Self Doubt During UPSC Preparation : An Honest Conversation. 

SIR let me tell you very frankly and mujhe yh bolne mein koi hichkichahat nahi hai that I am a proud mother of a 3 year old daughter. My husband and my in laws are very supportive. I used to come to library at 9 AM and used to Go at 10 PM. Ghar jaane ke baad I dont have a single sec even to go to washroom because meri daughter mujhe pakad leti hai . I very well understand ki pure din mujhe vo nahi dekhti hai that's y she holds me up till the time she gets into sleep in my lap. I am working really hard from last 12 months for this exam. Sabkuch cover kiya hai , phir bhi self doubt, frustration har 2 din pe hota rhta hai and ofcourse the exam pressure. But dil se humesha ek awaz aati hai ki cant give up in the last. Aapka video dekh kar bhut acha laga Sir.. Thankyou for understanding the fear of every serious aspirants. Love from the bottom of my heart Sir

Whenever i feel anxious , i call my boyfreind, he is my biggest support in this jorney.

Good morning Sir.Turned 30 this year. Left a permanent job at Air Force School as a teacher. Always wanted to do UPSC & be an IAS, however I lacked the courage to do so. Last year I mustered up all my courage and took the decision to quit my job & started preparing religiously. For the past 1 year I am been studying, revising, giving tests & identifying the loopholes. Even after doing so,I still haven't been able to score the way I wanted. I was always a poor student in quant, so CSAT will always be a major hurdle for me. As of now, I can only do number syste, average, RC, reasoning and few other topics properly, rest I can't even understand, no matter koi bhi mujhe Kitna lucid tarike se samjhaye. For the last 1 month, I have been understand extreme stress & anxiety. Many factors contributing to it- backlogs just like Shivin Sir said, tests & revision, fear of failure. But since last week- I have reversed the narrative and I say this to myself every moment and everyday because I have risked my years of education, my confidence, my permanent job & a good stable carrier. So there's no option of going back, I say this - "Ankita bs ek aur hour, bs ek aur din padhle, tu kar payegi, tujhse hoga, tune life me bohot failures face kiye h, to ab kisi baat se darrna nhi." Now I believe that I am giving all that I have & if I still do not qualify, atleast I will have no regrets. I will give next one last attempt and call it off. If things will be in my favor, then well & good and if not atleast I will not have any regrets for the rest of my life. I will know that I did everything that was under my control. I think, right now whatever Shivin Sir had said resonates absolutely with each one of us who are struggling hard to have self belief. Thank you Sir for all that you been doing for us. Take care.

Ghar pr shadi ka pressure h , exam clear nhi hone ki vjh se now my parents dont trust me ..very toxic Environment not able to study ..all the time i m just crying

You belong to those categories, where your parents are too supportive,.. How could we fight,where yours parents always says that, "tujse na ho payega, tu ladki hai shaadi karni hai, shaadi karle" and alongwith backlogs, hospital duty, self doubts, wrong pyq attempt... You are going to loosen in front of yourselves. But I am doing my best... Set Your Heart Ablaze...

Today I expressed similar doubt with my farther ....he scolded me for such immaturity . He said this is part of exam ... accept this reality

होके मायूस ना यूँ शाम की तरह ढलते रहिये ज़िंदगी एक भोर है सूरज की तरह निकलते रहिये ठहरोगे एक पाँव पर तो थक जाओगे धीरे धीरे ही सही मगर राह चलते रहिये...❤

Backlog hai kuch subject abhi padha nhi hai revision kam hai csat ka phobia hai aur daily mind se aata hai ki is bar mai prelims nhi nikal paunga lakin maine padhai nhi chhodi hai mai daily padh raha hu but daily targets pura nhi ho pa raha hai ex geography Mai abhi Padhi raha hu aur economy start ho chuki😢

It is good to have self doubt. Doubt makes me more humble and makes me still go back to basics the spectrums, laxmikanths and pyqs. I am proud of being an IITian, and I so much love these last days . I have always turned the boats when everyone else was down. I know many people infact laks of people will fall apart and many even deserving ones will get out of race because they dont have steely resolve or lack calmness in chaos.i will once again work relentlessly hard every breathing second and I will write this years ifos mains and ias mains whatever be the sutuation.

Feeling very low n unable to study properly, only just getting thoughts about i am not good at core scoring subjects , not feeling confident in them . But now i m confident again after hearing you will do my best nd will not overthink .

My self doubt: Im working as delivery boy works 9 to 4 then study for only 4 hours , bahut backlog ho gya h pta hi nhi chalta kaise hoga

I'm stucked in the cycle of getting self doubt and skipping exam, I have wasted two years of my life & now I regret !!!

I do feel a alot of times that maybe I'm not working that hard or maybe others are doing better, a constant question always comes to mind that if I'll be able to clear this exam or not.

Yes sir I m having a self doubt but I know one thing like u said that If I m working hard enough then no matter how hard it gets I'll able to do it Thank you so much Shivin sir

Preparing for banking exams but I religiously follow your study techniques like active recall.. discipline...50 hrs per week..and all these are really really helpful....plss keep guiding us you are my mentor❤💜💜🩵❤️💚🧡💛

Thank uhhhh so much Shivin Da...... for understanding & that much support 😊

For last two months facing too much self doubt,also having backlogs but trying to make things happen...Sleep cycle is messed up... everything going wrong in last but I'll make it 😊

May not complete 100 percent Target daily.but your guidance teach soo much consistency . Thank you Shrivin sir.. we are soo blessed to find a mentor. like you

Let's play again the gamble of UPSC @ our own risk,,,,😅 2023 ki Tarah UPSC isss baar CSAT mein fail kr diya to kabhi 🖊️ 📚 touch ni krunga 😅 I'm ready for 2024 😅 common UPSC hit me hard 😅 All the best to everyone!!!

areee sir how can someone be so accurate. your every word is correct. i am not alone. facing same problems. from last 3 days i am not able to study . due to family distraction- some relatives and self doubt. and now i dont wanna study . feeling like i am lacking and behind competition .

I am not from an iit. If you told me 6 months back that this would be something triggering me and causing self doubt, I would not believe. It sounds ridiculous. Even as I am writing, it’s sounding stupid, but every night when I sleep, I ask to myself, will I able to compete with those brains? Not just iit, some are from mamc, aims. I am pursuing ba from du, I am a 18 year old nobody doing ba? Insta bio me likh rakha h you are shaped by your thoughts, you become what you think, but when it comes to practice, it’s so hard to realise this simple fact that negative nhi sochna hai.

But sir i know i couldn't given my best efforts 😅 and now im feeling so guilty about myself.

I feel like I 've lost my efficiency of studying and this leads me towards demotivation

you are saviour for us sir. thankyou so much.

Means a lot sir infact for all of us that you are here and speaking about something which we all are facing aomost every couple of days but instead of talking abiut it we kept silent... Rightnow i do feel pressurized, self doubt, blaming own self for all the odds and many more But at the end of the day only one thing comes from within i.e. i am not gonna give up!! So here i am and i will make sure that i will re- rewise whatever i have stidies so far with C.A along with CSAT practice That's all. I will give my best to make into the list as still its not too late 16th june is yet to come, we still have time to channelize things and offcourse give ourselves a little more strength to walk forward ❤

Wrote Vajiram FLT9 today. Had serious self doubt when I scored merely 35%ile. Comming to terms with it and trying my best not to judge my prep from it.

What a timing shivin sir... Most needed

Sir i am andhra pradesh preparing for upsc CSE. I don't know why whenever i listen to you, it feels like an elder brother is talking to me. You are truely a blessing for aspirants like me.

मैं 4 साल से प्रिपरेशन में हूं मैंने 2023 के attempt में अपना सबकुछ लगा दिया बहुत मेहनत करी और GS में 65 और csat में 60 मार्क्स ही आए जबकि मैंने फुल टाइम पढ़ाई करी थी अभी feb से मैं 9 तो 5 जॉब में हूं Delhi में hardly पढ़ पाता हूं ऑफिस से आने के बाद पढ़ा नही जाता सुबह हो नही पाता पता नही मैं कैसे करूंगा, एकदम हिम्मत टूट सी रही है, वीकेंड्स ऐसे सोच कर गुजार देता हू, एकदम से असहाय महसूस हो रहा, पता नहीं कैसे होगा।

Every word of yours is truly relatable..... Backlog fear and pyq fear is like a mountain

Much needed sir. Thank you so much

I am feeling the self doubt,but contrary I am stubborn😅 and I have taken a resolution no matter how is my preparation i'll give my best and clear this exam this year only and make my name into the final pdf❤

Will clear UPSC pre for sure! Started with this promise 3.5 years back. Prepared after quitting ZS associates job for one year at home one at mukherjee nagar. spent all my savings. now i am working in govt sector and finding time to study. due to various family and personal cant quit job. my siblings are also preparing for other govt jobs. now all this anxiety stops me from studying for long hours. some times the mind says that i am doing job so take a rest, and that also demotivates me and i end up not completing my targets and then i watch something or sleep. trying to come back but lets see how will i cope up with all family matters and upsc prep.

sir november monthly magazine ka video aur notes ka pdf upload krdo please

Sir I've given my best in this journey......so I don't doubt my hard work......we reap what we sow ....rest whatever is possible I'm doing my part and will continue it! God is there with me....and thankfully support of my family and mentor like you is always there to pull me out of every difficulty I'm facing! Every thing will be in my favour! I'm positive! Thank you so much sir 🙏 ❤

Hello my name is Anil Kumar samay Hindi medium ka student hun sar mujhe 2025 mein first time dena hai day 1 se lekar 2025 Tak ka pura schedule and strategy main hamari help kijiye sir please 🥺

Shivin bro's video = Clarity + Motivation

The word elder brother brought instant smile on my face ❤ thank you so much shivin bhaiya for everything you are doing😊 im actually confidently preparing for the exam only under your mentorship i just trust you 🙏

I get a feeling sometimes that I am forgetting a lot of things, sometimes I feel that exam me kahi silly mistake na jaaye, and the fear of being defeated by CSAT ..... These are things which come a wind . But in that moment I'll to my self "Just keep walking, help will arrive.....". And that is what I do.

--> You are an academic genius, ranking that high in PMT/NEET/IIT-JEE exam cannot be done without genetic gift (I am not ignoring your hard-work but even a donkey does that). --> Still I am amazed that how well you understand the problem of average students even when you are in cream 1% top IQ kids. --> Extremely thankful to god that person like you came in the lives of average student to help them perform to the best of their ability, but sometimes even performing to their best is also not enough because talented people are also working hard. *Life is unfair, unjust and unworthy, so is UPSC*

Thanks a lot I face lot of self doubt. I know it impacting my performance. But today I found solution. I have self doubt regarding daily goal, exam clearance and path & goal selection.

Yes i'm having self doubts, After my consistently low scores in full length test, after being on edge in csat every time, after having bad day. But I know I can make it, because I believe in me and I believe in you sir.

sir i was very cosistent for my studies till january. then after jan for one month i was just infront of my table in my room and i was not able to study well..and then i went to sleep..this continued for almost 50 days..i was really sad that i had missed those days..and this thought haunted me worsely....then after i again came on track and now ..only 11 days left for prelims iam disturbed with many thoughts and for that rson even today i was not able to study well..i planned my today for 15 hr and i only complete 3.. i dont know y it is like this...iam getting doubted preparation...i dont know..may everything end good..and iam trying to be more focused..

Thank you so much Sir for your support 💯

Yes I am having self doubt!! But it will be okay . Thanks Shivin sir

Working hard with 2 kids. Thanks for such kind words.

Thank you so much sir.... I realized everyone will be going through some or the other things... but we should try overcoming that and look forward for things which we can only control and let go of all the things!! Even I've wasted some time in this self doubt... and I for sure will overcome this by working hard!! Thank you so much sir for this message... just received at the right time!!

I was confident enough 3 months ago cz i was scoring well in sectional test but since i gave full length test of various coachings my score went very low....apart from that CSAT is becoming headache for me....the anxiety for CSAT is discouraging me to study for the subject in remaining days for prelims 2024....Hope everything is gonna be fine...I m going through the same feeling that sir mentioned...

Your words always ....very powerful ....for the journey...thanku sir....😊😊

Hi sir thankyou for the tips you have given I'm a neet aspirant and all the points you spoke up in the video will really going to help in the whole journey thankyou for guiding like this only .

Hii shivin, Due to some distractions, plus my mom had an operation on the day when you started this series, and this series is my last hope.. And I started having a lot of backlogs, or ab m wapas se focus ni kar pa Rahi hu, it's a viscous cycle, I'm having just a long procrastinations, I have polity backlog and some geo also, and today I started eco, and I can't focus on it... I don't know what to do, what will I do in the final day. I'll a lill depressed right now and because of that may be,I'm just searching distractions.😔

Much needed video , i am very thankful to you for this video

Sir 10th main mere 92.6 percent the but aaj 12th ka result aaya mere 81.8 hi bne😢ab na hi to kisi University main admission hoga or na hi maine cuet ki tyari ki agar usse hi college mil jaye feeling really depressed right now i don't know ab aage ki life kaisi hogi main drop bhi nhi lena chahti my goal is National defence academy,in which i failed in the past two attempts written bhi nhi hua now having a lot of self doubts pta nhi zindagi mein kabhi ku h aacha kr bhi paungi ya nhi😔,sir really need your guidance at this point of time, I hope you will reply

Hello sir.. Test me kam marks aa rhe hai esliye self doubt aa rha hai.. Thank you so much for your efforts to make us believe on ourselves. ❤

Sir can you suggest how to improve english for upsc cse

Thank you so much sir for your support at this time😊

thank you so much shivin sir,my younger brother

Despite of studying and hardworking i am not able to cross the cut off in mock test. This is demotivating me . I know test series marks are not important, what matters is improvement, finding out mistakes. But i still there is a doubt in my mind that i am not able to clear the mock test then how i will clear upsc prelims. Still , i will like to keep motivated myself, that don't worry about that just keep your best , there will be people who will mock us that hey you don't clear this time too , but there will be also the people who desparately wait for yours success, no matter when it comes. They will never judge you and always stand by you . ❤ Like my apa did ❤

Got nothing against him but self doubt should be there , just an eg: Mike Tyson says he's scared of loosing to his opponent, scared of death, more closer he gets to the ring more confident he gets, when in the ring he's god

I am having self doubt and lot of confusion Specially jab tab ghar walo ne limited time diya ho study ke liye As an girl face a lot of self doubt and judgement

Yes i have self doubt.... Backlogs, csat, tests, current affairs and many more..... Dont have a friend to call neither a mentor...... Extant i do taking break for an hour or 2 in extreme cases shed some magarmach k ansu....... Coming back to complete the targets believing on nishkamkarma

Hello Sir, first of all a huge THANK YOU🙏 for being a mirror for us, I'm exactly on that situation what you have explained: 1. Only 36 Q correct in Abhyash 2. Backlogs of Polity 30%, Geography 40% 3. Headache on the early morning, 4 bad days in this month 4. Huge anxiety, whenever thinking of the incomplete targets got heart beats fasten up and hiccups daily 6-7 times 5. Fear of doing silly mistake But good things is I'm not thinking about the results only, I'm definitely anxious and stress about the targets, syllabus and PYQ completing only.

Sir 65-70 marks aa rhe , mai to toot gaya 😢

My condition a little bit weird. I decided to give this exam two years back but was never able to prepare religiously as I was doing a full time job and I also stay far away from my home, so I need to take care of my household chores as well. Plus I have very severe migraine that troubles me now and then. So the time was passing by and my fear of never able to even "appear" in the exam was becoming more prominent. As I am going to turn 29 in a month, few months back I couraged to gather all my strength and quit my job ( this was again not a easy decision as I come from a lower middle class family). Anyways, I put my resignation and started preparing in March. That time exam was on 26th May. After somedays I got to know that the exam was postponed to 16th June because of the upcoming elections. To me it was a boon. A blessing or some sort of indication from the god. I started working more hard. Then suddenly one day I got to know about sir's prelims daily tracker. I also started to follow it and till now I try my best to follow it. Yes, most of the days I am not able to make 100% of the target. I feel low. But then I remember, many of the topics you are reading afresh. How will you be able to do more than this? No I dont want to brag anything. I am writing this because, instead of this continious hardwork most of the days, at night I feel bad because I am lacking behind. And I fear not clearing the prelims. Because for me leaving job was a very big financial decision. Anyways, after saying all that, a new perspective that I got today is, surely there are so many aspirants who are working hard for years. If they have better preparation than me then surely they deserve to write the mains examination more than me. But also same time I can ensure that on 16th June I dont feel like wish I didnt wasted time on that day. Thank you sir for all your advices. 🙏

❤ Some are good days and some are bad ones like crests and troughs but admitting it ,will try the best of my core to perform better and better till my selection... Right now only Flts , backlogs and the race to complete every other things spurs anxiety levels but it is going to be it...everybody has to go through it...let's just swim together and learn to adapt to difficult times of preparation.... ❤ Happy study ❤

Exams make me extremely anxious! I prepare well most of the time but my self doubt and anxiety makes me mark the wrong things subconsciously almost. This spirals into my hands shaking and sweating which kicks in the self doubt more. I am trying to work on it and hopefully I will be better soon

Bhaiya maine to soch li hai ab exam ke bare mai nhi sochna mai to ab bas exam ke din fatunga mai apna best dunga bas kisi se jyda nhi to kisi se Kam bhi nhi padh rha hu bas give up nhi karunga last tak ladunga

Thank you so much sir 🙏😊😊

This was. EXACTLY what i needed to hear. Sir, please start taking live sessions on Saturday. I liked that I had to study the whole week so that I could show you at the end that I did. accountability and all..

Sir , I'm preparing since 2022 and this is my first attempt. I am giving mocks and I'm doing hard that's what I can do but when I see my marks in mocks I literally got disappointed and in my last mock I started to think that I should start preparing for the next this is saal to tujhse nhi hoga but when last time I saw your video and I get motivated again now I have started to give my best again but in the deep inside my mind I have self doubt but I'll never going to give up thanks to you sir...

I have been sick for the past couple of days and the stress of not being able to finish my daily targets was making it so much worse. It definitely feels less lonely to know that I am not the only one filled with worry and self-doubt...Taking the day off from studies today to simply relax and calm down. Shall be restarting tomorrow with the motto to enjoy the remaining process. UPSC is a journey that tests all of ours perseverance and patience. Let's conquer it 💪

I have backlog to cover, CSAT kabhi clear ho rha h or kabhi nhi, I feel everyone is doing well in their life except me since I'm struggling in this journey for past 2.5 years, I have skipped in 2022 because i couldn't even complete my foundation course in that time, in 2023 it was total game changer, this will be my 2nd attempt and I'm still in self doubt, there are so many problems going on in my family, i believe only i can change my life now. Still sometimes I get distracted.

i acknowledge i have self doubt and i get into this never-ending vicious cycle of thoughts that make me want to skip the attempt. but i promise myself, from today i.e 11th may, 2023 i am going to work through it. not just for the sake of this exam but to learn to have a sense of control over how i feel and how i act upon it, to learn to control my Id which always has an easy alternate to escape problems. it wont happen in a day or two, but i am going to work to overcome it. i have worked hard for this exam, i am not going to let my anxiety and self doubt take it away from me. as much as it if impossible, i wish and pray we all get through because everyone working hard deserves to get what they did work for. thankyou sir, sometimes all one needs is the same conventional thing to be just reminded of. thankyou for being there.

This will be my 4th attempt, I'm really feeling low because of my low score in mock and some subject backlog.

Much needed therapy ❤

Knowledge will take you places not your marks🏝️

September se December last year i was not giving full efforts though being a full time aspirant, i was lying to parents that I am doing good, lekin January se har uss aadat ko chodd di which was not benefiting me in exam but abhi bhi guilt hota hai shayad September se hi acchi padhai ki hoti to 2025 ki jagah 2024 ka attempt de raha hota. But I will give my 100%+1 from now, not matter what will be the result, but I don't want that guilt ki "THODA AUR PADH LENA THA, PAHDAI ME KAMI REH GYI, ISSE JYADA MEHNAT KAR LETA" Thank You Sir for this session ❤🙏

I feel self doubt because of low marks in FLTs and also due to lack of revision in Art and culture, Medieval India. I also feel that I'm worse than others in remembering historical facts(one liner) for longer time. This often leads to me anxiety. I think the solutions you have suggested are going to help me. I have to fight against myself only and improve each day. And more focused study, active recall can help me overcome the issue of forgetting facts in history.

Hai Sir, Have been preparing since 2020 after completing the graduation, never got a job nor did higher studies gave 3 attempts , 2 of them where i was not fully prepared and my last attempt in 2023 but failed miserably after prelims and i returned back home, the same day i had a very serious trauma in life, i am not over the trauma yet, locked myself in a room for 3 months and did nothing. Later i started to question myself and decided to drop UPSC and started working in a cousin's office where again i was treated as shit. Jan 2024 i quit the job and decided i would be doing PG along with UPSC and not to give prelims 2024. As i am preparing now, I have panic attacks and triggers from time to time about the trauma and my past and thereby days become bad days and now i am doubting myself weather i would be able to clear it or not

muje bhi lag rha ki next year bahut aache se tayari kreugi and lagta hei ki mains k liye mei aache se tayar nhi hu to agar pre ho bhi jata hei to exam to clear nhi hogi....

I am not able to sleep properly a lot of anxiety issues not able to concentrate got even worst with passing every day

i am forgettting everything i learnt, unable to finish targets, spikked subjects n csat, bad marks in flt, feeling of dissasociation

Hello everyone I hope this helps , everyone is going through there own battle of life health , marriage , family , career everything . For me it will be my 4th and last attempt of UPSC . given time years and maybe everything past 4 years left with no friends , no social media just one goal of studying and clearing UPSC don't know the future , but I really hope and pray God give us all strength to give our best on the d day . Whatever will be the future one thing is for sure this journey of UPSC test you break you and makes you into a completely new person , All the best to us .

I was starting preparing for upsc in mid of 2021 .. In my ist prelims as 2022 I am able to clear it In my 2nd attempt still not able to clear my prelims Instead of preparing apx 3 years I still confused this year as I am not well prepared for pre Everyday once in a time I thought I skip this year But still working so hard daily ... Pta nhi kiyo self doubt rhta h ..sir I try my best but pta nhi kha kami reh jti h...

I didn't study properly due to constant health issues and I lost in anxiety and only 40% prepared. I couldn't push up or be idle ... juggling studying , stressing and wasting time and again studying and becomes cycle. Yes bombarded with self doubt booms 😊

I have a self doubt that no matter how hard I work it will never be good enough so I don't give my 100% and I always underperform I feel like I m wasting my potential

Sir, please conduct environment revision sessions..

Thankyouuu so much sir❤

Thnq so much bhaiya ❤

I have actually started my preparation from Feb 2024 for prelims. I m right now thinking that I m not good enough to get that. Mujhe lg rha he ki me nhi kr paunga . Mujhe fir se padhna chaiye . Mn hi nhi lgta .

Kya Regional Language Se UPSC CSE Clear Ho Sakta Hai? Iska Self Doubt Ata Hai

I have left my job with my interest towards UPSC. But, now I'm feeling tensed and feeling bad about my preparation. But, from now I'll do my best and focus on next short term goal. I will prevail and I will clear UPSC PRELIMS 2024.

Thanku sir i am really facing this issue for 3 4 days and i feel completely alone in this journey even i have only one friend with whom i talk everyday but now i expect him to give me the solution i needed for my preparation knowing that he did not about this exam I have polity backlog geography backlog not do history and sci-tech yet csat not complete also not current affairs Giving FLts and expect good marks by tricks knowing that i had not done these things completely ..destroy my enthusisam for exam...i was waiting for my 1st attempt since i was in colg and now i feel that i am not doing my best😢Not give my 100% and also sleep a lot 😔

Maine bht pdhayi ki hai is baar, still mujhe bht dar lag ra hai .because end me kafi disturbances aaye hai family me. Ab lag ra hai attempt hi chhod dena chahiye. Now I am being crushed by the pressure.

I don't know whether it is self doubt or something else......pdhne ka Mann bilkul nhi kr rha....3-4 days ho gye h with zero studies....so confused and frustrated

My first attempt I'll give in 2025 but I'm feeling anxious about 2024 prelims ki paper kaisa hoga aur mujhe abhi se self doubt ho rha abhi toh maine journey start bhi nhi kia hai

I am covering everything still I feel something empty, when I try to remember randomly,recalling ability is absent at that moment, still getting mocks 80 to 90 , still I have a confident to clear upsc cse 2024 and Yes I will clear Upsc Cse 2024

Thankyou sir for your kind efforts, I am 23 have given 3 unsuccessful prelims till 2023 I was very clear that I want IFS only, now I have lot more priorities than just qualifying one exam especially after qualifying NET AP in Pol. Sci, CDS this year don't know whether to be excited for SSB or not, but I feel like let it go ultimately whatever I deserve, mujhe mil jyga by not stopping whatever I am doing....

Mein toh apne targets wagera hi pure nahi kar pa rahi hun! I feel heavily demotivated and doubting myself so much that I'm just not able to study and have started applying for other part-time jobs! I have been preparing since 11th standard, did everything well, have remained the school topper and in college topper's list as well, but still these achievements aren't helping in anyway! It's really frustrating and tiring at the same time! This is my first attempt and I've been thinking to ditch this attempt!

Thank you for making this video. I would revisit this many times I guess and would overcome my self doubt.