unimportant fact: there are OST's of Yume nikki Yume 2ki, IB, one of undertale, the witch house and MISAO I love RPGs, they are the most beautiful thing that exists and it has very cool and magical music
~ Timestamps ~ 1. 0:00 さむくてあったかい、ふゆ〜雪の世界〜 'Cold but Warm Winter ~Snow World~' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST] ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-4lyI7O7kLP0.html 2. 9:54 bgm038 Atlantis [Yume 2kki OST] ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-ziVOzzAYp-8.html 3. 13:38 Fallen Down by Toby Fox [UNDERTALE OST] ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-qH5hM1ILuFQ.html 4. 16:08 Trees... by Pedro Silva [OMORI OST] ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-n_Dxix0lvDM.html 5. 18:06 Lost Chair by The Presence of Music [The Witch's House OST] ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-TTSrjFn8DFw.html 6. 20:49 Singing Aya by Vita-chi House [Mad Father OST] (version of traditional English folk song 'Greensleeves') ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-IPARn3Tlwkc.html 7. 21:20 そこなしやみ〜暗闇の世界〜 'Eternal Darkness ~Dark World~' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST] ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-aotmZZRDLVI.html 8. 31:15 Ib_記憶 ' Ib: Memory' by YASUpochi [Ib OST] ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-Pebi2O4uL7E.html 9. 33:46 暗躍 'Other World' by 秋山裕和 (Hirokazu Akiyama) [Misao OST] ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-agh9kvL8LAA.html 10. 34:51 Beautiful Mask [Misao OST] ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-gWrDT87sFVg.html 11. 36:28 ゆめのくに? 'Dream Land?' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST] (Also known as The Pink Sea/Pink Balloon World) ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-3kDuZvEJAsQ.html 12. 46:31 Don't Turn Around [Misao OST] (version of Japanese childrens song かごめかごめ 'Kagome Kagome/Circle You Circle You') ↳ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-ZcIJNcbAtFU.html The soundtracks of Omori, Undertale, and Yume Nikki can be found on Spotify. (I couldn’t edit the original pinned comment to complete the list, so I deleted it. Sorry!) Lovely mix!
Yeah, weird part is, half the time that dream actually happens, not the entire thing, but things like my mom telling me something word for word as she did in my dream awhile ago even though I never told her about it, or my best friend slipped on ice and then telling me something word for word like how I saw that happened in a dream from the week prior. Once I even dreamt about a family photo that was to be taken the next week, and all of us going in a field for the picture just to realize that someone was watching us, that whole situation happened the next week, and even the person watching us being part of the dream freaked me out
I like to think of it as a past life memory. Yes, it could have been just some forgotten memory of a dream, but it could be possible that it's some type of past life thing.
This kinda feels like when you walk down a street you've walked a million times in hopes that it would some day feel real. The same buildings, shops, conversations happening around you, but it feels distanced. Faces don't have names, names don't have meaning, just the world skipping past you.
the perfect explanation of derealization in my experience. I take a walk around my small town and feel nothing, as I've seen it all before and everything just stays the same. it's like im in a post-apocolyptic world or just someone watching as everyone else enjoys their heavily detailed and exciting lives. i've felt that way since i was a kid, but never really knew what it was and thought it was just me feeling sad and left out
I've never understood why we are who we are, why we live the life we are given, why anything that happens good or bad I deserve. The concept of emotions are something I still cannot grasp on. When I am faced with it, this is the feeling I have in my head in music form. I still don't know why these topics itch my brain nor why I am this way, but this playlist is truly incredible.
I've always been living my life, but at the same time, wondering... what truly is existence? Like, .... Ah, I can't really describe how I feel sometimes. But do you ever just think about what we are? What anything is? What the universe is? If I think about that too hard, I sometimes reach a reality breakdown... it's scary how we'll never know the answer.
Try looking up the neuronet, the multiverse, and also scalar field. After reading a few articles on each that might help you feel a little more at peace because I was feeling this way and now I have a better grip on what reality actually is.
Me neither, I doubt we will know anything for sure of anything at all, that is because we as a human can only know information that we sensed and made sense of, that we learned from. Life is just about reacting to stimulus, and learning is just about adapting to it; we will never be 100% sure of anything, even reality. There is no "truth" per se, only logic and empirical evidence. Anything can be correct if the definition does not collide with another, at least in this space and time, or maybe I was wrong all this time, no one knows for sure.
The picture gives me a certain amount of comfort but also a certain amount of discomfort. It’s like I wanna follow them but at the same time it looks suspicious but peaceful so I am very confused, I find it creepy but im just confused on how I feel but great playlist!!
I have this feeling, that if will become a moment, when I stop feeling some discomfort/suspicious this will mean, that I have such a big problems.. that it’s impossible to do something with them now. That now I will never able to be a normal person, feel truly happiness.. P.S: Sorry for bad English, it’s my 3’th language
What is it with this sort of music? I seem to be oddly attracted to it yet I feel myself trying to escape, maybe my minds over reacting yet when I listen to this, I take a moment to look around and just see my surroundings. It’s been so cloudy and dark recently so this only adds to the effect of feeling alone and at peace yet dreading what I do not see or comprehend. Could this be the feeling of being self aware yet being so dissociated at the same time? Like you’re within a busy area yet you feel like it’s completely empty. You’re alone, not happy nor sad just there. Breathing becomes something you have to think about doing, and a thought comes to mind. If I were to stop breathing, would I…disappear? Which just makes you wonder even more about how life is so strange. Maybe it’s just another one of those 4am thoughts, or not. Either way I will rest knowing that I’m breathing.
This playlist reminds me of when I would have a great day, beyond good everything would run smoothly and I'd be happy the whole day, and then once getting home I'd have the anxiety of what's gonna happen next, As in nothing good comes without something bad so I'd be waiting for that bad thing to come preparing myself for the worse. As if the good day was fake and never happened I'd only be thinking about what bad thing could possibly happen and then when something bad does happen through the week of the good day I'd wonder. "Is this the bad thing?", "No way right?, it's supposed to be much worse this is only part of it.". I can't enjoy one good day.
When I was around 7 I started having a weird sensations sometimes, I felt like nothing was real, as if I was watching everyhing through a screen, I felt like it was some kind of game. This started hapening every night, and we didn't know what to do. We started calling this "the weird feeling", and whenever I had it, I said this. Years later, when I was 13, I started going to the psycologist, to help me overcome a weird phobia that I've been having for years, so we also talked about the "weird feeling", and that was the moment they told me it was "derealization". She also explained that many young people had this, and it made me feel much better knowing I wasn't weird, or going crazy. I still have derealization some times, but not as frequently as before. This playlist makes me feel weird, but relaxed at the same time, and finding people in the comments who also deal with derealization made me feel better about this.
I thought I could run from the weird feeling. I thought I was above it. Now it's come for me. Almost always at the same time.. I don't know if I can tell anyone.
@@ethanotoroculus1060 there was also a time in which I had It everyday. The best advise I can give is to try and distract yourself somehow. Whenever I feel derralization I go to the living room, It somehow makes me feel safe. The problem with derralization is that the more you think about It, the worse It gets. It can be tough, but remember that bad things come to an end, it'll get better and you're not alone in this.
You know I’m going to try and explain what I feel like everyday........ It’s odd because I am usually on what I call auto-pilot. Basically I am conscious to a certain point, I hear and understand what is happening and where I am. But I feel like the days are repeating. Every day I wake up and go strait to my phone at 1:25 am exactly. I watch 30 minutes of YT and then listen to music for 5 minutes. Through out my day I feel things get blurry and I basically blip out one second it’s 8:00 am, everyone’s doing chores, working etc. But then I blink and it’s 6:00pm and we’ve gone through the whole day and I don’t remember living it. It’s like I’m just surviving, not truly living🤷♀️ I’ve lost my friends some of my family. I’m a hermit (introvert) I hate being with people but hate the feeling of being alone........... It’s weird. But it’s ok now. Wake up the truth is out there you just got to find it.
why does this make me feel comfortable like I really can't explain like how it really makes me feel but I'm in love with this I literally listen to it every single night and I just lay there and this just takes away all my stress and anxiety and just makes me relaxed 💗💗 thank you for making this 🙂
little vent. I'm just so tired, I feel like I'm not living anymore, after I lost so many loved ones, my life seems to have lost its meaning. I feel like I will never be happy like I was before I went through the first death that I really felt. I'm just tired of everything, I simply live for the few happy moments that still leave me here, even though they are rare.
I'm honestly so glad that I am not the only one experiencing this feeling. I thought, that when I was younger, the often called "weirdcore/dreamcore/oddcore" was only a feeling I had. It feels nice to not have to explain the feeling I'm having, but to show pictures and describe it with such peaceful and small words. Thank you.
To anyone who's reading this, ITS GOING TO BE OK. I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, and the over thinking, and the doubt exit your mind right now and may clarity and understand replace confusion. I declare peace and calmness to fill your life.💯💯❤❤
This feeling makes me feel like I’m alone but at the same time there is so many people around me. It’s very hard to explain but this playlist feels like that feeling, the feeling of nothing being real.
Do you ever think your choices are useless? Irrelevant? Like life is just a game, a game you can't redo? It's you, you thinking YOU'RE the reason everyone is yelling. Well, life is a simulation; your choices don't matter, everyone you've met isn't real. Take a daily dose of this music. Ten minutes a day, requested by a therapist friend. And credits to the great creator of the video :)
this reminds me of all the times i dreamt of something and then after a few days to a few months it comes true. Once i dreamt of going somewhere and i think there was a magician, but the highlighted bit of the dream was that there were 4 wine bottles next to a suitcase on a table and the magician opened the suitcase and then i forgot the rest, 3 months later i go to a magic show and halfway through the magic show the magician did what i dreamed, this kind of thing has happened multible times and i have no idea why. Therefore i question reality.
idk all of these pov comments are so interesting to me, because a lot of these "fake or fictional scenarios" are just how i feel on a daily. this playlist touches a part of me that is almost always so lonely, as my mind drifts further from my body. this playlist almost sounds like my depersonalization/derealization disorder, and i'd love to thank you for taking the time to put it together. helps me feel more connected to myself, after being distant for so long. thank you, op ❤
today i was just informed that I lost my best friend to a sickness. I don’t know how to feel because this never happened before for me. It genuinely doesn’t feel real and all i can do is cry and think because i can’t comprehend how to feel
Life is like a dream. Not like one of those fairy tales with happy endings, but the ones where you can't tell if you are asleep or awake. One where you feel you aren't in controll but you have to follow through. One that leaves you to question if you have actually woken up. Life turns into nightmare every once in a while. Not the ones with scary dragons that try to eat you, but ones where you are feared of another person. Someone you may or may not know. To be afraid all your life. To live in a scarce environment. To laugh. To cry. To smile. To frown. It feels like nothing is real anymore. My tears. They fill my eyes and blind me from the world. It's better that way. It's better to be shielded by the worse, than to be be out and open with only the sheet of your mind to cover you. The dissociation isn't healthy, but what else should you do? Play pretend? You'll get so tired. So so tired. You would be able to see through the lies, but do you really want that? Do you want to be hurt? Especially by the people you love. It's not worth it. You know that.
dissociating and derealising is the most scary thing in the world. for me, i know i'm missing out on moments i should be enjoying, but i can't get that terrible feeling out of my head. i feel empty when i shouldn't be, and i am not, but at the same time i am. it's scary! i don't feel me yet distinctly me. i know i'm experiencing it but it feels like i'm watching the movie of my life unfold in front of me and i don't even know why. i'm wasting away with this. god, should i try harder?
sometimes the world just... doesn't feel "real"- like you're lying and staring at the ceiling and you get that weird feeling.... that weird tingle that's this is not your life, this in not the "reality" you're supposed to be in.....
i love these kind of songs that feel like... the absence between songs something that was missing from another song found its way here and became its own thing it was never meant to be, but it is and its beautiful
This honestly makes me feel like I’m walking around in an indie horror game and different songs are different levels or times in the game and it’s so ethereal and honestly so fun to listen to at work cause it feels like if I pick something up soon a hidden door will open and I’ll get to go off on some cool adventure Best playlist ever
This is what many feel when hallucinating…a daily bases for many like me but some are just able to understand what’s going on and live on, ignoring the false reality and focusing on THEIR mind and not bugs getting into theirs. A feeling which isn’t real, but feels like it is
Dogs are so weird when you hurt them they will still be loyal to you and love you still... so I want you guys to take a moment to look at your dog or an animal you love and just tell them that you love them :) because you never know when they're going to leave you...
It makes me feel empty, like nothing can hurt me anymore, i feel free. But it also makes me question everything, like if everything is a simulation and its all fake, or if your mind just makes up people and you play your own story in your mind when in reality nothing is there
Exactly! What I am experiencing, a lot of creepy things or ambiance’s, calm me down, It’s like if “a reason of god” was or had a different vibe or feeling. I said “reasons of god” to nor disprove god or prove god. For me god, is the voice/instinct inside my head, (which is actually ocd)
I used to get idk a relaxing weird vibes from some songs and I thought it was just me so I used to search up weird songs and I thought I was weird from that 😭🤣
This! This is what I try to explain but never can, it's the undying feeling that your alone but being watched at the same time. This is what my life feels like constantly, like everything is just repeating itself over and over again, never feeling at home like your lost in an unknown place. It's like we switched realitys and we are aware of it, but we can't go back, like I've been here before, because I know things I shouldn't and didn't know before this all started happening.
nothing feels real here. i feel like im supposed to be somewhere else, in another body. but i also feel that i should be nowhere at all. i should both exist and not, forever changing shape. i spent my entire childhood and even now, reading fantasy stories and putting myself in the place of each character. now i feel that where i am is wrong, and i should not be staying the same. i feel that im supposed to be some sort of shapeshifter, adapting to each environment, living in both the isolated forests and densely packed cities. i feel that i should change with the moon, seemingly the same night after night, change only noticed if you compare weeks ago with the now. i feel that i am formed from the earth, and owe my soul to it. i feel that the sky is at my fingertips, so close yet so far. i feel that i am floating, yet gravity pulls me down. i feel that i am everything, yet nothing at all. i feel so alone, yet i feel like eyes watch me from every corner. i want to be gone, yet i want to feel gone and you cant feel gone when you are gone. i want to be nonexistent yet the most existing thing in the universe. goodnight little lovers, live on.
I don’t think that “you” can be some one your just one perspective of this whole world like all the other people who are other perspectives of this world. Together we create one world. Your text inspired me thank you :) ! I also like to read and feel like a different person but I especially like to write story’s. And I feel like you every time I look at the stars above me or when i go for a walk and go by different houses. I wish you a nice day/night 👍 (My English is pretty bad I hope that you can understand me, I live in Germany)
Hello, i understand your feelings! I am the same way! I write a lot and i guess its just this. I'm reay inspired to write a short story that feels like this!
Same. I've always felt that way, and like you, as a child I loved reading fantasy and sci-fi novels. That's why I started writing... it was my escape, a way out of this reality. I can't say I dislike my reality, but I'm not particularly fond of it either.
Honestly- It feels like I'm in an infinite loop, where everyday is the same.. The same routine, the same events, the same people, the familiar.. yet unknown faces around the streets, just weird. This songs decribes the vibe I get every day.. have the same little talks with friends-family.. like when you having that little sick feeling in your stomach all day bc even though your used to live like this it still feels wrong, like you don't belong here at all... Just the fact that realitly just feels.. so.. unreal..... Edit: Thank you for all the likes and replies im really glad to see that many people agree with me and can even relate so i know im not alone on this one and you neither
@@martha_was_here well maybe not insanity but fairly close, the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result
@@saltyyy5765 yeah i mean you are right abt that but i dont feel insane i just feel like weird but not allways just sometimes idk maybe i am a little insane lol but yeah ty for letting me know!!
When I was a kid, i lived life like I didn't care of anything and I was having a lot of fun, I'm currently 17 right now and I've been feeling kinda weird for some time, life is scaring me at some point, I feel like nothing is real, I don't know why I am so scared but it makes me feel so uncomfortable, I'm always experiencing deep scenarios in my mind like everything could fall apart in a second. When I'm alone, I often feel disconnected as if nothing ever happened and I feel an extreme dose of anxiety to the point it makes me cry with very depressing thought and the most disturbing thing about it is that I can't find an answer to that.
I’ve never seen a more relatable comment than this. I completely feel the same way and I think every human being has this experience. But it’s something I definitely never felt before and this is a very scary feeling so I get you
when i see my reflection in the mirror and just stare at it, theres a weird feeling that its not my face but someone's so i never look at it when im all alone or when im just gonna stare myself and do nothing
Sometimes I have to touch my face or do some other movement to be sure it's me when I get that feeling and when I brush my teeth I just look out of the window
I fell in love with this weird bunny picture. It gives me comfort and the urge to follow them. It's like they're waiting for something so they can finally go in the middle of the night. Does anyone know if the picture has a name?
@@majabrunner9448 Hi ! I searched the background of the playlist for you, but the best sites where I could have found information have written "artist : unknown". And even when I look at the first site who has this image, it was.. A music ? A playlist ? I don't really know, I came across a "If you are not a robot, click on the button", but there was no button. xD I hope someday, you can find this picture and maybe the artists ! Good luck, and good night ! (I'm very sorry if my english was bad ^^')
the artist’s name is sakamikazunori. sadly i cant send links, but i hope u find it!! さかいずのり (artist name) theres lots of cool art like this on their socials
You ever look in the mirror and just panic because that's not you. You've seen this face before but it isn't yours. But if it's not you, then what do you look like? That has to be you because this is a mirror and you are looking into it. But it feels wrong. Everything feels off. It feels like looking into a screen or a picture of someone you don't recognize. Then you think, are you even in the body that is staring at you? Everything feels fuzzy and it doesn't feel like you are in this body. But you have to be, because you are seeing your face in the mirror. But is this you? Why is this you? It just doesn't make sense. So you don't think about it anymore.
When you listen to the song which is in 13:38 it's like you're in a dream... a dream that was recognised... that's in real life... but..FAKE.... but you only get the feeling when you sleep... deeply... tight..........
Does anyone else ever get this feeling? Suddenly, you realize. Your just a human, a bunch of atoms. All of your actions, they are so human, aren't they? You came to this playlist for a reason. Your sitting in your room, because your brain made you sit here for a reason. Everything you do from a brain piloting you. It may sound strange and make so sence, but it is such a strange feeling and I get it all the time. It makes me feel empty, and as if I am just a robot.
this comment is something that makes a lot of sense yet I still prefer to not believe it or not let it play with my mind because I don't wanna end up in a loop of overthinking that I might never be able to stop.. happy new year hope everything gets better for all of us, good night stranger
yeah ive experienced a similar feeling many times. It sounds just like a thought but it's a feeling, many thoughts of mine trigger this feeling like sometimes I question the existence of reality. The feeling isn't just something we can control
You might not agree with me but in my opinion it can be a relieving feeling, I even sometimes want to feel it again though last time I felt it was few months ago
Don´t worry people, it´s only the feeling of desrealization caused by anxiety, you´ll soon get better. If you´re able to identify that these sensations and feelings aren´t normal and you define them as something weird, probably you´re also able to distinguish beetween your actual state and reality, so you are not "going crazy" or something.. it will go away :)
Ik it’s infact normal but it gets so scary when you’re constantly desrealizing even somewhere public/during a conversation while their faces start to blur out n you just panic not being able to escape :///
Yeah, I try to tell that to myself but sometimes I forget and I panic… who am I? I know who I am? Have I always been this way, what if what I’m thinking isn’t what I actually think? What if I’m not true to myself? What if my friends don’t actually like me? What if I’ve been lying to myself this whole time? I’m always wrong. There’s no point. My family doesn’t need me. Nothing is real. I’m not me, I’m a fraud.
I feel real, but I'm scared that I'm not real. That when I wake up in the morning, I'll be in a mental hospital, that my boyfriends aren't real. I'm scared of waking up from a dream.
the backround picture of the playlist reminds me of so many things... like how there are so many people you can pass or see every day and that might be their last day but you don't know it... or how there are so many people who can lie to you as a kid and all those lies make up your reality... it also reminds me of courage the cowardly dog and how everything he goes through isn't believed or is taken a second look at because he's a dog- which reminds me of how a lot of people felt as kids... if I woke up and was in that world when it was just constant neglect and I was just non stop being called a liar and nobody took my side, that would be hell for me...
sending this to my therapist so that i can tell her that this playlist (specifically the first song) sounds like how my derealization/depersonalization/dissociation feels
my house just got destroyed by a typhoon and there's no electricity and no water, tho we stored some water beforehand before they told us there's gonna be no water for two days and I don't have much load left to surf through the internet .I'm not in a really good mentality and this situation is making it worse and I'm happy this playlist exists, it helps me a lot and eased me a bit. Thank you update (2/6/22) : I appreciate ur guys concerns haha thank you:') the house got repaired after a few weeks but most trees here cannot be repaired:( I miss the tree house but other than that we're okay as were ever be thank u again for the kind replies I appreciate u have a nice day ahead everyone
Can anyone else feel how weird it is to be alive? Like, we have these weird feelings, memories that never happened, we understand music and it's concepts, we have definitions like ''unnerving'', ''unreal'' and ''peace'', they're different but at some point they kind of mix. And how we are unique and individual beings with their own perspective of life... It hits hard like a rock but feels nice as a leave falling.
Spiritual journeys are never easy and never really ends but it’s easier as things make sense. Let go of self, it’s not a leaf falling, but that rock lifted.
@@justsomeguy.9829 omg me as well. like thinking too much about reality and stuff makes me so uneasy i have a panic attack. Im not sure what it is about it but its scary
when i first saw this while scrolling, i thought it had said "nothing beats real," and payed it no mind as i scrolled along (at first). so - imagine as i find it once again; recognising it with this almost numbed-down, unsettled feeling i get. my heart, slowly sinking within the concave of my chest when i read the proper title... "nothing _feels_ real." (it's ironic, really).
Weird/Dreamcore music is my favourite genre, and what got me into making my own weirdcore music in the first place. Clearly a lot of people think it's creepy and disturbing, but to me, it's not only vent art to help cope with negative emotions but it's also fun and calming to create :)
A mí me ayuda en mis peores momentos, simplemente me dan ganas de despertar un día abrir la puerta de mi cuarto y ver qué me fui de este mundo a otra dimensión o realidad, una extraña pero que me hace sentir libre.
For anyone who struggles with this sort of stuff: if you weren't real, you wouldn't be worried about it. If you are scared about not feeling human: worry and fear are human emotions and you wouldn't feel them if you weren't a person. Stay strong.
@@Jessie_0844 I've been on this journey for a while and I have two not very good options one fall in love with someone that will give you all the love in the world or two live as fully as you can get the most visceral experiences the most exciting things you can think of run around in the middle of the night shirtless like a maniac drink an entire bottle of wine and jump into a cold River and sing your way home realize that if you're not a real person and if everything's just a dream then nothing matters and you're free and you can do whatever you want
im not worried that i’m not real, its just a thought. i feel as if im just playing a character through a screen. i haven’t felt worry and fear in such a long time. i very much think that i’m not the self that was born into this body. i don’t know where the other holder is.
I’ve always felt like nothing wasn’t real as a kid and even today. The best way I could describe how I felt was saying that it’s like I’m in a really high definition virtual reality video game/stimulator. My mom ignored the fact that I felt this way until I kept on saying this is how I feel that she realized the seriousness to it. I looked online and found the answer to my problems and turns out I have something called “Derealization.” It’s where you feel detached from your surroundings and even yourself. So if anyone else ever feels this way, you’re not alone and actually more and more youths are popping up having this illness. It could be caused by many things. Mine personally wasn’t a severe trauma, it was just the over amount of stress and anxiety I had already put on myself as a kid that my brain did this to help protect me, help me cope with life but in doing so it’s just caused more damage. I hope this helps someone out there who might be struggling with feeling similar
Thank you Lola this helped a lot! I relate so much. I try to not let my derealization take full hold of me but its so hard to not wonder why on any and everything. I do know for sure that we will be okay in the end.
i think i have this i feel like i see my life in a 3rd perspective and i think nothing is real and i dont remember much but im very smart someway and somehow i dont feel like anything around me is real but i try to make the most of my life to impact others.
I love feeling of being disconnected from reality, it's like seeing things from a 3rd person perspective while watching the world turn without you. I feel like the narrator for a never ending story, unable to have emotions about what your seeing. Just watching. One of the most peaceful things in my opinion, able to see, not feel. Like a more moral version of the saying 'ignorance is bliss'. sorry if that doesn't make sense Edit: When I made that comment I was dealing with a lot of anxiety and stress. Now that I am better I realize I romanticized depersonalization/derealization to escape the stress I was facing. I'm sorry for who actually deals with derealization/depersonalized on a day-to-day basis.
I've been feeling it lately, and it's as peaceful as you said... It feels like we just exist, nothing more, nothing less. I liked your morals, I usually say, "More intelligence, more suffering" And yes, your explanation makes sense :)
It's horrible I would prefer to be stupid and caring only for my hair or smth I don't like being not able to exist with others it just feels like I am a watcher, nothing more nothing less
omg I remember I was having a mini crisis about who & what was real as a child because of how many people were lying to me so I just thought things were fake & not real 💀 & I kind of just forgot certain things existed, things people had & just shiz like that anyway I love this playlist it's calming in a way nice to listen to
We all experienced this in our childhoods. I remember myself crying all the time thinking my mother was murdered,& a lot of things more. I lived in an existencial crisis until I was 13
listening to this is so unreal cause its feels exactly how i feel from a day to day basis back then. its like this feeling that gently sucks your soul into this neverending pit, falling for eternity but your body is still on earth, doing everything while youre quietly falling further and further away from reality. side note does anyone know the artist of the image used?
The feeling of deja vu The feeling of a dream that has happened The feeling of an unremembered memory The feeling of remembering The feeling of living a day in a dream The feeling of not knowing what's real and what's fake The feeling like you're entire life is a dream or perhaps a nightmare Maybe even the feeling like your dreams are the real world.... It's up to the person mental, physical and emotional state *What's reality anymore?* At least.... For *Y O U ?*
The things you just said well that just happened in my dream just a few hours ago then I seen this video and I was like oh this seems like something cool and maybe people in the comments have same things that happen to me. And what u just said well wow you say it so much better than i could ever and tjis happens a lot deja vus knowing that you were there or something remebering something that has happened but hasn't idk a memory lol
I don’t know why everybody is saying this is creepy, I find It to be the most soothing thing I’ve ever heard. I wouldn’t fall asleep listening to it but it feels oddly familiar in an unsettling way, it has this subtle and odd form unease to it. It kind of makes me zone out as well, releases my mind from my body and makes my mind unaware of everything and everyone, without a thought or recognition of any reality I have or am experiencing, just like the way I am whilst writing this, forgetting who I am and where I am, and then it hits me. Reality
Imagine a blue world, a small blue town, in which the residents are floating stuffed bunnies. They are your past decisions, the kindness you have spread through the real world. They are your friends, and this uneasy place is home.
hmm... nice playlist. im not sure why, but i would like to share this. sometimes, i will be doing any thing. like eating pizza with my family, talking with my friends, sitting in class, etc. etc. then, all of a sudden, i will get this sort of... flashback? no, not flashback. but sort of like ive already been in that moment, like its already happened. like im re-living that one moment. i get shivers and stop moving for a second. it happens often, 2-3 times a day. i dont what it is, but i wanted to tell you. maybe you know?
It could be Déjà vu, it’s quite unsettling honestly. Not everyone experiences it but I do, it’s strange man. I feel this sudden shiver throughout my body and my eyes always focus in front of me, and I always always announce when I feel it for some odd reason. Some people say it’s your body experiencing the same exact thing your other body in a different reality, the exact moment, exact everything. Geez I’m getting so anxious just writing about It
Sometimes, in the bed, staring at the ceiling, the feeling when you don't know who you are, why you are; the place where you lived for years seems suddenly so unknown
You know that feeling when your trying to sleep at night and you feel the bed move but you haven't moved yourself? Like it's not your pets or anything like that, you just feel a slight bit of pressure on the bed around you? I can't describe it better than that. I've been feeling that Hella recently and this Playlist just exasperates that feeling. I don't know if I like that or not.
Hi ! What you said could be the lack of oxygen in the body, which gives this "alarm" in the brain, to wake up a little and ventilate the lungs. It can also be something else... lately when I listen to this playlist, I'm in a different "world", where there is no emotion or feeling. Just exist. I like this feeling but at the same time it's "out of the common".
For me I always felt like someone is breathing besides me. And time to time when I'm just laying on my bed early in a morning, all of sudden I felt like I was in a rollercoaster or a feeling of falling. I doesn't help that I have fear of heights, ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i used to get something like that all the time, it just felt... wavy, like the bed was shaking underneath me in perfect little waves, and a near-weightless feeling, like maybe i wasn't floating off my bed, but my mattress was.
Remember as a kid playing with toys or being in the playground, so many, yet simple colors, textures, designs... the first song makes me feel that, just being an object; no feelings, nor pain, just existence.
Derealization and depersonalization doesnt feel to me like how most describe. To me unsted of creepy or panicing it gives of a feeling of finding those old pokemon creepypasta glitches with no knowledge of them existing, the feeling of finding a entity or area youre not suposed to know or find in a game. The feeling late at night when it feels like youre the only thing conscious or living while feeling like something is there with you, not a person, not a monster, just something. Just "that feeling" of uneasyness, not fear
i think the reason music like this is so calming is because it was used as background music for horror games, the notes don't change but simply repeat putting your mind into a state where it can rest. Often when listening to this you would be able to feel a sense of nothingness, not happy, nor sad; just slowly waiting for the eerie music to finally come to a close.
POV for song 1 you wake up in what seems to feel like a fever dream.You walk around for a while in a dark blue space until you see a town ahead.As you approached the town you began morphing into a different shape.Your stomach drops yet it floats.It feels like there’s no gravity but you’re firmly secure to the ground.You walk around the town and find 3 bunnies,they look like stuffed creatures.They’re comforting but scary at the same time.you see your bedroom door in the distance.you have the option to leave or stay,what will you do? Like for stay Reply for Leave
