pov: it’s the middle of the night and you're upset ; a playlist slowed 

Why am I not the first choice...?( a sad slowed playlist) - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-zpsUw0GP9xM.html

It's so funny how all of us think of a different person, different experiences and different stories yet we feel the same pain within us.

We gotta respect our pillow for catching our tears when nobody does

i’m not depressed but i’m not happy, i can go all day laughing and smiling, but when i’m finally alone i turn into an emotional wreck..

"I just wanna disappear" no, you don't, you just wanna be found❤

love how parents tell us 'oh you can trust me, you can tell me everything' then when you try to tell them everything, they talk over you, ignore your feelings, and don't even take them into consideration. but when they want to tell you everything, they expect you to listen? im sick and tired of the same shit over and over again, i just want to feel okay again

Our parents always say to not trust strangers but ... the stranger's are the only people who understand you ❤❤❤

It's not the music that breaks me, but the comments under this playlist💔 But it calms me how people here are trying to help each other, and it's nice to know that someone will understand you❤

Everyone else in my family sound asleep The T.V. off The windows closed The lights off The house full of silence Everyone soundly sleeps Except for me. I sit on my bed Rethinking my day Trying to calm my mind Trying to sleep I look at the clock 10:30 pm I draw to escape I listen to music to escape I read to escape I dance to escape I write to escape I look at the clock 4:30 am Another day No sleep…

Does anybody else hate the past? But not for the bad stuff, but because the good and happy memories were made then, and you can never go back to them?

Nothing hurts more than loving someone too much

When someone asks how im doing, i replay with "fine". because there's no short way of saying "im alive, but if you hug me, ill cry"

When music comforts you more than your parents

No matter how often you get told, that you’re loved and you’re not alone. Yet at the end of the day you’re on your own and you cry yourself to sleep.

When you're dying.. When you're mentally unstable.. When all you want it a hug, they don't care. But the second you're dead, the second you're gone, the second they can't keep an eye on you, they're suddenly "sad."

Listening to things like this and reading the comments is such a surreal experience for me. Just months ago, I felt just like everyone else in this comment section. Like no one cared, like I was just a burden, like people would be better off without me. But I stuck around. I started living one day at a time, putting everything into just surviving until I could crawl back into bed. It was miserable, but it kept me alive for just that little bit longer. Just long enough for the right person to notice and give me an opportunity to get better. I know how hard it can be just to exist, some days. I have the scars to prove that I couldn't bear that pain. But I'm still here, and I'm improving little by little each day, because I held out. I know that sometimes, the pain feels like too much, like you'll never be able to survive it, but I _promise_ you can. Humans are so much stronger than we give ourselves credit for. You just need to hang in there until help comes. It might sound impossible but I swear it's not. Help is out there, it will find you eventually. It could take days or years but I promise _it will happen._ You may not be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel but _it is there._ Do whatever it takes to keep yourself going. Focus on the little things. Live for that book you want to read, or that game you haven't finished, or that food you want to try one more time. Just *stay alive,* and someday it'll pay off. Because tomorrow might be better, but you'll never know if you're not there to see it.

i honestly can’t find who i am anymore. i feel like a whole different person. a person who overthinks,cry’s everyday,stays up on school nights,and has no motivation to do anything. i miss the times where i was little and didn’t over think or cry every night. i miss the old time. i wish i could go back. so i’m not depressed all the time 😕

“i think that mental scars are the saddest of all, because no one will ever see them and no one will ever care.” literally made me sob.

You are not the problem, you are not alone. We all love you.

I had a friend, well actually a brother,we were the best of homies .we loved to party and have fun back in high school, but mostly we enjoyed playing football ⚽️ together, he was my greatest competition and motivation.he shortly died and now i feel all alone ,i lost motivation for football since he's no longer here with me .life just became hard ,my dad abandoned us ,im broke without any solution, bro was the only person who pushed me to see life in a positive way ,RIP Tebello💔

You know you're broken inside when it doesn't hurt or you cry about it

I'm listening to this at 4am lol, depression and anxiety sucks.

It’s funny how i feel more connected with people i don’t even know than i feel with my parents.

00:00 Lovely 3:53 Arcade 7:49 Moral of the story 12:06 Falling 16:24 This City 19:50 Hold me while you wait 24:04 July 26:59 Past lives 29:46 Can we kiss forever? 33:10 Too sad to cry 37:17 To Die for

To however reads this

I wish I could escape this world and get lost somewhere far far far away Where I don’t have to worry about fitting to what society expects Where I don’t need to worry about anything financially, physically, or emotionally Listening to music laying down with my eyes closes in bed with the window open on a nice afternoon for a couple of hours is the closest I get to escaping this world

It’s only when you realize that music is your only source of comfort do you realize how lonely you truly are…

You finally realize how numb u are when you're just sitting there in pain whating to cry but nothing comes so u sit there staring at the ceiling with thoughts that will never escape your mind

Remember y'all, you are never alone. Even at your darkest there are many that will listen to your stories, you just have to find the light within your darkest hours and you will become stronger with every painful event life throws at you, keep moving forward and life will get better. I love you ❤️

I fought so hard to get out of that hole. Now I feel like I'm being dragged back in . and nobody can save me this time, not even myself.

Sometimes it's the people with the saddest souls, has beautiful smiles...

*you can never know the pain, behind a smile* 🌷

reasons to keep going 1. You are important 2. You are not worthless 3. You matter 4. You are NEVER alone 5. Nobody else can be you 6. You have potential 7. Better days are coming 8. The sun 9. You loved ones will never get over it 10. It will leave unanswered questions 11. You will be missed 12. You have a story that needs to be told 13. There are places that you haven’t traveled 14. New movies are coming out 15. The next season of your favorite show 16. You can learn a new skill 17. You inspire someone 18. It is a permanent solution to a temporary situation 19. There is new food to try 20. Someone wants to hug you 21. Someone wants to kiss you 22. You could save someone’s life 23. You are talented 24. Your next birthday 25. You can meet new people 26. New coffee shops 27. Adorable animals 28. New books 29. You could learn a new language 30. Photographs 31. Your pets will be lost without you 32. Someone loves you 33. You can learn to love again 34. Life is a gift 35. Life will give you a new wave of experiences 36. Your scars can tell a story 37. Someone is praying to meet a person like you 38. Your future kids won’t ever make it here 39. Roller coasters 40. Beaches 41. Sunglasses 42. Holiday season is coming up 43. Road trips 44. This list is a sign 45. Wildlife in the sea that hasn’t been discovered yet 46. Adventures are coming 47. Rejection is actually a sign of progress 48. There are creatures depending on you 49. The sunrise 50. The sunset 51. Blood moon in 2022 52. Flowers 53. There are new things to learn 54. Your next paycheck 55. Cuddling with your favorite person or pet 56. See the outcome of politics 57. You make other people happy 58. Stars 59. Snow/Ice Days off work/school 60. Bubble baths 61. Laughing 62. Apple’s next iPhone 63. The 7 Great Wonders of the World 64. Someone in a support group could learn from your story 65. You can pick up a new skill 66. You are beautiful 67. You are smart 68. You are unique 69. Sunshine on your skin 70. The world wouldn’t be the same 71. People do care about you 72. Free museum days 73. You can (or eventually can) drive to calming place 74. Someone wants to listen to you 75. Time will help it feel better 76. You can change your thought processes 77. Look in the mirror 78. You can get better friends 79. Shame is not fatal 80. There is someone waiting for you 81. You are strong 82. You have games to win 83. It will cause pain, not end it 84. You can find a place where you belong 85. Depression is treatable 86. Support and time can help you 87. You can end toxic relationships 88. You are not damaged goods 89. At least a small part of you wants to live 90. We would miss you 91. You would miss out on the better part of life 92. You can never watch your favorite movie again 93. Someone thinks you are perfect 94. Finding your soulmate 95. Surviving is success 96. The negative thoughts are lies 97. Your scars can heal 98. Life will get better 99. Your voice will be heard 100. Your future personal reasons

It’s when the tears struggle to fall do you realize how numb you have become to constant pain and disappointment.

I think i can trust in every single person who commented this video, cause all us are broken, all us are strangers to each other

Nothing hurts more when you're crying at night without making a noise : )

im 12, the worst feeling I’ve ever had was when I was 5. my mother told me “don’t you dare call me mom again, call me by my name, and im not your mom anymore!!” people can say that it’s normal for everyone, it’ll come for every person, including me. 7 years went by and those words are still killing me from inside..

its ok to not get good grades its ok to do mistakes its ok to not be perfect whatever that may make u sad is gonna go away trust me bad marks doesn't mean the end of the world u always can retry :))

his eyes, warm. I want to hold his hand, cry in his arms in the middle of the night.

I swear this is the last time I'm trying to carry on. Thank you for this mix. Tired of telling me every day for 19 years that things gonna be okie.. and I realized that , life isn't for everyone to live the fullest. 🙏

you listen to sad music to try and get yourself to cry. like you've been hurting for so long that you can't let that feeling out. am i the only one?

When your the person everyone talks to about their problems, putting their problems before your own, them always expecting for you to be there when they need to talk, but no one is ever there for you, so you just keep your feelings to yourself, and lie to everyone saying your fine, when your just lying to your self. Anyone else like this?

I bet we are gonna be better parents than our parents ever have been 🙃💕

To everyone here, myself included honestly, sending virtual hugs your way. It's okay to lay down, cry, feel upset. It's what makes you human after all. But remember that the fact you're here is a beautiful thing in itself. Some humans never got to have that chance even before they were born, and some have spent their last day with their last breath. Cherish what got you to push yourself this far in your life.

Sometimes I hold my tears back because I’m afraid my parents will see me And ask me why I’m crying and the problem that I’m wondering that too, I’m wondering why I’m so sad like an year ago I was so happy ,I’m wondering why I’m so insecure , I’m wondering why I’m so ugly and fat is like I’m afraid to express my feelings to someone cuz I’m afraid they will laugh and make fun of me…. I wish I could be like those girls that have the perfect life ,perfect face ,perfect body like I hate myself so much I may look happy but I’m not

I knew it was bad when I had to cover my mouth when I cried so no one could hear me

Im not a sad person and i honestly just came to this playlist to chill and seeing all of these comments just motivates me so much to be happy and greatfull with what i have , i saw this comment saying that if youre here and having a tough time , theres a lot of people here with you and for you and that just warms my heart❤

Anyone broken in 2024?💔…just me?

me? oh yeah im fine. well actually *they continue to walk away* oh ummm ok.

Hey, comment section I hope each and every one of you is doing ok. While I was listening I wrote out my emotions and what is going through my head right now, You don't haft to read I just needed a place to share. I struggle to decipher the difference between feeling sorry for my parents and being annoyed at them. I know I'm not ok but they don’t seem to get it at all, they say it’s just about being a teenager but I know it runs a lot deeper. It’s weird because I find it easier to be silent. I can't be bothered to explain and justify to people why I feel like this. With my parents, I wished nothing more that they would understand but they don't. And they will never, I have a better bond with some of my teachers than I ever will with my parents. That’s the thing they don’t understand my pain they think I want attention when im struggling. I thought mum would understand the emotional side of it more considering she had anxiety and depression before but she’s far from it, she isn’t the type of mum you can talk to. I don’t even think that she notices it but she is so unintentionally judgey that you feel embarrassed or ashamed to tell her anything. Dad, we have a good relationship I guess but he always takes mums side even though he is hardly there to see it for himself. He always accuses me of being a moody teenager, when I’m, not they are simple warning signs that im not doing ok. I feel as if I tell my parents everything I will just be reprimanded, they say their techniques are so great and righteous but if they were I wouldn't be so afraid to tell them what is going on inside my head. There’s no point because they wouldn’t get anyways. On one side of my mind, I feel sorry for them, especially my mum I know she was expecting me to turn out like my older brother again I don’t know whether she realises she’s doing it but she is constantly comparing me to him. But the truth is im not him, im nothing like him at all. Maybe if my parents acted differently then I could tell them everything, but I can’t because they don’t. But on the other side of my brain, I am so mad at them because I am constantly holding my tongue arround them as I know I can’t tell them anything. I wish they were more understanding sometimes. Well after tonight’s shit show I Know that I have destroyed the relationship I have with both parents. Before that made me sad, but I know im not their little girl anymore, Im tired of trying to get their approval or making them proud. It’s better this way because when I leave (move out as soon as I can) they will expect it. They might feel betrayed or hurt but trust me I know that feeling they WILL get over it SOONER or LATER.

A dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society builds up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it’s your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For Me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s a night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s a day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s an evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how lucky he/ she/ they are :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words today tomorrow..

Listening to music n reading comments making me more emotion 💔

Ik this is gonna get lost in the comments. But, you’re good enough Grades:they’re numbers Friends: they’re people, just like you Thoughts: its your imagination, don’t be scared if your own brain. The scariest possibilities, are so small, they’re more scared of you than you are of it. But I’m sitting here, suicidal, and I’m telling everyone else it’s ok. Cause I’m the end, we’re all just a bunch of kids telling each other it’s ok, when it’s not, and it’s never been ok.

To the one's hurting we gonna make it we just gotta stay strong and keep moving on I love you all please stay safe

I got a mental scar today at school and the worst part is I don’t know what I did wrong. I was at school and walked up to my friends and they yelled at me telling me to go away and ignored me for the rest of the day. Sometimes I just wished to be loved.

0:00 - i thought I found a way 3:56 - broken heart 7:49 - moral of the story 12:10 - again 16:32 - city 19:58 - stay away 24:12 - im not enough 27:07 - dream 29:54 - pain 33:10 - sad 37:23 - pink lemonade This took me only 5 minutes hope you enjoyed

Just remeber when you are lonely and feel afraid, you are not the only person on earth who isn't ok There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you...

it's strange how people you don't know understand you like know one can

It shocks me how upset I actually am. And it mostly shocks me how I put on this facade so well and nobody notices. It shocks me how lonely I am. But I am lonely. I have to hold myself ,and just pretend it’s someone who actually cares about me, to eventually fall asleep. I know I’m gonna get past this. It just doesn’t feel like there’s light at the end of the tunnel yet.

Everyone is so kind here,i wish all people were like you guys🫀

Hey everybody, You all are doing great, don't give up. It's okay to feel sad It's okay to feel empty everything is okay, everything will be fine I swear. Ily all

"The scars on my skin are not a suicidal intendency, They're my mental scars carved into my wrist and fore arms so they won't get ignored like how they were once before." -A gone forever friend Better explanation; I had a very old friend who had scars in her skin. Like I have now. Last thing I heard from her was the quote I quoted from her. I hope to see her one day.

Came across this when I was feeling sh*tty and wanted to cry myself to sleep. Whoever made this playlist, you're a lifesaver ❣️

I like this playlist because it is the only thing that i feel understands me deeper than the personality of this happy person. When there is so much more happening on the inside that nobody can see.. Expect this playlist and the comments. ❤

moral of the story hits hard when im a mistake myself

I want to leave this comment for people who say they can't, and who can't get out or be happy, I know you have difficult parents and that your friends aren't real, I know that even if you look for help no one is there, that when you needed comfort when you were crying at 3am, when you screamed into your pillow asking for help, but remember in life it's just you and you, i know it's hard to get out of bed, out of this loop, but I give you advice from a person who has been in your position who has tried to kill himself to end the pain, that you don't have to follow their advice to be happy, you can do it your own way, you may not have help, but you have yourself, it doesn't have to be their way, be your way, dream because everyone deserves it, try to achieve something that is bothering you, if you feel ugly or ugly for any part of your body that is and wants change , fight to change because you can make you happy, only you can get out of this hole that you are, if you think you can't pass a test, look for reinforcement try to study 5 hours a day even if it's difficult, manage to find a way to get what's bothering you, knock it down barriers that prevent you from walking, before you say you are not worthy or you are not the person who can get you out of there, remember every day to believe in yourself, because you don't realize your efforts and your values ​​now, because you you are blind from darkness, fear, and lack of support, if you are angry or any other feeling you are feeling use this to get up, tell yourself that you will go up and rub it in the face of those who don't believe or didn't help you, show that despite the difficulties you are better than they say and believe only in you because if I get out of this situation, why can't you? Just because you're not strong like me? This is bullshit, each one is strong in their own way, so don't take your efforts because someone said you're not good enough, because you are but you still need to find your little star that's waiting for you, you have to find your light , and she has not abandoned you and is not far , they are very close to you

To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon! If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen! Bad times always pass eventually, even when it seems they will never go away, it will get better. Life has ups and downs, maybe right now feels like a forever down but it i will go back up again, just keep on living and you'll go back up eventually, it'll be okay :) You are so strong and I know you can get through this! I believe in you, I believe in you even when you don't believe in yourself, _you_ are so strong and resilient, you have withstood so much, I'm so proud of you! Keep going! You are so special and unique and beautiful, don't forget that

The way I’m breaking down to these songs but have to keep stopping to skip ads 😭

when you're happy you enjoy the music. when you're sad you understand the lyrics

the worst feeling is when u don’t really cry anymore, you just sit there with no expression and tears are just rolling down ur face

I have no tears left in my eyes from crying💔

This is how i found this playlist. It was actually night time and I'm covered in my sheets crying because I've procrastinated once again when i promised to do better. I cried to my mom and said my mind is always full even if i don't want to. I've developed an anxiety when going and in the school. Always praying that I don't get called and answer the wrong thing because all of my classmates would probably look at me and laugh, even though they help and are supportive when you don't get a lesson, especially math. Oh, i hate math with a passion, but i do want to become good at it. Even if only math. That's all i want, to be better at school. I want to be strong, but I can't. They have high expectations for me, which I can't reach. Though i wish i was at that level, I'm only on the lower rank. Never an honor student, had a line of 7 once, and average is always 88 or 85. I want them to know that I'm trying, too much that i cry myself to sleep almost every night, that sometimes i cry while doing late homeworks, that i feel stressed, and only has 4 hours of sleep. I'm tired. Very very tired, but I can't stop because I'm pushing myself to become perfect, when all i want is understanding. I'm only human, and i deserve to be heard and listened to. Edit: it's Sunday, day before going back to school after academic break. And i feel like my stomach is full of butterflies 🥲

Hello to the person reading this with a heavy heart: ) Hang in there dear I know that it'll feel like you're falling down your knees straight to distancing from the world (coz you feel like no one would understand you)but you know what? You can get through this Remember that after every storm there's always a brighter day Sometimes the sun rise brightly but it gets dark as the storm rolls in But it isn't dark forever Like wise life is all about downhills,uphils,silent battles,unseen tears, judgmental stares,fake smiles But what's important is that you should never even think of giving up coz some years later you're probably gonna thank yourself for not giving up becoz of how amazing your life will be^_^ Its all gonna be okay and you can cry dear let all those pain get out of your shoulders, you're carrying too much: ) But just hold on there brighter days are to come🖤 Edit : everyone has got their own Stories to tell, I hope this reminds you that you're not trapped alone in this castle of grief. Be there when no one else sees your hidden tears and no one else hears your untold stories. Sometimes your presence is the reason why someone feels alive. You're all that really matters.❤️

🥺 there are people who really do care... don't be afraid to admit you are confused, lonely, scared, or sad, or just need a friend. I'm sorry you're hurting

when i feel the way i do like rn, i listen to these kind of playlists to try and calm my mind and my anxiety. but tn is different. i’m just trying to remember all the memories i’ve made with my bsf before he passed. and it hurts bc he’s been gone for a year now and i’m slowly forgetting how his voice sounds like and i’m slow forgetting the memories of him. like i can barely remember anything like it’s all fading away in existence. and i just can’t let them go yet. i can’t let him go. i just want to hold on a bit longer even tho ik he’s never returning home. he was like me little brother and when he left, a part of me left. he took a part of me that my friends and family will never see again. i just feel so alone and lost without him and it hurts. it really hurts. i pray for the pain to go away and for me to finally let him go but all i feel is pain and all I want is for him to come back home… LLS🕊️🤍

It does hurt when you love someone you cant have but it also hurts when you love someone you shouldnt have 😭😭😭

it's so hard when everyone is there, but yourself is not there for you. you'll feel so lost and confused... you'll run away from them to find yourself, but keep losing yourself more. you won't know where to go.

I pretend it doesn't hurt I act like it's nothing But really, it's everything, and it's killing me.

sometimes strangers on youtube help/comfort you better than ur closest friends...

???: "Why do you listen to sad songs/music so much?" Me: "because I can." My heart & mind: "because there's a sense of comfort in knowing so many strangers feel the same, and actually understand when even those who are close to me don't."

i hope we’re gonna be parents our kids will feel free and safe to talk to so they know they’re not alone and won’t ever be cause we’ll always be by their side they will maybe hurt, but they won’t feel this kinda pain cause we’ll be wiping their tears every time, over and over again

I can't believe that 3 or more Years ago I was an innocent little kid enjoying life to its fullest. now I'm a broken mess and when i think of all those happy memories its makes me so sad and makes me feel so alone. to the strangers reading this, youre not alone. :(

Listening to this from last 8 months, and will listen always

It breaks your heart when you love someone so much more than everything and give some much for them but in the end you just get a broken heart and your self shattered…..I loved her man but in the end everything was heartbreaking,so I listen to these songs and console my self and keep calm ❤

the people who are meant to love and support me instead discourage and gaslight me. i’m a freshman in college who has no idea what she’s doing with her life because for the past nineteen years i’ve always been told what i’ll be. other people’s expectations have become my goals. i don’t know what i want to be and that terrifies me to my core. my future is so unpredictable and it’s hard to live in the moment because every second i am reminded of their words. i get scared thinking of my future, thoughts of ending everything sometimes creeping in my mind. but then they win and i get nothing. this upcoming year i really want to find out who i am, without the past holding me back. for everyone dealing with discouraging family/friends, you and i will get through it. i promise. we will be successful and make our own decisions and be who we are. let’s learn to not let anyone hold us back. we will grow. we will live.

parents say to never talk to online people or strangers but.. i met my best friend online, and he has been there since day one, he actually understands where im coming from

When you're in physical as well as mental pain that hits hard! And when fucking you have that one person you love the most in your mind and you guys messed up and you need that person so bad and miss them and want them to be with you hug them so tight and say sorry for all the mistakes you made and tears they had in their eyes cuz of you unintentionally and you want to end up the fight and be in good terms you really need this playlist at midnight! Wanted to sleep in their arms and listening to them, cuddling, saying eachother ilys ,soft touches, caressing eachother hair and then peacefully sleeping we r here instead listening to this playlist 🥺Btw Best playlist so far!! Needed this so bad!🥺💜

Pov: you’re relaxed listening to this and an ad comes on

Parents always say they will be there but I feel like they will judge you. Your friends don’t care. You don’t wanna annoy them or your bf. So here I am laying in bed listening to this playlist reflecting on past mistakes and doubting myself but I feel like the people on here understand better than anyone that is why I come on here. Thank you

I was always told "never talk to strangers" but the people I don't know understand me the most.

It hurts when you lose someone who that understands you😢

I'm not sure what's worse. Crying or having to cry quietly because you know that if anyone heard you, they wouldn't understand..

I’ve never done this before or shared this to anyone before.. but.. here I am, about to share the hardest time of my life to a bunch of strangers I feel strangely connected to.. i feel as if my “emo phase” was the absolute worst pain I’ve ever been in. I’ve never felt that kind of pain ever and i felt so empty & alone. i still remember it was during quarantine, there wasn’t anybody around & I saw a bottle of pills.. I still remember that same day, the exact say feeling I felt in my heart, my mind.. I was going to do it.. I was just thinking “am I really about to do this.. what will afterlife be like.. will my pain finally be over?” I didn’t have anybody that I could mentally think about other than myself in that moment. that may sound selfish but it’s the truth.. I couldn’t think of my parents, I couldn’t think of any friends.. not that I had any.. i couldn’t think of my cousins or siblings… all I could think about, in that moment, was that bottle of pills.. now you may be thinking why am I still here if i was so close to taking the pills well, I ask myself that same exact question every single day.. “why are you still here? why didn’t you just take the pills?” I’m not sure why I didn’t.. I’m not really glad I didn’t.. but there are some moments in my life, now, that I feel somewhat glad I didn’t end it. I sometimes do, somehow find myself missing the deep deep sadness I felt in that period of time in my life. i miss the aching feeling of myself crying in my room at night wishing I was dead, wishing I didn’t look how I look, wishing I wasn’t who I am. i wouldn’t say that I’m happy but I wouldn’t say that I’m depressed.. I still struggle with my inner thoughts & I still sometimes find myself crying.. staring at a pill bottle.. but hey, here I am, writing this awful paragraph about my awful life to a bunch of strangers. thank you..(?)

Room: I'll close the door so people won't see you crying Mirror: don't worry I know your true self Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad Blanket: Hug me if you're sad Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS< NO ONE CARES ABOUT US~ LOVE YOURSELF 🖤

When I was 10/11/12/13 I didn't understand what these songs mean now am living these songs I think mom and dad are not getting along and they will get discourse

Even if u get love from parents,but at the end you fell alone and lost and u can't even share ur felling with ur parents because they never care.....u need someone to hug u but there is no one really that can fell the pain in the same way.....living our pillow which makes us comfort and hold ur tears whole life..... I'm not happy, but I can go laughing and smiling all day but at the end of day i fell alone..and lost

It’s crazy how we all feel so down at one point in our life’s. Just imagine if there was no pain we would never truly grow up without pain. I’m not saying having pain is fun. I feel broken and that’s why I’m here like so many other people. I just thought about how many of us have the same problem we’re not alone.

Im not mad im not sad im not happy im not worried im not scared i fell nothing . No mood idk what feelings is this is anyone agree with me ? Do you guys have the same feeling with me or just me...

That moment it's so hurtful to not be able to cry even and you feel your heart crying so bad ...

This hits hard when you've lost a loved one and think about it and can't stop crying but don't want your mom to see you like that because it will hurt her too😟😟