I was very emotional as a child, but then my father was killed and then few years later my step father committed suicide. I was very surprised how calmly I took it, and never knew that this affected me somehow. But from time to time I am noticing that I am not experiencing some feelings that I used to experience, in regards to negative emotions. Like if someone sharing some tragedy I kind of have to fake empathy, and cry artificially but inside I feel positive and optimistic. I think now that this helped me a lot with migration to another country, and build life from scratch, without actually feeling that this is hard, or that I missing someone - in fact I visited my family just once in 13 years. At the same time I saw how many people around were giving up and returning back home and could not really understand them, why it is so hard for them and so easy for me. Just last year, lack of negative emotions put me in a very bad spot, and then I discovered your channel. Thank you, for helping me returning back what I've lost long time ago. I feel a lot of progress and people around noticing progress.
I was pondering this topic awile ago.....I realized that with PTSD some emotions will be higher wile others lower.....emotional damage via causal attrition! I definitely need emotional healing
Thank You! Your videos are the ones, I can feel myself genuinely listening to. Must be because of simplicity of deepness You tell them. I feel that the way You express knowledge in those videos are meant for us, just to make our lives better; without any hidden target. That is why I appreciate those videos!
