the message of this one's a little selfish and unreasonable to me, but i hope you enjoy nonetheless 🐣 headphones recommended soundcloud: / half spotify: (open.spotify.com/track/2INbq1...) about me: atsuover.carrd.co/
i can relate to the feeling of wanting to start over and comparing yourself to everyone around you, and wondering what I'd be if i didn't have depression and anxiety holding me back. very powerful lyrics and a tasty jam
I'm so glad that she's actually singing in her songs now. The instrumentals slap, dont get me wrong, but her voice is so unique and fits beautifully with the instrumentals. Maybe we can get a Mrs. Mediocre cover soon but I'm not begging. Keep up the great work Annie!
@@luxwichterman8168 not that I'm asking her, but she could just switch to pure music and she'd probably see great success. I know it ain't that easy but it'd be kinda cool
honestly, people just say "you were lying when you said you were bad at singing", but imma just straight up say it, your voice is beatiful, it's very soothing, you sing extremely well, your songs are amazing
"I look a way for a second and a year's gone by." That hits home to me. I, myself, can't believe how quick time went. It feels like last year I was a kid finally happy that school was over so I could enjoy games.
I feel the same way. Some year´s felt eternally long but the last year of Highschool went by like a flash...Sad for me because I was finally enjoying School...
These songs are great since the artist (atsuover) isn't some rich high-class person or those overly famous singers but is overall still in a normal living life like most of us, with similar issues or problems.
The one thing that always surprises me when it comes to her songs, is that MOST OF THEM ARE IN MAJOR KEYS LIKE, HOW DO YOU PACK THIS MUCH EMOTION AND THIS MUCH SORROW INTO A MAJOR
major doesnt mean AWW HAPPY!!!! you can make a very upbeat song in minor, and a sad one in major. most of minecrafts soundtrack is in major, but it can be seen as sad songs. its all about how you place the notes, and what instruments you use. if you use pizzicato strings, a flute, high square wave and brush drums in a minor key, you will probably have a happy song. if you use slow pianos, a bass drum and bass guitar on a major scale, it can sound sad. scales are a suggestion on the feeling you want, but if you know what you're doing, you can get any feeling on any key.
The art is really cool, I really like the glitch effects. I am still wondering how you come up with all those lyrics and ideas, I am amazed. Your voice absolutely beautiful and you incorporated the leitmotivs nicely again. Keep up the great work Anne, I am rooting for you. And yes, I would highly appreciate the song on Spotify, it's a real banger.
Song’s great, especially with the lyrics and how relatable and toned it is. I miss the good old times of being young and easy minded about things, and I get frustrated with every mistake, no matter the significance, here in the moment. Amazing job on this one, Anne.
i was in art class today when we were starting a new project. at one point i stood up and started walking around looking at other people’s concepts. they were all so more adventurous than mine, with clear effort and imagination shining through. i knew at that moment that not only would my own project fail to measure up, but that i would never have the energy to stretch outside my comfort zone. i was stuck lagging behind everyone else, held back by my lack of motivation and the feeling that i’d already hit my peak years ago before depression claimed its hold on my life. it was an incredibly miserable feeling, and at that moment, i’d never wanted to drop out more. i wanted to go back in time and pick a different school, a different hobby, a different life. this song speaks to me.
I don’t know what it is about this song, but it absolutely haunts me. It keeps me up at night by the sheer gorgeousness this song possesses, and something about Anne’s voice matched with it makes it even more life-ruining, but in the best way possible. It’s such a powerful, yet fairly simple song, that keeps me up at night, replaying it over and over again in my head, and surprisingly, I never get sick of it. It’s powerful, terrifying, honest, anything I’d really want to hear in a song. And the COLOURS. I have synthesia, and I can basically hear colours. The colour I hear from this song is one of my personal favourite colours in any song. I normally get this colour from songs in the key of Gm, Bb, F, or anything that sounds close. That colour is a very dark blue. Not quite navy, but nowhere near the exact middle tone. Most dark blue songs haunt me, and many of them make me cry when I listen to them, such as another dark blue atsuover song, Sleepover. I’m honestly in love with this song, Anne’s voice, the melody, and everything that makes it feel complete. Now, pardon me as I loop this another million times. Also this was released A DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY so I feel blessed by that.
As a university student I resonate with this song too much. My expectations too high thus making my failures hurt even more and putting all the blame on myself
I can literally relate to this, sometimes I can just get irritated about my problems and I feel hopeless about everything wishing that just once I could fix all those problems just to be happy
This song is great, the beat sounds good, and the idea of wanting to start over and change things about you is a thought think a lot of people think of. Overall this is one of my new favorites of yours
this might sound weird but i really get a lot of inspiration from atsu she reminds me myself though a better version of me unlike me , she can do 3 things at once and nailing it good work keep up finally if u see this atsu you are the best thanks for helping me out at life with all your content
The songs you make are so relatable, sometimes even reminding me of the things that my family does to me. But in a sense of an escape from the memories. Like a sense of comfort in a way. The different videos and songs you make i'll just listen to sometimes as a nice detour from them. Long story short, thank you for everything.
Oh my gosh. This song is so amazing, all of the thoughts and pain are laid out on a platter for the audience; however, the message is able to be interpreted in so many ways to fit different people. (p.s. I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY. It's not only powerful lyrically, it's catchy melody wise :D)
Oh man this one is a vibe-- especially since I've been studying and doing some work. The beat is just so calming Wonderful job as always Anne. Seriously, all of your songs are amazing
this is one of the most beautiful songs I’ve ever heard. the vocals are incredible. the beat is amazing. i relate to these lyrics a lot, this literally bought me to tears. i don’t think you know how much your music means to me. you’re just amazing, anne. i have so much respect for you. keep it up. lots of love to you.
I feel like I can relate to this song 100 percent. Ever since I started 6th grade, I was not the same kid. I was more self conscious, I drowned myself in too much work, I was always stressed out, and I wasn't confident in myself. And I'm still like this to this day, so I can deeply relate.
Dang... I really love this. The lyrics are deep, but the beat is nice and pretty vibey. I don't think I caught any motifs of any songs in this one, so it might be a truly original song. I love this.✨ Whoops, I was wrong. There's a lotta motifs in this, I was just too deaf to hear them. Still an awesome song.✨
J’adore tes vidéos ! Tu et mon idole ! Merci tu et incroyable j’adore ton travail tu m’inspire beaucoup Xd c dommage que je sois français mais je tiens à dire que tu m’aide beaucoup et tu m’impressionnes toujours autant MERCI ATSUOVER
this song feels like a hug when you'r crying. its comforting but solemn. feels like a pat on the shoulder when you're breaking down. thank you for sharing this to the world miss. it has comforted many people, and i hope you come to defeat that voice in your head that says your not good enough.
Bland you're seriously going to call yourself bland look at everything you've accomplished how much you've grown from being just some SFM FNAF person with a scout loadout to your own f****** Avatar you have accomplished more than most people could ever hope on RU-vid So I'm just trying to say is great work but don't beat yourself up about not accomplishing as much as you want you've still got time don't let those voices get you down I'm rooting for you this is SkagMeat signing out
this one really hit hard. just got back from speaking with my therapist and had some...heavy realisations. this song conveys a big part of how I feel and I really needed that. thank you, Atsuover. you're an inspiration and the person we sometimes need to put our feelings into song.
Listened to this with headphones. Wow, just wow, this is super pleasing to listen. I also think you may wouldn't be so successful if you hadn't all those thoughts because even if they are bad or hurtful a lot of your art is inspired by them and your venting. A lot of people do relate to you and that's kind of good. You are amazing and I do hope someday you can you get a little better or even can make a positive venting maybe someday(?) You aren't alone at least, good luck!
I'm so thankful to have found this song. This one and Missing You are all I listen to lately, as I've been looking for songs like them for years, if not a whole decade. Nothing else has been as relatable, as soul-piercingly true. Even if it's difficult, thank you for expressing your truths. Means more than I & a lot of others can hope to say. 💜
This song is really fantastic. The fact that you are able to make songs that are legitimately relatable, it’s amazing. Please never give up and keep going with this! 👍🏽
This reminds me how I'm no longer in the 2010 decade, everything was just video games and friends I made along the way, but people change. People grew up and we went our separate ways. And how all my interests and goals are drifting away. I still have time but I've wasted so much time. And at the end of the day I'm not really fulfilled with myself. There's so much time I wish I could've gotten back. Even though your desc says you feel this song is selfish, it's really touching to me. Thank you for sharing this ♥♥♥
I relate to this song so bad.. Like, I'm an artist who's practicing on drawing body anatomy and i always tend to compare myself to other artists who is far more skilled in drawing better body anatomy on characters.. I'd get jealous and mad very fast because, back at elementary, i was influenced and titled as the "talented and cool kid" for being the "best artist" in my class. so, any one of my classmates inside my class who's getting more love and support than i do for doing a project, drawing, etc, makes me feel dull inside that i would start hating and blaming myself for not being *perfect enough* for them... I just hate myself for it too much, it hurts my heart inside.. But, my jealousy will always keep on going no matter how many tears i let out of my eyes.. I know the world doesn't revolve around me.. I'm sorry.
I'm no artist... so I can't imagine how u exactly must feel, you're practicing aren'tcha? You'll get better at it overtime, and please... don't compare yourself to others, it's a bad habit which I have myself... but try your best not to do it as much. Practice, perfect your drawings, make them the best you can, try your best, no one is the best from the start! I hope I helped a bit... sorry if it wasn't helpful, truly I'm just an idiot on the internet... but whoever you are, I hope you have a good day/night.
“Feels too heavy, but they’re too light to kill me” This is the hardiest hitting line I’ve ever heard from you, you think about ending it all constantly but your holding it together just enough to keep going, and you don’t know why or how. Its a place so hard to get out of, and a state of mind I wouldn’t want anyone to be in.
LYRICS: I look away for a second and a year’s gone by And I realize how long I’ve been alive Back in the day as a kid I couldn’t fathom how I’d Live a life before I killed the lights But now I’m here You’d think that I’d be over it by now But my problems keep mutating It’s getting frustrating Reaching my goals was a mere mirage And now I’m stuck here self sabotaging Even though I’m where I thought I wouldn’t be… You’re so young, you’re so grand I’m not old, but I’m bland If I could, I’d get a Second chance and go back in time I’d finally make a change Take away all my pain And that way, I could be At least be half as good as you today (I could at least be half as good as you today) It doesn’t make any sense to be irrational With how I see the gap between you and me ‘Cause some are born with a gift to be a natural But that doesn’t mean that we won’t get there eventually Where would I be without these thoughts inside me? Wings spread in the limelight Flying towards some new heights but Feels to heavy, but they’re too light to kill me Even so I’m where i thought I wouldn’t be… You’re so young, you’re so grand I’m not old, but I’m bland If I could, I’d get a Second chance and go back in time I’d finally make a change Take away all my pain And that way, I could be At least be half as good as you today (Today, today, today)
I saw many times people saying "i would like to go back and ____" i think that sometimes, but if I had the chance to do it, i would not change anything, we are what we are today, because of what happend to us, and is what make us ourselfs
This is as cool as hell, atsu is my new favourite singer out of all the ones that I like, but can we take a minute to realize that ANNE IS BECOMING THE FRIKING ATSUOVER LOGO MASCOT DEMON...THING
"But my problems keep mutating, it's getting frustrating. Reaching my goals was a mere merage and now I'm stuck here self sabotaging-" why does that sound so god-damned COOL
Im in a weird spot of feeling like this, like there will always be people better than me, but also kinda still being ok with it but not really? its weird. you, a stranger on the internet, have helped me a lot. thank you.
I'm loving the visual and musical call back to making day. All of your songs have a variation of the same lite motif and it makes all of them feel connected. Very creative!
The chorus has really hits hard for me, I've recently got a partner, and they always talk about how I brought colour to their life. My response is usually "really, I'm not that interesting, my life is really boring, if anything you brought the color to my usually monochrome world" and so when I hear the chorus I think of them. I also feel like I should've been less of a boring person before we started dating, because then maybe I could be as good as them
"My Problems keep mutating, its getting frustrating" "Reaching my goals was a mere mirage" "Now I'm stuck here self-sabotaging" "Even though I'm where I thought I wouldn't be" If I could use 4 lines in a song to describe my life and mental state right now, these are the 4 I'd use. It's not healthy how much I relate to you music
This song has been here for one year, it helped me a lot back then, cause i felt like theres a person that feels similar to me, and that kept me going with my life. All Atsuover's songs are masterpieces and come to you when you most need it, I have a special place for this song in my heart ❤️
It's really heartbreaking to see you in this mental state... and I truly hope and pray that your problems get better (not *magically, of course, it takes time..) as time progresses. And I hope you have a safe environment and life, and enjoy your life; and if you ever suffer a drought in your life, make sure to get professional help or talk to a trusted person who will understand and guide you.💜✨ REMINDER FOR THOSE KIDS (OR CURIOUS PEOPLE... IDC) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Imposter Syndrome is a serious syndrome where one has a heavy weight of self-doubt on themselves, and has a feeling of a fraud. Just because she used the word Self-Sabotaging does not give you the opportunity to make a "harmless" joke. Maybe it's not so harmless; and I remind you to do research. (Also Among Us died out years ago, and I realize this isn't proving my point the slightest.) I did research to just even type this comment! And to those others replying (I have no hate, as I replied myself), don't cause drama; and telling them (not specifying) to delete their comment accelerates the offenders and the defenders. I wish I would've wrote more, especially since this is serious. *And remember, don't fake mental illnesses, kids.*
@@shagtag Thank you, so much for putting this out there. More people need to understand this and not poke fun at serious shit... Not enough people really get that.
felt like shit today, saw this notif, watched it, and now today isn't so bad :) I super relate to hyperfocusing on every little problem and having massive regret. keep up the amazing work, i don't know if it makes you feel better but I know for a fact so many people are touched by your music. thank you 💕
Ack- first time I used one of these and thought it would let me put in a message before it sent. It won’t let me edit so I’ll say what I wanted to here. Thank you for this. This really hits me in a personal way. I’ve been struggling with getting myself to just post art publicly or even think about trying to maybe do commissions always thinking “I just need to get a bit better then I will try it.” But I never follow through. Maybe I’m lazy maybe I’m just getting in my own head but I keep self sabotaging myself and compare myself with others. ‘Their art is more stylized’ ‘Wow can pull off much more nicer poses then I can’ ‘hands’ and other such things. Even now I still think I’m going to just draw and keep it to myself and my small friend cluster, but I’m going to try to set some end goals and deadlines to finally put myself out there.
In my opinion it refers that she "killed the lights of her life", in a sense that she "killed" her innocense, her self-steem and image, etc; things that to her were "lights"
Atsuover, thank you for making this. Today was rough for me and this song kinda cemented the feeling that I’m not the same, but I can keep going. We’re all here for you, even if some don’t like your work. Keep on going, my guy. And my god you’re talented.
The Trans Experience is still figuring out who you are and what you wanna do with your life long into your 20s because you started 100 feet back from the starting line because you didn't start living as yourself until you were already grown up
Another certified banger! Glad you're doing your own stuff now- you've inspired me to pick back up music :] I can't wait for this to be on spotify so i can loop it 100 times (not an exaggeration) i hope one day you'd consider showing us your music making progress- it'd be a big motivator for people just starting music like myself!
i feel like a lot of people can relate to this song, some more than they realize. that’s one part of what i really like about your creations; they’re something we can connect to. i saw the notification for this video today while i was kinda down, and it brought me right back up. you have outdone yourself again, anne. you never stop amazing me with everything you say and do and create, and i am here for it. i’m glad i found your channel, anne. you keep going, but remember, take your time. you’re already doing great, and i know you’ll get even better from here. wish you the best!
One of your best songs to date! The lyrics are catchy yet hold a deep meaning. The beat is nice and reflects the message you are trying to send very well. Amazing
