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My SEARCH for GOD in POLAND 

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My SEARCH for GOD in Poland
In this video I talk about the Jewish loss of identity and God as a result of the Holocaust has created a melancholy in place of God for me. I speak about how my return to Poland is connected to this melancholy and ultimately my search for God and meaning.
My name is Michael Rubenfeld, and I am a Canadian Polish Jewish Theatre Maker who moved from Canada and is now living in Krakow, Poland. On this channel I discuss my experience and my perspectives on Poland through a Jewish lens.
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@micgelbart
@micgelbart 5 месяцев назад
❤ thank you once again for your transparency. I resonate with you. 3 grandparents murdered by the Nazis, moms life saved by a Polish man and his daughter, born in Ohio with my dad asking “where was god” while sitting in a synagogue, which mom and dad have continued every Shabbat for decades. I was raised quite Jewish Lee and, a Holocaust survivor, family, and given a wonderful life. My dad, when asked, says he was not a victim, that he received a bonus life. That’s an incredible resiliency that has inspired me and many : 95 years old now, mom is 89, from klobuck and Kalish. What you call melancholy, I call deep, generational, trauma, and collective grief, that we absorbed in our mothers bellies, and in our early conditioning. The path forward is healing. Blaming and shaming just perpetuates the trauma.
@evka_esgie
@evka_esgie 5 месяцев назад
It was a very personal and melancholic confession, wishing you success on your way to find God and his support to overcome bad feelings and experiences.
@azerenatka
@azerenatka 5 месяцев назад
As a person who experienced trauma, I have one advice to you: always look at the bright side of life.
@azerenatka
@azerenatka 5 месяцев назад
Religion, god etc. are oppressive freedom and joy “eaters”
@srulykaplan
@srulykaplan 5 месяцев назад
i would love to go to poland for the same reasons
@Vincent_Hull
@Vincent_Hull 5 месяцев назад
🤍❤️☮️🕊️🌿 God is in You.
@mateusz.w.nawrocki
@mateusz.w.nawrocki 5 месяцев назад
Interesting perspective. Thanks for sharing. I'm curious if You elaborate upon it in the future. You have actually opened my eyes to the fact that You're a member of an ethnic minority in Poland. A very difficult experience to wrap my mind around, as an ethnic Pole in Poland, a (admittedly artificially, through Hitler's and Stalin's ethnic cleansing politics) uniquely monoethnic state. E.g. it is natural to me that an ethnic Jew would live in Israel, like my family there does. When we talk over the phone, we have similar experience of a nation-state with historic land and identity, however long interrupted. Going AWAY from one's motherland in order to preserve the experience of one's ethnic identity is unfathomable to a guy like me.
@dreamspheree
@dreamspheree 5 месяцев назад
I always fully relate as a jew (israeli) returning to poland. i have same story tho we do have the israeli idintity , we were godless, just did traditioanlly the holidays. Still we have a group we belong to (israelies) and its culture. I would assume being Canadian has its own culture. but here there is always melancoly true, but i try to completely ignor it. I dont thing victimhood mentality is a good thing, i think its always bad when huminty clings on the past and try to look and point finger who and ask for reparations or what not. we need to accept, acknowledge and move on. Peace שלום for human animals and the planet
@reginagrzywaczewska1121
@reginagrzywaczewska1121 5 месяцев назад
You touched my heart again 😢💔
@czarekp3552
@czarekp3552 5 месяцев назад
If you can't see him, he's probably hiding behind leprechaun
@gt7507
@gt7507 5 месяцев назад
Mike, you talk like a Pole; you don’t realize how many Poles sympathize with you. I hope you strengthen your faith in God who loves you and has given you so many talents, and a mission to accomplish. You are not alone!!!!
@leszekleszek773
@leszekleszek773 5 месяцев назад
I have always looked at the 'Jewish melancholy' in the context of destruction of the Temple and the excile from Israel and indeed when I visited Israel those Jews were cheerful, they are not as those who are connected to Judaism. I don't judge, I just look and see. God bless Israel and all Jews across the Globe! Greetings from Krakow!
@solaris2015
@solaris2015 5 месяцев назад
This time Peace will return to Middle East sooner than later:)
@jakubtomaszglazewski9928
@jakubtomaszglazewski9928 5 месяцев назад
Hi, I'm not jewish, but this was moving. Thak you
@EmiFem
@EmiFem 5 месяцев назад
I think that Jews with polish roots are like orphans. Visiting Poland for some of them its like visiting graveyard on a familiar but very desolated land, which is bearable only once or twice in a lifetime. It may tear you in pieces. For some who decided to come back and live here, maybe like yourself, its more like holding thightly to those lost memories of the dearest people that our grandparents have, before they will vanish entirely. Maybe this is the way to feel whole and complete. We are the last generation who knew the whitnesses of those times where Poland was more ethnicly diverced and Jews called it home. Maybe thats why you feel that melancholy. Its a heavy burden. For me and probobly to most of Poles its normal to live "close to the graveyard", becouse we did that all the time and there are many of us, we share that melancholy. But Jews in today Poland may feel lonely. I admire your work in Poland and hope to see more.
@slawekwojtowicz
@slawekwojtowicz 5 месяцев назад
The Kingdom of God is right here, on Earth. Jesus often speaks of the Kingdom of God as something that is already at hand or present on Earth, but people don’t see it. . For example, in Luke 17:20-21, Jesus says, “The kingdom of God is not coming with signs to be observed; nor will they say, ‘Look, here it is!’ or, ‘There it is!’ For behold, the kingdom of God is in the midst of you.” • Future Hope: At the same time, Jesus speaks of the Kingdom of God as something that will come fully in the future. This is evident in the Lord’s Prayer, where Jesus teaches to pray for God’s kingdom to come (Matthew 6:10). • Moral and Ethical Living: Jesus’ teachings on the Kingdom also include calls for repentance, ethical living, and the pursuit of righteousness as prerequisites for entry into the Kingdom (Mark 1:15, Matthew 5-7). Jesus said, “If those who lead you say to you, ‘See, the Kingdom is in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’ then the fish will precede you. Rather, the Kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you. When you come to know yourselves, then you will become known, and you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living Father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty and it is you who are that poverty.” - Gospel of Thomas, Saying 3
@slawekwojtowicz
@slawekwojtowicz 5 месяцев назад
John 10: 34 We are all gods. Albeit asleep. The Bible says so. ☺️ When you say ‘I AM’, you’re invoking God’s name. The aim of the spiritual journey we know as Christianity is for each Christian to become god-like, emulating Jesus. In John 14:12, Jesus says, ‘Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.’ This is a clear indicator distinguishing genuine Christians from mere pretenders. True Christians are capable of performing miracles, just like Jesus and his disciples. And greater. On the other hand, those who only claim to be Christians have their divine potential obscured by the burden of sins they carry. Consider also Psalm 82, a psalm of Asaph: 1. God presides in the great assembly; he renders judgment among the gods: 2. ‘How long will you defend the unjust and show partiality to the wicked?’ 3. ‘Defend the weak and the fatherless; uphold the cause of the poor and the oppressed.’ 4. ‘Rescue the weak and the needy; deliver them from the hand of the wicked.’ 5. ‘The gods know nothing, they understand nothing. They walk about in darkness; all the foundations of the earth are shaken.’ 6. ‘I said, “You are gods; you are all sons of the Most High.”’ 7. ‘But you will die like mere mortals; you will fall like every other ruler.’ 8. ‘Rise up, O God, judge the earth, for all the nations are your inheritance.’ www.amazon.com/Secrets-God-Journey-Mystical-Christianity/dp/149109656X
@jacekjastrzebski8668
@jacekjastrzebski8668 5 месяцев назад
Patrzę na Ciebie Michael i zaczynam rozumieć, dlaczego wracam do Twoich filmów. Po prostu mam prawdopodobnie taki sam „profil psychologiczny” co Ty.
@ilonaw.8352
@ilonaw.8352 5 месяцев назад
Ciekawe, bo też się nad tym zastanawiałam, dlaczego wracam do filmów Michaela...
@puchatek5584
@puchatek5584 5 месяцев назад
dwulicowy portret psycholoczny?
@SQ5TK
@SQ5TK 5 месяцев назад
If you thinking about melancholy you are pole for sure.
@lerubenfeld
@lerubenfeld 5 месяцев назад
Replace Pole with Jew and it works both ways.
@solaris2015
@solaris2015 5 месяцев назад
So sad. But if you are really serious about being with your religion in Poland, first you need to start Polish yeshiva, with Polish speaking native Polish young man Rabbis. Bare in mind, that this religion is not centralized, there is no pope, just tzadik.
@Art-ze9dv
@Art-ze9dv 5 месяцев назад
Hello Mike, It is profoundly sorrowful for you and all good-hearted individuals as we commemorate the tragedy of the Shoah, the murders, and the annihilation of Jews and Polish citizens by German Nazis. However, there is always hope. Despite the sadness in our hearts, we maintain faith that in the final days, when the Messiah comes, Our Lord, Adonai, will resurrect the dead - then the righteous will rise from their graves and enter into the bosom of Abraham, into Paradise (Job 19:25-27). "For I know that my Redeemer lives, and at the last he will stand upon the earth. And after my skin has been thus destroyed, yet in my flesh I shall see God, whom I shall see for myself, and my eyes shall behold, and not another. My heart faints within me!" as a Christian, I believe in Christ the Messiah. You are Jewish, yet we are united by the same hope, a hope tied to God. The Book of Ezechiel 37,1-14) 37:1 הָיְתָה עָלַי יַד־יְהוָה וַיֹּוצִאֵנִי בְרוּחַ יְהוָה וַיְנִיחֵנִי בְּתֹוךְ הַבִּקְעָה וְהִיא מְלֵאָה עֲצָמֹות׃ The hand of Yahweh was upon me, and he brought me out in the Spirit of Jehovah, and set me down in the midst of the valley; and it was full of bones 37:2 וְהֶעֱבִירַנִי עֲלֵיהֶם סָבִיב ׀ סָבִיב וְהִנֵּה רַבֹּות מְאֹד עַל־פְּנֵי הַבִּקְעָה וְהִנֵּה יְבֵשֹׁות מְאֹד׃ He caused me to pass by them round about: and, behold, there were very many in the open valley; and, behold, they were very dry. 37:3 וַיֹּאמֶר אֵלַי בֶּן־אָדָם הֲתִחְיֶינָה הָעֲצָמֹות הָאֵלֶּה וָאֹמַר אֲדֹנָי יְהוִה אַתָּה יָדָעְתָּ׃ He said to me, Son of man, can these bones live? I answered, Lord Yahweh, you know. 37:4וַיֹּאמֶר אֵלַי הִנָּבֵא עַל־הָעֲצָמֹות הָאֵלֶּה וְאָמַרְתָּ אֲלֵיהֶם הָעֲצָמֹות הַיְבֵשֹׁות שִׁמְעוּ דְּבַר־יְהוָה׃ Again he said to me, Prophesy over these bones, and tell them, you dry bones, hear the word of Yahweh. 37:5 ה אָמַר אֲדֹנָי יְהוִה לָעֲצָמֹות הָאֵלֶּה הִנֵּה אֲנִי מֵבִיא בָכֶם רוּחַ וִחְיִיתֶם׃ Thus says the Lord Yahweh to these bones: Behold, I will cause breath to enter into you, and you shall live. 37:6וְנָתַתִּי עֲלֵיכֶם גִּדִים וְהַעֲלֵתִי עֲלֵיכֶם בָּשָׂר וְקָרַמְתִּי עֲלֵיכֶם עֹור וְנָתַתִּי בָכֶם רוּחַ וִחְיִיתֶם וִידַעְתֶּם כִּי־אֲנִי יְהוָה׃ I will lay sinews on you, and will bring up flesh on you, and cover you with skin, and put breath in you, and you shall live; and you shall know that I am Yahweh. 37:7 וְנִבֵּאתִי כַּאֲשֶׁר צֻוֵּיתִי וַיְהִי־קֹול כְּהִנָּבְאִי וְהִנֵּה־רַעַשׁ וַתִּקְרְבוּ עֲצָמֹות עֶצֶם אֶל־עַצְמֹו׃ So I prophesied as I was commanded: and as I prophesied, there was a noise, and, behold, an earthquake; and the bones came together, bone to its bone. 37:8 וְרָאִיתִי וְהִנֵּה־עֲלֵיהֶם גִּדִים וּבָשָׂר עָלָה וַיִּקְרַם עֲלֵיהֶם עֹור מִלְמָעְלָה וְרוּחַ אֵין בָּהֶם׃ I saw, and, behold, there were sinews on them, and flesh came up, and skin covered them above; but there was no breath in them. 37:9 וַיֹּאמֶר אֵלַי הִנָּבֵא אֶל־הָרוּחַ הִנָּבֵא בֶן־אָדָם וְאָמַרְתָּ אֶל־הָרוּחַ כֹּה־אָמַר ׀ אֲדֹנָי יְהוִה מֵאַרְבַּע רוּחֹות בֹּאִי הָרוּחַ וּפְחִי בַּהֲרוּגִים הָאֵלֶּה וְיִחְיוּ׃ Then said he to me, Prophesy to the wind, prophesy, son of man, and tell the wind, Thus says the Lord Yahweh: Come from the four winds, breath, and breathe on these slain, that they may live. 37:10 וְהִנַּבֵּאתִי כַּאֲשֶׁר צִוָּנִי וַתָּבֹוא בָהֶם הָרוּחַ וַיִּחְיוּ וַיַּעַמְדוּ עַל־רַגְלֵיהֶם חַיִל גָּדֹול מְאֹד־מְאֹד׃ ס So I prophesied as he commanded me, and the breath came into them, and they lived, and stood up on their feet, an exceeding great army. 37:11 וַיֹּאמֶר אֵלַי בֶּן־אָדָם הָעֲצָמֹות הָאֵלֶּה כָּל־בֵּית יִשְׂרָאֵל הֵמָּה הִנֵּה אֹמְרִים יָבְשׁוּ עַצְמֹותֵינוּ וְאָבְדָה תִקְוָתֵנוּ נִגְזַרְנוּ לָנוּ׃ Then he said to me, Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel: behold, they say, Our bones are dried up, and our hope is lost; we are clean cut off. 37:12 לָכֵן הִנָּבֵא וְאָמַרְתָּ אֲלֵיהֶם כֹּה־אָמַר אֲדֹנָי יְהוִה הִנֵּה אֲנִי פֹתֵחַ אֶת־קִבְרֹותֵיכֶם וְהַעֲלֵיתִי אֶתְכֶם מִקִּבְרֹותֵיכֶם עַמִּי וְהֵבֵאתִי אֶתְכֶם אֶל־אַדְמַת יִשְׂרָאֵל׃ ס Therefore prophesy, and tell them, Thus says the Lord Yahweh: Behold, I will open your graves, and cause you to come up out of your graves, my people; and I will bring you into the land of Israel. 37:13 וִידַעְתֶּם כִּי־אֲנִי יְהוָה בְּפִתְחִי אֶת־קִבְרֹותֵיכֶם וּבְהַעֲלֹותִי אֶתְכֶם מִקִּבְרֹותֵיכֶם עַמִּי׃ You shall know that I am Yahweh, when I have opened your graves, and caused you to come up out of your graves, my people. 37:14 וְנָתַתִּי רוּחִי בָכֶם וִחְיִיתֶם וְהִנַּחְתִּי אֶתְכֶם עַל־אַדְמַתְכֶם וִידַעְתֶּם כִּי־אֲנִי יְהוָה דִּבַּרְתִּי וְעָשִׂיתִי נְאֻם־יְהוָה׃ פ I will put my Spirit in you, and you shall live, and I will place you in your own land: and you shall know that I, Yahweh, have spoken it and performed it, says Yahweh.
@sawomirmarnotrawny1694
@sawomirmarnotrawny1694 5 месяцев назад
so wht is u point be a jew. be proud. i cant help ya cos iam born and rasied catolic. kinda dont know any jews. i hav deep respect for jews.
@user-ci5fx7tw5e
@user-ci5fx7tw5e 5 месяцев назад
Dla mnie osobiście pomimo że dla wielu Polaków właśnie zakończyły się najważniejsze Święta jest to dzień żałoby. Dzisiaj zamordowany został młody chłopak, wolontariusz , który karmił głodnych ludzi. Zbrodniczy reżim skorumpowanego premiera Izraela zbiera śmiertelne żniwo. Ja Boga nie szukam, szukam dobrych ludzi.
@kazikkozakiewicz9983
@kazikkozakiewicz9983 5 месяцев назад
Perhaps you should talk about the Polish worker that was killed together with 6 other international workers by Israeli military, or do you think it does not matter?
@karolinakatanowska5960
@karolinakatanowska5960 4 месяца назад
Uspokój sie człowieku , czy to tego Pana wina ? On robi bardzo dobra robote , broni Polaków I chce budować dobre relacje Polsko - Żydowskie
@bubu6315
@bubu6315 5 месяцев назад
Some crazy dude blows some candles in Polish Parliment : three angry films IDF murders Polish aid worker: let me tell you about my search for god
@tomaszsurdej8294
@tomaszsurdej8294 5 месяцев назад
Płacz nad sobą, nie nad cudzymi dziećmi. Jeśli jesteś katolikiem kojarzysz? Wytłumaczę, żydówki płakały nad Chrystusem, a on powiedział co powyżej. W około 70 r. Jerozolima została zaburzona. Płacz nad swoimi dziećmi a nie cudzą krzywdą.
@radsec
@radsec 5 месяцев назад
God is a human invention, don't look for something you won't find.
@kmiasterski
@kmiasterski 5 месяцев назад
Egyptians, Babylonians, Romans, Germans, who else is guilty? What will happen if someone blames you?
@ajuc005
@ajuc005 5 месяцев назад
Russians, Germans, Swedes, Ottomans, Communists, Nazis, who else is guilty? :) It takes a Polish person with very little self-reflection to issue this accusation :) The main problem in Polish-Jewish relationships is that both nations are fighting for who is more "choosen nation" and more of an innocent victim. Antisemitic Poles like you just can't stand that they lost this competition in WW2 :)
@kmiasterski
@kmiasterski 5 месяцев назад
@@ajuc005 Are there also anti-Slavic Jews?
@ajuc005
@ajuc005 5 месяцев назад
@@kmiasterski anti-Slavic probably not. Anti-Polish for sure. Why are you changing the subject tho? If your argument was that Jews can't be innocent because they have been attacked by so many different nations - do you think the same about Poles?
@kmiasterski
@kmiasterski 5 месяцев назад
@@ajuc005 I'm not blaming the Jews, I'm pointing out that they blame others. And you called me an anti-Semite, I don't know why, If you assure that Jews are anti-Polish, I think it's time to start a serious discussion because it sounds dangerous. See what's happening in the world.
@ajuc005
@ajuc005 5 месяцев назад
@@kmiasterski you asked if "some" Jews are anti-Polish, I agreed. Now you somehow arrived at "Jews are anti-Polish in general" which is absurd.
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