i feel like i’m lonely and i try to find the other part of myself but when i think i’m almost do it something is wrong and idk i just wanna scape of this town and idk moving by myself to nyc and don’t talk to anybody bc all people is full of shit and i just wanna live the best life and be the main character of this damn game
I’m sure u have heard this but the only thing that got me out of feeling this way was Jesus. I’m still lost and confused because life is so damn difficult but I know God made me with a plan and I trust him no matter how hard life gets.
Когда любимый человек уходит и не хочет тебя видеть, то рассудок едет. Начинаешь анализировать ошибки прожитые годы и понимать, что делал не так, но уже поздно. Новые отношения тоже не возможно начать из-за постоянных нервных срывов и депрессии. Когда мучает бессонница и спишь по 2, часа в сутки. Вот тогда начинаешь задаваться вопросом " Где разум мой"?
I always love to put this song (the original version) while im gettin a shot of heroin, its sounds like this, i always feel like im going fall on a black hole of me, im tired, maybe im gonna die in a few years
No maybe about it and won't be a few years away either. She will get you, you will succumb to her poison and you will be hers.....forever. Life is good you just need to find him
I'm not sad. I don't think. I'm okay i have a s/o we love each other very much. We talk every day for hours on end and it's been that way since we met. I believe.. i hope we are meant to be. it feels like we are. They're the best thing that's ever happened to me. I want to be the best i can for them but I'm always tired not physically but emotionally. I try but i could do a lot better. I just want to be enough. When we aren't talking and I'm alone by myself that's when it gets hard. I'm left to overthink about them and everything they could be doing without me or how I've messed up or will mess up .. I just want them forever. I don't wanna lose how I feel about them but i fear i will and if I don't I'm terrified they will. I can only hope. Hope for the best outcome. I don't want them to be a learning experience I want to continue to learn from them.. I wanna learn all their mannerisms all their insecurities all their hopes and dreams... I want them as close as possible. I want them to feel safe with me always. I want them always and forever.
