@@GabrielXDrums bro she just explained for 2 hours, i believe her as a non christian. she isn't a perfect human and idk whats on her social media, but she's obviously being honest here.
@@bredavis8985 the truth is always the truth, guess that’s why they also call it “judgement day” not peace and butterflies day. So get used to that. No one likes Christian’s anymore, and those that do, are only other fakes who THINK they even know Jesus yet they’re hypocrites behind closed doors. If you believe anything people say and claim online about their “testimony” I’d approach with a grain of salt.
@@GabrielXDrums no your comment was straight up judgy my guy. Not a righteous type of judgment too. I’m 99% sure you don’t know this girl on a personal level to be knowing she’s wearing her cross on her neck but a hypocrite or whatever it is you said. That’s not cool. Have your opinion, but I guess maybe don’t state that it’s truth ? Lol
I randomly got a reel on instagram taking me to this video, and I’ve never felt more understanding of someone else’s struggles. I never had an incident like when you were taken to your dads to that extent of eminent danger, but the managing the house, the drugs, the random people coming around really hit home for me. When you spoke of your mom and her bipolar that struck a chord in me as well, the uncomfortable forced comforting, and basically parenting my parents. The struggles you have faced are far greater than mine, and it sounds bad but I’m glad I found someone with a similar upbringing that doesn’t use it as an excuse but just is what happens, happens. I’m currently in a battle within myself for Christianity, and throughout my life I’ve put trust into god and Jesus, was taught the wrong Christianity, living in a pastors house where he beat his family, and have been let down by the people who preach righteousness. I so desperately want to wholeheartedly believe, and strive for it daily, but I can’t stop myself from questioning every step of the way.
She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake blow job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to se sexual content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? Shes a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today
@@jennifertomasso3030 She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today
I randomly saw your reel on Instagram and it brought me to this, somehow I felt like I had to watch this and I’m glad I did. I’ve been recently struggling with my faith and this really helped me out. May God bless you❤️
She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today
She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today
She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today
"Even when I wasnt a Christian, God was there" Amen! This is something i had to learn. I used to be so angry with God. How could He leave me when I most needed him? But He never did. He was there. He understands my pain. He feels it. The Bible says "Jesus wept". Its a lie from hell that he wasn't there. Even when i didnt accept him, He accepted me.
Why does god allow so much injustice and suffering? If it would only affect people that "deserve it" it would be understandable, but why do so many children and innocent people have to suffer? Can you explain what the point is?
And I thought I had a rough childhood when I grew up with loving parents in the comfort of a house. Testimonies like this make me grateful and realize the grace/goodness of God !
If I could hug you right now I would. I'm so glad you found Jesus and have been able to heal from these unimaginable wounds. The saddest part to me is I could guess some of the things that happened before you said them because I've heard similar stories before. Thank the Lord I never had to live through them, but the fact that these stories are so common is soul-crushing. Lord help us all.
She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today
She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today
I've been watching RU-vid for over 15 years, and this is one of the best videos I've ever seen. Thank you for sharing your testimony. It's always great to see the Lord's work in the world.
W - O - W. As a dude who was born in a christian family this is... I can't even describe nor use a word to summary this testimony. I've read and heard quite a lot of testimonies but this is deep man T _ T. So glad you found your way to Jesus. Stay sharp, you just started this beautiful path side to side with Jesus and satan can turn you waaaaay worse than the state u were before, but don't worry with Jesus you will be 300% more powerful than the darksite (1 Jhon 4:4, this is THE proof) Greeting & blessings from Spain.
Amen. I was saved 3 years ago when I prayed for the Lord to reveal himself to me. Sad to say that I wasn't watchful and wasn't aware of Satan turning me away from the treasure I found until sin had already done damage in my life and relationships. You are right about Satan being able to make somebody worse than before they were a believer. But Praise God, He is merciful and gracious, and the Lord Jesus is waking me up to the truth once again. I really did make a huge mistake not being sober minded. I am repenting and turning to Christ once again. Sorrowful over turning away from that good path. I confess this sin and am repenting. Father, forgive me
are you all serious? she's lying. She was already on social media advertising her body for the entire years she claims to have been a victim and continued to do so. How is it possible to claim to be a antisocial shut in who had an abusive family when she had hundreds of thousands of followers posting every single day. She claims her mom beat her at that time for prom while she was also posting 40 picutres and videos of her pretending to hump and give invisible blowjobs to object. She's just lying to get people to forgiver her while also having deleted over 4 thousand images and videos from her social medias. If her accounts hadn't been banned by people who caught their kids getting pron from, her you'd be able to match the time of her social media to her lies
This is the most amazing testimony I have ever heard. Hanna is not a "superficial" woman but a super woman. Please, continue with your relationship with Christ. You HAVE a purpose and a gift.
Dear god, give this girl all the love she needs and deserves. May she continue to heal her heart and inner child. May she find true love and purpose in this life. ♥
It isn’t real. Were you really an atheist before? Most people become atheists because they value evidence and critical reasoning above faith (belief without evidence). I’d be interested to know what changed your view and made you adopt faith instead of reason.
@@criert135 I grew up in Sweden and the state religion here is atheism, it's taught in biology class that we evolved from dead soup that turned into apes and then humans. Through imagination I became 99% convinced it must be true but obviously there's no proof. After I finished school I started doing my own research and using my critical thinking skills, 2 years later I was christian, been one ever since. Satan runs USA/eu/nato, the bible says so too and the evidence matches too.
@@criert135 I've seen footage of demons and demon possession, I've never seen footage or an experiment that shows dead matter thats been dead for billions of years come alive and turn to humans. Bible wins, your worldview has no leg to stand on.
This needs to be a book or a movie or something cause this is just, it's so powerful man. I am so sorry you went through the things you did but I am so glad you are here now. You a real one.
She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today
I helped out at a church camp several years ago and this girl was opening up about her seriously messed up home life. Long story short she went home planning on killing herself, but decided to read her Bible for the first time in years just because and she randomly opened it up and it was Psalm 27:10 - "Though my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will take me in." Hannah, your parents made so many mistakes and had so much sin (which was NOT your fault), but always remember that you have a heavenly Father who loves you perfectly and unconditionally! God bless
Oh my God, this make me burst into tears. I grew up in church but my dad was backslidden and horribly abusive. I went through so much. I didn't know the Bible that well back then. I didn't ever think there was anything in the Bible that related to my story, but then I read that very verse and I finally felt represented. Other versions: New Living Translation Even if my father and mother abandon me, the LORD will hold me close. New King James Version When my father and my mother forsake me, Then the LORD will take care of me. ❤❤
Oooo I felt the fire when you started talking about the baptism of the Holy Spirit! So awesome to hear you speaking the truth about what the Bible actually says and not ashamed of the Holy Spirit🔥
Went through some childhood issues and fell into a horrible job that led me to substance abuse, which eventually forced me to realize the spiritual nature of reality. Went from a devout atheist to an honest skeptic after seeing things I couldn't describe as anything but esoteric under the influence of substances like DMT and LSD, fell into gnosticism, the occult, and the whole "do what thou wilt" mindset, and grew inevitably more and more frustrated and tired of life. Spiritual warfare is VERY real. Your testimony is wonderful and relatable, thank you very much for sharing. There is no God other than the most high, and he is truly powerful, beautiful and loving. He has humbled me and shown me the error in my ways, put me on a new path, given me the strength to overcome my past, and taught me what love truly is. God has put you here for a reason!! Keep strong in faith and he will guide you every step of the way.
When i heard you speaking about all the things you have gone through, i could see the God light in every single word, you have such a beautiful testimony and i know that God loves you so much and he never leaves you alone! You are full of Jesus and i pray that this video reach more people to know God's love!! Thanks so much for sharing this❤
I’m not religious myself, but this popped up in my feed at random and after watching I wanted to say I’m proud of you for coming forward like this. Following what we feel is right in our hearts can be hard, and to be open about ourselves publicly is even harder arguably because it can invite ridicule and criticism from others…but that also takes a courage and vulnerability that can speak to others and inspire them to find the same thing in themselves. We may not share beliefs but I think you’re doing an important thing here. I also think it’s a cool thing to see people with more different outlooks than me in the streaming space so others like you can find more of a place within the streaming community to feel at home. I worry sometimes that people who are religious might feel unwelcome because streaming can tend to be a pretty secular space, so seeing that diversity and opportunity for more people to be included is awesome. So yeah, keep doing your thing and thanks for sharing this. 😊♥️
She's lying and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today
@@JakeMika-mt4dy For one, I didn’t say anything about pride in my beliefs, they simply exist. YOU read pride into them. That was your choice. Don’t attack me for your own choices. Two, I didn’t proselytize to ANYbody here to become an atheist or attack their beliefs in any way, in fact I complimented those who were different me. So how dare you attack me. You’re being a hypocrite. If you can’t be kind in return then leave me alone. It isn’t hard to be decent. Try it.
@@theobell2002No. a cult is when people worship satan aka the devil and sacrifice anyone to him for anything evil and it’s bad. A cult is bad and people kill babies for it. Don’t get religion and a cult mixed up they’re not the same.
@@theobell2002 I see where you are coming from I have been to churches with weird control tactics but those are simply fabricated, deceptive, or even demonic cults! However, I picked up the bible and started to realize that Jesus is the way the truth, and the life. Some churches have unfortunately turned to weird practices that contradict who Jesus is. God can really guide you to the right church where there is true liberation and not control......
Your testimony is so strong. Everyone that watched this video, especially me, we're grateful for your story and your testimony of the Savior in your life. Man in some ways I wish I was a convert so I could, ya know, have an amazing story to tell about how I met Christ and all that; I was born of very good parents who taught me somewhat the learning and knowledge of them, including the gospel. I would always hear stories of people who were reborn and changed through Christ, and then I'd just see myself and just say "I'm not as special as them. I don't have that kind of story." Even the most faithful people in this world became converts somehow, but I just felt like I was left out. I wasn't until I turned about 15 or 16, and I went to church and heard from my teacher at the Sunday school lesson. She was talking about conversion and about how everyone, even people who were born into the church and covenant like was, have to be converted at some point. It wasn't until really that moment that I realized that I wasn't feeling empty because I was already converted and didn't have a story to tell like everyone else, it was because I hadn't been "converted yet. I hadn't recognized the spirit in my life like a constant companion. I realized that I needed to start reading the scriptures more often, and allowing Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ take the wheel. I know that my savior lives and that the gospel is fully restored on this Earth today. I know my savior loves me, and that he will deliver me, as long as I am repentant and willing to seek his council.
Thanks for this powerfull testimony, it's really inspiring. I came to Christ around a year ago, but I struggle a lot with addiction to p*rn and it's really been keeping my mental down and spreading to addictions to alcohol. I came from somewhat broken family, but hearing what happened to you, really I shouldn't be complaining. Seeing how God can work, even in your life and how strong you are, is really really inspiring to me, I'm gonna be praying for you. Thank you again for this video, really changed my life God bless you
I’m so glad God brought me to your channel. I too went through some challenges before becoming a Christian. I feel for you and will pray for you my sister in Christ.
@Samsstuff10 I'm not wrong. That was mainly a joke, but it is true Right after I look up something about overwatch, I find this girl who streams overwatch Video was cool at the end of the day and loved the end👍
I’ve never seen your Channel or any of your content before, however I am so glad I came across this video. Lately I’ve been struggling with the pain from my past. I had cancer last year at the age of 16. Thankfully I beat it but there will always be scars. I’ve had a hard life and thought I had it really bad but after watching your video all the way through it put it into perspective that I could of have it worse. I’m so sorry you’ve been through all that. However I’m glad you are in Christ. I gave my life to Christ last year as I was fighting cancer and he saved me, he changed me, he gave me a second chance to live. Anyway my point being I’ve been struggling with past trauma over the last week and your video just came out of nowhere and that voice was telling me to watch it and I’m so glad I did. This really touched me and reminded me that what’s happened doesn’t matter and that Jesus heals. Thank you Hannah and God bless you!!! 2:20:57
when i tell you, every single part of your testimony resonated with me… it kinda freaks me out. my whole life i thought i was not only physically alone, but that i was alone in the fact that no one else has a testimony like mine. every detail had a correlation to my own personal life. and that’s what’s crazy to me. the fact that someone else like me exists is just what my soul needed to know.
I didn’t think I would end up listening to this whole thing, but here I am! It is difficult to even put into words how deep God’s love is and that feeling of closeness to Him. Your testimony seriously made me feel His presence. I’ve struggled with certain things in my life and definitely see certain generational curses attempting to worm their way into my life. I’ve been attending a Celebrate Recovery group for that purpose, where we’ve watched countless testimonies. In all of them a person describes their life and how they encountered Jesus, just as you have. And although they have all struggled with different things, the hurt and the pain is the same. It brings me so much joy to hear the ways in which God is working through other people’s lives. It also gives me hope and understanding that God is doing the same in mine! I believe there is reason I stumbled upon this video today. Thank you for sharing your story, it is so encouraging. Especially for a generation that is falling further and further away from God, it’s important for us to remember that the Lord isn’t just a relic of the past. He is not just the God of our forefathers, but the God who is active and at work in our own lives this very moment.
as a teenage girl, it's so powerful to see older girls be strong and bold in their faith, especially in the midst of the craziness of youtube. so thank you and god bless
Financially? What? That’s materialistic which is against the point of spirituality… unless you are one of those supply side jesus people in which case have fun with your false prophet
@@LocusFelixthere's nothing wrong with being blessed financially. God blessed Job in every way possible including financially. Remember that its not money itself that is evil, but the LOVE of money.
This stuff breaks my heart, everyone falls for the same traps and lifestyles. Luckily I started following God at 10 because my 11 year old brother died, the Lord has been with me and protected me ever since. I'm now 23 and the suffering the Lord saved me from is immense, he gave me wisdom throughout my teenage years and strength not to fall to what others around me were doing. Please follow God everyone before you have suffered too much, he is the way to peace.
Mind blowing and very cool. I'm a born-again Christian as well and I always pray for people who remind me of myself when I was unsaved. God bless you and see you in Heaven.
I stumbled upon this testimony and what it left me with is that our sufferings leads to growth and can point us to God. It is said, "The enemy meant it for evil, but You turned it for good." Hannah, this was a great testimony to the power and love of God. Praise Jesus! May the grace and peace from our Holy God be with you. Amen.
Oh gosh, I literally cried for ur story🥺 I'm so sorry to hear all this pain, but it makes me so happy to see u feel good now, and u just deserves what life is giving u at the moment :)
40:53 absolutely love how much the love of Christ you share. How much you weren’t afraid to call out the churches that misrepresent who He really is. Was extremely blessed by your testimony 😭🙏🏼🙌🏼
I came to the realization a while back, "your word have I hid in my heart." Doesn't mean memorize Bible verses, it can mean that, but it means that what God shows you and teaches you you hold near and dear. And what is more near and dear than your testimony. God has allowed me to lead a few people to a faith in him. Every single time it was through either the whole of my testimony or a portion. I dont know if you intended it, but I would not be the least bit surprised if someone hears your story and takes that step. Thank you for sharing.
As a guy, who's been going through my own faith journey, this was really cool to see a lady step out in vulnerability and say "yes" to sharing her own journey with the whole internet. It really encouraged me to keep going in my own faith, so with that in mind, don't stop pursuing the Lord. Let's be an encouragement to the next generation and to each other to be strong in our faith! I hope we all find the fire of the Holy Spirit and walk-in boldness, confidence, and faith no matter our age(s) or lifestyles/seasons we're in!
I'm a 28 year old man sitting here watching your 2 hour video and I couldn't help but have tears in my eyes through most of it. I hate that you went through all you did. My heart hurts so much for you but I'm so glad that you found Jesus through it all and I hope that you will continue this path and use the platform you have for Gods glory! Thank you for sharing your story! I will be praying so hard for you and your family!
@Igropeyungladies not to feed the troll to much, but if you can't admit that you cried and can feel empathy for someone, you're not a real man. If you've never truly thought about the love of Jesus and what he's done for you and not cried, you also have some problems. I'll be praying for you.
I truly want to thank you for this video. As I’ve been struggling with my faith or where I’m at, looking at it from your perspective opened mines. I truly felt Gods love through you and I want to thank you for being so brave to put this out. Keep doing you girl bcz u bring a light to Christianity that opens ppls hearts.
When you said you felt like “you had a God size whole in your heart”. And you felt like you had a whole heart again. It is not cheesy at all. When we ask Him in, Jesus really does come in & reside in you. Ezekiel 36:26 says “I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh again.” I still remember that feeling when I accepted Jesus in, & this is only the beginning in your relationship with Him. I teared up watching this & I am not one to get emotional. Our world desperately needs Jesus more then ever, so thank you for sharing your story! Even though You may be persecuted for it! ❤ Congratulations & welcome home🎊
“God was still there protecting me” He is so good and so worth all the praise and glory! Thank you for sharing ❤ you definitely should write a book. I would buy it 👍
Having lived a similar life I can say with confidence there's some many more people like us. I feel most people don't wanna hear other's life stories but I wanna say thanks for sharing yours. You're doing a great job sharing your life with the Lord but also sharing the struggles you went through to get there.
Thank you so much for sharing your testimony sister. It exhorts me immensely to see what the Lord is doing, and pushes me to march onwards, hopeful of the harvest. “Let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we will reap if we do not grow weary.” Galatians 6:9 May God bless you and keep you!
Thank you for posting this. I watched this video in 3 days. Once I found this I felt I needed to watch it. I lived in abusive environment until 14, then in dire poverty until 18, then I went to military service, and in 21, Jesus found me. Currently I am 40, and I plan to live with Jesus forever! I am married with 2 kids, blessed with a good job, and looking forward to heaven ahead. Yes, there are difficulties, but who doesn't have them? Bless the Lord oh my soul!...
Nice to hear brother, But I suggest you learn about The one ,Jesus used to pray to,( ALLAH ) , Nice to hear you having good life. Learn Islam Best of luck with life and afterlife.
she is so honest its so compelling. when she admitted she decided to be bi and pan-sexual to be cool because it was socially trendy....as a private school teacher, this kind of thing happens so much.... and also her saying she received racism/exclusion-bullying as being poor white kids in an all black school.... such an honest memory and certain people want to diminish or say its not the same thing, but this is just a scared kid wanting to be liked and recounting an experience of being excluded. we are all human and more same than differentt. she should try to get into writing to work through trauma and share her story and testimony
Now seeing where you come from, I feel like my respect and admiration for you has grown to a level in which not many people have the opportunity to be. This video not only made me know you, it made me rethink about myself and my choices. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.
Not the whole way through but it's a testament to how much of a kind and empathetic soul you have that it was the story of your sisters bandana that broke the ice for tears. God bless you, you've been through so much and still have a way to shine light. That's something special. Thank you for sharing. As heavy as the topic is, this is so healing to witness. 🙏
As someone who struggles with self worth self confidence self love I needed to hear this because it's exactly what I needed in this exact moment and I mean that in the most sincere way. God loves us at our worst and even when we struggle at our best so please continue to just be you because if you can uplift me at my lowest then god is already working through you and in you to reach others besides me. Bless your heart❤
Almost every part of this was my life with my mother from the age of 5-8 years of age. I, like you said, was almost killed by my moms friends/boyfriends and our neighbors. My little brother was beaten while I was at school. Then when my father finally got custody of me and him, I was extremely worried that all the same would be happening, and when it wouldn't he'd see the fear in me and my toddler brother and he fought so hard to get her in prison and when it fell through I felt safe. I feel that I don't appreciate the fact that he saved us and I take advantage of that way too much. But on the other hand, because of all that happened I haven't had a single friend since I was 12 and I am now 19. The reason I feel like I take advantage of him is because he "saved us" by making us Rapunzel from tangled. (locked away and kept "safe" from everyone and everything). So now it's hard for me to be a member of society with no experience in anything, and exactly zero social skills, plus I'm not that well educated, so I feel inferior to everybody at a passing glance but when I get to meet them I realize that all school doesn't make you original or even capable. My father has made me and my brother confident in ourselves but not in our abilities. So all that to say that my father has tried to teach us about the grace of god and to live through him. I think I'm the worst out of all of us at it, but I try not to fail. sorry this was such a long comment but it feels like this matches up with me so well and I just went off rambling. All the best to you. Also, I have to apologize to you because I saw the thumbnail and thought "here's another thirst trapping twitch streamer trying to get views" but you seem like a humble, kind, wise, and just to through it in there beautiful, through Jesus and not through yourself. truly admirable and makes me realize that my generation may not be lost after all.
Hannah, I’m a Christian guy, just one year older than you and hearing your story just made me want to give you a big hug and tell you that Jesus loves you. I can’t even begin to compare my story to yours and am blessed to have a loving family but I will say that I can relate to having adhd and being insanely talkative and creative. I also didn’t have a ton of friends, but most of the friends I did have were fellow “outcasts” until high school. My journey towards Christ really began in Freshman year of high school after my parents dragged me kicking and screaming to a new church’s Wednesday night get together after I had promised to embarrass my family while there, but ended up setting myself up for a life pointed more towards Christ. We need more people like you who are not afraid to be honest about their life’s story and the impact that Jesus has had on them. Thank you for sharing your incredible testimony and God bless.
I lost my child a few years ago. She was almost 2. One night I had a dream like I went to heaven & in my dream, the daughter that I lost was sitting on the lap of Jesus & I he was giving her a kiss on the forehead. I ended up painting this picture which is my profile picture that I made, that looks just like my daughter & my dream. When I heard your testimony on this video! I felt like Jesus said for me to tell you that you are the daughter on his lap too! You’re heart ❤ has come home to Him🤗
You can be happy, losing child is horible thing to happend, but since you are Chrisitan, we know that she is in heaven. And when you look at others, a lot of people don't go to heaven. The greatest success of parents is that their child goes to heaven one day, to be alive and know that this happened is a blessing.
Im always filled with hope , love and joy when i see young brothers and sisters coming home to Jesus. Sadly too many of your generation are looking for fmeaning and love in all the wrong places and because of that desperation , confusion and depression are common. Young sisters like you sharing their testimony can reach those lost young people as youngsters dont want to listen to an older guy like me most of the time. God bless you and keep you and keep talking about our lord and saviour to other young adults :D
I'm sorry your mom wasn't there for you. I'm a few generations older than you, but you gave me some perspectives I didn't have before. I pray that God will always hold you in his arms and bless you. Thank you for sharing this.
You're so strong for coming out of all you went through the way you have, in addition to boldly sharing! Hearing the experiences with your dad and stepmom instantly makes me think that they were all heavily demonized, and it is heartbreaking to hear you recount it all. Praise the Lord for bringing you through it, and thank you for your testimony!
You’ll probably never read this, but I’ll just put it out there anyways. I couldn’t help but tear up throughout your testimony, because it reflects my own so much. It’s such a blessing to know that God moved in such a similar way in your life as He did in mine
Sure...yeah. I do admire how cognitive biases are ruling human psyche. And how a majority of people seek some invisible father figure among clouds. I was volunteering in Ukraine the first month after attack. Saw so much horrible things than no kind deity would allow. You guys are super delusional. In Butcha there were beheaded, raped and sliced to many pieces peaceful people. How is this allowed ? ask that question. I was Catholic long time ago but not anymore. You can find moral and peace without mythic figures.
Crying aswell. :(( I'm glad she shared her testimony because it helps other young women like me understand and get closer to God, and hear more from him.
@@koolkaaattt She's ly!ng and still sells pron to her underage audience on 3 different platforms knowingly. She's also lying about being a victim to her parents and other boys. Her social media goes back all the way to when she was 16 uploading videos of her humping stuffed toys with captions asking boys if they wish it was them. Then it was fake bl0w job videos on objects. Then when she turned 18 she made an OF and sold pron. She was reported for allowing minors to see sxu@l content and knowingly continued. Her social medias show her posting this type of content at the same times she claims here to have been an antisocial shut in and was being called a wh0re by her parents while she was twerking and humping stuffed animals and giving blow jobs to popsicles and invisible dks on Instagram reels. The only reason that evidence cant be found without hours of diggin now is because parents of her victims who were from 7 to 13 years old had parents who reported her until her account with 2 million followers was deleted. The same account she had posted on at 17 doing those things while she claims here her mom made her sleep on the couch and wrongfully called her a wh0re? She's a pathological liar who accused concerned parents of their kids as being pathetic. She's still selling and advertising onlyfans today
This video helped me realize that I need to strengthen my relationship with God, not only for myself but to help others who need it. I want to be a friend like Alex when it comes to being someone that shows God and his love. Thanks for sharing your testimony
Hi am a 51-year-old Australian male. I was raised into a family of domestic and sexual violence from birth. My abuse still haunts me to this day but I continue to try and stay positive despite the fact that I’ve developed many mental disorders and personality disorders, including bipolar schizophrenia, dissociative identity disorder, agoraphobia and much more. I want to start by saying given your age how much bravery a video like this takes you should be commended to be so strong in the face of adversity. And Walst, I don’t know you personally let me just tell you if you haven’t heard this lately, I’m proud of you And I care about you and I thank you for sharing the story with an unknown public and you should be proud of yourself for having the strength to do so God bless
I’ve been a Christian for years, but I grew away from God for a while. I used to watch a lot of your videos, but I quit recently. I’ve been trying to grow closer to God, and stay away from social media anyway. But I had a friend tell me about this video. I came and listened to the whole thing. It saddens me greatly that you went through all this. I’ve had great struggles with my Mother, but I’m blessed we got past it before I moved out, and now I finally have a good relationship with her. But it is horrible hearing this, I’m so sorry you had to go through all of this, I can relate to pain, but not like this. I’m so glad to hear you have an ultimately positive testimony! It is a huge encouragement to me, and hearing your story has been a real eye opener for me! I’m praying that you will continue growing closer to the Lord and I wish you the best. Thank you for this!
What an incredible testimony. You altered your eternal destination, and you have a platform to reach so many people for the kingdom. You are amazing, and I'm so happy you are on the right path for healing. Jesus is your example of what a man really is. The true alpha male.
"alpha male" The fact that you use propoganda terms they create is telling how far along on the indoctrination scale you are. Tip: modern society is meant to depopulate, by perpetuating this nonsense you are making it exponentially harder for yourself and others. Instead realize from the rib a woman was made and to be a helper. This "Yo I'm insta famous look at me and how degenerate I can be." No, go study.
Thank you LORD JESUS! May GOD bless you Hannah! thank you for sharing your testimony...you have given me a lot to think about...especially reminds me of how blessed I am and how I have been ungrateful so many times....and I also loved how you explained Jesus's unconditional love! I also struggle with addictions and things and often feel depressed but I am not alone in this and I know I can overcome it with Lord Jesus ...may you continue to grow in love faith and wisdom in Christ.
I’m sorry that your childhood was rough. I don’t understand parents that abuse their kids. You are amazing and stay strong!!! Live your life to the fullest. Dream big.
Glad this got posted to RU-vid, I wasn’t able to make it to the stream. Crazy how people have such a story behind them and you would ever know unless it gets told. ❤
never posted any youtube videos before, but know that your video has moved people. God has His ways through you and it’s crazy that this transformation can be seen in you, inside and outside. I’m 19, and this video has really inspire me in the deepest core, i never knew i needed one of this but now i needed this more and more, thankyou Hannah for inspiring so much people through your platform. God bless you! Always!❤
Was Gonna pass thinking its an E-girl, then something was like nah jump in and see, man was i wrong, your testimony is God breathed Hannah, as a Christian who has been in the Faith for over 10 years, i can safely say, He will lead you well...man this video was a blessing.
I randomly found your video in my recommended… and I really sat through 2 hours listening to this. hannah I can’t even explain how glad and full of joy I am that you found Jesus… I don’t know what you could be going through now or working towards but may God bless you and keep you. He truly has such a beautiful purpose for you and i can’t wait to see what He’s going to do through you ❤️
Im actually so happy for you. You have no idea. I used to watch you when i was younger and admire you so much and want to be like you. It's so comforting to know that even people i thought dont have dark pasts or problems, struggle with their own demons. God bless you, hannah. You have such a bright future ahead of you❤❤🙏🙏
When you were talking about what you went through regarding strange events, dreams, witchcraft, I felt like a wave of "energy", getting stronger and stronger in my body. it usually happens when I pray, when I think of God, sometimes when I say certain words. It's strange that I still struggle to believe in the existence of God. Atheist for 31 years. until last year when I went through some strange events such as: 1 there was one time when I asked God to know him and after I prayed I felt a strong joy, out of nowhere, I couldn't stop smiling , 2 I asked questions and received answers, in unexpected ways, 3 words that appeared out of nowhere in my mind, at first from the Bible, then at random but which were related to my search for God, 4 this physical sensation that I cannot describe, as something moving through the body. I need to take God more seriously. I believe that God answered my prayer through you. Thank you.
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! That energy you feel at times is the Spirit. I get the same feeling. The presence of God. :) The Spirit brings things to our remembrance and guides us into all truth. Just give any doubts you have to Jesus and be honest.
I'm coming back to being Christian as well. It is for sure a journey. I used to HATE going to church when I was a kid because I didn't understand it and it was boring. I stopped going and didn't do anything for religion for a LONG time. At least 9 to 10 years. Never actually had a relationship with god during those years though. When I went into the military though I found god. When you're alone and have no one there for you, god is there. I learned that. I got out, fell back into sin and now am here. I see how the world is, how Christianity is viewed, the slander of god, the mockery of Jesus, and the blatant sinning and disobeying of gods word. We are at the end, the signs are here and many things in the book of Revelations are coming to pass. It is said before the end there will be a revival in Christianity and I see it. Your testimony alone is proof that god is working in us, I'm going through the same things. We will repent, we will praise the lord, and we will be who we were meant to be for him. God is good. Praise Jesus in his holy name and may god bless you. Good luck on your journey!
As someone who grew up in a Christian household this breaks my heart but also reminds me how the lord always has our back and no matter haw far we fall he will always help us up. I am so happy because the lord is building me up to be the man he wants me to be and i learn new things about him every day
Just by looking at your Instagram, I never would've thought you went through the things you did. I always thought you were this innocent and naive young girl lol. This was eye opening and definitely encouraging. I hope you never leave Jesus.
This is honestly such an important video. Thank you so much for your transparency and openness about some incredibly personal, hard parts of your life. This truly is a testimony of God’s mighty goodness, and he has already used you to bring hope to a lot of struggling people. I’m so grateful to be a witness to the beginning of a such a beautiful story. Stay strong in our messiah, dear sister. He will see you through.
Now you think about, I wasn’t born a Christian but let’s just say I was born different. But it doesn’t matter how different or what we look like we all know that god will always forgive us and loves us no matter for who we are inside and out. ♥️🙏🏻
Thank You Hannah for your testimony. I know that it was hard to do. Your life was hard to do. I am glad that you made it. Now you have become a butterfly. Instead of flowers ; you have people to visit. Some may not make it without you.
Wow, I had no idea you had gone through so much at such a young age. I'm so sorry you had to go through all that just for you to meet Jesus. I'm glad that you are doing better now and wish you the best of luck on you tube, and that by sharing your story will help other people too. I know that by watching you on twitch has helped me out because of how strong your faith is.
I don't know you, and I just recently came into your community on Twitch and Discord, but I just wanna say how incredibly proud I am of you for sharing such a vulnerable story with us. It takes an insane amount of courage to open up about the difficult experiences you've gone through and your strength and resilience is inspiring. I'm sorry you had to endure so much pain and hardship in your life, but it is a testament to your character that you've been able to overcome them and find your way to where you are today. Your testimony will serve as a source of inspiration and hope to others who may be struggling with similar challenges, including me. I went through relentless bullying both at school and home from elementary through high school and I've been on the edge of going back to church and seeking a strong relationship with Jesus and getting to be a part of a good Christian community. Thank you so much for sharing this testimony.
“Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your presence? If I ascend into heaven, You are there; If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there. If I take the wings of the morning, And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, Even there Your hand shall lead me, And Your right hand shall hold me. If I say, “Surely the darkness shall fall on me,” Even the night shall be light about me; Indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You, But the night shines as the day; The darkness and the light are both alike to You.” Psalms 139:7-12
Hello Hannah, my name's Austin. To keep things precise, I was up late due to not being able to sleep and came across your testimony here on RU-vid. I watched the entire thing and was touched by your genuine openness. I am also a Christian and have a unique testimony I would love to share if possible. Thank you so much for your story for it has spoken to my heart. I am currently about to be homeless due to losing my job, and looking for friends and a place to belong. Hope to be a friend. 💙 "A friend loves at all times." - Proverbs 17:17
As soon as you mentioned that your friend started bawling when you pointed at the cross on his necklace and said "I need that," I started happy-crying. It just... came out, suddenly and abruptly. I felt the love of the Holy Spirit through you 💛 I wanted to reach through the screen, hug you, and tell you "it only gets better." 💛 May God bless you. I'm so glad this younger generation is able to accept Christ, despite all the (honestly super demonic) anti-God programming/brainwashing! 🥺🙏🏻
“Whoever comes to me walking, i will come to him running. Whoever meets Me with enough sins to fill the earth, not associating any partners with Me, I will meet him with as much forgiveness.”
hannah this testimony really really really changed my life and its not like im going through anywhere close to what youve gone through but its just that i really do feel Gods love through you and i watched the whole thing i just hope u know everyone praying for you and that you are changing lives through Jesus AND I FEEL THE LOVE THANK YOU. life changing.
I've been hoping to see more Christians in the gaming/streaming space :') thank you so much for sharing. i've been struggling in my faith a lot so hopefully having a community like yours will be good. God just today helped me get out of a depressive rut and now I'm stumbling upon this video, so it must be for a reason x)
i im the 5th day fasting for jesus and gotta tell you im goin trough a really brutal spiritual battle , stuff get broken wierd stuff happen like the lightless angel and God ar fightin over my sould right now , and the peace i have now i have never expirienced .the most closer your action gets to God the peaceful your life becomes its like the lightless angel cant get near it scared of the light , your testimony is so moving that i think God has really good plans for you you are one of the finest i can notice the light in your eyes , when the odds are all against you since day one and you keep puting the fight up it says something about your soul you are a true soldier of God thank you for sharing im from Argentina my English is my second languague hope you get my message. God Bless your heart
You are a miracle. It pains me so much to hear your story and I wish nothing but a beautiful life for you. Thank you for sharing this, the love and light that you exude is easy to see and I pray that this never fades, the world needs people like you.
This testimony of God’s grace and mercy is so amazing so far. My wife and I are trying to build Bible based churches in Europe. It gets lonely out here. This has encouraged and ministered to me. Quick note at 43:07 Even then, Jesus will FORGIVE. It’s never too late to turn back. But there are times that if we walk away and have no intention or sensitivity to turning back to Him, He will give us over to our reprobate minds like He did in Romans 1:28.
Wow, I was really shocked by this girl's story, it made me think a lot, I hope she is still on the right path, I would feel very sad if I found out that she had fallen again. 😢
