One Of My Favorite Opiate Recovery Emails In A Long Time 

Samantha VanOstrand MEGA DITTO Amen

Also wanted to say, Ryan, I can only imagine how bombarded you are with sooo many ppl seeking your help! You know that more ppl love n appreciate you, waaay more than the nasty a holes! I always try n give u complements - genuinely! Even when they are from a physical aspect! (like this video...looking good! ;) ). But u never seem to respond to them. So, Idk if its from a husband perspective, (understandably), or you want this channel to just be Recovery based- again, understandable! Or I just figure you are very modest & humble, and just don't feel comfortable replying. Either way, its cool! A lot of the times, cause I know u are super busy, I don't bother commenting anymore, cause I don't get a reply back. But I'm not saying that in a mean or disrespectful way; I'm just thankful I can watch and be inspired by your videos!! You're awesome!!!!! God smiles down on your efforts of love! 😇

+sam sam halaluuuya!

Rockin Roberta oh I get it is not easy to pay attention the guy's hot 😍

And he suuurrre does! 😀

Lol

I love how the camera cuts off right below where his nipples would be LOL. RIP Ryan, you're a great guy and I've helped so many people and I still watch your videos all the time

@@seekingfreedom9020 Do you actually live up to your name? Are you done with suboxone forever, October 2020?

@@RealD8 I'm still tapering, down to 2 mg

Wow! I just wanted to say to "Anonymous", that took much inner strength to share that deeply personal struggle!!! Much respect! Even in this day n age, u gotta be careful when the topic "abortion" comes up- cause everyone's got there own opinion on it, n ready to judge! But how dare, (especially men!!!!), pass judgment until u are on that situation!!! Not to mention, Rape! Again, ppl always ready to doubt the story, thinking "you deserved it"!!!; I can relate sooo much to this story, and it IS super personal! Not to write a novel here, but bottom line was I was in the same gosh darn boat!!!! Terrified, anxious, pissed, confused, not planned! The boyfriend was older, and VERY ABUSIVE TO ME!!!; Physically, verbally, mentally, u name it!!! He threatened that if I left him, he would refuse to help me!!; We didn't have the funds, and I was still using! There's so much more to it, but after the "procedure", (still can't say a......n), Omg, I knew I was gonna use like I never did before! Why? Guilt, shame, resentment, anger, on n on! So many nights, I'd get on my hands n knees, sobbing, gasping for air, screaming out to God to PLEASE forgive me! That was over 3 years ago! I still am ashamed, and hate myself for it. But the situation was so difficult n tricky at the time. I made the best decision I could with what I knew. And I wasn't going to bring an innocent child into a world of hatred n violence! And I couldn't even give it up for adoption, he threaten to kill me if I did; What the FUCK was I suppose to do!!! So many ppl don't understand each situation is different, and that NOT ALL women take pride and wear shirts like Gloria Steinham(sp), glorifying and parading the fact that she did that! Its NEVER easy, and for most of us women, we carry the weight of guilt on our souls till our dying day! You never get over it, you feel worthless and judged, and always wonder.......What if!!; So for anyone that's ready to preach, you never really know what goes on behind closed doors! Omg, sorry, it ended up being a novel! Damn. Not to mention, this is a Recovery channel! Sorry Ryan! Just wanted "Anonymous" to know,... I get it girl!!! Good for you, and keep striving forward. Much. love!!!!

+Avy Taylor thank you for sharing that very deep story for us. My heart truly goes out to you and how much you have overcome. I was in an opposite situation I got my girlfriend pregnant but we were dating for 5 years and I wanted the child and she did not and we fought back and forth and eventually I caved in and she had the procedure done it definitely put a strain on our relationship to the point where we lasted another two years and decided to part ways but there's never a day that goes by that I don't think if I had a boy or a girl or how they would turn out it definitely messes with your mind and heart but please keep your chin up and thank you for sharing this personal story it takes a lot of guts. I always enjoy talking with you AVY.

+Jason Peduzzi ,.....Awww, thank you very much, Jason! I really appreciate the support! And I'm sorry u had to deal with that as well, but like u said on the flip side! I can only imagine how hard it is for the man, who has every right to voice his opinion, but in the end, (sometimes unfortunately), the final decision falls on the woman! Its one of those super touchy subjects that u have to push deep down. Cause I let myself go there, I will still, emotionally lose it! I had never been pregnant before, so I was excited it would have been my first.😢. Not to mention I'm 35, and my clock is ticking. Don't know, even when I'm ready, n its planned, if I can even go through it at all.!!! Sad. But again, me rambling, thank you for sharing with me! :)

Sorry.....one more thing I wanted to say to you, Jason. I know Ryan always says (and so do u in your comments), that ppl can email you if anyone needs to talk, advice, or help. I appreciate that! I wish I could email you; not to mention, email Ryan for goodness sake so I can share MY story! But I'm such an idiot and so technologically impaired, lol, its hard n confusing for me to do that stuff! Shit, I'm lucky I can even "comment"! Every time I try to send the darn thing, it just never works! Sucks! So yeah, anyone who reads this, go ahead n make fun of me for being such an idiot! Haha. I'm embarrassed to even admit it! Geeeeese!!!!

+Avy Taylor please don't beat yourself up about not being the best with computers. If you need to talk or chat, here is my email address. jasonpeduzzi@yahoo.com If I can help in anyway just send me an email. Sincerely, Jason Peduzzi

wayne askin u r not alone my friend

Say what? Remain?

MrHoleemolee hi brother hope your well mate I've struggled with methodone for years an it gets harder each day 20 years of using hard drugs I've been through all kinds of shite death jail mental illness depression ,can you get through this ,? i cant do this ? the answer is yes to both it's down to you email me if you need advise bro I'm ex forces ,all the best brother

How are both of you doing October 2020?

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