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radiohead - no surprises (slowed + reverb) 

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a heart that's full up like a landfill
a job that slowly kills you
bruises that won't heal
you look so tired, unhappy
bring down the government
they don't, they don't speak for us
i'll take a quiet life
a handshake of carbon monoxide
and no alarms and no surprises
no alarms and no surprises
no alarms and no surprises
silent, silent
this is my final fit
my final bellyache with
no alarms and no surprises
no alarms and no surprises
no alarms and no surprises, please
such a pretty house
and such a pretty garden
no alarms and no surprises
(let me out of here)
no alarms and no surprises
(let me out of here)
no alarms and no surprises, please
(let me out of here)

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@zoey5787
@zoey5787 Год назад
This was my dad's lullaby when I was very young. This song makes me cry every time.
@prettyliess.
@prettyliess. Год назад
you make me cry
@charlessutherland274
@charlessutherland274 Год назад
I'm very sorry for your loss.
@zoey5787
@zoey5787 Год назад
@@charlessutherland274 oh no he's not dead it's just a reminder to me that i'm growing up and one day he won't be there for me anymore
@stargaze_yayy
@stargaze_yayy Год назад
@@zoey5787 aw..
@DarkDoughnutsVids
@DarkDoughnutsVids Год назад
Your dad sang Radiohead to you as a kid? Pretty cool guy
@pessoafreud
@pessoafreud 3 года назад
i listen to this too often that the original already sounds sped up to me but I'm not complaining gsdhcb
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 3 года назад
hahahah that happens to me too xD i'm glad you enjoy it
@EvolK84
@EvolK84 Год назад
Qww0w
@TitanSpeakerman344
@TitanSpeakerman344 Год назад
@@somelovelyuglythoughts268 :(
@sheepie4985
@sheepie4985 Год назад
Did you know that the instrumentals for this song were actually originally played, and then slowed down? The only part of the song that is in normal speed is the vocals, which were sung over the slowed down song.
@TitanSpeakerman344
@TitanSpeakerman344 Год назад
@@sheepie4985 замолчи
@chold1276
@chold1276 2 года назад
This song is just so.. dull yet comforting. Y'know? Radiohead is great at making songs like this, and that's why I listen to them so much. It's almost like a warm hug just when you needed one. Or it's a gloomy day and you see some kids or some dogs playing. It gives you a bit of hope, a bit of formality.
@TheDummiestOfAllJack
@TheDummiestOfAllJack 10 месяцев назад
World is a sad place, songs likes this, a sunny day, laughter of children or someone you love, everything you like makes the sadness bareable and makes it worth living through it (I know this is an old comment but I wanted to comment this hehe)
@alexadealba1975
@alexadealba1975 3 года назад
Where ever you are, don't worry, its gonna be better someday, i send you a hug
@cherrycole7486
@cherrycole7486 2 года назад
👆👆👆👆👆 this comment it is the truth I am living proof. Had many rough spots in my life. The one that hurt the most had to be a toxic long term relationship I had. I about lost my mind I had to go to a mental hospital, I almost died of alcohol poisoning, ext. Cause I just didnt care anymore. But I picked myself up got a decent boyfriend and a baby kitten who is my world a good paying job. It does get better. It really does no matter how rough it may seem now keep hanging on. It is pain it only lasts a while not forever. 🖤🖤
@siluda9255
@siluda9255 Год назад
nah, it could alweys get worst, tough up and prepare for when it happens
@galact1cgamers112
@galact1cgamers112 Год назад
@@siluda9255it can always get worse remember that no matter how good it is now it will always get worse it’s just life cycle so tough up when it hits It will hit hard
@hxpelives
@hxpelives 10 месяцев назад
​​​​​​​​​​@@cherrycole7486 ​Made me want to share my story; To whomever is reading, it does get better and I love you, please keep going. I had depression from age 15 to about 21, give or take (25rn) and tried taking my life twice; once after getting cheated on, and the other after being fired from a job I hated with all my being. I was born into a low income family with heavy intergenerational trauma that was very much passed onto me; I grew an only child to an alcoholic dad that eventually abandoned us & a two faced mom that was very neglectful & absent, with the rest of the family being entirely apathetic to our living condition. Neither abused of me, physically nor emotionally. Though I never felt, and truly never was, accepted or loved by neither of them or anyone in the family. I'm not a particularly bad person, though later in life I did find out I'm on the spectrum and apparently am a bit harder to love & figure out than the usual. I somehow eventually managed to get a well paying, stay at home job with a flexible schedule; I live on my own now, have a small friend group that mean the world to me, adopted a lovely dog, cut all family ties and am currently working on improving both physical & mental health to someday hopefully find a long term partner. I still struggle with feeling unlovable, loneliness, and those random unpleasant realisations when people point out habits of mine tied to my past; but I no longer feel like crying myself to sleep, I don't dread waking up and going to work and I've somehow worked through most of my feelings of shame. I'm happy to have been raised by the internet, and thankful I got to pick my family. It definitely can get better, I promise. Please take care.
@haventhebeast6050
@haventhebeast6050 5 месяцев назад
​@@galact1cgamers112that's super optimistic and hopeful.
@lilcraycray78
@lilcraycray78 2 года назад
I’ve always wanted this song to be my lullaby to my kid
@whiteskullgaming3638
@whiteskullgaming3638 2 года назад
Yeah that wouldn't work at all
@indianaliam1
@indianaliam1 2 года назад
Yeah that wouldn't work at all
@natelleslyfe
@natelleslyfe 2 года назад
Nope-
@uneAzy.
@uneAzy. Год назад
Aight let a man hope
@zoey5787
@zoey5787 Год назад
This was my dad's lullaby when I was very young. This song makes me cry every time.
@imtm
@imtm 3 года назад
No matter who, no matter where: if you like radiohead, you're my hommie Se você curte radiohead, vc é meu brother
@parasitone0814
@parasitone0814 3 года назад
I am depressed homie
@EGO_200
@EGO_200 3 года назад
❤️
@robertomorais4216
@robertomorais4216 3 года назад
Same here bro
@thembonesareme
@thembonesareme 3 года назад
i love radiohead bro
@lorenzonegri8386
@lorenzonegri8386 3 года назад
tamo junto.
@daisyellaj
@daisyellaj 4 года назад
this is perfection
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 4 года назад
thank you so much!!!
@kengayoka1645
@kengayoka1645 3 года назад
Taiga Aisawa and radiohead no surprises this really made my day
@El_Pepe_Lotudo
@El_Pepe_Lotudo Минуту назад
Same
@fuzzybrains
@fuzzybrains 2 года назад
when i feel like screaming, listening to this helps calm me down
@EternallyNokk
@EternallyNokk Год назад
This version of the song is very peaceful, tranquil. The kind of thing where even as the world ended, as long as I have my earbuds in and this is playing, nothing is wrong, everything is in order. Thank you for giving us this masterpiece.
@kai69022
@kai69022 2 года назад
This song, this is my comfort song. My dad used to hear this when i was younger, I miss the old days. :)
@Sadie_Wu
@Sadie_Wu 7 дней назад
this song always makes me cry and that’s why it is so beautiful and soothing🩷
@iwashere1997
@iwashere1997 4 года назад
Ty for this and for put the lyrics in the description, all the good vibes 2you (sorry for the english i'm peruvian)
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 4 года назад
thank you, and your english is great friend!
@lulumanic
@lulumanic 2 года назад
your english is great! keep it up!! :)
@Bocchi_and_chaika
@Bocchi_and_chaika 4 месяца назад
Pe
@Satooshii
@Satooshii 2 года назад
It's scary but also comforting seeing comments from 2 years ago. I wonder where they are now :')
@hikkkiprim
@hikkkiprim 5 месяцев назад
years ago and a year ago i almost ended my life. this song was my shoulder to cry on during those sad times. to whoever who sees this, cherish your life to the fullest, the good, the bad, the sad, the happy, all of it.
@imari_nadeka
@imari_nadeka День назад
Learn to hate those who hate you. Learn to love those who love you. Don't commit suicide. Those who hate you are not perfect the way they are. You are perfect the way you are.
@hikkkiprim
@hikkkiprim 22 часа назад
@@imari_nadeka Thank you so much, you should stay alive, too.
@imari_nadeka
@imari_nadeka 19 часов назад
@@hikkkiprim :D
@oldcatti8363
@oldcatti8363 3 года назад
sometimes I feel like a different person
@gaegrlgayming
@gaegrlgayming 3 года назад
Same, but thats cuz of Dissociative Identity Disorder
@ScarletSheldon-pr3iq
@ScarletSheldon-pr3iq 3 месяца назад
sometimes i feel like batman at night
@Solid_Snak3
@Solid_Snak3 Месяц назад
@@ScarletSheldon-pr3iq sometimes i feel like joker at night
@saiharas
@saiharas 3 года назад
yk its been a bad day when I come back to this vid lmao
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 3 года назад
there will always be really good days to come =) hope they come soon friend
@saiharas
@saiharas 3 года назад
@@somelovelyuglythoughts268 haha thank you:^)
@marspIanet
@marspIanet 6 месяцев назад
this song is so comforting, its really wholesome
@martinespinoza8268
@martinespinoza8268 Год назад
I dont know why i feel so empty, like something is missing. I always try to fill the void inside of me, is just crazy how i have a perfect life; a family who loves me, a pretty house and a pretty garden, my friends and girlfriend. I dont know, i dont know if the void will be fulfilled, or pleasanted. i love so much this song.
@lunight4828
@lunight4828 9 месяцев назад
esse vazio significa que você tá querendo muito é pica e não tá sabendo pedir
@joshmorgan206
@joshmorgan206 6 месяцев назад
Jesus is missing brother. Hope and purpose for your life may be lacking. I suggest reading the Gospel. Jesus filled in my deepest void and answered my questions of why
@Poetic_Raven
@Poetic_Raven 24 дня назад
​@@joshmorgan206 It's called depression Josh.
@abeckorilla
@abeckorilla 22 дня назад
@@joshmorgan206I was just about to respond with this. Only God can fill our spiritual needs 😊I love Him so much 🥰
@CommanderThorn7313
@CommanderThorn7313 7 дней назад
Maybe. Maybe you’re missing a true friend. One true friend to look at and think “that’s the guy. My best man” if you’ve already got one of those, then I don’t know how to help you. I found mine years ago, and he’s helped me through times of need. Think on it
@Leylamehm
@Leylamehm 2 года назад
I miss how you made me feel cared. I miss how you used to tell me about your day, and how you used to ask about mine. I miss how you cared about me. I miss how you always knew how to help. I miss how you actually wanted to help. I miss how genuine you were. I miss how sweet and kind you were. I miss how we made plans to stargaze, or go shopping, or even watch a movie together all cuddled up. I miss holding your hoodie in my hands, smelling you and smiling. I miss having you in my life. And I miss you. The real you.
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 2 года назад
heartbreaking
@Ominous-Shadows
@Ominous-Shadows Год назад
This makes me remember the one I loved as well 🖤🥀
@Phsycothik
@Phsycothik 2 года назад
Desde que era niño siempre soñé con tener una bonita vida y una familia feliz que fuera unida. Me es muy difícil hasta el día de hoy aceptar mi realidad. Quiero a mi familia feliz, no me importa si sólo es una ilusión.
@goldehijabi6590
@goldehijabi6590 Год назад
I was listening to this in rehab after 2 attempts, this helped.
@Smene2346
@Smene2346 9 месяцев назад
Pov: your friends keep ignoring you
@ScarletSheldon-pr3iq
@ScarletSheldon-pr3iq 3 месяца назад
....
@einrauser6103
@einrauser6103 2 года назад
You have bundled my favorite romantic anime with my favorite depression music, sir. My hat is off to you.
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 2 года назад
hahaha i love it. glad i could do that
@ScariestMidget
@ScariestMidget 2 года назад
Name of the anime?
@matthewli647
@matthewli647 Год назад
@@ScariestMidget toradora
@pessoafreud
@pessoafreud 3 года назад
this is just perfect. Have a good one everyone. :)
@caligulasAquarius
@caligulasAquarius 5 месяцев назад
no one: radiohead: "saaalaad... 😔 saaaaalad.. 😢 salaaadd.. 😞"
@hmingmiing
@hmingmiing 2 месяца назад
I almost cried at the beginning, damn...
@jaypzoff111
@jaypzoff111 Год назад
This song is the embodiment of "It's gonna be okay..." 💗
@Frontive
@Frontive 6 месяцев назад
Factual 💯
@Derpythefox
@Derpythefox Год назад
my dad broke up with my mother and this made me feel better:] love yall
@user-hu2xw6mg5h
@user-hu2xw6mg5h 4 месяца назад
the such a pretty house and garden part brings me to tears when i sing along
@fernandonavarro7541
@fernandonavarro7541 3 года назад
i'm a simple minded guy. i see taiga on the thumbnail, i click
@CommanderThorn7313
@CommanderThorn7313 7 дней назад
My days have been pretty bad these past few days. I know it can and will be worse in the future, but I’m doing pretty bad nonetheless. I genuinely thought about *it*… but I pushed it aside. It’s not worth dying because shitty things happening left and right. I just want to say, this do is helping me through a lot. Thank you Radiohead ❤️
@eljohnej4403
@eljohnej4403 7 месяцев назад
Fr its feels like the world stopped for a moment
@childishbuendeeno
@childishbuendeeno Год назад
This song always makes me feel okay again.
@charlessutherland274
@charlessutherland274 3 года назад
In memory of you, my darling wife.... If only I could have helped you.
@ARS17132
@ARS17132 9 месяцев назад
My condolences!!!
@WENDEEZHERE
@WENDEEZHERE 7 месяцев назад
This music was making me cry. Thank you for choosing this my friend...
@durivian
@durivian 4 года назад
this is great, thanks!
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 4 года назад
you're welcome c:
@wertf1068
@wertf1068 21 день назад
The smile
@EpicRatt
@EpicRatt 3 года назад
Now there is a relation between Toradora and Radiohead in my brain and I blame you for it...
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 3 года назад
hahahaha ive done the same to myself
@CookieKex
@CookieKex 2 года назад
I thought it looked like toradora, i had to check the comments to be sure 😭
@sad_hampter9921
@sad_hampter9921 Год назад
@@CookieKex sameeee
@f_sharp64
@f_sharp64 Год назад
GODDAMN IT-
@vidakuzmanovic1580
@vidakuzmanovic1580 Год назад
this song gets me to urge of tears everytime i listen to it,it sound so familiar thus i never listened to it before
@gassug2
@gassug2 3 года назад
taiga aisaka. i see you're a man of culture
@pawcid
@pawcid 11 месяцев назад
boards of canada. i see youre a man of culture
@johannaandujar4015
@johannaandujar4015 Год назад
I was born to get to listen to that masterpiece 🥰
@sAdbutmetalhead
@sAdbutmetalhead 2 года назад
this music makes me feel when I hugged and talked to my deceased, now 5 years after their deaths I hear this and I feel like this, a mixture of emotions takes over me, my being and my body, I literally do everything listening to this and Imagining my dead grandparents and aunts, I feel terrible and want to go with them, who is with me?...
@SkullJamal
@SkullJamal 6 месяцев назад
Bro why do I keep hearing "I'll cut all my nuts off" at 1:35 ?
@CaesarAugustus18
@CaesarAugustus18 29 дней назад
To fix it, its "Of carbon monoxide"
@hollyxx3972
@hollyxx3972 4 года назад
fabulous audio pal👊🏻
@fabianaxelaguilarherrera5213
@fabianaxelaguilarherrera5213 10 месяцев назад
i only listen this because i realy love no surprises and taiga from toradora
@maxxypoo313
@maxxypoo313 11 месяцев назад
This song makes me feel :):
@emiliarodgers3653
@emiliarodgers3653 11 месяцев назад
I remember my grandpa's favourite song was this, then it was my dads and now its mine, its clear like glash but could make you shatter in one touch
@Kyson571
@Kyson571 Год назад
I frequently listen to this song when I'm alone because it makes me think of my past problems that I have unfortunately done to the dearest people that made my smile real again, but now, they hate me... my life's a mess... even I went to therapy and it didn't work... there's one person that I hurt so bad, now she's using me...
@HaysOnYoutube
@HaysOnYoutube 6 месяцев назад
This is art for my ears. Thanks
@fauk_up
@fauk_up 10 дней назад
Hard to believe 2019 was 4 years ago already..
@z1urv
@z1urv 9 месяцев назад
the slower melancholy feel makes this hit a lot harder; I always saw this song in the perspective of me trying to take care of myself, like how a lover would. As much as my mind and body thinks I’ll find someone who will truly understand me and love me under any circumstance, I know in my heart the only person that will ever feel that way is my mom and my own thoughts. I dunno if I’ll ever truly find acceptance in being alone, it fuckin hurts
@axcelreynoso153
@axcelreynoso153 Месяц назад
i share the same pain bro :c
@Ms-ri5cs
@Ms-ri5cs Год назад
This feel like my heart very calm :)
@billtorres-kf8cu
@billtorres-kf8cu Год назад
Love this song ❤
@madiemadie
@madiemadie 9 месяцев назад
This feeling is kinda...i kinda not understand it mixed with..happy memories and realizing there just memories now..this song plays on my head whenever i imagine those memories with them and i miss them i wish i did not change ,i wish i just stayed with them for life ,i wish i did not age, i wish i did not worry about things ,i wish i was happier more, i wish not selfish, i wish i was not jealous ,i wish i did not waste my time on useless things ,i wish i cared more ,i wish they cared about me like i cared for them now i just want to feel those memories just one more time again i just wish i was a better person and i was never mean and never kept distance except realize that it's gonna be the last time i"ll see them i hate to admit it but i miss them and i hate too see that next year i"ll not be in this school again nor their be their to i hate to think that we"ll go to our separate ways now...i wish i enjoyed my time and never locked myself in my room i just want things to go back. To normal and enjoy going to the mall and traveled more i regret being this person i kinda wish i was a better person than this...i want to apologize for everything i did and just make everything for it maybe people talked to me more maybe i"ll be better or..maybe a bit more outgoing and not being in a spot still like a statue i think that i need better friends or maybe im just the problem huh? Maybe i caused enough damage or maybe i was a bit mean or harsh i wish i was different person who can be friends with someone that i can relate to? I'll be happy with one person that i can relate to and spend my time with maybe im just weird so people don't to me or people don't like being friends with a loser like me? Who is just annoying i agree maybe i should just hid myself and the world will be better without me right like everyone im friends with or be with leaves me anyways what's the point of being friends when they won't even last long and just move on with another person they can relate and like more Maybe im not smart enough so that's why people don't want to be friends with me? Maybe i should spend my days studying and probably focus on my grades than my life that's what my parents want anyways right? To have a daughter with high achiever and high goals in life and have awards like my cousins who are better than me perhaps they like them better anyways right? The only escape i have is my phone its the only thing that never left me nor be mean or never was disgusted and made me happy right?, Should i stop that too perhaps it's a distraction to learning? Or maybe i should just disappear people leave me anyways what's the point of living is it even a thing in life now?, Maybe they just hate my appearance so that's why their like that maybe i should lose some weight or what? Be prettier and wear make up or get plastic surgery since people tell me i should lose weight anyways that wouldn't hurt my feelings? Or im just dislike since im fat? And not pretty like those people who where born beautiful and have confident? Like those models? Or has it something to do with my talent? I think im losing it so maybe i should stop since the only im good at is losing its power now right? And its useless to have a talent that has no use anymore and can't do anything, maybe because im losing everything my personality,friends,grades,self love,confidence,talent,maybe i"ll lose myself to in the end im, just a loser who will never get anything and just lose everything? Right i think the only thing i have left is myself and i might lose it too.
@Zodiac32
@Zodiac32 9 месяцев назад
LOSING A LONG LIFE FRIEND.
@k7xlol
@k7xlol Год назад
The anime. Man. It honestly made me cry. I feel so bad for her.
@adripatoqua
@adripatoqua 3 года назад
Amazing work i love this song and i love u too
@macncheese17
@macncheese17 10 месяцев назад
TAIGA IN THE. BG
@fear5065
@fear5065 Год назад
Toradora made me cry I aint gonna lie. That shit was such a beautiful romance anime 😭. It just makes me think about how lonely I am, and how easy it is to fuck everything up. I hope whoever listens to this gets in a happy and beautiful relationship the same as taiga did.
@gytismaceikis2360
@gytismaceikis2360 10 месяцев назад
Same to you
@fabianrodriguez973
@fabianrodriguez973 6 месяцев назад
I love this somg so much it makes me cry and just reflect on my life and listen to it on loop every night, i just lay in bed and cry myself to sleep
@lion_man5569
@lion_man5569 Месяц назад
It's the last day of school and you realize you'll never see your friends again.
@yogistreetkid
@yogistreetkid 29 дней назад
wait what? you ok bro? its gonna be fine... life always found a way... trust me... i know
@galact1cgamers112
@galact1cgamers112 Год назад
This song makes me feel a certain way a couple words explains it “ you can rest it’s all over just let go……”
@cultacosta1095
@cultacosta1095 4 года назад
A great song to hear in COVID times. Great job!
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 4 года назад
thank you :)
@xristoskaragiorgos6560
@xristoskaragiorgos6560 2 года назад
Awesome! 👍
@arlo8718
@arlo8718 3 года назад
2:00 salad
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 3 года назад
he got hungry
@I_Make_Content.
@I_Make_Content. 27 дней назад
Haha
@Lily_Catt-
@Lily_Catt- Год назад
😢❤ this is really good music
@dyrakenderson3570
@dyrakenderson3570 2 года назад
I'm just so tired.
@i_lost_my_mind
@i_lost_my_mind 11 месяцев назад
Oh my God, the intro is so fabulous and mysterious! I am like a naive, innocent, frightened and helpless child who had previously experienced some kind of tragedy, ran forward for a long time without looking back, and now I got lost in a magical village and, waking up in the foliage and realizing the situation, attracted the attention of local residents by crying😭😭😭😭😭😭
@Rivwe
@Rivwe Год назад
this is a song you listen to in moments you know will become just as nostalgic as they are treasured for the rest of your life. doesn’t matter what the lyrics are
@saulalejandrovargasquispe7321
Las ganas q tengo q alguien me mire y me sonria asi... me haria feliz
@alexyucgra3040
@alexyucgra3040 4 месяца назад
Oww, que tierno de tu parte.
@megalol1344
@megalol1344 5 месяцев назад
How much times have I listened to this..? I don’t even know anymore
@nanciee2844
@nanciee2844 2 года назад
3:15
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 2 года назад
:)
@Nylnezz
@Nylnezz Год назад
i need a drink...
@Fighter_Enthusiast79
@Fighter_Enthusiast79 9 месяцев назад
You know this song weirdly makes me think of a man stacking pebbles, everytime the last piece fell, he did not throw a fit or anything. He just smiled and repeated the process, and it kept repeating until he finally did it. He shed only one tear and smiled.
@1800DOGTOOTH
@1800DOGTOOTH Год назад
this song makes me think. like really, really think. I reflect on those thoughts I've tossed aside and realise how much of a failure I am. I'm trying, but I'm not getting anywhere. I see what I truly am. It hurts, but it's a necessary hurt. I hurt that I need to make myself realise that I'm only making things harder for myself. This song gives me that breath of fresh air that I need before going on to other things in my life. it makes me breathe, slow down and calm down. I want to get better. I just want people to believe in me, even if i'm a fraud. Just once. please.
@smolchild1057
@smolchild1057 Год назад
This is it. This is the all encompassing story of everyone who forgets everything they dreamed of. I forgot who i wanna be, every day i coast and barely can look at or do anything without losing focus. Every day ends and the hole just keeps expanding, it won't stop either. It'll just keep getting worse, no amount of small happy moments will mend it, even if i feel good one day... I'm not hurt, nobody truly hurt me, I'm liked well enough, a family who loves me, friends, and yet i feel like im not really here for any of it. I'm watching it all happen from a stained glass window. Nothing i do will allow me to see past it, only the voices and shadows behind it guide me, while i never know where they are taking me, i dont have the will to break the glass, better to just let life happen and lets large chunks be fed to eternity unreclaimable... That is my deepest fear. No amount of pain compares to that level of torment, that with all i was given, i allowed it all to ultimately mean nothing. I try so hard to be grateful, i see so much beautiful things and people in our world, yet i can never truly grasp it and it hurts it hurts so much. I can barely think straight anymore. I act ok, but I'm just a complete head case. I'm trapped. I just want to delve into the light of life just once, just one moment, i just want one defining miracle to reveal the one answer to regain that dream. It has to exist, not just some grand philosophy to enforce upon myself, something more that truly shatters my expectations that I've already seen every outcome for. Something... I just want to really have true gratitude for this gift eternity has granted me. It's all i want. No amount of monetary things will ever be more important.
@Redjd2098
@Redjd2098 Год назад
@@smolchild1057 both of these just... they hit me. things are usually okay with me, but sometimes i do something wrong and it hurts, and i start to reflect on every mistake i've ever made and then i hate myself for making so many mistakes and then i hate myself for hating myself instead of doing anything better with my life and it just turns into a downward spiral until i'm too tired to cry about it anymore. of course, i never think about anything i've ever done right, and of course i blame anything and everything on myself. just more things that are wrong with me. i think of my parents as perfect, and so if they're too harsh to me, i believe i deserve it, like a dog when you accidentally step on its paw. the world we live in is filled with cruel and messed up people, and when i reflect too far, i put myself alongside them. and so i hate myself, and keep hating myself. and so i spiral, and keep spiraling until i pierce rock bottom.
@funtowngames1523
@funtowngames1523 9 месяцев назад
@@Redjd2098 @smolchild1057 @spicycrunchychip i feel the same but in my own way, today hit me especially hard for something that i wont share because i feel almost certain it would make it worse for you and anyone else reading this comment thread. I do want to share though because she deserves it but i cant do it. I want to wish you the best and hope you can find what you are so desperately looking for even if i am never able to do so. I believe in you and if you need someone to talk to im here as are many others
@Naucks
@Naucks 6 месяцев назад
In general, hate is a weird word. Do you hate yourself because you want to be loved? Or do you hate yourself because you don't think you *deserve* to be loved? There is a profound difference, one means you yearn for what you don't have. The other means you need to come to terms with your own lack of perfection. Life, even as it is good, is never lived until you can get past the idea of what "good" means. To me, life is never good, it is merely the moments in the eternal suffering of it that make it good. And once you can hold on to the idea that good isn't just lack of pain you can get through anything. Because happiness isn't about being free from pain, it is the ability to fight back and hold your own against it. That is how one stays happy, they can push through pain knowing the other side isn't so bad. That is the same way with yourself. If you think aspect of yourself are terrible, sit with that for a second. Accept it. And learn what it actually is. Are you just pushing that onto yourself because YOU believe it truly? Or is it because it feels like everyone else believes it? Once again, huge difference. One is solved by observing people more closely, to see their true reaction to you. The other, come to terms with yourself that it is merely a fear that you will commit the same sins again, not the fact that you actively commit them. And if you do? Know its wrong, and you can fix yourself with proper help. The rest is up to you.
@michaelscott2367
@michaelscott2367 2 года назад
Hell yeah.
@SansTheSkeleton207
@SansTheSkeleton207 5 месяцев назад
I wish this is my lullaby bcuz it makes me cry whatever this is made of a sad song really makes me cry and i just wanna download it to keep it but it was disabled i miss my cats already and cant stop replaying this😢
@amirulaizad3380
@amirulaizad3380 Год назад
No politician , and no government please No pandemic and no more war please No oil drilling and no more animal abuse please Such a pretty planet Such a pretty surprises please
@versace6609
@versace6609 Год назад
This was my brother's lullaby to his kid. I miss him all the time
@yarnistheman3708
@yarnistheman3708 Месяц назад
You are loved
@Stardus
@Stardus Год назад
easily +100 listens to this 🖤
@Eia_Natalia
@Eia_Natalia 19 дней назад
THE JIGGLE JIGGLE SKIN!!!!
@mikasaackerman-di5oi
@mikasaackerman-di5oi Год назад
Listening this song as i lost my one and only, He was such a great friend. It was my fault. If i had been more attentive and active i could have save our friendship. I failed. Truly failed.
@dododoo3217
@dododoo3217 3 года назад
I just want to be loved and live a happy life thats all i ask for Edit: crazy how its already been two years since i left this comment, this shit makes me laugh rn. Yeah and life has been great lately and to whoever reading this i can assure you that if you are in a dark place rn you will make it through some way or the other and homie, never lose hope no matter what cuz thats what keeps on going ahead, hold on a bit longer and you’ll be happy again.
@somelovelyuglythoughts268
@somelovelyuglythoughts268 3 года назад
same, same.
@melteddoritos3990
@melteddoritos3990 2 года назад
It’s been a year since you wrote this comment, and I don’t know where you are now, but just know that you’ll find that one day. You’ll find happiness in your life and love from the people around you. Don’t give up.
@hxpelives
@hxpelives 10 месяцев назад
Hey there, two year mark now. Hope you've found happiness, rooting for you friend.
@dododoo3217
@dododoo3217 10 месяцев назад
@@melteddoritos3990yo homie i completely forgot bout this comment i left 2 year ago. Life has been great lately and so much better. Thanks for asking, and hope you’re doing great too brother. all love homie ❤
@dododoo3217
@dododoo3217 10 месяцев назад
⁠​⁠@@hxpelivesyeah man everythings been alot brighter. Thanks for asking and hope you’re doing great too homie. All love ❤️
@jellybean.0
@jellybean.0 6 месяцев назад
I Fell asleep to this 💀💀
@senogaming4474
@senogaming4474 7 месяцев назад
this song made me cry😥
@isjustanotherme
@isjustanotherme 7 месяцев назад
ok but that gif is so cute
@strawbrykeik
@strawbrykeik Год назад
i just want friends but social anxiety ruins me man
@yutsuneko
@yutsuneko Год назад
Yeah same, that sucks. I feel you
@siluda9255
@siluda9255 Год назад
them stop being social anxious lol
@f_sharp64
@f_sharp64 Год назад
facts yo
@Retsu7151
@Retsu7151 Год назад
Bruises that won't heal..
@vinoirma8225
@vinoirma8225 Год назад
oh yeah, let's go there
@southshaye
@southshaye 2 года назад
man this hurts more
@LillianGraceFullofficial
@LillianGraceFullofficial 7 месяцев назад
POV: after years of being defeated over and over again, you get arrested thanks to your arch rival, but he comes to your cell with a smile on his face. suddenly you realize, after all the torment and trouble, the person you loathed the most in the whole world cares about you.
@User_18638
@User_18638 Месяц назад
Capolavoro niente da dire ...
@r0tting_c0rpse9
@r0tting_c0rpse9 Год назад
This just makes me feel at peace so much,keep it up please your amazing 😍
@xaeriemionserre
@xaeriemionserre 11 месяцев назад
I think theres pollen in the air when im listening to this song and thinking about my life again
@tishier88
@tishier88 2 месяца назад
This song like gets rid of anger but also happiness and I just feel slightly dad but mostly empty
@leonardoperez2168
@leonardoperez2168 3 года назад
espectacular
@omonic
@omonic Год назад
My dad lullabied this to me.
@hi-is5lg
@hi-is5lg 11 месяцев назад
idk whats better sped up or slowed down there both good
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