"

As someone who started playing osu a few months ago and found your channel then, this is pretty cool lol

I actually remember back in the days, when I watched you when I started, I was so impressed by you , becasue you could read ar 11 very well and you still can. I am still impressed, even though my skill rapidly increased over the last year

Tokaku: "Okay, 200pp plays are not hard to make" Me: *cries in forever 6 digit*

3:32 I couldn't stop laughing for a solid minute, great job tokaku, never change.

I love seeing you playing osu again It's a really good feeling

just noticed u haven't posted osu gaming in a big while.. as it was the reason i subbed years ago, good to see u still having fun

Bro I really need to get onto these streams 😭

"i cant miss thiss yet, this is a pp map" *misses one µ second later*

I believe that you can surpass the rust and become better than you were 3 years ago remember you have people to support you keep going and if you need a break take it easy then.

wow i just started playing again this year. last time i played was 2018 :D so nice you're back too

“200 pp is easy to get” And there’s me whose top PP play is 46 pp Edit: guys please, it’s not the cue to flex your top pp plays to me.

The shake on the cursor during streams tho lmfao

ey tokaku thanks for inspiring me to play osu, im trying to reach top 1 on ph rn and grinding hard to achieve it, thanks for the motivation and everything :D

I skipped to mid way and saw how fast you were going and I can say I’m extremely impressed

3:54 : Tokaku's version of that rhythm thing my mind: Mania that looks like it's CTB

Me hitting 85,56% acc: That was so good holy sh%t Tokaku hitting 97,91% acc: That is a horrible acc, but we can FIX THAT later

Good luck on ur osu grind

I saw ur channel first time why this is my recomend ;-;

i find it unbelievable that tokaku can still play osu even after formatting everything, actually addicted

This can be taken out of context so easily I love it

I love your vids 😍

pog champ, thats some good scores for that long rust, even tho most low 6digits (100k-200k) have 200 & 300pp plays xD

When you realized tokaku haven't post osu content for a month: *suprise Pikachu face*

17:17 "the map is not hard" Me: Stares in disbelief as i can barely beat a 4 star

I have a video idea not sure you will like it tho. You should get random 7-digits that use mouse and have them compete for a tablet.

I literally have the same dilemma :) wonderful video

They're still better than me after playing for only a month tho

Plz play more normal osu again i. Really wanna get motivation to play again watching ur old vids just gets depressing since u stopped 😅

"See you next time", ooh tokaku really felt that lmao

I'm really feeling this video lmao. I've basically stopped playing for 5 years and my top play is 269pp, I'm rank 50k and I REALLY struggle with fcing barely 5* maps. It's so frustrating losing basically all your skills, not being able to do what you once did. Also absolutely not deserving the rank you're at lol

pov you are seing this after 3 years

for some reason I can't tell if she actually thinks high 5-digits can fc koigokoro (or anything at all) with *dthr* and get *400* pp. can someone please tell if she genuinely doesn't know? from what I see players of that rank can't even do euphoria like in the video because most of them are "one trick pony" type. yes you need a lot of pp to become x rank but from the other side the standards in other skills became lower. rank means even less than it did 2-3 years ago

19:50 I have that tablet and I just used the tool that came with it to rip out the mouse buttons. Playing nibless actually works pretty well too if you hover, even with a small area

a fellow returnee. I dont think i was even above 5k (4.7k pp) from last 3 years. The first map ive played was my most played map which is Chain De/struction and manage to get decent 95% acc. Now its been almost 3 months since Ive started playing again with different playstyle and everything seems fresh and enjoyable

5:46 when you... whe when you s

"200pp is easy to get" But why is my topplay 171pp? It was a 3 miss on a hddt map didn't even get 200pp smh

Yup i just derusted only from 4 months of not playing though, it's pretty demotivating seeing old scores :(. just got to remind yourself to play the game for fun

OMG BLACK CLOVER INTRO 2:51

the amount of pp there is in this video is hilarious

Damn farming PP

ahhh i remember being here for some of this stream

omg im new to osu and ive been watching ur vids recently AND I JS FOUND OUT URE A SGPOREAN??!?!!!!! 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳

She can FC Daidai Genome DT I don't think she's too washed up

Talks about being bad yet gets more pp in one map then I’ve gotten in the entire time I’ve played

sensei has taught us the way.

Yess please start playing osu! again or I'll do something bad idk

when you can't be good, you start this famous server... We all played on this one because we we're bad xD

Tokaku should just continue to regain her skill so we have something else other than her content to watch

Hmm I’m so tempted to start since I do actually already have an old tablet for drawing purposes

Squashy just streamed osu! a few days ago. Now Tokaku. Massive osu youtube comeback?

16:05 I think I saw apex in the background, why did I notice

tokaku: gets 300pp in one play me: happy with my 9pp 👁️👄👁️

No matter your score we got your back! ≧◡≦

My wacom tablet used to do the freezing thing whenever I pressed one of the side buttons on the pen, I figured out that the button was bound to scroll. Once I unbound the button, it doesn't freeze anymore.

Tokaku: Quitting for 3 years, coming back and still playing like a god Me: Can't even FC a 6* (what a scam)

Tokaku: ''200 PP plays are ez'' Me: Literally happy to gain 1pp with my insane weighting

I'm not into pp farming but watching this makes me tempted. I just want to grind my own skills.

Ayy I found the server and friended. All the private servers' pages look alike, but this one was recognizable, because, you know, when you get banned, you go to private server.

You know it's been a while since tokaku got into osu because she censors "private server"

8:03 i heard a voice crack XDDD

I feel bad. These maps look quite difficult and here I am getting 300pp plays on random mania maps. Maybe they are on the same difficulty and I just suck at classic but idk

19:51 jolene if you remove the button from the pen like pry the buttons itll just pop out then unbind the pen buttons on hawku or something your problem will be fixed

Shawty I can't even play osu

Tokaku playing like a 4 digit going into 3 digit despite not playing for 3 years Me playing like I started playing 20 minutes ago after not playing for 2 weeks wheeze

"i sent her this and she punched me" I can't lol 😂

Wasn’t this streamed like 3 weeks ago when u played with binfy?

sorry for forcing you to play Ange du Blanc pur all the time :)

5:46 WYSI LOOOOOOL

that was a great video

this video give me 2015 osu vibe

Claim your before 100k views ticket here,

She’s like female cookiezi. Comes back and is really good at the game

What are you tablet settings? Like what is your area and what driver do you use?

This hits too hard

1:57 "let's try playing 200bpm stream map" *plays 190bpm*

If your reading this, then your a great person with a great heart. Also u play osu.

i never thought i would ever hear tokaku sing "wanker"

Hey not sure if you will see this, butt theres a mod called tricky mod, its pretty hard, not as much as whitty but it isnt just "mash buttons"