@@bigfatcodyoh sure it will in large enough amounts ESPECIALLY if you're on a long bender, trust me you literally go insane and there a point where you for sure would fit the definition of medically if nlt psychotic, some sort of dangerous fucked up state. Benzos tend to make you chill and drowsy, or just mellow, but i absolutely agree on the underlying point you made. I think it does merit some nuance, ive seen both extremes so many times, i ve been there more times then i can remeber, and though i d tend to believe on ritalin i was more dangerous i think i have a massive intrisic bias here thats unavoidable; just the fact that i can recall what it felt like to be on your 7th day with literally i mean nl exaggerating just facts, literally not a second of sleep enables me to "feel" something about that memory. On the other hàd switch ritalî with bézos and well first of all i think the week lôg bender is not happening lol exept in your bed, but the ultra viscous part is 2 fold, first the total loss of memory for a huge extent of time makes it so you literally have to piece out you night from the fucked up stuff around u when u wake up, and even worse there's that oh so lethal illusion of sobriety that make a blackout drunk mans confidence in his sobriety seem perfectly plausible next to the barred up mess that huge doses of bézos create But in the end my experiance with coke adderal ritalin and shit is as you get more àd more disconnected from the world as days pass with no sleep, you feel worse and worse and à almost unavoidable horrible paranoia sets in, and i can 100% see a guy gunning down a child thinkîg the fbi is on him, but if i had to bet he is more likely to end up in the hospital cause he jumped out of his window 15 feet up to escape that lollypop eating bitch and broke his 2 legs lol. With benzos its more consistent and more unpredictable, this seems like a self defeating sentéce but i mean a high dose of benzo is pretty reliably gonna turn anyone into a fucking ambulant disaster waiting to strike. Àd totally right on the not caring. If you do shit on adderal its BECAUSE you care way to much, idk you're soberphobic (pretty proud of that one) àd do x Crazy stuff to stay hidden, you're scared shitless hiding from a man looking at you, sheltering behind a tree î the woods for 2h (btw this isn't a hypothetical i'm literally writing down that memory so hilarious, wasn't at the time though) before you friend mjsters the courage to flank the threat and creep up on this dàger.... only to realise that oh yeah we're in a forest who wod have though there was a bush vagely the height lf a man... i m fucking laughing now cause just after we had the exact same thing happen to us with another bush that came in sight, litterally took us a good chunk of the night to walk ûder a mile^^ But wbere i think you're touchîg something is the not caring for benzos. That's true and far worse its consistently true, gove enough àd even the nicest dude will wake up havîg broken up with his girlfriend fought his father lost his wallet and be wearing a dead strangers bloody watch lol, lf course i m making this ridiculously îsane but the core idea remains
Hahaha joe missing the point again, lex was saying he 'gets off on it' in a sexual way then joes like 'nah theres no way hes getting off they have evidence' 😅😅😅
That saying must confuse a lot of people because I use it to say the guy is getting a kick out of whatever then people always misread me as saying someone is getting sexual satisfaction off something. I dont use this prase anymore, it makes everyone autistic
Nah could just be fixation i have spent literal days comparing identical groups of low tier electronics with fractional price and function differences.
The answer as to why suffering is needed in order to be happy is simple, if you remain in a single state long enough then you become numb to it. It's only in the presence of contrast that we can recognize anything. If the only state of being is happiness then what exactly is happiness? You have nothing to compare it to. It would cease being happiness altogether
You only really need the context. To suffer once is to give you the ability to contrast good from bad. Even just pondering what suffering would be like is enough to understand that you would prefer to have something than not. You need not live in a world of which constantly creates immense suffering repeatedly. It's also reading too hard into it. If there was some kind of purpose or reason behind the universe being the way it is, there wouldn't be people at the lowest end of society, experiencing very little other than suffering, abuse and poverty only to die on the street from exposure, drugs or violent crime. One would expect a world with purpose and order, that those people would get to experience the highest of highs also, so that your comparison world makes sense, but they do not. So I disagree that we need to have terrible things in order to appreciate the good. Even just the difference between something that is a little good, to a little better provides enough context. You don't need to go through the loss of a family member to be able to conceptualise what that experience would feel like. Our brains are easily able to grasp that concept and simulate it for us within itself without the need to endure it in reality. So I think that's entirely false
@@ryandean8586 I can’t speak for all of humanity, only for myself. I have broken many bones in my life. When my broken wrist heals I am overjoyed, but that quickly fades & the wrist injury is forgotten. In my opinion, this is an example of why a human needs more than simply one experience of suffering in their life - we forget it.
That’s why there is another word called “joy” it is the escape from suffering and doesn’t fluctuate like happiness may. You will still have bad days and good days. But “joy” is the word for unwavering “happiness” and “contentment”
Man. I know he cut people up and ate them, but cmon. He had a really tough childhood. He was lonely and extremely afraid of abandonment. I bet i could have fixed him.
@@GamesCooky some people with that childhood either become killers, some become psychiatrist, some just know they were felt bad cards and just made themselves better by internalizing that trauma and turning it into fuel/motivation to be better. Can’t just put it on his childhood years. He still said himself he had urges but resisted and when he stopped it became out of hand. He knew his actions that’s why when he was caught he said “I’d wished you just kill me “. He knew right from wrong and still chose his path. All of us have a dark side we fight and suppress,he’s no exception just a flawed man who never corrected himself or got help
@@quiksix25 In the beginning people may be efficient. Like all drugs you lose control and end up getting the opposite effect. Big pharma has a lot to answer for. Adderall may help people with ADHD but you're right, giving it to kids is crazy. Although parents who have kids in this situation are in a tough spot.
05:00 This is such a silly way of looking at things. Why do americans always strive to just "be happy"? I feel like this constant pursuit of happiness without a cause is a relatively modern and culturally specific ideal. Happiness is for children, meaning that untroubled joy often found in youth is not enough to satisfy the complex emotional needs of adulthood. True depth and richness in life come from embracing a full spectrum of experiences, including those that challenge us. Pain, after all, is one of the most profound, pure, genuine and raw human emotions.
His father called him a psychopath before he died and wrote Brian out of the will. Brian went and stole as much as he could from his father's estate when he died before his birth family could stop him. Brian also stole money and was out on house arrest and about to go back to jail. His wife was also actively leaving him to live in another state.
I have no idea whether the guy’s guilty or not, but planting a knife and 10-hours-worth of creepy search terms the night before the murder seems like an easy way to frame someone.
@@Toshiro_Mifune I’m not saying he’s innocent, but who else had access to his phone or computer? Anyone with his IP address or WiFi password could easily make him look like a psychopath. A long-term pattern of creepy searches seems far more damning.
I was prescribed some drug in high-school to help with my anger issues. The drugs made me a violent psychopath. I didn't need drugs I was just lashing out for attention. My father took me off them fast after I attacked my brother and then my uncle.
aye bru i aint sayin you lyin but how do drugs make you a psychopath or do you actually have ASPD cause thats what i have and you cant be a psychopath unless you have ASPD unless you obviously developed ASPD before the drugs and they just made it worse.
@@doneill7506thats cus he is not. Now in days people go around telling everybody they are a malignant narcissist or a sociopath or psychopath or even autistic just cus they did something 15 years ago. People will be like “yeah I stepped on a cockroach 10 years ago and felt nothing” it’s like the same people that go around telling everybody they are a sigma male because they ignore everybody. Psychopathy and sociopathy are not even in the DSM 5. And people with those personality disorders don’t go around telling the whole world they have it. True sociopaths for example don’t even know they have it until they are in prison for example or are placed in some type of mental treatment. It’s so cringe when people say. “Im a psychopath or a narcissist” no your not your just an edgy weirdo. And I’m not talking about you.
@@Doidao-xx5vf yea I figured he’s lyin pretty obvious cause that don’t even make sense like tf he prolly just an angry dude, that is nothing like having aspd that shit comes from your upbringing and your right most niggas that are sociopaths don’t realize til they get diagnosed in prison, all the adults around me and my friends told us and we all come from broken homes abuse and neglect, that shit isn’t something u get to turn into for a little while then go back to normal hell nah once your like this your just a self destructive person for the rest of ur life idk why dudes like him or anybody else be sayin dumb shit like that without any understanding shit lame. And this shit really killin black people off, the ghetto is full of sociopaths running around murdering each other for fun
@@Doidao-xx5vf You wrote that big long ass paragraph for nothing bcuz it was beyond irrelevant. The post never claimed to be a psychopath. He said he was prescribed medicine for his bad behavior and the meds made him worse which is most definitely possible. I was diagnosed as havin adhd as a kid and the drugs they gave me literally made me a worse person. I was calmer yes, but i wasnt the same happy enjoyable child and ppl didnt like me on the meds. Not everyone is trying to be edgy jst bcuz they admit their faults. U sound like youre projecting.
If he stayed up asking all these questions AFTER he did it .... Then one could assume it wasn't planned. Sounds like he panicked and was trying to cover his tracks.
We are what we are, not despite the challenges but rather because of the challenges. Overcoming challenges through inner strength and understanding of self, usually results in more happiness.
Yeah i took adderall and i didnt shake my leg or talk or do anything just had these super deep thought loops and then being hyperfocused on outside influences. Was total garbage once i got off it. Only positive was the weight loss 😂
@@DeShawnGreen2001 ADHD medication doesn't change your habits. While you were undiagnosed you developed many bad habits that don't just go away because you take a pill. You still operate according to your deep rooted habits. You should Identify them and focus on replacing them with habits that put you on a new trajectory.
@@KevanKChannel huh? I was a teenager i wasnt taking a medication for “bad habits” and it made me quiet and still, idk what ur going on about but adderall is trash if you actually have ADHD but if ur a normie taking it you’re gonna feel like a superhuman
This scares me because i feel like if someone can murder someone they can also go on another someone else's internet and google stuff like this to frame them.
Doesn't work. Your internet service provider, your search engine and the hard drive of your device all have your search data. Using incognito just hides the search information from your eyes
“I wanna know if he was on some kind of psych meds” is such a ignorant question. There’s no evidence he can point towards that would imply someone on psych meds would be more likely to do this. If he’s talking about Xanax then yes he might be unbothered by consequences but that’s not an antipsychotic medication
I had an exgirlfriend who eventually got charged for shooting at me. Turns out it went way further than that day. She was planning it for some time. The detectives said she came close to killing me in my sleep twice but was worried her 22 wouldn't do it. Was looking up all kinds of fucked up shit. She was angry because you could tell the writing was in the sand when I caught her cheating the last time around I started falling out of love with her. I should have left the and many times before, but I didn't think lives were at risk. She should have left too. I'm not perfect but I'm above average in being a good human being. Sometimes my moral red-lines in life bothered her. She thought I was trying to show off. No. I'm just Catholic and believe in living a decent moral life. She wanted a thug street-type like her exes. However, I took good care of us and she didn't want someone else to have that or me. She was constantly projecting and accusing me of being unfaithful. I should have seen all the red flags. Why she thought murdering me was a solution I'll never know. Been single since too. Major trust issues. I'd rather be alone and safe.
Empathy is the worse feeling ever. Its a wonderful to quality - especially in other people. Experiencing emphathy as a sensation - literally worst thing in the world.
If you want to feel numb and have no emotions, just get your doctor to put you on Paxil, or any SSRI. Someone close to you died? "Meh, that sucks". You're about to do something exciting. "meh, this seems fun". It SUCKS! I am so glad to be off that crap.
The question "can you be convicted without a body" made me think. There's a film with Anthony Hopkins where he murdered he's wife, admitted he did it but it was up to a detective to prove it. Irl if there's no dna evidence, no cctv footage, no physical evidence of any kind but you confess! Can you be found guilty in a court of law? 🤔
Good can not exist without bad. Happy without sad. You would have no concept of happiness if you didnt know sadness. Emotions are the biggest strength and the biggest weakness in humans period. Emotionless and logical thinking always prevail over the feeling squad. Thats why psychopaths are successful. But its a pandoras box, we can never feel love and joy then go back and give it up. It would be a tragedy. But think about how many decisions emotions influence in society.... its sad.
