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🎉🎉🎉 You can also watch my resent Trim Healthy Mama Podcast episode here ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-59YJTYTJ1Kk.htmlsi=2zXMv3z7Qr24lX-0 Survive and Thrive: Sane Strategies for Staying Healthy When Life Hits the Fan With Jamerrill ❤❤❤

When you realize the way this woman found her father as a child and that is no longer her most traumatic experience… the fact that you are still standing is a miracle girl. So proud of you.

I always tell myself this when I'm at my worst "No one is coming. Get up" ❤❤❤

Jesus showed up and rescued me today. I was almost ready to snap with the burden of a few issues but I prayed to the Lord and then suddenly all the puzzle pieces fell into place and fixed everything. It was a God thing for sure. I have been singing praises to the Lord all day since for His mercy and love. He’s always there for you Jamerrill.

When I stumbled upon your videos, i was a year and a half sober, and I had just found out I was pregnant with my son, preparing to be a single mom. I’ve found joy and comfort in you and your videos. I’m almost 5.5 years sober, and my son is almost 3.5 years old now. 2 years ago I got diagnosed with an aggressive and terminal form of multiple sclerosis. I started off with a struggling relationship with God at best, but you gave me hope. I wanted to raise my son knowing God. But through my diagnosis, I lost that relationship, and stopped watching happy videos, your videos. But, I’ve been building my relationship with God, while leaning about the Bible along side my son. Thank you. Thank you for being you.

This video has been such a blessing to me. My ten out of ten started 11 months ago when my husband abandoned me and left me to provide for the children. There was so much grief, but when i look back, I have so much to thank the Lord for. He provided eberything needed. The struggle isn't over and emotionally its still hard, but I have hope knowing God holds my future. I also started working out through all of this and it helped keep me well for the children.

Even though my personal experience is very different than yours, i do completely subscribe to the saving yourself mantra. At 83 i live alone and take care of myself and my needs in every possible way. I absolutely know how blessed i am to be able to do that at my age. I don't depend on anyone else to do anything at all for me. And i do it all without any pain whatsoever. To say that I'm blessed is an understatement. Your videos are so entertaining and inspiring. Thank you so much for being so willing to share so much with all of us. I pray God's blessings on you and your family sweet pretty lady🥰🙏

Thank you for sharing this! I am 39, not a mom (not even a wife; never dated either) but discovered your channel back in 2019, I believe, shortly after my big trauma. I have disabling anxiety disorder and agoraphobia, which started as a teen and has kept me very isolated. I relied on my mom for so much, even when I lived alone. So when she died, I was terrified and devastated. She was my best friend and my one "safe person". Life looked very bleak and lonely. And it was for a while. But I also turned to God and started getting to know Him. I'd been a believer for years but hadn't really gotten to know God, so had found trusting Him difficult. I grew up in an abusive home, too, so have struggled with trust in general. Watching your videos was very soothing and helpful; your gentle voice and encouraging words, your grace when things went wrong, and things I don't even know how to describe. I'd never actually seen someone else handle life that way, with confidence, gentleness, and perseverance. I always saw anger and negative talk and quitting in a huff. I think God brought your channel to my awareness, as He also brought other channels to my awareness, too, that inadvertently were showing me similar things. None of the channels were specifically about how to conduct oneself in a godly fashion, but that's what I kept seeing and kept watching for. So, thank you for that. :) I also wanted to share one of the amazing things God did for me, as He's helping me to heal from my loss and also to build a new life (one not surrendered to a growing list of fears and avoidance, but surrendered to Him instead). I wasn't attending a church, just watching a service online of one of my favorite radio ministers. But he regularly urged us to find a local church, giving many good reasons why. I knew I should, but was scared. Not only because going to new places and meeting new people is very difficult for me because of my anxiety disorder, but I also knew that not every church actually teaches the truth. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to tell, being new to reading the Bible, whether what was being taught was accurate or not. So I prayed for God's help. Around Summer of 2022, I was also starting to feel like having an "adventure". Despite my anxiety and agoraphobia, there's a part of me that likes exploring and is very curious. I'm usually just too scared and shy to do anything those parts would like. But God saw it, I wasn't praying (I don't think) about having an adventure but He saw the desire, and decided to answer it *and* my prayer of finding a local church. I live in MN and felt led to attend the True Woman Conference (sponsored by Revive Our Hearts, a Christian women's ministry) in Indianapolis, Indiana. By myself. Driving there and back. I'd never driven more than an hour away from my house alone, let alone stayed in a hotel alone, etc. Each time I came up with a reason why I "couldn't", God showed me His provision so that I could. So I went, nervous but also excited. Well, as part of the conference, state ambassadors for Revive Our Hearts contact each registered participant before the conference to welcome them, learn why they'd decided to come (what they're hoping to get out of it, etc.) and see if there's anything they need help with, etc. Usually the ambassador who contacted me calls, but she emailed me instead. That had to have been God at work, because I wasn't answering my phone to unfamiliar numbers (talking on the phone is one of my phobias, I rarely talked to relatives on the phone). And after reading the email, my initial thought was to ignore it. But the Holy Spirit prompted me to not only respond but to pour out my story, even that I was scared that once I got to my hotel I'd be too afraid to leave it to actually attend this conference. It was in a big city and that's another fear point for me. Plus, apparently thousands of women attend these things and crowds are hard for me, lol. But I believed this was what God wanted me to do. The ambassador invited me to sit with her during the main sessions and I had a great time. A few days after returning home, she called me and invited me to join her Bible study group at the church she attended. It was about half-hour - forty-five minutes away from me. Again, my initial inclination was to say "no" but the Holy Spirit prompted me to go. So I did, and that's what led to my finding a local church to attend. I've been attending every class I can there, as well as the Sunday service, and am starting to make friends, too. God really has been helping me create a whole new life. I didn't know people like those I'm meeting at church truly existed outside of Christian fiction books. They're sincerely in love with the Lord and surrender to His will, demonstrating godly love which is so very different from our society's idea of love.

I loved the statement “ I was saving your mother”. I wish I had done that because I no it would have in long run been good. Moms s often keep going on the outside while dying on the inside. Thank you for sharing. It means so much!

Jamerrill, you are like a Phoenix rising from the ashes! God is helping you to become the best version of yourself. I can see your strength, physically and emotionally. To know that you’ve given birth 9 times, and then to see how you’re looking younger and fitter everyday, is very inspiring. You look so beautiful! God bless you….keep up the great work! 🌹💕🙏

I´m struggeling very bad since my only son/child took his own life. I found him that morning in the bathroom and got PTSD. 3,5 years later I´m still working on my loss. Lost the faith of the lord and working hard to get it back. You are my hero and i have followed your chanel since the beginning.You give me hope. sorry for bad spelling I´m from Sweden.

Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I live by this verse everyday. I have multiple chronic illnesses and nearly all of my vertebrae are fractured and I can barely walk around. He gives me strength every second of every day!

Like you I found my father when he ended his life, I am so proud of you for getting up and putting 1 foot in front of the other because I know how dark it gets. The struggles of your personal life are not things you need to share but God knew what you needed in that moment, he wanted to bless you in your struggle. Sending hugs and prayers for you x

You’re stronger thank you think and incredibly gifted then you ever thought you were. Lord got you here and he will get you through this gently sister. Amen!

Struggle is no a competition. Your struggle is your own, built to your needs, your strengths, your capacity. Each person's pain and hardship are their guide to learning, knowing and confirming their own self. Out of struggle can come the most beautiful results or the most devastated wreck of a person. My prayer for all is that they do find their beauty.

I've been subscribed to your channel for approx 10 years now. You're such an inspiration....a strong woman, perfect momma, that's absolutely beautiful inside and out. Thank you for sharing your life with us. I pray that whatever is going on and putting such sadness in your heart is fixed and you heal real soon.

I’m not a mom but from 2022-2023 I lost 4 important people in my life. You said it right god can really save you. My peace is volume & helping people. I’m also getting into running. Just know your videos are so uplifting ❤

Your so strong mama! Love you! I have been here from the very beginning! You have tough me so much in motherhood! How to manage a large family. Just so grateful for you!

I really get saving yourself. My husband passed away and it was and is really hard. Finding things that bring me joy eases the process. Sometimes being kind to yourself is necessary and therapeutic.

For a month I started eating just 2 meals a day, no snacks in between,no nothing,except for coffee and water. I saw a big change in my belly, which has shrunked,and my entire energy level is up.

Dear jamerril , i love that saying i have to save the girl that has my name....so powerful thank you so much for soeaking for us women who wish they did sooner.

Not sure what your trauma is, but this video made me feel heard and validated ❤ Thank you for being vulnerable and always showing Christs love 🙏❤️

its true we all need a safe haven and a need to be safe. you are not alone jammerill

So many people are going through the hardest times right now. My hearts so heavy. Love u all 💓

This is my reoccurring theme too! The hardest part is that it attracts soul suckers that see us as strong and when we finally break… they can’t be fed anymore and leave instead of loving us and helping us through it.

I'm so excited for you Jamerrill! Thank you for being an inspiration! ♥

Me too, I’ve been through so so much. God is good he has kept me strong and healed and provided for me. Prayers for you and your family x God loves you so much and I see him hugging you wow and you said it wow

I hope you feel us. All of these people that you don’t see day to day that just adore you and are just pushing for your happiness and your peace. Years I’ve watched you (I’m 31 now) and you’ve gotten me through some days I didn’t think I’d find a shred of positivity. We support you, doll. That’s all.💕

So glad you are healing yourself inside and out. Be proud of all the little wins in life.

I couldn’t be more excited for you momma! ❤ I’m so happy you’re living your best Jamerill life. You’re doing it! I know it’s not easy but you’re doing it

Currently, I’m going through a 10 and I had to come back to this video and listen to grown women talking about our heavenly father I need to remind myself of hope self love and kindness to myself. I needed to see this video again.

You had me in tears from the beginning. Seeing you push through and show your strength through all the hurt and tears is powerful! You are showing people that even through the trials, we cowgirl up and keep going to save ourselves and for the family. What a powerful message! Ma'am, you are one STRONG woman to take us along as you plow through this season with grace, dignity, strength, and love for your family and work. You keep going my friend!

🧡🧡🧡 Sweet Momma, looking forward to watching and hearing everything you want to share. I've been wishing for another "chatty" ❤

Your video and podcast with Trim Healthy Mama’s really hit home for me. It has encouraged me and given me so much strength. I went through breast cancer about 5 years ago and during that time I felt so close to God. I knew he was going through it right with me. I’ve grown so much in my faith since then and have over come more obstacles in life. I think as God guides us through obstacles in life we are building up our faith strength which will help us get through the next hurdle in life when it comes. Jamerrill whatever you’ve been going through just know you’ll be stronger on the other side. God is with you and even in your hardship using you to encourage others!

Wow I never thought of it as saving myself. It's got me doing some real thinking about something I've been dealing w in my life and I need peace. Thank you so much for this video.

“My grace is sufficient for you; for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak then I am strong.” -2 Corinthians 12:9-11 This verse came to mind as you were talking about having weaknesses. The more you press on towards Jesus, there will be more grace for you in the season you’re in, and you’re not alone. His power is made perfect where you are weak. This is something I have to remember. If anything, we can find strength in Jesus…praise the Lord. Your trip looked like a lot of fun and a good time of rest. Love you Jammerill ❤️will keep praying for you and your family -Sarah

Some very powerful testimonies of Gods love and care for us sister and God bless you!!🎉🎉🎉 very encouraging ❤❤

Love to hear your thoughts on life and all. You’re one of the bravest women I know.

I've been saving myself for so long, and I really wish someone else could help me for a little bit. I do believe that Jesus is in control. But it's so hard. I was listening to Lauren Daigle Be Okay today, and she's says that in the end, everything will be alright. I know it will be, but I'd like for it to be okay before I get there. I really do wish I had your strength.

remember when we are weak he is strong for us and with us you got this mamma

I just told my fiancé today how much I love watching you grow and live your best life! You are so strong and such an inspiration. I watch your videos on my rough days and I always pray for more patience in life and especially with my kids (all 6 of them). You are doing amazing keeping your head up and your soul happy. “Grow through what you grow through” ❤

Girl you are so right sometimes the only one that can help and restore yourself is YOU ❤️❤️❤️ Learning to like and find yourself is so important. Such an inspiring and hopeful video 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 Love and hugs from the UK x

I’m glad to hear you give God credit for His faithfulness!

Jamerrill! You never cease to amaze me… never. I have so many words and have no words at the same time. SO PROUD OF YOU, all the time. GOD HAS BROUGHT YOU TO US FOR SO MANY REASONS!!! Inspirational example of Momma, Woman, Inner Child healing, Adult Woman healing, so much more!!! SOUL SEARCHING, SOUL HEALING, SOUL MUCH MORE TO COME ❤

Hi Jammerill! I’ve been watching your for a long time! Good luck to you and keep up the good work! FYI - you can call whatever hotel you’re checking into the morning of or sometimes the night before to request your room early! Most of the time they can accommodate!! 😊😊😊

You're such an inspiration!!! Thank you so much for sharing all of this with us 🙏💖 We appreciate you!

I love you, Jamerrill! I'm sitting here crying with you in my coffee shop, working on the RU-vid course you created for us. You are such an inspiration. You have helped me on my journey in more ways than I can count. Jesus is so good! Thank you for sharing your heart with us. Sending so much love!

I just love your voice and style of communication, Jamerrill. Hugs to you!💕

This video is one of your best. The part where the three of you talk at the table is my favorite. Faith. Hope. The greatest is HIS love.

I have just tuned back in after about a year. Wow I’m in shock and awe. Awe of your courage and tenacity. Jamerrill you need to become a household name. You have harnessed all the things and keep on going. Grit grit hooray!

Your sit down with the sisters 😭😭😭This is not new to you. But we all speculate what we think you have been going through. It makes me so happy to know that you are fully relying on your Savior and Creator to get you through your 10 out of 10. And that he has given you joy in taking care of your temple through it all. Such a gift! You also are encouraging so many of us to start our own health journey. He’s always creating beautiful from our ashes! ❤

Jamerill, you are such a encouragement! So thrilled you were able to do all this wonderful stuff with Serene & Pearl! I have been a long time follower of all of you sweet ladies & it was neat to see you all together! I will definitely watch on the THM side for the Poddy as well! God bless you & keep you :) ❤❤❤❤

34:33 “hope in God. It’s so simple, hope in God.” YES!! THAT!!♥️♥️

You’re only human, allow yourself to have a good day a bad day, a good cry. We have truly all been there. Stay real Jam. That’s the way we love you. Be you. ❤️ vertual hugs from Canada .

I call those God nods. ❤ Your girl power army is behind you sweet lady! Praying for you and cheering you on from NC!! 👏🏼

Looking gorgeous! And dang right we have to save ourself first!

This video was so touching and inspiring. I've watched your channel from the start and have always found your videos inspiring. God is always with you, in each moment of your life, guiding and protecting you with His love and grace. Thank you for sharing your journey with us! ❤

I love it I’m laughing do hard as you are ordering UNsweet tea! And it takes 2 people to understand why anyone would order unsweet tea!

I, too, am at the "I don't know what I like, so I'm trying things" stage of life, but much later than you have hit it. It's weird to do something and think, halfway through, "Wow, I really LIKE doing this!" because so much of my life previously was spent taking care of others, and not particularly, specifically doing something that "I" liked to do. It's a weird place to be in! It is better, I think, to do things that make me Proud of myself, rather than so much "Happy". Happiness lasts a few seconds, but Proud Of Myself carries me through many more days and times! Just try All The Things, see what sticks!

I LOVE THE SOUTHERN ACCENTS AT HARDEE'S RESTAURANT!! THEY EVEN CALLED YOU HONEY!! ❤❤❤❤

I love this for you! I ran my way out of a bad first marriage and all the way through the last 25 years plus. Fast and slow it saved me and it is saving you too!

You are STRONG, and COURAGEOUS, and INSPIRING. Thank you for sharing your journey.

I've read ur blog and was here right when you started youtube. I was in high school. Im so proud of you and all of your accomplishments! Just how kind you were to the fast food people shows that ur truly a sweet person. Good luck with all the projects! Keep going mama!!🩷🩷🩷

Probably my favourite video of yours so far, and I'm a long time viewer. Thank you for sharing, Jamerrill. 🥰

You help me in so many ways, the trauma you go through and the way you keep Jesus with you and so much more. Im so glad you find joy and you had this happen you deserve all good things❤

I really felt these women in my soul. The trim, healthy mamas I want more. Their stories made me believe that there’s something else.

I wish I had known you were here in Middle Tennessee! I would have invited you to church at Long Hollow! So glad you got to live out this dream with THM!

You are just so beautiful inside and out. You are so strong and I am proud of you for dealing with everything with grace. Sending much much love and strength to you to keep pushing forward for you and your sweet kiddos ❤

❤ Love it when I get an alert for your video!😊 always keeping you in my thoughts and prayers

Remember, nothing is happening too you but for you, it is up to you to figure out why. Love your honesty

This was so powerful - thank you for sharing! My husband is about to start chemo for a cancer that is far more aggressive than we originally thought. The Lord is gracious in every detail and we have never felt alone in this journey.

Your strength helps me to keep trying each day. You are helping me watching you help yourself

I'm so grateful for you Jamerrill, and for this video.. I started watching your videos late 2019, but became an avid watcher early 2020 when I watched your freezing eggs in the old mini mama kitchen.. Your videos and beautiful messages have helped me through my first diagnosis of CC in 2020, and then during my reoccurrence and treatment in 2022.. Your messages of hope and strength helped me keep a positive mindset when all I wanted to do was cry after Chem-Rads.. I'm so grateful for channels like yours that help spread light during these uncertain times of global chaos.. You truly are a beautiful soul Jamerrill, may you have peace and so much love and strength in your life.. Much love from New Zealand xx Victoria.

This video was so powerful for me, mentally life is so hard right now and yet seeing how you and the wonderful trim healthy mumma ladies showing your deepest feelings and raising up and above has been such an inspiration. Thankyou so much for posting

Jamerrill, you’re an inspiration! I am also one who needs heavy physical exertion to help manage high stress, it’s a main tool for how I manage my life long anxiety disorder. I became a runner after I had my triplets. Helps me be a better mom. Really proud of you. 👏🙌

🙏🏻💜so wonderful to see you happy and excited about YOU!! Many blessings to you and your journey,, I’m from Mississippi, about 20 minutes from Memphis, we on occasion drink unsweet tea ☺️😉 hope your visit was a fun experience!

Jamerrill, been following you for YEARS. Here and IG. Love ya lady. You’re very inspirational to me, be it with my relationship with Christ, or my health, or just caring about me. I’m proud of you. It’s hard, this life. & I know being a daughter of God is everything. Having friends and family that love and support you. Means everything. Please know here from my little life in Norman, Oklahoma-I think about and care about you and your family-in my heart! ❤

What a trip! God knew exactly the right time when you needed to meet these women and worked everything out in His perfect timing ❤

I pray Serene's boys both made it thru their health issues. Jesus really does love you, Jamerrill!!!

I'm so happy for you!!! You are an inspiration to so many for you have handled the past year of your life. I know there are tough days. Just take things a day at a time.

That quote, “no one is gonna save me so I’m gonna save myself” is one I used going through a divorce and starting a career from scratch all while battling cancer. It was a mess that wasn’t my fault but I was the only person who could get me out of it

I'm sure I'm not the only one watching through tears. Sharing our stories and realizing that our Lord truly is there for us, is a reminder that NOTHING is greater than his love! I know the feeling of jealousy for the times in my life when I was desperate for him and the absolute almost physical feeling of being cradled in his arms. Our REAL lives are in our relationship with God; everything else flows from that. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing with us. And thanks for these 2 ladies and their testimony. My prayers and blessings to all you siters out there who are struggling today.

When I came across your first video where you said all you could do was walk...I knew it would take you on a whole new journey! ❤

I’m so excited for you to have this opportunity in the midst of such a difficult time!🎉 I’ve been exercising for the first time in years and it IS amazing how it helps our minds and hearts. 💕

I can relate to some degree with God’s presence through the hard times! My young husband (38 years) passed away and I had four young daughters! I know every worship song, in church services, times with him just tears washing and healing! Times of calling sister when I felt myself sinking and asking her to pray right then with me, I would be lifted immediately! His Presence carried me!

I can’t describe how it feels to see you in this stage of life. It is so incredibly empowering and inspirational. I don’t know you, but I’ve kept up with you since the beginning, and I can feel the transformation. You’re amazing.

You are inspiring. I had breast cancer and learned so much of the Saviors love and strength. Congratulations on finding a way to grow. Much love❤

When the trauma shows up in our lives and keeps showing up we are still present through it all. We deal with the rollercoaster as we see fit. But no one talks about how we realize in these moments no one else is going to save us through these times. I realize now as you said no one will save us but ourselves. I have to let god in and let god write the plan for the rest of my life. Been with you since you started in your first home. Amazing seeing the strength you have through it all. You have an army to lift you up! Hugs momma❤️🌻

40 yrs ago at 15 I met my future husband. 28 days after I turned 18 we married. The marriage didn't last but the love did. Through both of our relationships we always knew we had one another. At 5:45 a.m., Wednesday I watched him take his final breath. It was just he and I together and he had hospice come in the Thursday before. I am taking sleep meds just to stop remembering and he's here with me, always a huge part of my life and now more in death, if that's possible. You are strong lady and I needed this!

Congratulations 🎉 I love that one of your dreams came true❤ What beautiful testimonies that y’all shared. God’s love is everything.😊

Jamerill, I have been watching you since before your forest house for homeschooling, preserving, recipes, etc. and have learned a lot and will continue to learn per your videos. So, let me tell you that what you are doing is encouraging to me to become a healthier version of myself for loved ones by learning from your videos, but to also tell you that, like others are telling you on here, is that “being proud of you” is an understatement of what you have overcome(and still maybe are), keep up the great motivation and encouragement with the Lord by your side, Always!!

You asked for unsweetened tea and completely broke them. They didn't know how to process anything after that. Lol. So happy for you that you had a dream come true!

What a testimony and a blessing to us all who watch.🥰 Jammerill where do you get your dresses? I'm entering a season of appreciating modest dresses.

Amazing story of God showing up when we have faith and believe. I also have things that have happened to me and God is the only way I can describe to others how I got through it. Hugs to you Jamerrill!!! What an inspiration.

It’s so funny how many times you have to say and convince them you want an UNSWEET TEA! 💕🤣

God is constant and always with us. When you're at your lowest he's there to pick you up and carry you. Jamerrill you've come along way and have been through a lot. I don't know you personally but can see the change. You brought all those beautiful children into this world and I'm so glad you are taking care of you. Physically, mentally, and spiritually. They need you and you need them. You have alot of supporters out here that truly love and care about you. You're a wonderful mother, you tuber, and daughter. God bless you and your family. 🙏💙🙏

Jammerill, I have made a lot of mistakes in my life and it has hurt me more than anything else and has hurt my family mostly my children that are grown up now. I can’t change the past all i can do is learn i’m not perfect i’m human if i could change my past part of my life i would. so know this i like your videos and i hear things people say unkind things about you and others RU-vid which is not a good thing. I was taught to be nice to people as you do not know what their lives are like. So do your best life as God is watching over you. God Bless.

God is good. Continue to let him use you. This is all for your good and for the good of your children. You are so amazing and strong! So proud of you! Thank you for being such an inspiration. Cheers to you and saving yourself!

In this season I keep asking the Lord to help to know what lesson i need to learn and what He is developing on me. Thanks for sharing❤

Trauma is so hard. I know first hand what its like. When Im triggered I turn to rage immediately. I have to be on guard for those unguarded moments every day. I'm so happy you're in a better place than you were last year. Last year was a sad ending and a new beginning. I love that you stay honest, show those emotions, and are continuing onward and upward.