JYa mothers sometimes I can relate we never want to believe it 😢. I wish you got help. Nami my clothes go missing even my hair went missing im still seeking help im so sick again. These family members even teach outside people to do this nonsense to us. Eish it is painful I know this.
As long as kungekho okuphazamisekayo empilwen yakho bhuti, let them suffer their consequences untill you decide otherwise, u suffered alot nawe. Uma ebengakuthandi esaphila angeke ekthande esefile vulamehlo, ngek aphathe I nhlanhla or iybusiso zakho ebevele engcolile.
Forgiveness is very hard but is always the best solution. You were wrong to return fire with fire, now the guilt will always be there😢😢. Is good that you are confessing it, that will heal your heart. All the best brother🙏