Pov: you want to die (vent playlist) 

Tysm!!!

@@ukn0wn145 ur welcome 💜

@@myettt SUper random but I noticed your prof-pic and realized we used the same picrew lolol, dumb but I thought it was cool ig. Besides that tyty for the playlist.

@@d3atht0ll15 no it’s not dumb at all 😌

@@myettt uh hey can i vent to you??

that's the most relatable comment i've ever read

God this is my mood

@xxxbrookxxx if you don't relate to it why reply??

Being unique is boring and lonely i know, but that isolation is addicting, i dont want to mess with people

@@DeletedLaughter I think they meant it's not a pov to them because of how much they relate to it

Society can bite the curb. People should just be people. You can cry whenever you want.(:

Yeah i have social anxiety

society, society says when a girl kisses another girl it's fine, but when I kiss my homies goodnight, society, SOCIETY SAYS I'M GAY!!!!!!!!

@@rebecca_jones3412 society just really likes girl on girl action, I’ve been saying society is cringe for a while.

@@overloadedoptimist It was a joke.

i know right :(

let's add my friends to go along with my family

@Keavy im so sorry🥺im here if you ever need someone to talk to❤

yep:D

i post something on the internet and the only thing i got was hate cause i'm "too young"to be depressed 😔i wish someone could understand me also my mom is saying that i'm useless and one time i told her i did self harm she just scream at me and told me i was crazy.

Hope you’re okay if u need to talk I’m here 🤍

for me this isnt even a pov, my friends keep leaving me or becoming different in bad ways. i keep zoning out more often, some friends stopped talking with me or leave in the middle of it, sometimes they leave because they found a better friend the world doesnt even seem real anymore but it is. and i keep getting called a crybaby if i cry but if i dont im weird

why this is so relatable?

It’s funny how everything I read is no longer a pov

POV:it’s not a pov

If u need to talk I’m here and I will enjoy to talk with you :))

Fucking same

Want to talk? If not it's okay but if ye then I am here if you wanna talk.

Same... I feel like everyone's just uding me and trying to make fun of me

I hate life

"No one expects the Spanish inquisition!"

🫂

🖤

I've cried to this song already so many times, creep. radiohead

@@ninjaknockoffispsychotic2962 i know right, its a song I still relate to

yeah man this song makes me cry so much like i just hear the first guitar n im like qqq😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 so relatable

I felt this, I'm so sorry. I'm proud of you for everything you've gone through on your own! You're smart, kind, brave, beautiful, wonderful, fascinating, talented and so much more! Love yourself and others ❤️ take care of yourself, you're worth it! 👑

you know ur heart cant have feelings its just a muscle thats like saying my fingers are pretty sad rn

"No one expects the Spanish inquisition!"

Okay so much support I love you sooooo much but at the same time…. Seems like you got some pretty shitty heart burn medication. Can I recommend omepprosol? lol

Womp Womp

My poor pillows have caught so many

amen👏

They drowned :(

take care, i wish you all the best 🤍

No man it hurts worst when people just realize and start to treat you different

@@Grandma2937 i wish you the best 🤍

I also couldnt cry but my friends said mean things to me and i just broke down.

@@alisedundure8167 i wish you the best 🤍

Hobby surgery is one hell of a drug

so true

can strangely relate

In fact XDN'T

I love biochemistry. Its history and geography for me😩

For me, I don't want to be exist because I know it will stay the same. I want to be disappear. Not want to remember. In short, permanent delete.

@@Ordell1991 and for my "version" it would be like reentering again with my superpowers of plants and change THIS FUCKING WORLD FOR THE BETTER.ONCE AND FOR ALL!!!!!!!!

​@@Ordell1991 same

take care, i wish you all the best. please don't hurt yourself. do you want to vent? i'll listen, i'm here for you. your feelings are valid, you're important 🤍

keep holding on, God bless you 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️ (The list is not mine, but i think this is an important message)

@@_orsi_ I don't really feel comfortable going in-depth and venting about my problems, but thank you for asking, I really appreciate it.

Tired

I feel you

I'm going through this...

The word sorry is meaningless to me now. I've said it so many times...it's just... Letters.

sorry for the message i just typed and erased, that's not what i think really, or well, maybe a bit, i just want to cause some pain, to someone, anyone

But if you don't apologize, won't they think you're being unconsidered? Rude? A person with no manners? With no empathy? But when you do, it doesn't even matter. I get you.

Take the courage to forgive yourself. It is the only way you can achieve peace in your heart.

I need to become or extrmeley rich (elon musk rich lvl) or being hte most popular and tractive guy ever to be ahppy nad having a gf And she shouldn't even care about me, just my wallet. . . So SH/kms is the option option (sh is uneffetive cuz i don't feel anyhitng)

I don't want to die. But. I want to just get eternal rest.

​​@@Ordell1991 youll get it either way regardless if you want to or not

LMAOOOOO

you should stick out your gyatt for the rizzler…

Bruh typo

I ment to say

I hope you're still alright, it's been a while.

"No one expects the Spanish inquisition!"

That actually gives me motivation to not die... It's nice someone got through it and is happy I'm proud of you dear

I tried to smile and say thank you. But there is a lot of people who hate me. They even write a 1 star review and said on whatsapp chat about me. They think I look creepy. But to be honest, I try to hold my tears and try to not keep thinking the problems. As introvert, it is not easy job.

emotions don't have to be rational, sometimes they are just there, to be. maybe to inform you of mistreatment and injustice. sometimes they just are, without any explanation. sometimes you feel sad on days that you're supposed to be the happiest, we don't really choose our emotions and being an emotional person is not something to be ashamed of at all. look deep inside, if this feeling is constant and severe than there is a reason for that, and it is valid, no matter if you think that reason might not seem serious at first glance. if you're genuinely looking within, without judgement, without looking for a "serious" reason, you'll feel much better even if you find out it's because of some stupid person's words for example.

There is a reason even if you don't understand it. And it doesn't need to be a big reason or a racional one. I feel the same. But we can't control what we feel as I would like to

just like me fr 😧

hey are you ok?

I can’t stand the thoughts I have when I’m sober

i feel the same

@@myettt hey can I vent to you?? Please

I’m here :D

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Revelation 21:8 says that all liars will go to hell. Yes, even if you have lied once in your life, you are sentenced to hell - that's how high God's standards are of moral perfection because God is holy and righteous, there is not one sin in Him. For someone to be justified before holy God they have to be sinless, that's why everyone need Jesus Christ - for He lived a sinless life, died on the cross and rose from the dead on the third day. None of us are good in God’s eyes, because for God good means moral perfection. We all have broken God’s commandments, we all have sinned in our lives so none of us are good. ‘’For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is guilty of breaking all of it.’’ (James 2:10). Our carnal mind is hostile to God; it does not submit to God's moral law and it never will (Romans 8:7). 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(Ephesians 2:8-9) Jesus said ‘’it is finished’’ (John 19:30) just before He died on the cross, which means He paid the fine for our sins (past, present, future) to be forgiven only IF we repent and trust in Him. This is how you can get saved from sin and hell - repent of your sins and trust in Jesus Christ. Get to know Him by reading God's Word. So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him.” (Luke 11:13) ''What then? Shall we sin because we are not under law but under grace? Certainly not!'' (Romans 6:15) ''Repent therefore and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out'' (Acts 3:19) Repentance is a turning away from sin and all evil works, and it always results in changed behavior (Luke 3:8). Biblically, a person who repents does not continue willfully in sin. While sorrow from sin is not equivalent to repentance, it is certainly an element of scriptural repentance (2 Corinthians 7:10). Do not play a hypocrite. ''God is light; in Him there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with Him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live out the truth.'' (1 John 1:5-6) (John 3:3) Jesus replied, "Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again." If you have repented and have genuine faith in Jesus Christ then you will receive the gift of Holy Spirit and be born-again spiritually. When you believed, you were marked in Him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance until the redemption of those who are God’s possession - to the praise of His glory. (Ephesians 1:13-14) Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him. (John 3:36) ''You will know them by their fruits'' (Matthew 7) If you have been truly born-again with the Holy Spirit and He has regenerated your heart, you will desire righteousnes - to do what is good and righteous in God's eyes, to seek God everyday in His Word and prayer, to strengthen your relationship with God. You will no longer desire to willfully continue living in sin but will want to obey God out of your love for Him because of His amazing grace revealed to us through the death and resurrection of His Son. ''Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.'' (2 Corinthians 5:17) ''For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.'' (Eph 2:10) You will have a testimony - of what your life had been before and how has it changed now when you have surrendered it to Lord Jesus Christ. As a declaration and affirmation of your faith in Jesus Christ, get baptised in water because He commanded us to do so. In John 3:5 Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.'' ''Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit'' (Matthew 28:19) ''Those who accepted his message were baptized, and about three thousand were added to their number that day.'' (Acts 2:41) ''And this water symbolizes the baptism that now saves you also - not the removal of dirt from the body, but the pledge of a clear conscience toward God - through the resurrection of Jesus Christ,'' (1 Peter 3:21) ''We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.'' (Romans 6:4) ''Having been buried with him in baptism, in which you were also raised with him through your faith in the working of God, who raised him from the dead.'' (Colossians 2:12) Please get right with God and get to know Jesus Christ personally today before it’s too late, because there’s not much time left! "But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.’’ (Mark 13:32) Get to know Christ through God's Word - Bible. At first I recommend reading Gospel of John and book of Romans. God bless you! Jeremiah 29:13 - ''You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.''

​@@jesusisking3814look ig that ur all that but people are seriously hurting and personally this doesn't help my pain at all

i wish you all the best, stay safe. you matter 🤍

it's gonna be okay man, I feel you..We're gonna get thru it

I hope your still Here..

This is the most relatable thing I’ve ever seen omfg thank you so much

hey u doing better?? just want to check in on u

Do you think Hitler became a dictator by failing his passion in Art? You need to try and connect with at least a few other people if you want to be someone's favorite person. It's also totally fine to not be anyone's favorite person.

Hey, I read ur comment, and i get it I cant imagine what ur going through, and Im sry for everything thats happened, ur not a mistake, if ur parents call u one let me tell u right now they are dam wrong, ppl change, friends change, but everything is going to be okay, you can do it, your a amazing and terrific person, keep your head up okay? Sending all love❤️

@@cruz_123 Ty, this means alot

@@Savvyiscool ofc, if ur feeling down, ever u can reply and I can try my absolute best to help u out❤️

@@Savvyiscool don't give up please. you matter 🤍

God bless you 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️ (The list is not mine, but i think this is an important message)

mad respect for staying true to yourself, life's too short to care about what others think

Doing something that makes you happy and makes life feel worth it is something to hold to, don't feel ashamed for doing that. Be proud that you have something you love and put your whole heart into.

Thats beautiful I wish I had that confidence 💕 take care of yourself hoping I get the gumption of grit to do cosplay again too but oof I'm nearing 30 and idk who I'd cosplay next

You are important:)

You don’t even know me.

im not!

how are you feeling?

i’m so so sorry 😞 i know how it feels to be betrayed by a friend it’s one of the worst feelings ever. also condolences to ur friend i’m sorry they’re not here anymore but they will always watch over u ❤️. i wish i could help more but i’m glad the music is helping u cope and vent and i’m i’m always here if u need to talk more

been there done that, i got through it but it definitely still sticks with me. best of luck to you, im here for different reasons now

im a guy and im just saying they didnt deserve you if they hate you now. im sorry about that. you know how many times ive cried today over other peoples problems? alot. im being hypoctritical if im saying this life is worth it

@txichrg14 I know what it's like to lose all your friends and find out some of them never cared about you. I'm so sorry. I know there's not really anything can be said, but if it brings you comfort, someone understands.

i wish you all the best, stay safe. please don't hurt yourself. you're important 🤍

ur not pathetic, ur so special and valuable. i know it’s hard to see that but it’s true. ur so strong and resilient for continuing to be here and battling everyday. it’s not an easy battle. ur little sis will look up to u and appreciate u. i know it hurts when u see how much you’ve changed from trauma and events but u have to be easy on urself and learn to accept and love urself no matter what. healing isn’t linear but ur not alone ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ we can make it thru this

@@myettt hey thanks a lot for checking in on people. Even a random stranger from the internet Can really help someone. Thank you :-)

yes i love interacting with my viewers and talking to them. this is a safe space

same thought...realizing before going to sleep that I need to wake up and go to school knowing that in 4 years I didn't do something special or especially something for myself destroys me every entire day and yes I overthink too much since I open the eyes from bed and thinking...oh well another same day (lots of problems for real) or that I didn't socialized properly in these 4 years with my classmates and asking them only things for school and not "ehy wanna go out and have fun?"...but well no...school even destroys your hobbies but now I'm not going to explain every single detail cuz are too much things and I don't reply to someone in these cases but I did it and I think that other people just want to talk and that even them would write much more.

Happy you’re better today 🤍

Keep living and make something of your life. If you are at the point where you are considering ending it, there are many good things you could attempt to do instead that would be far less effort. Volunteer somewhere, take a road trip, meet new people, make new friends, ask that cute guy/girl out. What do you have to lose? Why not try to live a little? Certainly it's far less daunting than the alternative.

hey are you ok?

Also to those who read that ^ remember that plants live off of Carbon Dioxide, therefore if you commit, then you unalive a plant too! Sorry if that made like no sense but wtf, the moral of the story is: I love the fnck out of you. Pick up your crown 👑 and live you royal life! Muhwa 😘 🤗🤗

@@raerae2310 yeah! Pick up those crowns yeah!

thank you, thank you so much

@@artblockcentral Anytime!

Thanks, I will try but the only thing that make me happy in this world has gone and I don't know if I will support for any longer but thanks for making me feel better, you are a great person

cant relate lol

@@raec8218 thats cool for you

@@raec8218 good for u ig?

Fr

i feel you 100%

Thank you man 🖤💔♥️

It sounds like you have good supportive friends, I'm happy for you. I'm sorry for what you've gone through and I hope things get better. I'll be praying for you, just keep trying to see the good. The world is beautiful but you have to make an effort to see it.

i hope the best for you, stay safe. please don't hurt yourself, try to hold on a little bit longer, okay? do you want to vent? i'm here for you. you're important 🤍

keep holding on, God bless you 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️ (The list is not mine, but i think this is an important message)

i understand completely. ur not alone tho. i don’t know why we were dealt with these tough cards but we can get through them together bit by bit ❤️

Bro I feel you we are traumatized even though they stopped hitting us stopped insulting us or are even out of are life the damage is done. We just have to try to heal and find healthy coping mechanisms but shit life is just fucking hard but we gotta keep going I know I really can't help but at least I hope it helps someone feels the same I guess but I can relate to your situation Alot.

@I am kat yay I do it all the time but the sad truth is that it's so common now everyone is traumatized.

I never known what to say... So viutral hugs ig ༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ ༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ

I have a similar problem I want to die but I know I won't get a seconded. chance at life that if I end it that's its no more.

the fact that we have the same childhood.. i would get beaten if i ever made one wrong move or wasted my dads seconds, he was really angry cause of his bad childhood. now he doesnt much but now its worse that he stopped physical pain, he started wishing me to fail everything so i can work for him to make money for our family. all bc im on phone after a really tiring day searching for songs. i was always overworked all the day even i was the no1 student in 5th grade, and i would try to escape from him like he was a monster taking me to his shitty farm job. he would still yell at me for not being able to look out for a bunch of giant animals even if i was a little kid. and over all of that he would send my sister to vacation to spend time with our grandparents. i lost all of my hope at 6th grade. and at 8th grade i become an porn addict so early and had nothing to do with life. i dont fcking get paid for the job i do today cause my dad uses me as a fcking slave all the day. then i come home to see my sister getting a new phone, alot of cool clothing of all sorts. then he gives me a few dollars and expect me to be happy. i woke up at 3 am this morning trying to find a way to kill myself. my mom is the only thing i love in this cruel life.

oh , you so pretty 🥲

Life Isn’t Beautiful Anymore. NOTHING, Of This Is Beautiful. Not Even Me. When I Say No One Can Help Me, I Meant It. Not Even Myself. (My Opinion, Please Don’f Start Saying Shit Like “It’s A Positive Comment. No Need To Bring Negative Positive” NEGATIVE IS EVERYWHERE. If You Don’t See That, That’s Fine.)

@@05am. Oh, I Don’t Know. Probably Suicidal Thoughts And Telling Myself I’m Not Being Responsible And Will Never Good Enough? The Usuals, Why?

That's actually really nice, not that I'm going trough some stuff but just to think abouth it brings me a smile to my face, thank you! :•)

Liar

It's okay bro, life is like that sometimes

maybe. does it matter now? it just hurts.

and then just nothing after that

LMAOOO

everyone is worth something to someone. you’re strengths and your flaws mean the world to me even if i’ve never met you irl ❤️

you ARE good enough

@@myettt aww thank u so mutch i needed that

​@@engellyr14 I don t understand... How did that work? Are you actually better now? Myet said that without knowing anything about you but it s still enough? Sorry if it s a weird question, but I m actually curious. Don t have to respond btw, I understand it s strange

@@giubbottorosso5206 i mean no im not beter but im still thankfull that she said something even tho she does'nt know me. (srry for the late response i did'nt see it)

You ok?

@@grimaceshake453 now im kinda better than yesterday, thanks for asking

@@bmoon432 if you ever need to talk i'm here

@@grimaceshake453 thank you sm

I don't see anything selfish about it, I think everyone at some level wants to be understood. Life is full of suffering, just because others have suffered worse doesn't mean you don't have a right to have feelings or speak your mind - if that were the case then no one would be able to speak who isn't a holocaust survivor or war veteran. Even if your issues are smaller, talking them through with someone else can be a huge help in understanding and fixing those issues and growing as a person. Unfortunately, you aren't wrong. With this modern age of social media and distractions it is very hard to find people who are willing to take the time to sit down with and listen to someone else. Though if you are willing to listen to them, they are often much more likely to hear you out in return (though some people are very selfish). If you can't find someone to talk to then I'd recommend finding a creative outlet to express and make sense of those feelings. Could be story writing, could be drawing and art, could be just writing a letter addressed to no one explaining your thoughts. Doesn't matter if you are good at any of these things, personally have done all these things in the past and I suck at them ha ha. The point is to lay out what you are feeling. Otherwise yeah, technically talking to strangers online is kind of a solution. Though, be careful because you can attract some very dark types that way. I'm more than willing to listen if you have anything else you want to get off your chest, but for your own good I'd recommend trying the above suggestions first. Best of luck!

i wish you all the best, take care. do you want to vent? you matter 🤍

keep holding on, God bless you 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️ (The list is not mine, but i think this is an important message)

i really dont think my ‘loved ones’ care tbh 😭

Find beauty in life. Do things that genuinely you enjoy. Think about why we or any other animal brethren were born at all. Find your purpose and you'll keep on livin'

​@bartholomewto its so difficult to actually live that way

We should never let our emotions define us, we are stronger than that.

any methods to kms with the least amount of pain

@@くろゝ_く well I personally don’t recommend trying to kys. If u survive u literally traumatise yourself, seeing or hearing an ambulance can trigger u. I tried to OD but yeah no that was terrible, throwing up charcoal. Being heavily monitored by staff, having sezuires, not being able to walk cause of the damages it had done to my brain temporarily. I’m personally trying to get better myself so I really can’t give the best advice other then wait it out. From what I’ve heard… things do get better ❤️‍🩹 i can’t give good advice because therapy has never worked for me but I swear things will get better.

Ps I’m buying the book because I’m a book addict and it seems cool 💀

@@Blackcoffeeplaylistslol

You are put here for a purpose. God didn't just accidentally put you here without a plan. Could be simple, could be epic. But you haven't been excluded. But you'll have to search for that purpose and search for God (beauty goodness and truth) to find it.

Yup all the time

i wish you the best, take care. please don't hurt yourself. you matter 🤍

it really wasn’t

are you ok?

@@eva-ov8sp were having a hard time in school and my self esteem, i cried because i was scared of myself being weak and not usefull to anybody since the holidays a lot of pent up stress just vented... so yeah depression cuz grades and a fear of not being left alone

i can totally feel ya on the grades, but we can do this! it might be hard...but hard doesn't mean impossible. also crying doesn't make you weak. if you ever need to talk again, i'm here

@@eva-ov8sp thanks

you ok?

@@gongaginga-bk2ib you know if I was going to be completely honest, no, I am not.

@@the_real_miau what's wrong?

🐖💨

same to you 🤍

keep holding on, God bless you 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️ (the list is not mine, but i think this is an important message)

@@_orsi_ I love you

@@Itwxrd ily 🤍

Thank you. I needed to see this.

I'm so tired:'( hey and thanks for this bro, it's kinda calm me down from that thought💟

You shouldn't care too much about their opinions bro. Not to be rude or anything... But like, they sound kinda stupid for saying things like that. You're not weak for crying, you're strong if you dare to cry and you're not cold for not crying, sometimes we just don't feel like crying! It's that simple and if they can't understand that, then they're clearly the problem. Don't listen to them, you do you ❤️

im so, so sorry, love, NO ONE deserves to go through that, especially for someone as young as you. im here if you need to talk. if you don't want to, that's totally okay. but im here, you're NOT alone❤

omg bruh hell nah wtf man

I'm impressed this rhymed and everything

that is so messed up. please don’t drop out. that teacher is wrong for that. is there a way u can tell the principal

i am so sorry to hear that :(( you genuinely deserve better ml

Who the fuck do they think they are to even have the audacity to tell you what you are!? Do they know your struggle? Do they know what you thinking? Do they even fucking know what it feels like to be a stressed out teenager stuck in a world full of people who don't give a single SHIT about what you feel and what happens to you, and on top of it have some shitty ass people put you down when you finally find someone who even shows the slightest bit of respect or kindness towards them!? Do they know? Probably not! How people say shit like that and get away with it is beyond me but listen here! Your are worth more than they are if they get off on telling teens they're failures. Fuck them! Don't drop out, don't even think about hurting yourself either, instead lay back, drink some water, eat a snack, and listen to some nice music, I can't say it will help you permanently, but it helps in the moment. I love you hun! Know that there are people out there who do!