PERCEIVED a short film | ptsd/autism 

the best explanation I stumbled upon for the feeling that dominated my childhood was when I found autistic people talking about the feeling of being perceived. A few lines I wrote a while ago put together in a little cinematic piece hoping for other to relate. You are not alone if you ever felt that way. much love.
- Jnah
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I'm Jay and lately I've decided that life is too short to not do what you love.
This year something happened that has changed my entire life for the better. Let me sum it up in one word: Awareness
A series of events led to me finding out that I've basically been living a lie for my whole life. And everything could have been different if I had found out about this one thing earlier. But as I embrace the journey I believe everything happens for a reason and maybe I am just meant to be here at this very moment to tell my story.
I wanna make this channel a safe space for creatives and anybody who can relate and understands my weird jokes and messed up aesthetic choices. My art goes much deeper than that though. You will see.
I'm on a journey to fully be myself. On film when I'm alone it is as close as it gets to who I really am. That's one of the reasons why I've been into film making since I was a child. There's only one thing I love even more and that's music. I have a feeling though that through sharing my story everything is about to change. I just don't know where this will go.
So this is my kind of diary. A weird one. Stick around, grab some iced coffee and get comfortable. It's gonna be a wavy ride.
Always remember to do what you love. One day that will pay off babe.
Jay is short for Jnah, literally that means 'wings'. Put on tunnel vision and take that oneway ride to neverland. Sometimes it takes a few lonely rides with barely anybody by your side to reach that destination. But most importantly. Be you and do you.
much love
Jay
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