Perks of being The Fat Kid 

OMG FIRST :DDD (Edit: can you heart me or smth? Idrc if you do it or not but it would make my day)

I might be annoying buttt I’m first

​@@Cottoncandycookiehusbandno I'm first this is my first time tho

OMGGG! Hey Illy, I’m a new subscriber but I’ve loved your channel for months!

OMG IM SO EARLY HELP?? HII ILLY :DDD damn comments are flowing like water flows 😨

Wait she was doxxed?

>Doxxing someone is never ok-ACK!!!!!

Pretty sure she literally had to leave her state because people were sending her death threats and rape threats.

​@@Mang0z8yep, anti-semit people also found her adress and she had to MOVE AWAY FROM HER STATE to avoid literal death

@@secretslul Such low iq that u fucked up the meme

Preach!!!!

But no one would be obese or overweight

1. in that world, almost no one would be obese 2. this is why personal trainers exist. to adjust exercise and nutrition relative to your body. instead of giving everyone the standard amount

​@@RenderingUser"in that world no one would be obese" not at all, you are saying if a 4'11 kid had the same diet as a 6'4 man the kid would not be obese??

@@Cherika119 read what I said. You literally went and incorrectly wrote my point 1. Skipping out an important word, and you completely ignore point number 2 entirely.

I agree

I too agree

Yesss

Facts

Nope

I see someone is not aware of the WARZONE that occurred

@@Retro-shru their trying to comfort her

@@marisstaff7019 I hope it does comfort her, cuz she doesn't deserve getting doxxed.

It's a lot more accurate to say that muscle has a higher density than fat rather than muscle weighs more than fat. A pound of fat weighs that exact same as a pound of muscle

@@bensjournalYeah you say potato I say tomato. You're correct, but that was always the reason that was described to me for why fat people can float so much better in the swimming pool. I'm kinda scrawny myself so I can't even relax and keep my head above water. Some people I know can just lay there like they have their own raft.

So everything weighs the same to you? You obviously know what they mean​@@bensjournal

Thats like saying a kg of steel is heavier than a kg of feathers

why can't you let her do her thing? she can do whatever she wants lmao

That's the internet for you.

​@@gregorycomeythat's the right wingers for you.

@@saulitix The internet is full of reactionaries.

some ppl in the internet believe in things too quickly tbh

Bro ikr

ywnbaw btw

​@@secretslul strong words from the hazbin hotel sml fan

@@MasonBitByte hazbin is for troons. sml is based

@@secretslulwtf u posting then

@@7avdes safe videos for bill jensen

Same it is SO FUCKING STUPID LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE NOW?! 😤😡

honestly, humans are kinda crap sometimes

^

This comment is litrelly 10:53

​@@Desiray77tape measure

She may be gaining more muscles, but I doubt that's the main cause. She did mostly cardio, which mostly targets weight loss not muscles. I think there is definitely something to do with her diet.

I was also thinking the same, just do cardio if your main focus is to lose weight

that’s not how that works. muscle density is much higher than fat density. and fat doesn’t convert to muscle. muscle is grown and fat is burnt, not converted

I dont like illy after she promoted the mental hospitals. it's extremely easy to get assaulted in one, speaking from experience

@@user-uo8ny1kj4c I am so sorry that happened to you.

@@user-uo8ny1kj4c not all are like that clearly the one you went to failed you since there one job is to help your mental health being assaulted is not helpful

Bruh who hurt you? 💀​@@tylerepperson830

YESSS THE CHAOSSS

START A FIGHT HERE LOL FOR *EXTRA* CHAOS

YEAHHH

HERE👏 FOR👏 THE👏 CHAOS👏

NOT EVEN 2 MINUTES IN TO IT MAAAAAAN

I empathize with you. I started at age 8 and got bullied for it. But its perfectly normal

bruh that isnt bad why would the girls bully, i know the dudes didnt

So relatable,I’m currently a teen and I always have an oversized hoodie because I’m scared…

Same ( I was 34 C in 5th grade) I was sexually harassed every single day by this boy in 6th, nothing ever fits my chest, I am always being stared at, my family would make comments about my chest (which is so not okay) I was so insecure. Now I honestly dont care what people think or say about my body ( I am 34 DDD now in the 9th grade)

Girl same. My body started developing like that in elementary school and I was so insecure about how I fit in my clothes.

I KNOW

as someone who is 600 pounds my doctor says im to fat and I might die any second but they just fat phobic

@@radicaldude2000good

ur 600 pounds in debt

@@radicaldude2000that isn’t fat phobic, your literally 600 pounds. Your doctor is worried about you.

It doesn't change the fact that she FAT

Louder for the folks in back 👏👏👏

Somebody should have told George W Bush that when he used to be president lol.

​@@WhatWouldLubitschDo MIRRORS WERE MADE TO JUST SHOW OUR REFLECTION, NOT TO BE A WEAPON OF SELF DESTRUCTION!! 👏👏👏👏👏

@@mushroom_lady4real thanks bud, my voice is out or I woulda done it myself 😜

Lol good one

Ikr too funny

@@ObossRocks wdym.

@@sarahdgh1072 don't engage, they're brain dead

Gross ginger

Lots of people have made being chubby a synonym for fat unfortunely.

I'm also the fattest I ever been and it really does feel isolating

TL;DR

@@WEESKLZ1 you are so funny

So is your 3 bot subscribers

?

The point is that she dosent understand nothing about fitness and diet

exactly

@@kordacpz ??? What yall yapping about

@@Borisgotothenorris group of LGBT communists arrived to defend the girl 😭

ywnbaw

It’s still hard to sympathize with someone who won’t use her redhead abilities to it’s full potential

@@Jollyjose251what are you talking about

@@secretslul err try again numbskull!

@@Jollyjose251 So it''s true that redhead people have fire powers?

The only two measures of actually knowing if you're losing fat are digital calipers and the mirror

Yes, milk these sweet cardio gains xD

@@pickler_pickler People with eds use mirrors though

​@@SkylarThompson-mu1qsLa disfunción eréctil está sobrevalorada 🗿🚬

I wanna get rid of the muscle and fat

same, here to give likes to people that deserve it.

TND TKD

​​@@secretslulare you having trouble writing?

@@owabowa I believe his keyboard only has 4 letters

​@@ryanpsaucieroh, so you mean "T dtntdnt..."?

I'm pretty sure 500 pounds is overweight regardless of what type of body you have.

​@@comparc1972 it's implied that every body has it's own recommended weight (within reason). Of course 500lbs isn't healthy

When you have the same height and no some kind of illnesses, every body should have the same healthy weight.

​@@antoni783 (no, actually)

@@kalexander1981 why?

lots of people watched that Noah Samsen video huh

Ikr they are making crap up

@@Nina.draws_what crap did we make up?

@@AmericanPatriot-wu7eq What crap didnt you make up is an easier question to answer

@@geministrial950 Are you going to answer the question or not?

​@@AmericanPatriot-wu7eqdoxxing

I've been shrinking for months, but my weight has increased. Go figure. I have no illusions of ever being skinny, anyway.

Unles she was blasting tren thats imposible in 2 months

she is indeed safe

And it’s even more dlsgustlng that you fks normalize obesity

peak irony right here

​@@PurpleBugswhat is the irony?

As a 15 year old, it’s gonna get a lot better trust me man.

same

Go on fucking treadmill NIKA

@@phill1451 Thank you that means alot

If you are 12 you barely hit puberty yet in my eyes It will get better Judy give it time Those bullies will peak in middle or high school and you still have so much more progress to go I was bullied a lot when I was your age and I survived

Liberal

@@dragonfly895 so???? is that like an insult or something...

@@PollenDev Yes it is.

@@dragonfly895so how many alts do you have, coward?

nah

@@antoni783 👍💗

She don't know you

@@Julv_ we can still be supportive?

@@PollenDevThis is the way

;o; your comment has me tearing up. thank you so much- and know that im rooting for you! recovery isn't linear, there will be good days and bad days, and having a therapist or a trusted friend or adult to talk to really helps. you got this!!! i believe in you!!!

Yes!! We are all rooting for you! :D I may be an internet stranger but you should definitely know that YOU CAN DO IT!!!! ❤️

We are rooting for you!!! It's understandable and human to have doubts and to go back to a unhelthy habit. For me, I fear aging and "looking old" despite knowing that objectively, it isn't healthy for me and is rooted in the strict gender norms that I have internalised and am experiencing more as I transition (as an AMAB non-binary person). At least, if I look back from far, I am better off today then I was a year ago. If you look back far and are happy with were you are in comparison to that point, then you have the right to be proud :)

bullshit straight up bullshit

The comment above me is kinda cool

=D

Samee

so many people are commenting because of him lol♥♥

Who the hell ia Noah

@@Ichijou_Matsomoku308Noah’s Ark

@@Jollyjose251 you mean ethanisonline’s less shitty brother.

Omg same!! She looks so good!!

She is a narcissist, she count on you to fed her ego.

@@pacoramon9468giving compliments is nice regardless of whether you feed someone’s (who you don’t even know) ego :)

where did you find the photos I can't for the life of me

@@pacoramon9468 bro all your comments are just you being an asshole, please go outside and stop stalking this channel

The world gave her red hair and she doesn’t wanna use it 1:05

⁠@@Jollyjose251who cares? let the girl live

@@Jollyjose251what does that even mean?

​@@lindsayandkittyslayedExactly what it sounds like. The world gave her red hair and she doesn't want to use it. It's not hard to understand.

​@@cxarhomell5867That literally makes no sense

when the thoughts and prayers dont work:

Im so worried

its literally her fault lol

It is mostly her fault

@@mini-of8oohow? She said to eat what you want as long as it doesn’t compromise your health, so how is people doxxing her and getting angry over edited footage her fault?

I love this quote!!

Wow that's a good quote, sorry but I'm stealing this

@@HotRod237 For what are you stealing it?

@@simionleva3856 I see people mainly working out or getting surgury because they hate their bodies and just wanna look good for the "gram". People who genuinely love their bodies work hard for it and it's shown as a results of their health, looks and self esteem. People who does it just to look good are never happy. It's shown in their attitude towards others and themselves

@@HotRod237what if I want both. my quads are simply too scrumptious.

Girl it’s 16 minutes long and had been out for 5 minutes you did NOT watch it all 💀

holy latinx

​@@secretslul ¿Broma?

get deported

Es broma no?

@@anonimo9230 el qué

More people need to learn about medical conditions that can predispose someone to gaining weight. People (including some doctors, who should really know better) are far too quick to judge without knowing the full picture.

Same here. I got diagnosed with hypothyroidism in 8th grade. I have always been bigger :(

I also have hypothyroidism, although I forget what age I was diagnosed, definitely not as young as you I don’t think. However I have another hormone issue that’s stagnating my weight…PCOS. These two conditions combined has made it rather difficult to lose any substantial weight. I did lose about 40 pounds once I started exercising and eating less, but now I’m kind of floating around a certain number. My weight could be lower but honestly I’ve never been concerned with my looks. My mother also being overweight (she has hypothyroid too) probably helped with that. I was only bullied in one grade and it was for an entirely different reason and I was too young to really be affected by him, and he apologized the next year so that was something. Once I finished 4th grade, I expressed to my mom that I didn’t want to go to public middleschool and beyond, again for entirely unrelated reasons, but she agreed rather readily and so I spent my last school years in homeschooling. I think I dodged a far bigger bullet than I realized back then, especially since one of my school friends’ mom who is friends with my mom said her daughter basically went through hell in highschool, and she wasn’t even overweight like I was. If I had gone through the roughest parts of highschool, I may have developed a stronger disdain for my appearance than I do, but as of now, I’m not perfect but I’m healthy and in a community of nice people who have never judged my appearance. I hope you can find peace as well ^~^

You can't gain weight without overeating and not exercising.

@@Wr41thgu4rd It's okay, not everyone can understand the simple fact that the human body is extremely complex and there are many reasons someone may gain weight.

I developed ana at 10 as well, and sadly I can relate to this. I hope you never forget that you're perfectly fine the way you are

Oh no at just 10- please just enjoy being a kid ! Eat , play outside , enjoy being a kid ❤ you’ll look back and love how you were at your age

@@Sinthiastar Oh don’t worry! I feel like I didn’t make it quite clear but I’m not still 10. That’s just when I started. I’m ok

you only started exercising at 10? Most people start at age 3???? Did you just not run at all in the first 10 years or what

Looking a healthy weight and being a healthy weight are normally related. But are you a healthy weight?

honestly, everyone just dove into the fighting ring with their 1 braincell and the 4253 people sitting on the sidelines that watched the original are like "dafuq?"

So sweet

we love illy ❤ ...is that a fellow aro :D 💚💚🤍🩶🖤

@@mazzy_ivy arospec illy fans UNITE!!

⁠@@rt_with_s0ph13YES!

Illy deserves to see this ✨️✨️✨️

I feel you. I am teen too and I feel insecure abt my belly. So I tried many workouts but nothing changed. Self love is really big journey,but please eat tasty food and healthy food. Maybe visit a doctor if you feel bad. Food is energy. Nobody called me fat as well but I called myself fat. And tbh it is a kinda my mental problem so yea. I just want to say that you are pretty the way you are. You deserve to be loved and if your heart full of kind,respect,love,your look doesn’t matter. Wear clothes that you like and you comfortable with and don’t give a fuck if it doesn’t look on you like on some models I love you,stay safe,eat tasty food and enjoy your life❤

@sofiparker9984 thank you so much, please treat yourself good as well. You deserve the best. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise💕

Same here!

​@@_MUFFIN_MANI'm sorry, I hope you feel better soon

Kurt truly is the best 💪

:D

It breaks my heart that people so young (including me lol) are trying to diet or restrict themselves. So happy that you are starting to see yourself as the beautiful person u r, inside and out💗

stop doing that you're 11 blud who are you trying to impress?

themselves lol?@@slugeater1938

I wish I could send you all the strength and love in the world. Please keep fighting these beliefs and this diet culture

I've been there

FRR

Frrr

Fr

She’s an inspiration 😊

SAMEE

YOU GO GIRL❤❤❤❤ (or dude,or whatever you identity as❤)

Some dude fatter than me said the same eartquake thing when I was tripping and my friend roasted the crap out of his appearance

Ok..yall had crazy childhoods I’ve been trying to get the “perfect SpongeBob popsicle”

Me too I feel your pain not form anyone else but from myself look don’t worry about your weight just be glad your healthy I’m not judging your life I’m just giving a idea

I feel u man. Being the "fat, ugly kid" is unbearable.

That body neutrality stuff really does help! I started thinking that way a bit ago without really knowing the term for it, but I just kinda figured I was tired of being so critical. It’s really freeing, definitely recommend!

@@shanemoran6617those are the affects of being morbidly obese, not overweight.

@@randomspacefan effects*

You essentially called him smart.

@@cxarhomell5867 "You essentially called him smart."🤓

@@cxarhomell5867”um actually you witerwally are calling him intelligent with your statement” 🤓☝️

He didn't "rally them" to dox Illy, using your logic, the man who rejected Hitler from art school helped him kill minorities

@@cxarhomell5867 Nerds aren't smart, they're obsessed. Geeks are smart.

you can do it !! i hope recovery goes great for u :))

YOU GOT THIS QUEEN

if you need to talk lmk :) stay safe and i hope you recover from anything

if ur still fat you didnt have anorexia. If your entire ribcage was showing from the front and back I hope ur back up to a healthy weight.

@@bcuniverse_ you when people who have anorexia arent extreme stereotypes and are actual humans 🤬🤬🤬😡😡😡😢😢😭

i hope illy sees this and its sad tht this comment wasnt on the top

There is no fat "community". Fat people are just folks with a disease who need to treat it so they can extend their lives and improve their QOL.

Right???@@kr1s.p_

"Liquid is just liquid, whether its vodka, wine, beer or orange juice, so it doesnt effect your health." -jinkazama2555

You are literally Miss.Piggy 🤣🤣

​@@BenitoDamianHernandezNAUR NICADO AVACADO YOU CANT BE TALKIN..

@@BenitoDamianHernandezmiss piggy is an icon so jokes on you

@@BenitoDamianHernandez miss piggy is amazing and she is a female puppet icon that is incredible

Do you realize how stupid you look replying with something like this? Other people have feelings, even if it's just some profile on youtube. There's someone else on the other end of the screen.@@BenitoDamianHernandez

good job, youre doing great!!

Hey you're only 15 your body is still changing.

This is such a weak and incredibly unhealthy mindset. Go to the gym, get on a diet and improve yourself.

Well matildalopez, THAT IS NOT self-love. If you really love yourself, you should maintain your diet and go to the gym often. If you don't, that isn't self-love but it's self-neglect. For example: If you never took care of your skin, there will be pimples on your face and the more you neglect it, the more it'll make you ugly. If you applied this concept to your body, that is truly self-love. :)

Self love is taking care of your body, not neglecting it

>Go off s-ACK!!!

ooh look someone saw the Noah Samsen video

wish people wouldn't constantly shit on her when she talks about anything controversial

@@thatautisticgamerr People are criticising her because she said things which are both objectively wrong and seriously harmful to her audience of impressionable children. It's disgusting.

@@thatautisticgamerr One of her points was basically "All food is the same" which is objectively false, compare an apple and a chocolate bar and tell me all food is the same.

⁠then she tries to cancel people who react to her videos so I think it’s fair.

LOL lets be real here my guy, she is not mentally fit to be talking about this stuff seriously. the next video is literally about her in a psych ward. she should stick to things like talking about school lunch

Good luck on your recovery!

Sniper no sniping, amen

@@flamingpaxtsc damn stray

so real i feel bad 4 her

@@lunas6829 ?

@@flamingpaxtsc I meant damn straight

as a junior in high school who dealt with very similar circumstances, i applaud you (and thank you) for sticking up for your friend. times can be really rough but you just gotta push through. one day you'll look back and feel relief that it's finally over.

I'm not in middle school, but I took a field trip recently and these girls in the back called the bus driver a whale and made fun of her. It pissed me off so much.

Much like kids learn to be homophobic and bully others for being gay, I'm pretty sure it's the same thing with weight shaming. If you're told by a young age or even if you read online that being fat is bad and being skinny is good, you'll get that mindset as well and bully others for being fat

You're such a a good friend, I really applaud you, and I know that you just made a core memory for your friend that will stick with them for the rest of their life. Please give them a compliment or two and assure them that they're beautiful and nothing's wrong with them. Even if it doesn't seem like it, it's always good to do it anyways in case they are feeling bad about themself, but are just hiding it.

Some people are naturally bigger or skinnier. The fact that you stayed at the same weight even when exercising alot is proof that you are at a healthy weight for YOUR body type! What's dangerous for health is doing the yo-yo, and keeping a relatively stable weight is healthy, whatever the weight is. Stop bullying people for that, it includes skinny people who always are suspected of being anorexic! Be happy the way you are if it doesn't handicap you in any way 😊! (by the way, you are really cute, don't worry!)

what that fat?

ur 160?? idk where u live but where i live that’s skinny or fit 😮

I’m a 6th grader and I’m 182 but I don’t look that fat

I’m also very tall (5’6) so my weight is adjusted to my height.

As someone who was bigger then you at your age you are perfect whatever size you are You just have to be healthy thats what matters

>Ok I just watched the video fully, and It's -ACK!!!!!!

@@secretslul ? What are you even trying to say

@@ellaartenstein853literally lmao

@@secretslultf are you trying to say? Speak clearly.

​@@ellaartenstein853That illymations is not innocent.

by giving up her desire to be thinner?

by telling young children its fine to have a food addiction and that people criticising them are just "haters" and that they should not listen to them?

@@loopnito just the fat part, not the unhealthy part

since when did anyone mention food addictions? That's not the only reason people are fat

Can't imagine the soldiers in Ukraine fighting for their country. Harder than them I suppose?

He he he he he he piggy 😂🤣

i feel you, i don't think Ive ever felt good in my body, even as a child who wasn't bullied even once, i was still sub-consciously comparing myself to others

@@BenitoDamianHernandez shut up stop being mean

@@alanvlog5108 wait till he looks in the mirror

@@BenitoDamianHernandez wtf you been piggy 💀💀

omg some one said some thing bad bout her😱

@@radicaldude2000 bruh they literally bullied her out of her own home

@@sloaneyboo ye u right she may have said some stupid stuff she doesn't deserve that

@@radicaldude2000 she didn’t even say anything stupid shit was just edited and people were braindead so they missed her point

@@radicaldude2000she is also getting grape threats, murder threats and doxxed, she lit left her home out of fear.

noahs video was retarded stop letting youtubers construct ur viewpoint

I wish her the best honestly

the best cheeseburgers ?

@@ComputerLadironic

@@french_fry_man Ironic how?

So you just accept that you will never be skinny?

instead of doing any work you will just stay fat?

@@Decton why does she have to be skinny? If she's healthy then she's perfectly fine

Seems like you've had bad experiences because of your weight... change it. If you get bullied for it, or have problems because of it, change it. If you don't wanna change it, don't complain and don't play the victim

Not really

You hit the nail on the head!! Hope your training goes well, from one athlete to another‼️ 💪

That’s a good point, I forgot that muscle gain will balance out fat loss. It explains her being much healthier while maintaining the same overall weight.

She does

@@ComputerLad you need help

do you perphaps live in pakistan?

@@batgaming1279 how does that have to do with anything lol

"Anorexic" by Western Standards (yes, Europeans too) would be average or chubby for the rest of the Old World.

@@henjin. Yeah, but No lmao.

Damn no likes is sad

Shut up caketurtle

You can always decide if you want to take the easy path or the hard path, the only difference is, that the easy path is a circle. You will always get back right where you started. The hard path is foggy, uncharted territory. It is longer and you don´t know where it leads. But don´t you think you owe it to yourself to try and walk that path. Don´t you think that at the end of the long hard journey that you can look back and be proud of all the roadblockes you overcame, the excuses you stoped using and the truth you started telling yourself. Walking the familliar circle is easy, but throwing yourself in the dark with no clue of how far the journey will take you is hard and takes courage. Just make sure you don´t have to look back at your life and feel regret for the things you missed out on, the opertunitys you were too afraid to take. Find yourself brother.

I am sorry man. World is cruel that you cant be fat as an man.

then... go to.... the gym...

Okay but please eat, not eating doesn't satisfy ur body and wont help u loose weight. It will only make u more hungry and can end up in binge eating making u feel more disappointed in ur body. To help you loose weight u need to understand ur body, U need to eat what ur body wants. And although that sounds like it will do the opposite effect it won't, make sure to get atleast 4 meals a day and drink plenty of water. Focus on what ur body needs and wants not what diet culture says u need to do. Everyone's body works differently so please give Ur body what it needs instead of ignoring it as it will only make u unhappier. Don't focus on the scale focus on urself. Im struggling with weight aswell and I'm only 13 but I've learnt to accept myself and try to loose it to make myself happy, I get that not everyone can js accept themselves and it took me a while to aswell but you can only be happier if U try so please eat and drink it's what ur body needs and what u deserve, U don't need to earn ur food or pay the price for it . Js get daily exercise ( which can even be going on walks) , eat what ur body wants/ needs, drink water ( atleast a litre a day) and most importantly focus on urself and what makes u happy

@@scrumptiousmelonsFucking wrote the Bible

Eat your favourite food today and tomorrow and whenever you want ,you deserve it 🩷

Contrary to popular belief, refusing to eat will only make things worse

@@Vividlyforgotten lol

IM NOT OKAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

Bro I had body image issues when I was 8 years old! Messed up world am I right?

IM NOT OKAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY (I PROMISE)

@@Taypersonswhat’s wrong?

You dont get it its mcr because ghost trainer has a mcr pfp and i was singing the lqurics to the song@@fishnfries7282

Well yeah, cause she also tried to get someone removed from the platform.

She was the one who tried to remove someone from the platform

​@@shadocloud Source?

Wanna be dead by 45 from obesity? I guess that's your choice. Hopefully you live in America so we don't have to pay your medical bills

@@uhhBrinK What is that insane hyperbole…

Sometimes it's actually healthy to have body fat because a lot of people forget how important fat is having a gut or something isn't bad but having so much fat it starts getting stored in blood veins is bad(yes your body does that)so u shouldn't feel shamed

I weigh 120 pounds and I’m thirteen and 5’2 is that overweight?

not at all!@@_Blossom_xx

@@_Blossom_xx If you look at BMI, you'd be just barely "overweight" but I wouldn't really say so. I'm the same age and a bit heavier than you but I've just got more muscle than the average, so you're fine :))

@@_Blossom_xxno no that’s acutally perfect if not a little bit light depending on the weight distribution

I love the phrase "formerly male" haha

​@@AAAAAA-cd4ux confused

@@please-3889I think theyre trans thats why they said “formar male”

I was actually about to send this to an AMAB friend who's convinced she's too big to be a girl and scared she'll get health problems if she doesn't lose weight like society says, to the point of barely eating/drinking after dieting & exercising for years didn't "work." She's realized it's the opposite of unhealthy to eat anything, despite social media, but there does need to be more reminders on how some bodies just are, and are healthy that way.

how r u confused@@please-3889