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this song just makes me feel safe. before we moved out a few years ago, id lived in the same house ever since i was born. the paint always stayed the same; red with white accents. we couldnt change it because the house was legally considered protected by history, yes, it was that old. i have some variation of amnesia, so my memories in that house have always been jumbled. i found this song while i was going through photos from when i was little, and i suddenly stopped. out of the blue, a memory came back to me. my mom and dad and i were all building a snowman in our backyard. i strictly remember the snow falling around me with the red and white building to my side. i remembered my dog, olive, too. and with this recollection, i remembered how things have changed. my parents are no longer together, and my dog has passed. these are all sad things, but i think this memory is going to stick with me now. this song has tied itself to a better time. and now, i think ill be coming back when i need to remember. remember the little snowman, the little black dog, and the little red and white building that will forever be in my heart.
On a day like this one With a haze on my mind And my plans behind me And no gauge on my time Moments go by The air escapes my lungs I'm holding close The person I’ve become I've become In the thoughts I've not sorted Is a knowledge of our nature And that all things left behind us We return to like an altar Making an offer The feeling leaves my hands I’m outside looking in On the place where I stand Where I stand Far from home On a day like this one (from Genius)
i feel like i should write something here. my best friend is uncomfortable with me and its my fault, and ive lost the will to live, because of them. but i miss them. its my fault. ive dug this hole. i miss Colorado i miss being happy i miss having friends i miss someone who clicks
i understand this feeling all too well, when you love someone and want to help them with all of your being, you start to lose parts of yourself. so don't sacrifice for people who wouldn't do the same, okay?
They did reply to you, it just got filtered out because it has a google drive link. If you sort by newest comments instead of top, it should appear for you