-Time stamps- 00:00 - 03:09 Young - Vacation 03:09 - 06:05 Heather - Conan Gray 06:05 - 09:05 The night we met - Lord Huron 09:05 - 12:35 First love / late spring - Mitski 12:35 - 16:03 River - Leon Bridges 16:05 - 19:25 Apocalypse - Cigarette After Sex 19:06 - 22:48 YNWIM - Yot Club 22:49 - 25:33 Space songs - Beach house 25:34 - 28:59 I can’t handle change - Roar
Depends on how serious u want the relationship to be. There must be common ground in morals as well if ur actually planning on raising a family with the person.
Yeah but when you'll finally find someone else it will be easy becoz of that person to accept the tragedies in the past and ultimately you'll conclude time heals everything ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Yea, but it bends the other way whenever they leave, every song reminds you of what once was, seeing the same situation mirrored, looking into through the rose tinted window,but this time being on the other side of the glass, alone. Tasting and reliving those memories. Getting hit with what feels like dejà vu, only that after it goes sour sitting in your mouth, that bad after taste now being a constant reminder that it was once so sweet.
That was the entire 'Harry's House' album for me 😅. Btw even after me and her broke up its still such a good album imo. But nowadays it is like a different meaning here inside.
It’s 5:50 am and I’m still thinking about the same person I’ve been in love with for 2 years and she likes me back but I don’t think she’s ready and I don’t wanna rush her
"You're the sun, you've never seen the night but you hear it's song from the morning birds. Well I'm not the moon, I'm not even a star but awake at night i'll be singing to the birds." -Mitski One of my favorite lyrics
I lost him due to suicide.... he didn't tell me how he was feeling I found out he was very stressed working 4 jobs paying for his parents bills at the age of 15 and trying to make time to spend time with me he was the sweetest funniest guy he was amazing and to lose him was the worst day of my life... and to others around him...
One of the more complicated things about falling in love with someone is maintaining the mindset that you are still a complete person if they decide to leave.
you become dependent in a way almost treating them like a brother / or sister that will always be there but the sad reality is unlike being bonded by blood you are bonded by love and sometimes that can fall apart or fade away
It really does suck, it's the worst, you spend every day with them, nurture their dreams, you realize that even tho you both are kinda young for all this but you still try to make it work through everything, it becomes something run through and old, it sucks it has to be the right time and right person, I hate time, it's either wrong or right, not enough or too much, and sucks when other people get in the mix
I met him in 8th grade, his 7th. In my 10th, we became best friends, always joking about dating. Prom was around the corner, and on the day I planned on asking him, we were sent home, and COVID began. We fell slightly out of touch, but I reached out about a month later. I invited him to come camping with me, my sister, her bf, and our roommate. On the camping trip, it rained, soaking my blanket. In response, me and him shared a blanket and cuddled for warmth. The next night we went back to my place and all stayed, trying to still somewhat camp. That night he told me he loved me for the first time, and the next day, I asked him out. I came to learn by continuing to talk to him, I saved his life. I came to learn so much about his pain, his uniqueness. I came to learn about my own. For 2 years, we were happy. Then I graduated, I got depressed, and my toxic family affected me more than I wanted. I became such a horrible person. I chose every night to ignore him, and just hang out with my dad smoking. I stopped showing that I loved him. I pushed him away. He cut things off. I persisted, wanting so desperately to fix things and clouded by the pain. I said some hurtful things. I did some stupid things, just trying to get him to come back. Now he has me blocked on just about everything. I haven't seen him in almost a year. I've missed so much. Him, and all of his friends, hate me. I've come a long way since then, sought help from friends and therapy, began my dream career. But every day I feel hopeless. He made me want to be a better person. He wanted nothing but the best for me. I undervalued him. I haven't felt much of anything since it happened. I don't expect forgiveness. I can't even forgive myself. I'm sorry, for everything. I don't know if I'll ever be able to move forward without you, but I will keep trying. You showed me both how much I have, and everything I don't. I'll always love you, I just wish I knew better.
"I undervalued him" These words resonate with me. I never appreciated him when I could, and pushed him away for... literally no idea why, ig we humans really are brain dead idiots from time to time, like we purposely try to fuck things up when we know we're on the right track, or maybe we don't know who they really are and what they mean to us and we just did unexplainable things we regret to this day I miss him.
the same thing happened to me. we met right around my 14th bday and instantly had a connection, constant phone calls, hanging out and within a month we started dating. he was everything to me, he helped me grow so much and pulled me out of my reality. we dated for almost 3 years but about the 2.5 year mark something changed in me and I became so cold towards him. I got super depressed and felt like I didn't deserve him so I tried to push him away. I wanted him to hurt so he would never come back to me. I guess I got my wish. looking back I got better but I don't think he'll ever talk to me again. I just wish I could apologize and explain to him none of it was his fault. I dont expect him to forgive me but I just hope he's doing OK and he doesn't blame himself. I still listen to his favorite songs I would always act like I hated. sometimes I'll call him every once in a while on a blocked number just to hear his voice
@@destinygonzalez5617 In that age it’s hard to hold a relationship with someone, it can be both mentally and physically exhausting and I assume you were having those kind of feelings or you just lost the connection/feelings towards him. Should have thought abt it but I don’t blame you, young love is blind
Literally me and her have been liking each other for a long time, she told me last night that she cant get over the last person and gets me messed up because ive never felt that free with someone in my entire life.
Perfect way to describe how I'm feeling I know they have 0 interest in me but I've known them for quite a while and I'm close with them and they make me laugh, smile etc
She even told me….”I will never forget you doesn’t matter how long we don’t talk you were my first love and the right person but not the right time…” I literally crying right now and I haven’t cried in months
I remember having a friend in highschool he's a really close friend of mine, we did almost everything together and we were enjoying both of our lives, I grew so much feelings for him but he never knew that fact. I enjoyed every single moment we had with each other, simple texting or simple conversations at the campus, everything was a treasure to me, I always liked his company, he made me feel so safe. Sad that we had to part ways as college came along, we went to different schools and barely talked afterwards. The thing that pained me the most was that during the time I watched him leave for the last time, he was walking beside someone with his hands entwined to another, I sat there at the bench watching them laugh to each other, he looked so happy, much happier than he did when we were together. To deepen the wound even more is the fact that he did not say goodbye to me anymore, he was too focused with her.
May your heart be still my dear, sometimes we encounter things that we can never control. It hurts badly, but in turn there is someone just waiting for you. If that hasn’t already happened. We are here on our personal journeys. I send you peace and love. I may not know you but I do know your feelings all to well. You got this ❤❤❤❤
@@bebravechannel9052 i'm still at the process of moving on, as much as i try to forget the pain, it remains the same. But reading your comment made me feel quite better, and knowing that someone out there cares lightens my mood. Thank you for your advises, I appreciate it :)
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don't know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something-to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you're not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it's not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You're not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what's wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love. You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it's tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don't let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won't let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down. Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you're still fighting. You're so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you're beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don't have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That's why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don't blame yourself, don't think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn't see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don't feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is. If you aren't accepted at home or in general than am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn't be ashamed of, accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me. You’re not useless, you're not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don't starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it's hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain. you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish/hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you're reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you're reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you're here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, know you will make it I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don't let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn-Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you're unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you.
Thank you very much, I myself have no much to say for the way you make me feel is something I cannot describe, will it be words, picture or an emoji, but still thank you for your encouragement and a minute of warmth you make us feel, may you have a good day, good night and tomorrow. May your path be blessed a thousand times 😊
I found the perfect girl everything was right about her. Her smile, her laugh, her personality, her looks. But she had abusive parents and she took her own life after one bad night and now I sit in my room and listen to her favorite songs and I cry. She left me an empty shell which she would fill but now I remain empty
me too, and i liked this guy who i thought would be a horrible boyfriend, and he pleasantly surprised me and ended up liking me back, it took like..... 3 years but he ended up liking me back, and now i get little messages and he tells me how pretty i am and smart and how much he likes me and he gives me hoodies and warms my hands. it will happen, i was in the same boat as you i promise. im also a hopeless romantic, you just gotta wait for the right guy. i lowkey hoe'd around while i was waiting lmfao
I listen to this playlist everyday. I put it on when I do my homework, scroll or try to calm myself down. It is not because of some sad love i listen to those songs, they're just a real deal mood. To my dear traumatized, lonely friends that are reading this comment- I'm chilling with ya my guys, whatever you're going through listening to this song- I am with you. Lets vibe together
This video will always have a special place in my heart; this comment section is like a place for broken souls... For anyone here that has been hurt... or even hurt someone... I just want to say a few things. It's going to be okay. Just give it time. If things didn't work out, it was for a reason. Everything is a part of God's plan. I'm sorry you went through something like that. But you will heal. Don't give up, no matter how hard it might get. You will meet the right person for you one day, and they will love like you deserve. Stay strong, everyone.
god, i want to say i wish i never met you. but honestly, regardless of the pain that i know i would go through, i would still want to meet you and fall in love with you again. if it means i could spend some time with you.
Man this girl likes man and were going out but were on and off, she's been hurt so much times and i tell her i will never leave her side but it hurts knowing i make her happy but she scared to lose me. Edit: we have been doing a lot better know im happy but she still don't trust me enough to tell me how she fells when she's mad or sad but its ok in time she will trust me. im just glad she trusts me more then she did last time.
Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming here to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, dont worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I`ll try to help as best as i can. I wont judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I cant begin to imagine how you must feel. Your so tough for getting through all of that. Im so proud of you for not giving up. Of course i understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You cant go into a battle already wounded. You cant wave the white flag without trying your hardest. And hey. If you need to take another break, Im always here. Helping you is my specialty They always find there way. One way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. Ill try to lend some advice, Or just an ear to listen. My job is done. Take life on with all your energy, and remember that you always have a soul cheering you on. Youll always have my support. I cant wait to see the great things you achieve. Before i go. I love you
damn... I'm not really the type of guy who cry, but this comment... Truly, from the bottom of my hurt and mind, thank u. No matter who you are, where you live, what to do fora living, just wanna say that your comment was perfect. Thanks again for all your love, your kindness. Hoping that you're living the life u want to, Zach.
I fell in love with him. He fell in love with me dated for a bit. He Distanced himself from me later he broke up with me. I was confused why until I found out he had cancer. He didn’t want me to worry about him. He died six months later. I just wish I was with him in his final moments. His smile still cheers me up.Btw I just want to say thank you for all the support because it really makes me smile!
im so sorry for your loss, but let me tell you...you're strong. i know it. he's watching you from heaven and smiling at you and very proud of you. keep going ml, i believe in you🤍
I fell in love with the idea of him. Barely knew him but he was always so kind to me when I was going through some of the hardest moments these past few years. Simple “hellos” and “how are you doing”. He’d sit with me and we’d chat and joke. Deep down I always knew it wouldn’t end well but I’m so happy for him. He found his person and his smile is so wide compared before he met her. It makes me sad but I couldn’t be happy for him and I hope and pray that they treat each other well.
Just say it. But say it in a mature way. For example i just told her the way i feel for her and she doesn't even have to say anything back. Because i don't care i just wanted to let her know about how i feel how bad i felt for her and how heavy it made me everyday and night. And for her to be mature enough to understand that i can't control how i feel and i can't control how she feels so i understand that too. She texted me back after a long 6 days and said she always saw me as a friend and i was just as happy as always because i just didn't want to lose her as my best friend and we went bowling the next day😁. But if it ever happens and she decides to give us a chance then good. If not iam still focusing on my self making my self better everyday
Her eyes are pure magic, but her tears are painful Her ears love hearing the sound of the rain, but hate hearing people talking shit about her Her hair loves my hands, always petting her, but hates when someone pulls without asking She is an angel, but surrounded of demons who try to hurt her I want to protect her, but the demons possessed my brain, and I'm afraid of them, because they might hurt her, my little sunlight, my caring angel, my soulmate A broken soul is trying to heal another broken soul, but it has no energy for both souls If I have to sacrifice one, it'll be mine, I don't need to think it twice
I love him so much... It hurts so badly knowing that he'll never feel the same. It's like I'm trapped in this box of feeling and I'm drowning but he's able to be free without the burden of knowing I like him
i miss listening to this kind of playlist... but im not that broken anymore.. every time i listen to this kind of playlist it give me flashback about me and him. and it just makes me even more sad😥😥😕😕
This is the beauty, my dear. Healing is the purpose. This kind of music isn't made to serve you forever. The best part isn't the "other side". There isn't really another side. You can't know what could be until you do. Keep growing. Loving. Laughing. Crying. Run far and quickly and fall asleep with a twinkle in your eye. It's the growing that makes it worth it. To stand on a rock and look to see the progress you've made is a blessing. This is the point of that pain you once had. Now go and live with your whole soul. Good luck, and keep growing
I lost her to a drunk driver... we were in high-school she was the one. She went to all my games and vice versa. We were both also into music. And just did everything together. We would sing all the time. Do covers and endless hours of conversations in the phone. We had the deepest connection went from being a player to a one lady man. I couldn't see or think about anybody else but her no matter how many girls approached me. I knew she was the one. The day I had finally asked her to be my girl. She went to a cousins birthday party. Also her first time driving by herself. On her way back home. She never made it. The driver did though... I remember not getting replies from her after that. And stayed up all night the next day I got the news from her friend... never has anyone ever seen me broken. I was the example of a guy who showed no weakness no fear no pain nothing. And at that moment I just remember my heart tearing. It hurt physically.... my mind went blank. And my body went numb... I dropped to my knees I couldn't cry I couldn't speak I couldn't do anything. I remember I just got back up and walked. I ended up going to see my weight training coach. I just asked if i could hide there for a while. I remember picking up the weights and as I started my set the tears started flowing... I thought that by lifting weights i could lift the weight off my chest and numb the pain. My coach saw me. And just let me cry on his shoulders... she was perfect for me.. her light brown hair.. beautiful hazel eyes with a thought of green closer to the middle the purest most innocent smile... that brought warmth to you. Her laugh that just filled you and forced you to laugh with her and even though you don't remember why you were laughing it was still funny. Her voices. A soft sweet angelic melody after that day. I can no longer sing or play.. it hurts too much to even touch a guitar. It's been years now... and although I've made my life worth while. I still am reminded of her. And I will never forget her.
Idk why but I just had the urge to say your doing the best man, walk forward to your new life goal even if it's full of needles, its hard but its worth it
i hope youre okay. i know losing someone extremely close to you and you feel like you cant be separated from them is so incredibly difficult to deal with. really and truly, i hope life treats you well from now on. please take care of yourself and do what you desire. remember to drink and eat, and sleep. im so sorry that such a horrible incident happened and i wish you well with everything you wish to do. stay safe, mr garcia
Bro, you‘re doing your best and it’s important that you keep going. I’m really sorry for your loss. Life is hard, but it sure has a plan for you, always remember that
i've never been in love, letalone a relationship, but this playlist is just making me so emotional. idk if i'm just tired, or what, but it is. goodnight, friend..
You know the fact that reading this comment and having it bring me to tears just shows how deprived I am of affection at the moment :/. Sometimes all it takes is a little praise or love to make everything better, even if it’s a random persons comment
She's a coworker, and we are having a perfect time together, it's a chemistry that I never felt before. We complete each other when it comes to literally every single thing, our ideas and thoughts are entirely alike. I make her laugh really hard all day, we never run out of subjects to talk about, we lose the sense of time when we are having those conversations, and we sometimes have those moments when we look deep into each other's eyes disguising ourselves shyly. It's been a while and the feeling strengthens as time passes. We do everything together at work and she shows that she wants to be close to me and so do I. She's someone whom I always have dreamed of and I can tell that I am someone whom she always wanted but... she's married and I totally respect that, I never hit on her and those moments just happen, I never think about doing them because it's everything so natural. She sometimes tells that her marriage is not going really well because of tons of things and she mentions that they are entirely different from each other, but at the same time I don't see them breaking up, those problems that they are having are just problems that almost every couple have to go through... She complains about him saying that he's been doing something that is really not good for her making her suffer, worry, and wonder if he still cares about her, but then he suddenly does something showing that he still cares, he buys her things, he asks her out and so on. Again, I never did something to damage their marriage because that's not like me. They won't break up and that's ok. It's completely painful, I feel like a monster for liking someone married but I didn't choose it, I just feel it and if I had a choice, I would choose not to feel it. I am so angry at the world for being an unfair place. I won't do anything but wait, and one thing I know for sure: I would wait hundreds of years for her and I wouldn't regret it.
I remember when we were best friends. In high school our families would laugh on hours on end, and they were considered family. During covid she was the person who I would talk to for hours on end, and we would do anything for each other. She had a smile and laugh unlike any other. I finally assembled the courage to ask her to prom, when I created a "stache" from the movie Up - full of badges that were symbolic of key moments throughout the years we knew each other as friends. I already loved her going into dating. That first kiss was transcending. I actually have a picture of my bewildered face after that night in front of a mirror with a gaping mouth open. I was shocked with the number of people who were totally "shipping" us. My favorite moments of high school were with her. She introduced me to a life of bewilderment and comfort unlike anyone else I've ever met in my life. Time flew. When she was sick for prom, I drove her to my house and set up hundreds of candles and had my younger sister be our butler for the evening (don't worry I paid my sister with fruit snacks). There was no one else I wanted to be my best friend than her. When we went to college together we danced in the snow. Effort is important in a relationship, but it felt so natural with her, like we could have fun no matter what. When we were slow dancing, she said that it was a core memory. She even treated me to a lantern festival where we wrote down all of our ambitions on a lamp as we floated it into a water. This was the type of relationship where no one else was allowed in. We were completely enfatuated. We were Flynn Ryder and Rapunzel for Halloween. It was around the beginning of this year though. When I started doubting in my own ability for our future. I didn't have a lot of stability and we decided that the best course of action would be to end it. A few weeks later I kept wanting to see just my friend, but she said that there would never be any future for us. Her eyes looked different and pained. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to hear in my life. I still remember the first time when I saw her face more than 6 years ago, and feeling that one day I'd get the opportunity to date her. Just a few months ago she looked like a stranger. If I had the chance to rewind time would I? I would. But should I? I don't think so. Perhaps we were both kicks in each other butts for the rest of our lives. If I had to choose between feeling it or not at all, I think you already know my answer. I know that we had what most people look for their whole lives. Since the breakup I have gone on a few dates, but why do I think of her still while I'm on them? None of them have come even close. Am I just romanticizing the past? There were some days that were frustrating or annoying here and there, but we were there for each other. It's been near 6 months now, and I didn't appreciate her the way she should've been treated. I'm changing several aspects of my life, but I hope and pray that there is someone out there ready to treat her the way I couldn't. To be honest, I don't know if I will ever find love like that again. But maybe that's a good thing about life. Her birthday is this week, and my mind is flooded with memories. I still know what her smile feels like, and what her eyes signify. How could I forget? Despite everyone telling me to move on, and determine a future for myself, a part of me will always love Bella.
worst part is accepting you can't be with them it's right in front of you but you cannot take it it's infuriating and god knows i've cried so much because of it but after a while you come to terms with the facts i know i won't be lonely forever i'm still young and there is so many possible opportunities to find someone to suffer with in this fucked up world much love to anyone going through something like this (which most people here probably are) stay strong and keep your head, it'll do wonders in the long run
Your right… I have cried for weeks at a time I love him and he knows but he still doesn’t care even if he begged for me to keep him in my life I don’t know why he did it all he does hurt me he knows I like him I told him but watches me in pain and he laughs but I can’t leave him…it hurts
This playlist gave me some inspiration to write- so enjoy! Roses are beautiful They also have thorns That sting and hurt while the gap bleeds Never before have I thought I could suffer such pain From a beauty like you Never before have I considered myself weak Until you came along Never before have I seen myself as a bad person Until you hurt me like you did Did I do something? What did I do, to become your enemy? I didn't want to I never wanted to But you broke me down Burned me to ashes Then made me into clay Where you made me the bad guy Does that make you, the bad guy in this fairytale? If so, then I still shouldn't love you, like I did a year ago When we laughed and whispered secrets on the hood of my car, in the moon light, when I realized I was in love with you But why did that have to hurt our friendship? Why did you leave, once I told you Why did you cut a gash in my heart Why are you leaving me, to bleed out on the cold, hard ground And why, do still want to buy you a rose and tell you that you, are the most beautiful flower I have ever seen, and that you remind me of a rose So beautiful and full of love But so dangerous and full of hate at the end of the day
Same thing happened to me and then I saw your comment and decided to share (Beautiful btw) Work, eat, and sleep. Cycle of this freedom. Fault of us all. Work, eat, and sleep. Cycle of this price. Dopamine extracts heavy fees. Work, eat, sleep, and grow old. Work through rain and drought. Escape.
I remember the first day of school, she walked into the class, in the middle of everyone and she was the first thing that I kept my eyes on, and I thought "wow". I still remember when I asked her if she listen to girl in red, our first kiss, when we started dating, how she made me feel when she was around or when she texted me. I always knew that there was a chance that she move to far away, but at the same time part of me had hope, and still has it. when we broke up I cried so fucking much, she was my first love as I was hers, and I agree with her "I never knew the meaning of right person wrong time till I met you''.
I’m reading these comments and I’m ngl they kinda scare me. I’m dating the most wonderful person I have ever met right now, and all these stories are talking about loving someone then losing them and I’m scared I’m gonna lose her. She is the best thing that’s ever happened to me. It started off as just friends, then 20 hour phone calls. One day we went to a dance together and I kissed her. She pulled me closer to her and I will never forget that feeling. The feeling that I am loved. I made a promise to myself to protect her and never lose her and I’m gonna stick by it. But whatever y’all are going through you need to stick through it. It’s gonna get better and you’ll someday find someone that when you set eyes on them you’ll get this feeling. You might not know what it is at first but eventually you’ll come to find out it is love. When you find that someone never let them go. Love them like you’ve never loved anyone before. I love her and every time I look at her I get this feeling inside and it makes me feel so warm. I’m never letting go of her.
It’s been two weeks since I learned my friend(crush) already has a bf. I genuinely thought we could have been more than friends but no point in orbiting around someone who’s taken. It just hurts a little having to accept that I can’t protect her smile and laughter. I was so stressed cause the last time I caught feelings it didn’t end very well I was depressed for months and it was dangerous. But thankfully she’s a better person and the feelings aren’t as painful. I’m glad she is part of my life even though her stay won’t be permanent. Thank you Viky for being an amazing friend in my lonely life. 8:33AM Dec 29 23 Friday
I’m just casually listening to this and reading peoples stories and crying over them. I have tears running down my face right now. I wish you all the best and you guys are sooo strong ❤️❤️
my ex cheated on me with 2 guys and now i cant even sleep anymore because of what she did, she literally told me what she did with those two boys “nicely”, she literally explained me EVERYTHING of what she did. she also said “they are better than you”, “hes hotter” etc. the worst feeling you could feel is being treated like this by the person you love most, she said im inferior and stuff than them but while i was saying i was feeling destroyed and stuff, i didnt touch her or insult her because she was still my life. im a person that if hes in love with someone then he doesnt leave it alone. because love its like a drug. you cant help it, expecially if you’re sensitive.
I think laufey said it the best: “Everybody falling in love but I’m falling behind” Everyone is finding their soulmates in girl in red season while I’m over here creating stupid attachments to people when they end up liking others. Why can’t someone just love me back.? The more and more I think about the more I realize that I should probably learn to love myself before others but I think that literally just someone finding the slightest interest in me would cause me to be happier in life. I just want someone to truly love me back but no one will. When will it be my turn?
She was perfect, her affection, her personality, everything was worth it. I was the one at fault i wasn't ready and i pushed her away, my mental health is shit, and im so guilty for hurting her.
You did the right thing. Even tho it hurts , it was the best decision. Because taking care of yourself is more important than anything. You didn’t want to hurt them and so you didn’t take a move, it’s all alright tho. Breath in and out... there’s a lot of people out there. Yes I may not know you and sound stupid but I just wanna tell you that before finding the one , you should find yourself. Your mental health is fucked up and that’s totally okay. You hurt them but you would’ve hurt them more if you were in a relationship and you weren’t sure of who you are and being just fucked up. Belive me when I say you would’ve hurt them even more. Stress , anger issues ,....all these overwhelming emotions that you must feel right now , it’s okay that you’re feeling this way. Everyone would’ve felt that way. Just know that what you did was absolutely right and you’re gorgeous. Yes , even tho you’ve made mistakes , hurt people , hurt yourself , you are still gorgeous. It’s these things that make us human. And you can still change if you really aren’t comfortable with yourself. I am proud of you for being here and It is not your fault. ❤️
man same happened to me, I called her something I would never want to come out of my mouth again. We broke up and now shes dating one of my friends litterally after our breakup, the girls we used to love change so quickly
@@tasnimalghussein4644 i tried to tell her that but she convinced me to and she left me thursday 5 months of me trying to open up for nothing she would get mad when i tried and make it seem like i was in the wrong and make me apologise foe every thing even when i got mad when she hugs her exes and gets all flirty with them even when she went to the fair with ME she asked her ex to come and she spent most of the time with him walking with him talking with him. and she had him buy her shii. but no im the bad guy for saying how i feel. i cant talk to anyone but she can do that shit with her exes........
She once told me: "No matter how much you love me or show care for me, it doesn't mean I will love you. Just because you love me doesn't mean I love you. Keep that in mind." But ofc I still told her i'll love her even if she hates me. Then she started crying and hugging me saying "Why and how can you still love me after I constantly hurt you." I honestly didn't know but I responded with, "Even if it kills me i'll always love you." Before she died she told me that she can't live with the guilt of hurting someone who loves her as much as she loves them. She confessed guys. I'll always love you F
It seems like she was trying to distance herself so her death would hurt you less but felt guilty that she was doing it for nothing because no matter what you wouldn’t love her any less. I think she wanted to love you but couldn’t bring herself to get too involved if she knew she was going to die. But I don’t know the situation enough to be certain. I feel for you and can’t believe how much you truly loved her. It sounds quite beautiful.
Feeling safe here so i’m gonna express my feelings for him… I’ve never experienced something like love at first sight. But when I first saw him, ofc i'm not instantly fall for him but there’s definitely a spark deep inside my heart. He was confident, surely successful and charismatic, while I’m obviously someone who will never be on his mind. Although I can see some flaws in him (he is pessimistic and kind of aggressively determined sometimes), still I absolutely adore him. We had several eye contacts before, I’m one of those people who can’t really make eye contacts. I can’t really explain it but I just really enjoy having intense eye contact with him and it ofc gives me butterflies. These days I’m just very very sad that I will probably never gonna see him after I graduate and well, we will probably not gonna be friends let alone something more than that. I don’t really wanna be sad over a guy but it’s just so hard to suppress the feelings for someone sometimes. I hope that one day either we will be friends or I’ll get over him…
I had a whole plan to tell her we’re 14 and we’re both tipsy in the Down stairs room and my friend started snapping her about how I feel about her it didn’t make it awkward we both laughed about and she had to go back home in 10 minutes but when I got back to my house which is a while away from her house my friend told me that she said she also liked me I haven’t seen him yet since then since this was a couple days ago so I haven’t seen the messages but the hope I have that he’s not lying is all that keeps me breathing right now
What's worse than falling in love with someone you can't have, is then realizing you're living your life in a fantasy. With only romance novels and your imagination to have someone to call your own Edit: oml I have never got more than 5 likes on a comment and now i'm over 3k, thank yall so much. Just wanna say you will find someone whotruly loves you. I wish youall theluck in the world! Edit again: Back where I started. I know she’s the one, she just doesn’t want me anymore. Isn’t that fun.
I just knew a swiss girl in my travel to Costa Rica some time ago, I fell in love with her at first sight. We both of us were traveling alone and we pass the day together, we explored a park, went to launch and walked on the beach. But she told me that she has a boyfriend. I can't stop thinking about her since that day and I hope so that I can see her again one more time
it happened again.... she is perfect she understands me i understand her we have a good vibe and she is all i ever wanted from someone the literal 11/10 personality...... and she is in love with someone else GOD FUCKING DAMMIT... im so tired of it
I've known her for 3 years, been with her for 3 years, and talked with her for 3 years. Both of us have a lot in common, we match. Sadly we both live far from each other (Yes we had a long-distance relationship) which led us to separate. If only I was with her, right now. None of this would happen, we'd be inseparable. Anyways, cheer up everyone. This ain't the end for us!
Met her over discord. We started gaming daily and eventually the gaming sessions turned into 20hour calls where we both fell asleep and when we woke up, we just repeated it. 2 weeks of gaming, chatting and laughter later we decided to meet up. It was the most scary thing I've ever done. I walked through her apartment door and saw the most breathtaking person I have seen. Pictures didnt do her justice. I remember shaking and my heart going in circles. The connection was magical, to the point where I stayed over at her place for 8 days. Nothing happened during that time cause I didnt feel like something needed to. She was prerfect, my first friend. A week later she comes over to my place and we went to the beach one night. After a few hours of chatting, there was a silence, we held eye contact and I said "fuck it" out loud and leaned over to kiss her. She kissed me back. That kiss was so electric, full of emotions that it made me realize that I fell in love after a month. I still to this day come back to remember that feeling daily. After that we kept talking, went home and everything was perfect. Fastforward 2 months. She was my girlfriend, found out by that time that she also felt everything Ive been feeling. We both thought that we are meant for eachother. Then her life got tossed into chaos. Her parents didnt agree of me for no reason. They thought I was the reason their daughter was unhappy but I was the one helping her, staying up til 6 am to make sure she went to sleep safe. I did everything to make her happy, so she would feel safe and loved again. Her mom got really mentally abusive to her and so did her father. Last week I sent her to a plane to Australia to her sister. We went from chatting, sending pictures and video calling to maybe 2 conversations a day. Sending her on that plane was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do cause I knew after that she was gone. Now I realize its one of my biggest regrets but I know shes happy now, shes away from all the negativity in her life and is there to start a new one. Im so proud of her.
So, I really fell in love with this guy. He's a Godsend to me. Made me feel like things I never felt before and turned my blue days into sunny beautiful days. But the distance just messing everything up. Me moving to another country and having problems to stay in touch like we used to. I just hope that if it isn't me, he finds someone who can love him like I couldn't do and please keep that smile and red cheeks there. I pray to God every day for you to be okay. And I wanted to say that I'm very glad I met you and for you I still believe in love. ❤
I thought to myself “I think I can.” But the universe had a different plan. As I lie in pain getting old, I wipe my tears with the hands you were meant to hold.
'pon showered silver, He will be There The groom's dismayed, and Juno Her Harp lyeth up on the Mount. As she watched him go, Speaking little and stating less. Eli, Lamma sabach t'ani. Left with four and three betwixt Returning from the Galilee, The Father sheds one lone tear And the quake shall bring Him Back to you. Amen. Sorry for being cryptic but I needed to vent. Thank you for your time and pleased are thoughts on words.
that’s how i feel too, idk what to think of the situation i’m in bc there are just so many feelings and no one can be honest. it hurts so bad and i don’t know how to protect everyone but i hope that everything ends well for you. goodluck 💕💕
When I saw him he was rollerskating, so so elegantly. He skated as if the world was going to end. Even though he had a girlfriend - which I didn't realise until later, he still kept eye contact. He still gave me a gaze that I will never forget, he had a smile that was irresistible. He was definitely the right person for me but at the wrong time. I hope I see him again.
i love him too much. He’s so handsome and has the most amazing singing voice ever. His hands are warm and when he’s present i just wanna hug him or hold his hand. All my others were never like this. He’s different and it hurts since I’m moving. I regret so many things. I wish I told him sooner and i wish i spent more time with him. I will forever love you Braulio.❤❤
I think there's no such "Right person wrong time" there's always a reason why you meet a person in your life. It's either they're a blessing or to teach a lesson in your Journey:)
I met him when I was 15. He was beautiful with a heart of gold, and never failed to make me laugh even when I felt down. He was a little older than me, and the timing wasn't perfect, but I would have waited an eternity for him. A few months ago, I sat in the front row at his wedding and watched the love of my life get married. I've been stuck in this nightmare for so long now that I've given hope of getting out of it. Of moving on. I figure I've had one great love in my life, and lots of people don't even get that. For those of you out there who got your happily ever after, don't ever take it for granted.
Hey theres billions of people out there. How unlikely is it that you met your true love that early and that theres noone else? Hope you find someone who makes you feel like that again :P
I remember the first time I saw him. I walked into a room and he looked up, his gorgeous eyes meeting mine. A smile crept onto his face. A few months later, I got to know him very well. We became friends. I was happy. But then out of nowhere, he disappeared. Now I see him at school, but we don't talk. I missed my chance, and now he's gone.
Thank you for this.. This actually made me realise of how stupid I saw to start a "relationship" with that guy at 14. I really did think that he was nice....but my mother was right. They do just act. He is a pervert. I hope he realised his mistake and does not do the same to the next girl. If you are going to chose someone, please be careful and know the person first. Hugs and kisses to the people who lost the person they loved. Remember, you are always going to be loved
They say there is no such thing as the wrong time with the right person. The right person will always be at the right time, or come back at the right time. Have hope...
She was my first real heart break. She knew she was too unstable to be in a relationship but she still tried to make me hers. It worked cause I had liked her too. I didn't know that we'd fall in love so quickly but it wasn't a burn out. I didn't know how closely I'd grow to be attached to her. She felt right, she felt like home. She felt like the one person who saw me for who I am and still loved me for that. Her arms felt like the safest, warmest place that could ever exist. I have a live photo of her laying on my legs and looking up at me. I still look at it from time to time to remind myself that I'm a loveable person and that she loved me at one point. She tossed her meds one night to gain a sense of control and that...not to say ruined everything but that ruined everything. She started lashing out and pulling away from everyone and everything, not just me. She was more unstable than she let on. It probably didn't start with the meds; I'm still not sure where exactly we went wrong. I started to ask why she wouldn't care for herself and her answer was that I'm the one thing worth caring for. Not even half a month later, she broke up with me. I tried everything to keep her, from trying to reason with her to begging her. Pathetic, right? We tried to be friends after but that quickly turned into something sexual. It broke my heart when she wrote me a letter telling me that "...this is still something that I don't want." That was in regard to not wanting a relationship with me. But she'd still kiss and make out with me. This comment has gotten quite long so I'll catch you up quickly. We're not a thing but also not not a thing. If that makes any sense. I know I'm a burden to her and cause her stress when I try to bring up the topic of our relationship. I'm currently trying to preserve whatever type of relationship we have left because I still want a future with her. She had said while we were breaking up that if she has a future that she wants one with me. That is the only hope I have left in me for us. After we broke up, I felt a shift in her. I wouldn't say this to anyone irl but it feels as if she doesn't have a soul anymore. When she looks and talks to me, she feels cold. Like all the love she once held for me has disappeared and her mind is elsewhere. When I ask how she's doing, all I get is okay or fine. Obviously she's lying but I can't push her to tell me what's upsetting her because one: that's her business and she doesn't have to tell me squat and two: I'm already on super thin ice with her. I just want her to be able to trust and count on me but I keep slipping up and telling her my feelings for her. She's been making me feel as if the love that I used to show her now makes her sick. That's where I'm at right now: one more slip up and I lose her. Most likely for good. Anyway, thanks for reading. I know it was an eye sore. bye *jumps out the window*
^^^ i totally agree, and i think not pushing her to talk about what's wrong if she doesn't want to is a good idea, just give it time, you'll figure it out in the end and find peace sending lots of virtual hugs !! :]
Dam dawg I had kinda the same relationship to but I broke it off cause I knew it was too unhealthy for the both of us, I get that u still want to be that one important person in her life but sometimes we gotta accept that same love she gave u is gone now and sadly isn’t coming back from her, I wish u a farewell my friend and if u need any help I’ll be here for u man, sometimes it’s better to let go of things for the better my guy
same here man i hurt him but i would give him my life and the world to preserve whatever relationship we have with each other. head up tho man if she doesn't provide anything for you in your life gotta make a run for it.
Ik I haven't been in your situation, but I have experienced something like that with some friends, they would be so funny, friendly and caring but something would shift and they would go all toxic on me. But from what I learned from that is the love that you experienced at first isn't always gonna come back, if it's just gonna hurt me and the people around me why would I continue on giving them love? Why would I let them take advantage of my love when I can give it to people that I really care about? ik your situation is much more different than mines cause of mental illness, and you're doing a good job keeping in touch with her but I just wanna share some of my personal experiences with people who I thought were good but actually turned bad. And please if you ever feel like it you should cut off the relationship. ♡
This music is the perfect reminder that life is worth living. I wish everyone who clicked on this video the most love, peace and abundance. You’re so much closer than you realize. I love you
If you are reading this I am so proud of you. Life is hard and throws things at you that you don’t deserve but, don’t quit before the miracle happens. You got this!
