XFD "Suicide, mental illness, and addiction are the only diseases we blame the victim for perpetually but people die from suicide just like they die from any organ diseased"
$crim is the realest ever for being able to talk openly about everything he’s been through and then telling the kids that it really is not the path you want to go down. Not to mention just how cool he is in general.
I've been struggling with addiction for years. I'm 17 now. I first smoked when I was 13 and that lead to more hardcore drugs. By 15 I was heavily addicted to Mephedrone (that pretty much feels like MDMA and Cocaine mixed together) and Amphetamine. I started using drugs to escape reality as I've grown up in disadvantaged area full of drunkards and junkies in Moscow by a single mother. I missed my father so bad (he died when I was 5)... I didn't know 'how to be a man'. I mean I wasn't 'pussy boy' but I'm kinda soft. I was kinda sociopathic. I started to listening to $uicideboy$ since 2015. And as I was 14 edgy teenager I misunderstood their lyrics and continued to drowning deep in my addiction as I thought that it's cool to be 'all-tragical junkie'. Last month I relapsed once and that lead to me snorted meph EVERYDAY and only had break for 3 days as I was fired from job beacuse employer exposed me being high so I ran out of money. I felt so empty after this month. But I started to establish relations with my relatives and realised that I have one really good friend who really wants me to be sober. So I strted to working on myself to stay sober but I tried opiate pills a few times week ago. I literally wated to buy heroin 2 hours ago but this video showed up in my recomendations. I saw this interview back in 2015 but I didn't realize how deep it is especially when $crim talks about his heroin addiction. I can fully relate. I used to work on shitty job, stole my 'friends' drugs and lie to people who loves me in order to get high. So now I feel enlightened as never before. I finally TRULY realized that drugs don't change the fact that I'm shit and living in shithole they just make me don't care about this. Now I truly understand all of the Boy$ old songs lyrics. I admit that I'm addicted but now I'll follow my dreams in case to change myself for good.
Michael lol the reason why their music is dark is because of the life you live. Anyone with decent intelligence can obviously see that this isn’t the type of shit you should be into. They lived a nightmare of a life.
That's the life. It's a sad one. Sometimes you go weeks months, even years not looking in the mirror because you can't stand yourself. It really is a curse.
@TrippySmokezman. Please get help before something bad happens. My mom od’d and I can tell you this much, your family would be devastated if even the slightest harm happened to you.
00:00 Drugs 02:00 Lil Wayne 05:00 New Orleans and being white 08:00 Cousins 09:00 Punk 12:00 DJing 17:00 Working sucks 22:00 Creative process 26:30 Black Smurf 28:50 Pouya 33:20 What influenced your style 37:30 Drugs 49:30 Advice to kids regarding drugs 52:00 Religion 1:00:00 Suicide? 1:03:30 Tour 1:06:00 Tattoos 1:08:20 The n word and racism 1:18:00 Pouya and Fat Nick show up 1:22:00 Bleached assholes
I saw suicideboys in Portland recently and it’s insane how much they’ve changed. Both being sober and $crims going from impossible to hear to telling people his inspiring story and rubys energy on the stage was just ecstatic
foreal. I come back to this interview so damn often. So much has happened and they've grown soo much. They even changed visually a bit, mostly $crim with the dreads and face tats lol
43:50 2021 $crim's officially completely sober and I can't be prouder for him. Seeing him go through all that shit and following along with his career as a fan, really fixed a whole lotta fucked up shit in my life and this dude is still going hard on life which fucking motivates me unbelievably.
They're still not rich by any means. They're not signed to any label. Nobody buys they're music they stream it all for free. The tour ya but a lot of that money goes to the people that set it all up.
Most introverts with mental disorders are 'hyper-sensitive' which relates to being sensitive to other peoples vibrations. Which is why they would rather stay in and create, as apposed to being around other people who, this day in age, are bags of shit.
This interview is absolutely beautiful. Hearing the boys talk about religion, and then $crim reading the email he got and Ruby explaining the reason behind their music is so amazing
Dozavage Dozavage Dozavage dude it was sick, all started with a tweet when he asked if anyone could pick him up from LAX. right after I picked him up, we went to in n out in Redondo Beach. went to Fat Nicks crib where he lived on Barbara court by universal studios too drop off some animal fries that he didn’t end up eating lmao. went to the OSS store to drop him off for this interview while I went to go look for parking a couple blocks away. everyone was there after this interview was over, germ, jgreen, Ramirez, etc. (I need to find the video off j greens twitter for proof of all this) right after this, can’t remember what area I drove to, but we went to go pickup baby John Cena (now known as Big Boi). Turns out, he was a fan that breeded purebred pitbulls for a side job, who reached out to pouya on twitter about the dog. Shit was dope, but it turned a lil weird when the fan gave pouya his own the mixtape when we were about to leave. After a long night, finally dropped him off at his apartment somewhere near Hollywood. The next day, I picked up $B + Pouya from his pad and drove down to Getter’s lil recording studio in Hollywood. Getter introduced himself to me as Tanner and dam, he was super dope and still produces some of the best rap beats. I witnessed $b record their verse off of Fat Hoes for the UU tape which was soo sick. Pouya also played by some of the instrumentals such as 41, billy mays, that he hadn’t record yet and got me hella stoked for the album. After they were all finished at the studio, pouya was hit up by Keith Ape to come down to the El Rey theatre for his show. Shit, just walked in with all of them, was handed a wristband for a backstage pass and felt like a boss. Germ was already there in the back sipping Hennessy straight outta the bottle. After that, called it a night and dropped him off at his pad. Pouya hit me up the next day after that to kick it, and I had 2 missed calls from him when I woke up. I hit him up and turns out, he was already headed to Getters studio and didn’t need me for a ride anymore :( lol. He did offer to play poker at his crib with his squad which was dope, but never happened cus he ended up moving to Florida a couple weeks later. Sorry for this long ass reply, but thought it would be cool to share how humble Pouya actually is to his fans.
steezyfam i feel like thats because he can really let loose with a verse. when he pops off in the studio its like all then shit he keeps in his head all day that he never says/ wants to say/ thinks about. just my opinion. I definitely relate to ruby for sure.
Had to come back and listen to this again after the Theo one. One thing I learned was a lot of artists today like to say they've "evolved" and I do agree that it happens in a way, it does seem a little over used and out of proportion. IMO SB has defiantly evolved and even though I have to take their music in doses still, I love how much they love it and just the all around energy. If I listen to it in doses it feels like it's a huge positive for me in many ways but like everyone says "too much of anything is bad for you." Big ups to Adam and Theo the fact they actually did podcasts with them confirms the realness that it seems like everyone gets a sense of after listening to their podcasts.
1:08:20 One of my favorite sections, as a Mixed individual (Black/Mexican) it makes me feel good that these dudes aren’t just parading around and using parts of the culture as an aesthetic or to be people they’re not, they’re rapping about their experiences and bringing many folks who feel the same way they do together, Seeing em from 2015 to now is awesome 🙏🏾🙏🏾
They were having a deep conversation on some real shit. You don't know about that? I was really feeling that convo & it makes them feel comfy with the interviewer to know he's not some fake dude
Yo I come back to this interview pretty often, and that part on the suicide is still so REAL. Just went thru a long period of listening to no negative shit, and still get that itch. Went for a skate and popped “DIEMONDS” on, man. FUCK. Six years after I first heard it, and that song still makes me shed tears of JOY dog, fr. Went on a binge of all the 2015 shit after that and I felt SO fuckin relieved after the sesh. Smh, classic $uicide still hits a spot nobody else can touch 🔥🔥🍃💨
Me too bro. I like that decision on your part of not listening to negative stuff, it’s really helpful. I honestly don’t see the boy$ as super negative for me, they understand the fucked up shit that happens to all of us daily and they rap about it. It’s soothing in a sense. Hope the sesh went well bro 🤙🏻
@@Ragged.09 from the outside it always looks negative, but 100% bro. LOTTA Ruby’s lyrics get me like that personally. If you truly FEEL this music? The love is real.
i have anxiety every day man when i walk to school i dint go to school for like 4 weeks then i started listening to suicide boys and ouya and bones everyday and having a smoke and i havent missed school in like a year im 16 by the way its great it makes me feel normall man smoke weed dont do pills ive tried everything and theres nothing like good music and weed
I love how supportive ruby was with scrim and his dope habit. I sniffed it for 6 yrs and i wish i had someone to supporr me like that cuz i did it alone. Ruby is intelligent and caring
As a junky my self the only thing you can do is to accept to take methadone if u are on H , ok you still need opiate to be fonctionnal and this shit is harder to quit than heroin , but after 6 years on this shit your brain is fuck top for life but thing about a thing when you have 0 emotion with the time this is the way to depression + no sex pleasure is bad to. with the time you will fall in alcoholism to and this shit hit you harder than drungs . For the coke you don't have withdrawal the thing you can do is mooving from you area for some time and change friends wich pulling you down . trust me methadone work very well if you put a litlle effort in it with 1 week you will be ok .
Could be cool to make a 5 years later interview with the boys, Sooo much more have happend like Scrim Gotten clean, Ruby chopped his hair off, And shit like that. This interview inspirational
@@soggy_popcorn Have they linked up since the whole 3 6 bullshit to talk about that and all of their projects that have dropped (including the ones that $crim did a whooooole lot of production on for Juicy J before the BS) since the first one? Nope... If there was ever a perfect time it would be between the 3 6 shit was made known and now. And how many times has Adam brought a GREAT guest back for a "Round 2" after a few years of the Artist being in the spotlight and have a lot of new music to chop it up about? Not many. Instead it was a bunch of porn stars and garbage guests for a while. Clickbait bullshit. Trust me man, I HOPE I'm wrong... But if I were either of the boys, I would not come back for a second interview on No Jumper after Adam signed that Atlantic deal and was pimping fucking LIL XAN out all the time along with fucking BABY GOTH (!!!) and it was HARD pimping too. Fuck I remember those Baby Goth "interviews" being some of the worst I've ever seen. He definitely didn't want to do them, but obviously did. Same with Lil Xan. He loves the porn star shit though, because he's always trying to link a 3+some up during the interview 🙄. Quality of No Jumper has gone down A TON since the first interview, which is the main reason I mentioned bridges might be burned. Adam was even out of that horrid Atlantic deal and was still putting shit content out... But I'm no insider, so like I said I do hope I'm wrong.
This video made me a bigger fan than I already was. Mad respect bro. No cap, just saying things like they are. It's really refreshing to see especially in the rap and showbiz world..
These are great guys. They are rational and polite and generally smart. It is a complete shame that so many in our society would rely on their preconceptions and stereotypes in order to judge them. I have nothing but respect for them.
Ben Schauer not talking about 9-5 jobs. they are inconsiderate how they talk the traditional shit of i don't wanna do that be a slave blah blah blah so lame. 5-9 jobs move the world.
yeah I used to scream but it's fucking hard to make a popular metalcore band... so I started rappin (actually have only one song now but still learning how to write deep lyrics cause now I make up only random shit that comes to my mind). btw that "love me so much" part killed it.
Mezzi make what you like regardless of the attention you get from it. in the future technology will be way more advanced and we will be able to enjoy the people who were geniuses but undiscovered
they both sober and look so different. I'm glad that ruby is also working on himself so badly he's inspiring me to quit my self harm and work on my eating disorder because of what he posted a little while ago, ruby is literally my idol
They'll probably do another interview after they finish The Eternal Grey Tour I would like to see part 2 and see how much they have changed since then mad respect to Ruby & $crim and seeing them doing something they like
I’ve watched every single one of over 800 interviews/podcast and this is hands down the best one so far. I have only listened to $uicideboy$ non stop for the past couple years. Pouya, fat nick, germ and Ramirez are all dope as fuck! This interview is so much more engaging and non stop entertaining then any of the new pods. Well besides sharp tank of course, that dudes fuckin wild, I love it. Adam22 you seemed so much more involved in the interview then any of your current ones. You got to interview these boys again. They have grown so much since this interview.
$uicideboy$ speak that real shit. I fuck with them because they spit bars and they're actually really humble people that really do care about their fans. Respect.
40 minutes in $crim talks about how he aspires to get clean. If you're reading this know that he wants you to get clean too. You can do it. Use their music to surf the pain. All Love from Rochester, New York 💜
@@mrmollyprince I promise you the life you’re living now is way harder to keep up with than sobriety is. Go to treatment and get help bro. I’m Sober 2 years now. All you need is one week to get thru the withdrawals and you’ve gotten thru the hardest part. Within 30 days you’ll feel like a new person. Tell your family or loved ones about your problem and cut off your plug. If all drugs disappeared tomorrow, you’d have no choice but to get clean. Treat it like they don’t exist anymore bro
Agdaan Ahaan who the fuck are you talking about if talking about Tyler "the creator" give me some of what your on cause I'd listen to Tyler if they sounded alike they have completely different styles lyrics and beats.
As korny as it sounds Ruby and scrim saved my life. Thank you $uicideboy$ for the music you make it has gotten me through some times in my life also stopped taking heroin and Xanax. Respect from Australia 🤐
this podcast channel has been the best , shouts out to Adam , and keep on doing what you doing . I'll definitely keep on watching as you grow . looking forward to these podcasts.
This interview has helped me figure out so much, on countless occasions... The conversations being had between the Boys and NoJumper, it’s real life. Real inspiration
He is sober. Only smokes weed. And he quit drugs for his lil Brother. He's a f'in role model. Got lots of respect for him. Fighting addiction is super hard.
*Maybe noone will read this but there is not enough words to describe how much this interview inspired me.* I've been struggling with addiction for years. I'm 17 now. I first smoked when I was 13 and that lead to more hardcore drugs. By 15 I was heavily addicted to Mephedrone (that pretty much feels like MDMA and Cocaine mixed together) and Amphetamine. I started using drugs to escape reality as I've grown up in disadvantaged area full of drunkards and junkies in Moscow by a single mother. I missed my father so bad (he died when I was 5)... I didn't know 'how to be a man'. I mean I wasn't 'pussy boy' but I'm kinda soft. I was kinda sociopathic. I started to listening to $uicideboy$ since 2015. And as I was 14 edgy teenager I misunderstood their lyrics and continued to drowning deep in my addiction as I thought that it's cool to be 'all-tragical junkie'. Last month I relapsed once and that lead to me snorted meph EVERYDAY and only had break for 3 days as I was fired from job beacuse employer exposed me being high so I ran out of money. I felt so empty after this month. But I started to establish relations with my relatives and realised that I have one really good friend who really wants me to be sober. So I strted to working on myself to stay sober but I tried opiate pills a few times week ago. I literally wated to buy heroin 2 hours ago but this video showed up in my recomendations. I saw this interview back in 2015 but I didn't realize how deep it is especially when $crim talks about his heroin addiction. I can fully relate. I used to work on shitty job, stole my 'friends' drugs and lie to people who loves me in order to get high. So now I feel enlightened as never before. I finally TRULY realized that drugs don't change the fact that I'm shit and living in shithole they just make me don't care about this. Now I truly understand all of the Boy$ old songs lyrics. I admit that I'm addicted but now I'll follow my dreams in case to change myself for good.
You're still very young. Kick the stuff now or it will get much worse. You can do it. Just find some people that you can hang out with that don't party. AA or NA is great if you are really serious about making a change.
This is the best interview I have ever seen. Scrim and ruby are so fucking genuine and I love how real this interview got. Being from the same area as them I can relate to everything they say about the south
Thats true. I always feel like its easier said than done, I need money to do the things I love, so if I don't work then I can't do what I love. I have to start somewhere and thats where me working a regular job comes in but it just mentally sucks.
If you are unhappy with a job,then by all means seek out something that you can live with. I can see their point,but the odds of anyone getting rich and famous are slim to none. Sometimes it's better to concede to the fact that if you want to live a good life,there is a balance between work and play. But you have to bust your ass at work,to really appreciate those 2 week vacations and 3 day weekend trips. I hope you find your balance.
Baby Chan you getting money bro,at least you have one some people can't even get a job,you have to make the best of what you have,there talking crazy saying working a 9-5 is like being in jail,they probably never been to prison,i'm from the westbank where they are from,i did 7 years in D.C.I prison for 43 grams of herb and a gun,so if you can't rap or have a nice jump shot or you don't have a legal hustle,the drug game is over, these motherfuckers are ratting out here,i have a 9-5 and i'm happy as fuck,but being from New Orleans it's kind of easy to get a high paying job working offshore on a oil rig,being out there for two weeks and when i come home i have a shit load of money stacked,they have people i work with offshore that's from all over the u.s, pulse the two weeks you have off is the shit you can wild the fuck out but when them too weeks are up its time to grind,i'm making more money then half these drug dealers out here,so fuck what they talking about on that shit,my advice is get a legal hustle or work hard and stack your money.
