Reckful R.I.P (Old Stream that reveals his mentality and thoughts an year ago) 

It’s hard to just believe I’m laughing and having a good time watching him and Ik he’s gone it’s not right man

The worst part about people committing suicide is not that they had people in their lives who trolled them or they became depressed, we all experience this from time to time. However the worst part is actually the fact they had no real close person in their life who could get them out of the negative zone, it's a tendency you see in all suicide cases, they FEEL COMPLETELY ALONE. They all lack a person who truly understands their mental pain and not just someone who says "I'm there for you" but an actual person who can relate to their pain or at least empathize with them. In the first one min of the clip at 00:40, you hear him saying: "Anytime I'm lonely I try to tell myself everything's fine and look past to or whatever but deep down I don't feel so good you know"

What's very powerful about people with depression is seeing their good times because you may never know what they're struggling with. Hearing and seeing Reckful smiling reminds us of that. May he rest in peace.

Depression is not sadness . Being sad is temporary . Depression is absence of pleasure, joy , ambition, dreams, and sadness anger everything goes . You literally want to sit in a hole a fade to nothing sometimes you want to suffer pain and torment but mostly just want to end for days , weeks months years at a time.

If there is anyone out there suffering from severe depression and thoughts of ending it, please don’t. I come to you as a person who attempted it twice when I was 16 & 17. You can get better I promise. I know it doesn’t feel like it but you can. It will never leave you 100% but 90% of the time you can feel okay. It’s hard work, take it one step at a time and I swear it’s so worth it. Try you best to enjoy the time you do have because life is so short. I know it’s hard being so stretch thin everyday where even the littlest thing will make you feel so horrible inside however you can defeat it. Start by telling your self positive things when the negative comes. Even if you think your lying do it. Exercise as much as you can. Cut out every bad person in your life. You don’t owe them shit and don’t feel bad about it if they treat you horribly cut them our and stop talking to them. I believe in you. I promise you I believe in you. You are not defined by your past. Everyday is a new day to fight the battle and win.

Man he was so cute and funny lol that laugh

how can you be mean to this person? i hate my generation. ngl.

I feel this man... R.I.P 😭😞🥺

Me: *about to watch the video* Ad: LETS PLAY RAID SHADOW LEGENDS

It's disheartening to see someone who despite finding success and being relieved of the regular stress that comes with a 9 to 5 job, he still couldn't escape the emotional pain from his past.

6 years reminders of his failure... :/ Wow account banned.... his wow arena team... he left to go for blizzcon and get cheesed...

I just started watching him and I love his personality so much man. I know I don’t know him in real life but yeah I care for him a lot. This fucking sucks. Rest in peace reckful. You’re amazing.

We miss your dolphin laugh Reckful.

Rest In Peace forever. The world didn’t deserve him❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

rip Reckful i i didn't know of him until i saw his last stream on here sidenote is twich just for gameplayers or can you just livestream like on RU-vid?

i shouldn't have seen this men... R.I.P.

Can you turn off the ads though, please?

If he had therapeutics that they have in other countries maybe he would be healed and enjoying his life like I have been I used to be like this guy..

Love the SynthWave... rip Reckful

Never liked media or the idea that people can sit behind a screen and write whatever the fuck they want without consequences. In my opinion Internet have made people more depressed.

Has got to be the most forced laugh there is 😂 going to miss that so much.. rip byron

RIP my dude

I hate people man, byron deserved so much more kindness 😢😭

RIP you, I feel your pain. I couldn't do anything 😭

Miss you Byron

I’m low key depressed watching this might end it

He was definitely leaving clues here and there .... don't hold grudges or hate for someone... in a instance they can be gone.

Whats the name of the vert last song in this video.. I know its not sand storm so pleas dont go there. I really wanna find this song pleas help!!

4k isnt much for streaming 10 hours a day 7 days a week tho People are thinking 40 hour work weeks not 70....

He watched bald and bankrupt! My boy

what the music's name playing at 1:48 ?

thanks to our system give that guy a tin full of good haze and he would start enjoing the life again fugg of being puplic or something enjoy yourself and play only if you wanna hafe fun and not to compare sometthing sry for my english r.i.p ELECTRONIC MENTAL DESTROYER

You can't blame the trolls, they will always be there. Its whether you focus on it or not. You have to have enough confidence in yourself to stay emotionally stable. He seemed like a great guy but too nice for the 12 year olds being brats

... rip

oh, he was just bored of life, i understand him.

What song is he playing at 5:00 ?

Everybody saying that $4k/mo is not bad completely missed the point. He was contrasting it with making insane money before. Yeah 4k is even insane to a lot of us for doing something like streaming, but there was a context ignored.

One of his problems: pay to much attenttion to his chat

AN year ago

Who tf is becca?

I feel like I'm going down the same path I relate too much to his cries for help

Why the viewers act like that T.T

2:08

Whats happen ?

I hate our generation

I never knew he suffer from depression due to him seeing so find

He died because all the trolls