Here is our miscarriage story. We hope this is helpful to anyone going through a miscarriage as well as helpful to their loved ones. We miscarried on May 5, 2017. Our baby boy is Leonardo Cael (Leo).
He is a good man but I don’t like your comment! We choose low standards for men then we have to thanks them for their normal behavior all the time but in the same case women are totally not visible! It was better you said you said every supportive person why only husbands!? Is that womens’ job to be givers for free, all the time!?😐😐😐
@@dorsaba9948 You make a very good point. It is a double standard. I think my point of view came from seeing so few women in my life with supportive men. We need to choose better as a whole.
@@dorsaba9948I’ve been wanting to say something similar. It seems all people notice is how great Kyle is. He is great, don’t get me wrong but he is doing what should be expected. Instead it’s viewed as going way above and beyond because he’s a man.
Just watching this again and seeing how sweet and healthy Jenny was here makes it that much harder to know she is gone way too soon. I didn't realize that Leo had died on the 5th the same as Jenny.. He now has his Mommy back and she has her baby Leo. RIP Jenny.
As a mom three one earth side two in the sky and currently going through a miscarriage my heart aches and my tears roll while watching … I have a love hate relationship with this channel..
Jenny said she was 3 months pregnant with baby Leo and November 5 would of been 9 months of a full term baby's due date. Jenny passed away on November 5, 2023 which would of been baby Leo's 6th birthday. What a joyful day that was for Jenny and her baby to once be together again. Jenny holding her precious Leo.
@@novasoto50925yrs ago wow! I'm just finding this out. Jenny Passed the day Leo would have had his 5th or 6th birthday.? That's amazing. Both the sometimes 5 o'clock as well.😢Wow
*Woahhhhh* get this! when Jenny was given 6-9 months to live, I made a comment on their channel about how I thought God had sent Leo for that brief moment so that Jenny would never have to be without at least one of her children. She would get to be Leo’s mommy in heaven, and how that was such beautiful proof of God’s immense love for us & that he wants us to be happy. *Leo was born on the 5th at 5 o’clock* *5 years later, Jenny was born into heaven on the 5th at 5 o’clock* *In the Bible, the number 5 signifies God’s grace and kindness toward humankind* There are no coincidences. I hope Kyle has put this information together!
Nie nie Jenny śpi snem śmierci w grobie ! Jezus uczył że Bóg Ojciec nie jest Bogiem umarłych ale żywych . Jednak ma ich w swojej pamięci i w wyznaczonym czasie będą wybudzeni ze snu śmierci i zmartwychwstań do życia wiecznego . Tak przepowiada Słowo Boga - Biblia ! Przeczytaj te fragmenty w Biblii : Ewangelia Jana rozdział 5 wiersz 28 i Księga Izajasza rozdział 26 wiersz 19 . Przeczytaj też o stanie umarłych Psalm 115 i Księga Kaznodziei rozdział 9. Nie pisz bajek ! I nie zmyślaj !
Watching this after seeing Jenny's emd of life videos. Please be comforted in knowing that you will be reunited with Leo in Heaven and you will have eternity with him Jenny ❤
She passed on November 5th at 5pm. The baby Leo was miscarried on May 5th... How prophetic. She is with the baby she never knew, and Leo now knows his beautiful mother! Praise Jesus...🌹
I know. I for one am jealous but in a good way. I’m glad she had him. If her life was going to be sooo short at least she made up for the lost time with such an incredible soul mate and love of her life!!!
@@user-ne7se1fu8n yes, i’m so thankful she at least had the ability to have a beautiful supportive husband and family together! And i’m so grateful they have the videos they made to look back on for the young children. I hate that those babies are loosing their wonderful mama. Such a unfair ugly world sometimes. ❤️🩹😢
Kyle you stood by your wife's side in good times and in bad times. In health and in sickness. For better for worse. You are indeed a type of a hubby every woman would dream of. Let Jenny rest in peace. She's no longer in pain. Sending you love from Africa.
I didn't realize you had your channel this long....I'm absolutely captivated by your words. Jenny and Kyle....I'm so sorry for your devastating loss and current situation. I wish I could hug you both. You have touched all of us in such a tremendous way. Knowing you has made us all better. Please know the impact you sharing your life is having. You give me strength and peace. Blessings and RIP 🙏 beautiful Leo.
I just came across this channel and I have been binge watching. Im so sorry you had that miscarriage Jenny. My sister had a miscarriage at four months decided they were done they already had one ten year old long story short it was so hard they decided no more and she had one normal period after the miscarriage and then wound up being pregnant and having my nephew at 35, 13 years ago. You have two beautiful earthly babies and one angel waiting for you in Heaven💕
@@aliciaholland3308 Yes, Jenny went home to Leo 11-5-23 @ 5'o'clock. Leo's due date 11-5. She lost Leo 5-5-2018 @ 5 a.m. RIP angels. I don't believe in coincidence.
This video is such a tough subject but I have to say what a joy it is to see Jenny before she was battling cancer. Open, honest, sweet, and such strength and courage - just like she was at the end of her own life ❤
What you two have is extraordinary. I am so sorry for your loss of Leo, and for your current health struggles. Your strength in the face of it all is incredible. Peace be with you, Kyle, Ellis and Winnie.
Oh guys I had no idea y’all went through a miscarriage. RU-vid showed me this video. I’m a follower of both your channels. From someone of 4 miscarriages and no full term pregnancies I have no children. I’ve had several of them naturally. That is a painful painful thing to go through. Physically and emotionally. God bless you guys.
i love coming back to these older videos to remember jenny as she was before she was really sick, before her voice became raspy, before all the pain and suffering. it's nice to get to know jenny as she was, as most people knew her
As I sit here crying for all your pain, then & now, I want you to know you are blessed to not go through this alone. You are so lucky to have each other to lean on. XOXO
I had no idea that this happened. I'm so sorry. You have so much grace. Kyle has always been your supportive husband. I'm so happy these popped up. I'm binging all these videos, you have always been the sweetest soul. No wonder everyone loves you. ❤
As a child my parents went through this. And by “this” I had always thought of it as “I was told my sister and I would have a another sibling until one day my parents set us down and told us that was no longer the case.” In the decades I had never once realized the logistics of the situation, nor considered how much they shielded us from the trauma they endured. And the only reason I finally came to understand “this” was by watching this channel in reverse order (as I suppose others do).
I lost my baby May 5 of this year (2023). I was 17 weeks pregnant. My husband is very supportive like Kyle. I'm very blessed. I'm so glad God blessed you with a rainbow baby. I pray I will get this blessing as well.
Jenny your strength humbles me. Why does cancer always seem to strike the truly good people, the very people we NEED in this crazy world? I am so very sorry for the loss of Leo, Jenny and Kyle. 🙏🙏❤❤
As hard as this was, you did good by sharing. When your heart is broken, turning that sorrow to service in helping other families heal their grief by sharing your grief. I learned so much after watching this and look at miscarriage so differently now. Thank you and God Bless Leo. (Leo is Auntie Kimi’s zodiac sign for August.)
Thank you Auntie Cathy, we were hoping this would be helpful. I didn't know that Leo was Auntie Kimi's zodiac. How special is that?! I love his name even more now :)
Jenny was so beautiful and awesome in so many ways with a huge heart. 5yrs ago at 5'oclock 5-5-18 RIP Leo. His due date (11-5) would be on the day Jenny Passed 11-5-23. Both at 5 o'clock. No coincidence. Devastating loss. I'm so sorry. 5 is the number of grace. Leo the lion constellation stands for Jesus, the lion of the tribe of Judah. God bless. 🙏
Hey Jenny and Kyle, I’ve been following your cancer journey since the start. I had a miscarriage my first pregnancy. Then a year later we got pregnant with our oldest daughter. Went on to have our son immediately after our daughter. My daughter was born October 2009 and my son in May 2011. I was young and healthy at age 20 and 22. Fast forward 8 years later with no change in partner or anything else, I got pregnant with our 4th. Not realizing I was pregnant for awhile and then I think I was just in disbelief. At about 13 weeks I starting bleeding really bad and had the most awful pain I’ve ever been through. Went to the ER and they thought I was just having a miscarriage. I knew it was more than that cause the pain was too bad. Before sending me home I asked to see an OBGYN and luckily he came to the ER. That is when I went straight into emergency surgery. I had an etopic pregnancy and an etopic rupture. They ended up taking one overy and one tube on the left side from all the damage the rupture caused. That doctor saved my life. This seemed way harder for us to deal with then when we had miscarried 12 years before. So that happened in December of 2019. Then right after the pandemic started, I lost my job and was home a lot. Got pregnant in May of 2020 and our baby girl Charlee Mae was born on March 9 2021 via C section. After her birth the Dr. removed my last tube so no more babies 😢 I have a 13 yo, 12 yo and a 2 yo. Needless to say I feel the pain and I’m so sorry for your loss. You guys are way stronger than you realize and thank you for sharing your story. #jennystrong ❤
Similar experience. My uterus ruptured at 15 weeks with my third pregnancy. It was a cornual pregnancy. I had an emergency hysterectomy and 6 units of blood transfused. God bless our little angels. 🙏
😳 5 am on the 5th. And Jenny was 5 pm on the 5th. I have chills. Numbers do mean something. ❤ Mommy and Leo are together in heaven. He needed his mommy with him and Daddy had to stay here with Ellis and Whinny.
@@Rebecca-1111No I don’t think Jenny passed on Leo’s due date being that she was already 3 months pregnant when they lost Leo. However Leo died 5-5-2017 at 5 AM Jenny Died 11-5-2023 at 5 PM Still a lot of significance with the number 5 in here. 😮
Oh Jenny, you have gone through so many trials so early in life… I’ve been following you for awhile, and just want you to know I think you are incredible and inspiring. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.. I pray for you often ❤ Sending love your way.
You are so brave the way you share your stories ❤ What a scary and traumatic experience, so glad you got the wonderful care at the hospital that you got. Love the tree memorial idea!
Miss Jenny….you have certainly endured many of life’s trials in your young life. Every moment makes you stronger and God’s got the great plan for your life. Baby Leo was a special little lamb to prepare you for more to come. You shall meet again. Hang in there Sweetie! Xo from Oregon
@@jennyapple4704 awe. I just really appreciate Y💝U and the journey life has taken you. Your attitude is Fierce!!! 👏🏻👏🏻💥👏🏻👏🏻 I just adore you When I see new update I have a huge prayer before I watch. CHEERLEADING you on with big heart involved. Again. Loves from Oregon (Springfield/Thurston)🤩
One of my favorite books I read to my boys when they were little is called “Leo, the Lop-Eared Bunny. So sweet. Sweet as you both. I love your tender hearted sweetness.
I am so heartbroken by the devastating news & I have been binge watching your videos. I have been watching for quite some time. You two are blessed to have eachother. I will miss you Jenny. We love your beautiful, sweet family. ❤❤❤❤❤
I’m going to miss her too. I jokingly call her my RU-vid BFF lol!!! Such a WONDERFUL human!!! She and Kyle both are absolutely phenomenal people!!! We need more Jenny & Kyle’s in or world!!!
OMG, I just watched this. I am so sad she is gone. I cannot believe this happened. I had not watched this before. I am so sorry!!!! So much trauma for your family :(
My very first daughter passed away in 2001, it is heartbreaking but I celebrate her birthday every year still. I happened to come across your latest video, it's so nice that you have a documentary so to speak of Jenny's life, you have something special here, I really hope you encourage others to do it because I don't know about you but I would be watching these videos everyday. You have something to show your kids when they get older too. Sorry for your loss my man.. ❤
I am so sorry for the loss of Leo. 😢 I know how hard having a miscarriage is since my husband and I had two miscarriages, 1 at 10 weeks and one at 11 weeks. We didn’t find out what the gender was of the 1st loss but our second loss was a baby boy. We did have 2 successful pregnancies afterwards and now our daughter just turned 20 and our son is 17. We are blessed with 2 great kids but I still think of our babies we lost always. I know we will be reunited with our Angel babies some day. Jenny I know your precious baby Leo will be there at Heavens gate to greet you when it is time. ❤️🙏🏼
You are experienced some tremendous stressors in your lives. Kyle, my heart breaks just imagining the devastation you are going through in losing your son Leo and then your wife. God bless you xoxo
So disturbing that YT presented this sad video today just hours before her service. She and Kyle had to go through sooo awful much, so sorry. I too dearly hope that both are reunited and watching over Kyle and the kids 🙏🏻
Your miscarriage almost mirrors my own, but I was basically alone and didn't have any of the support that you had. I'm so glad that you shared your story bc it made me feel a kinship if you will, and I didn't ball my eyes out bc quite of bit of time has passed. Your husband is so wonderful bc of the amount of support he provided you, and its seems like he felt the loss as much as you did. Most men don't or maybe just dont allow themselves to show it. It's so great that you two provide a united front in the sad times in life, especially with what you are going through now. You guys are the best, and helping alot of people in your own darkest hours. May God bless both of you and, of course your children. I'm sending a special prayer for Leo bc his journey was a short one, and is with our Lord, and you guys are making sure that he is never forgotten. Keep up the hard fight you guys, and I pray for you daily now since I came across your channel a few weeks ago.
You are such a wonderful and amazing couple. Never knew you went through this. I'm also so sad to see the young and vibrant way you were before cancer started its destruction. Kyle is the epitome of a loving and supporting husband
I really wish insurance companies paid for full body MRI’s once a year cause they would have caught it and none of this would have ever happened. My heart breaks for this beautiful family and it’s not fair!!😞
Im so sorry you went through a miscarriage and im so pleased that this medical tragedy is treated differently now than it was when i had a miscarriage at 14 weeks in 1973. I was in hospital at the time. In those days, in Australia anyway,my baby boy was just treated as medical waste. There was no acknowledgement at all. I had a D&C that afternoon and was sent home the next day with a bottle of valium. It still haunts me.
I had three miscarriages starting at the age of 39, 41, and at 45 . I was at 16 weeks at the first and then 9 and 10 weeks with the second two. The last pregnancy were twin egg sacs with no embryos. We named our babies Johana and Pauline. All were due to genetic abnormalities and despite 4 (failed) rounds of IVF, oddly, my three pregnancies were conceived the old fashioned way. I got a late start in life and we moved on without children. I will for ever be grateful for having tried and for having carried my babies for as long as I did. And, for spending the time that I did with my first pregnancy, in the hospital, with family present and time spent with my sweet Johana Ruby. Second miscarriage was so early, and due to genetic studies I wasn't able to keep her remains, but I carry Johana's ashes with me and they both will always be a part of us. Bless you all Jenny and Kyle. My heart is with you at this point in your lives. I've been following you for a while now and just want to say thank you for your honesty and openness with all your joys and sorrows. Peace and love always!
16 weeks pregnant, that's 2nd semester, so sad!. But, as someone who has a nice with a quite severe genetic disease (recessive) who is about to receive his 1st kidney transplant at the age of 7 (and this is not even the worsen genetic disease), I can tell that genetic diseases are among the most frustrating, because there is no cure, many times not even help!(besides SMA, a hard genetic disease, now with a remedy: genetic remedy the most expesive "drug" at over $1M... may cannot have access to the drug). mmm also, there is a reason why the birth rate is so low in the majority of western countries: ppl can have a great life, to invest in their career, study, travel abroad, go to other activities, etc: people can have a great life, and be close to friends, to family, to nieces, etc (is not that I recommend not to have children, but this is not the only way to contribute to the world and have a fulfill life) It is so sad what is happening to this family now....😥
At 4:00, you mentioned the night right after you picked up Kyle’s cap and gown for his Master’s Degree. A big congratulations to you Kyle ! I’m happy the 3 of you had that beautiful night. Sympathies to all of you after the miscarriage. 😢
🎄 I love the drawing of baby Leo. What a special thing to do in a special memory to have. You have honored him well And showed him so much love. Thank you for sharing.
I went through what you went through and I was 8 weeks but the rock hard belly I was actually have cramp like contractions too that were very painful. And I sat on the toilet too and my precious baby came out. It was the sadness day of my life. I knew I had lost my baby. And I got pregnant 30 days later. I wish so much that God would heal you. So you can just have your life back.
My story is kind of similar..I was 16 weeks, and had gone to an appt, they couldn't find the heartbeat like before. I was sent to radiology for them to check and they said my baby was gone. I was alone and it was Valentines day. My doctor said I was too far along for a D&C, I would have to go into the hospital and have the baby vaginally. I checked in later that evening. I was in disbelief and felt like it was all a dream. It was treated like it was nothing, everything felt so cold and like it just didn't matter. They induced me, and like you I started to have excruciating contractions, the worse pain I've ever felt. They gave me morphine and it didn't touch the pain. They gave me more morphine, but I was moaning through the pain, nothing helped. Maybe a couple of hours later I finally had the urge to go to the bathroom and the baby started to come out. I didn't appreciate the way things were handled. I wasn't in my right mind at all yet bombarded with questions that I didn't have an answer to. A lot of those questions when I was in lots of pain or under the influence of the pain med. They discarded the baby like it was nothing, maybe I did give permission because I didn't know what you do, I had no idea what I was agreeing to or the things I was supposed to say. Thats one of the things I think about the most, how I let my baby just get thrown away like it meant nothing. I think about it, on Valentines days of course, and other days as well, but I can't sit there in the pain all the time because it's incapacitating, it cripples you and you can think of nothing else when you decide to sit there with the pain. I had a picture of the baby, a box type thing with a poem for loss that the hospital gave me, and imaging of my appt the month before..I lost all of those things in a house fire almost 6 years later. I have nothing now. That was almost 18 years ago. I am so sorry for your loss..
@@MK-ih6wp thank you💕it was a terrible time, and I hate talking about it but Jenny's story was similar, the actual birth of the babies anyway, and I felt compelled to share..thanks again for your sweet words ❤
I'm sorry that your baby boy passed away. I can relate to you. I miscarried our only baby in December of 1993. She was 8 1/2 wks. along. We named her Brittany Marie. I was pregnant the same time as my sister. Her daughter survived. I was really jealous and angry, which I found out was normal because I was grieving. In 1998 we adopted our daughter and in 2001 we adopted our son. Sometimes I wonder what Brittany would look like and if she would have gotten married by now and what our grandchildren would look like. We're fortunate to have a little grandson from our son. He's a beautiful little boy.
Jenny what a BEAUTIFUL Young Lady U are….U left this World 🌎 way to soon and will be so Missed….You are now with your Leo…. Thank U for sharing your Life And your Cancer Journey….It will Help someone else…..
Your story is so heartbreaking but special because you kept your 3 month old baby leo alive. He will always have a special place in your hearts. I went through a miscarriage at 2 months. I went to the dr alone for a heartbeat. They couldn't find one!!! I was in complete denial and cried for daze 😢 i never knew the gender. I had a dnc. Leo is your little Angel watching over your family. Have faith in Jesus. He is our strength and hope. God bless you both forever ❤
And I see a little smile he is giving us❤...many people that have gone to heaven and come back describe the children they lost ...I had a miscarriage and I know without a doubt I will see my child once I get there ...plus my older son who passed away❤
Thank you for sharing your story and the memory of your little angel. I wasn't even aware that you could bury a baby on your own but it's nice to have him so close and a tree as a reminder of life after death. Praying for some happy days very soon, you have had your share of trials and pain.
I lost 3 grand girls, 2 were twin girls lost at 22 weeks born 1 Lb 12 oz. The other 1 lb 8 oz.Kamryn and Kennedy born to my 3rd oldest son and his wife. My daughter lost her girl at 38 weeks Her name was Paisley she was over 8 lbs. we got to hold all the babies as long as we wanted after they passed. It’s SO heart wrenching to see Your children as a mother hurt 😢 so bad and you can’t help fix it in any way. 💔 💔💔 They were all acknowledged by the medical world, and we had funerals I told the girls one day we would ALL be together.
Es increíble lo dura que puede ser la vida a veces y golpear por duplicado a una familia qué me han demostrado ser autenticos , maravillosos y todo un ejemplo a seguir, Jenny y su bebé están juntos y desde el cielo os cuidan, eres un hombre,un marido y un padre increíble, me quito el sombrero ante tí, ánimo ❤en éstos momentos tan difíciles y ahora ésos niños son tú razón de vivir, Jenny es digo es, porque para mí sigue estando con todos nosotros una luchadora incansable,de principio a fin y todo un ejemplo a seguir, hemos estado con vosotros desde el principio, compartiendo con nosotros vuestras alegrias y tristezas , aquí seguimos y seguiremos por mucho tiempo viendo a esos niños crecer en una familia maravillosa y ejemplar,un abrazo muy grande desde España ❤
I went through the exact same thing at 9 weeks!!! I went to the hospital, the male doctor told me to pull myself together!.Can you believe that? I had 2 more miscarriages..I totally understand what you went through.
Thank you for this video. I had a lot of miscarriages and a 13 week ruptured ectopic pregnancy. All my miscarriages had to be dealt with by d&c. They would tell me it was a miscarriage, and to come back the next morning for d&c. There’s just nothing after it. Then a ruptured ectopic pregnancy, where I had to have lifesaving surgery and they removed my left tube and my ovary. In a way, as hard as it was for you ❤ I’d have preferred that. Please don’t think I’m being insensitive or minimizing your pain. I just mean your tiny but perfect little Leo, is real. I don’t even know the words to let you know what I mean. For me, other than medical records noting d&c’s, the salpingectomy surgery and one scan pic - there’s nothing. Whilst in my heart, all these babies were already loved and part of my life, but there’s nothing to show. I am so sorry you went through all this, little Leo will always be your Son - he was just too little for this world. 🦋 🤍 🕊️
Hi my name is Michelle & I want to say I am so so sorry for your loss as a mother of 5 never feeling a contraction due to having C sections. I couldn’t imagine how scary your pain was to the numbing feeling of seeing Leo as the result. I will continue to binge watch all of your videos since I just found you not long ago. You are a true fighter there girlfriend never doubt that!!!!! You are a inspiration to me & thank you for starting your videos!!! My mom battled lung cancer I at 16yrs old took care of her never once thinking she would loose her battle & then I sat in her bedroom smelling her blankets the day she left me & Thats when I realized I was on my own for the rest of my life. Cancer sucks!!!!!!!!This was 40yrs ago and now they have new treatments thank Jesus!!! Stay strong and if you ever need a friend you have one with me 😃 P.s You’re family is beautiful ♥️
@@OhHellMichelleLeo and Jenny both passed at 5 o'clock on the 5th day. If my math is right Jenny Passed on Leo's due date? Heartbreaking. The numbers are there.😢
@@Rebecca-1111 Just sucks! But you are absolutely correct #’s don’t lie! I always look at the time & its 1:11 or 11:11 my mom died march 11.. I gave birth to 2 daughters one Jan 11 one may 11 I was married Nov 11.. what’s that tell you?
@@OhHellMichelle I'm so very sorry for your loss. I was married November 16th and wanted the 11th. But married 23yrs to my best friend. I also have been struggling 10yrs with metastatic thyroid cancer thank God My husband is a nurse.
