She's great. Only one other on this level than her to me is ancient mysterious, this guy is as good and this lady, but to try to pick between them would be pointless. They're top two, most complete studiers and relators of.
20 years into my spiritual path I am seeing my shadow self. I can be so gentle, loving but if someone crosses my boundaries my need to shame them, hurt them verbally is strong.
Hey whenever you’re out in public try paying people compliments mentally and pointing out what you like about people not what you don’t like. It will change your life😊
Even though I do not have all the vocabulary to understand the complexities of the systems you were taking about, I was able to absorb it. Thank you! When the student is ready, the teacher appears🙏💜🙏
Pat I love that you are willing to be authentic💜 My breakthrough isn’t luck though, it’s very intense work that I have been submitting to for years. Lots of shadow work in order to strip away all the programs that I was born and raised in. And what works for me, isn’t what will work for any other necessarily. We each have our own journey, free will and the Divine’s hand in all of it. I don’t get it all either, but rather, as I have learned to understand myself, certain things just resonate now. My encouragement is to keep seeking, keep loving yourself and know that you are worthy of living your divine purpose🙏
Exactly!! After I had my ayahuasca experience I felt like other spiritual content not satisfying enough, I was craving something deeper. And then this channel appeared on my Instagram - she was talking about the things I’m going through right now.
Shadow work has been the hardest and most uncomfortable job in my entire life! Processing, feeling and trying to get a release from a very damaging and abusive childhood has been a waking hell. I hope this will be my last earth life incarnation!!
I feel you. I've done years of healing, shadow work but it seems never ending. Im fed up. I now have an aversion to meditation, breathwork anything to do with healing. Because it seems no matter how much healing I do I still get hit by those heavy feelings that seem to attack my will power. Will to move, will to do anything at all. On a different note when you said you were so close but then it failed I don't know why but I just felt so sad and started crying. And yes I have a lot of anger and hate for the injustice and severe abuse ive suffered all my life. Injustice makes me mad.
I'm writing this comment for the 3rd time..well. I love the environment...State of Arizona is beautiful generally. 💜 That's why I love Jung.."I'd rather be whole than good." He really understood the shadow aspect deeply, which was considered bizarre at that time. Once again thank you for sharing your wisdom! 🤍
I’ve seen this energy field!! This happened about 3-4 months ago & I was on shrooms when I saw it so this sounds crazy but a spirit I was channeling at the time visually showed me that exact energy field and told me that it was a representation of who I am.. along with other interesting information/advice that would help me further in my awakening journey. Wow.. I always feel your words deeply :( You speak my language. I thought I had seen all of your videos but I guess I must have over looked this one. I’m also awakening to my past life experiences. The more I heal, the more I dive into my shadow work, the more I remember. It’s like I’m unlocking parts of me that were kept hidden for so long. My dreams give me pieces of the puzzle and I follow the synchronicities. I listen to the birds and the nature around me because I know it’s all speaking to me and assisting me through this journey, reassuring that I am not going crazy. My body is shaking as I write this. My heart is singing. I’m glad I saw this video. I’m scared to continue this path, my ego resists it.. this is where I feel my past life blocks coming through.. but at the same time I am ready to continue moving forward without giving in to my distractions. I miss what I don’t remember.. I miss it so much.. and the people.. I appreciate you Sarah, I hope that soon I’ll be as brave as you are. I know my deepest shadow work revolves around the fear of being seen, being heard, and fully loving/ accepting myself in all of my timelines.
I also want to note the length of the video 12:34.. I see that number everywhere. That’s why I’m surprised I hadn’t clicked on this video before. I will say, this so far is my favorite video of yours
She is SO right on!!!!!!!!!!! I mean SO SO SO SO SO SO right on!!!! The universe reflects EVERYTHING, not just what we think is good or right or what we're aware of. It reflects ALL of our being or consciousness, this means all the overt and covert and total blacked out parts.
Thank you for this! I have never come across your videos until today. This was the 2nd video of yours that I watched and I had to pause it around 6:00 because I had a breakthrough of awareness and clarity of a deeply-rooted anger I have been denying since I was a child. Your words broke through that wall of denial and gave me permission to acknowledge it, witness it, and just own that it has been in me for far too long. I am truly grateful for this clarity. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
I am so happy for you! I know what it feels like to have been angry from a young age and carry it to adulthood. I wonder if you found that after carrying anger around for so long, it becomes its own thing. I feel like when you are young it is directed at who hurt you but as an adult it's just a burning ball and becomes its own source. I wonder if all emotions work this way?
I completely agree with you 1Million% Sarah ❤ This makes so much sense I feel a deep level of awareness and understanding of exactly what you’re saying 🙏 I know it’s definitely time for me to own those deep shadow aspects. I know what they are and how much I have denied and tried to ignore them. Judged them and have felt Shame for having them. Thank god I have woken up to where the Shame has come from.
something ive personally experienced is, people eill often attack you out of fear when you own your shadow. its not always, oh im so high vibes (which does occur) but it's, their scared of themselves and you being you, darkness and all, terrifies them. i am a street musician and this happens often when i play songs around this theme. people get really mad sometimes when im just like, this is me bruh. not that I'm perfect, i just mean, some people are so scared of their own shadows they are terrified when you kust own yours.
Amen! Thank you for this! At every level of the spiral of spiritual growth, in every path I've found, there is a pit laid one can fall into, a chance to fall far to a much lower level, to begin the climb again. Just to cite a few things I've noticed in more than a few cases... People can gradually gain so much pride (egoic arrogance loves to sneak in the back door!) that they eventually will give out false information - literally make stuff up! - rather than admit they don't know something. Some even start making up their own "ancient rituals" or "traditional yogic practices" that never existed in that lineage if at all. Some gurus and "shamans" and teachers give themselves increasing license to sexually exploit a "follower" or two (then more), usually the young and star-struck. Then we have others who fall into greed and materialism, which is easily witnessed in ministers with lear jets. Others are so drawn to holding power, they increasingly take on unwarranted authority, gradually becoming emotionally or even physically abusive to their "followers" as inferiors (because after all, the ego is happy to misinterpret "I am God"... as applying to its personal opinions and preferences). And various paths have their own tendencies to evoke particular egoic patterns, so that must be watched as well. Any number of other possibilities and permutations take out people who may have started with really pure intentions - IF we don't stay really honest with ourselves and keep an eye on our egos. Failure to own and address our own shadow has taken out many a guru who started out with the very best of intentions and tremendous spiritual effort. To the point that very few of us trust any gurus at all anymore. The age of the guru may have passed, in fact - people need to tune in within more anyway, but I still think teachers and gurus can have a place as long as self-honesty is clearly evidenced.
About the shadow hatred : a couple of times I dreamt that I had killed someone and my main problem in the dream was how to get away with it 😇. When I woke up I was so ashamed of my dark side and happy that I could see it. So I agree completely with what you say.
Thank you for helping me understand. When ever I start to think I am learning something spiritually. Someone or some energy smacks me upside my being with emotions. Yesterday I was at a store I was wearing a mask. My opinion is it’s just a mask. I waved at someone I knew. He said do I know you. I lowered my mask said who I was . He asked me if I was a democrat. I said pretty much. This whole interaction knocked me off my beam. So I thought what did he show me that I hated him so much for showing me. After hours and a night of sleep. I realized I am not a democrat or republican. I am a mind body spirit entity who does certain things. This video helped me understand how be more humble and know and realize I have a negative side. Listening to this video I could feel the relaxing or maybe balancing feeling in my abdomen.
You know, I agree. I think getting out of that Dem/ Repub dichotomy is an important step. That’s a creation of the politicians and media that thrive and profit on the division of people. On getting the people to self-tribalize, which many are willing to do. I don’t like to talk about higher and lower levels of consciousness or intelligence or anything because it screams pretentiousness to me. And there’s too much I realize I don’t know, that I’m ignorant of, to act like I’m an expert on anything or that I’m riding on some sort of higher wavelength than others. But I do see some things. And what you said is one of the things I see. I’m not in a tribe. This whole ecosystem is my tribe. This whole place we find ourselves in, yeah? They call it the Universe. All my tribe. Aloha. 🤙🏾
So much shadow work had been done and I'm not done yet... i love it... I hated it at first because I had no idea what was going on LOL but I now love the fact that I've done it and I'm always open to more! 🌹🌹🌹
Peace be with u . The program of alcoholics anonymous that I’ve been part of a five year‘s teachers shadow work. It Teaching u to be aware of your character defects and learning how to not allow them to control your everyday life one day at a time . I call my shadow the beast I learned to love her but not having her control live my life . She was so destructive and evil. But I learned to love her because she served her purpose . Iam a aligned light human being because of her .
Wow, the rabbit hole has finally paid off. Seek and you shall find at it's finest (60 plus years)... Thank you so very much for all your effort in sharing. Much love and gratitude...
This triggers my own new perspectives on shadow work... maybe activates is a better word. I don't know. My personal cosmic myth is telling me that shadow work begins with shadow formation and the exposure of the shadow is a sort of step along the shadow path. For me, I'm aware of being on both extremities of persecution. I'm aware that I have in my incarnational experiences been a villian. I did unspeakable acts with my own hands that my current sensibilities can only view as remote nightmares. So, I and probably some other folk are healing the persecutor aspects as well as the victim aspects.. I've also come to see that there is "hidden nobility" in our shadow. That shadow itself is the hidden aspects that are crucial to our self knowledge. Yet, these noble aspects are beginning to emerge, naturally, organically. Our superhero metaphors are cross culture signs of that and the signs of the "healing zeitgeist" are ever more apparent. I see this as our continual movement through shadow work. Our shadow, in this perspective, does not need to be healed. Rather it is a constant companion and secret holder, a direct contact with Mystery on a personal level. The relationship reveals our degrees of of development of the many aspects of our self. Seeing material like your content is a signpost to me that we are indeed in a cathartic narrative with our own mystery , our shadow, both individually and collectively. Thank you for your work. Peace and goodness to you.
It took me over an hour to watch this video. I had to keep going back and replaying parts of your video so I could fully understand it. You are really a wise lady, I'm so happy to have found your videos. I tend to test everything and reject a lot of teachings if they do not resonate with me, but I find you to be a very wise woman who makes A LOT of sense. Apparently I might have been one of the people to have heard and rejected Jesus's teachings when he was alive and that this is my opportunity again to learn it in this life time?
This makes sense, I felt abandoned when my girlfriend left me and we have a daughter,it triggered me to be very aggressive and dismissive. I’ve done so much shadow work though
I need to have a friend in Sedona so I can visit there. Anyone reading this, I feel lost and alone, so much knowledge to behold, so many experiences, so many books, so many teachings, cultures, religions, realities! Lost in a sea of being, torn about this way and that. Where shall I owe for where will I, find Refuge, communion in tribe and in spirit. Lead the way, onward into my tribe, leave me not desolate. Drown me not in the water of confusion, distraction, or ill motivated lethargy. My passion shall be my peace, but if it burn th empty, I shall be set Ablaze into empty Oblivion, torment me not!
Wow this resonates with me so much. I took out the word "hate" out of my vocabulary, i precieved it as having bad energy and so should never be used. It pinches my heart every time this word is used by others. But i realise now that this a wrong concept. Thank you for that. ♥️☮️🕊️☯️
Dear Sarah, I have discovered your channel for only two months and I am really grateful for the way you show how things that I/we hold are alchemizable!!! This video on the shadow help a great deal to study my different parts with love and to dissolve guilt, shame toward honesty, humility, and and carry on the soul journey. Your testimony with your past experiences were very useful.
I just realized that I wrote a poem about this 30 years ago. I had no clue. It was about the burning of a witch and the name I gave her for no conscious reason at the time was "Sara". Having a slight freakout at the moment.
Awesome! Thank you! I’m glad you pointed out “not having a reference point” for some of our darker triggers. It can be confusing and frustrating. It seems like just sitting with it and allowing it to express and move through us and be enough. 🔑💫
Accession gone wrong is when holding on manifest it's self, ie hate, into this life and the next. It is truly 'work' to raise above it , unpack it and emotional transmute it. But, man, did it teach me something. I think. Like you said, this stuff wasn't even being talked about years ago. People are starting to understand the language. 😁👍🏼
It's funny, I instantly cried when she said beheaded and persecuted for our gifts. The only past life memory I had consciously recalled was my violent and brutal death. It makes sense to me, I think it's time for me to try and remember more. Thank you so much Sarah 🤍.
Again, you lifted me up. I had a "holy shit' moment. I accidentally hit on this video and it was playing in the background and i guess i (or sub con) heard the words i needed to hear to realize something. I just am in awe of you and I thank you sosooso much for being who you are and doing what you do!
Exactly what is Shadow work? Years ago I went into my Akaskic Records and I saw my past lives where I was killed over and over again drowned, stoned, burned at the state. They all thought I was a witch and dangerous and all I was trying to do was help them with my powers. Since that time I have suffered especially in this lifetime of so many relationships abandoning me, abusing me, neglecting me making me feel worthless over and over and over again. I unconsciously kept choosing them. I don't know how to heal this. What is this that I'm trying to heal? How can I discover what I'm trying to heal? Is it anger, fear, remorse, or despair? What kind of Shadow work could I clear this out with? Elizabeth
There is only one shadow work to do, which is to be present with all the feelings this evokes for you. Be it despair, hatred, anger, powerlessness, abandonment, betrayal. Check her other video about Shadow Work as well as her video about Inner Child. Also, there’s another teacher who focuses a lot on Shadow Work and that’s Teal Swan, I’ve learned A LOT from her about how to do Shadow Work. If you want a taste of what doing a “deep dive” CAN look like (it can look many different ways) check Teal Swan’s videos The Emotional Experiencing Process and also the video Follow the Feeling Process where she guides someone else through the process. Bless you.
She is awesome. She has gave me knowledge and I just awakened about three months ago. Jordan Maxwell and Billy Carson woke me up on this matrix and this lady here is helping me with meditation and now I got to start eating right and get my secret secretion right.
Woah, ascension is a process not a concept. I truly thought i was processing more than what I just became aware of. Huge blindspot revealed. Thank u, thank u, thank u!
Thank you! What drew me to your channel in one aspect was to start working on my own shadow. Being able to come out of your shadow and operate within the light of your being is the goal for me presently.
3:21 ah so this is why I have this sort of feeling memory of a golden age where everything was in harmony and “perfect” and life was “how it’s supposed to”, yet at the same time it doesn’t feel like it was on another planet but here on Earth. It’s a deep feeling of remembrance of something that was lost while at the same time a vision of what it could be. I wonder if anyone else in the comments is having this kind of thing? Sounds like what she’s describing. Empire of the Sun band music and visuals in videos evoke that feeling very strongly as well as Enya’s music…
The universe is amazing, I had been given a gift a few months back( the universes little decoders) that in a past life I was so close to escaping the matrix once (I think is how it was worded) but at the last moment couldn't make it happen and I lived with the karma and the gifts of that life. When you started this video I was getting out of my car and stopped to listen, then I started crying heavily. I feel this deeply. I too feel a deep link to shadow work. I believe I now know why. So yes. This video does help me in my journey. Maybe Lumeria is the reason I am a natural at the mental arts. Thank you for this gift
In short, I downloaded in my psych that we are electrodatamagnetospheres gathering and recalibration how we understand and use our bodies to develop our capabilities emotionally,mentally,etherically and spiritually
This was explanatory. I rejected hate for an abuser for most of my life. I didn't even realize I felt hate for them. I eventually had to accept the hate and feel it. There was a lot of healing in that and the hate changed after doing so. Thank you!
Great video. If you don't actively do the shadow work, you will act out the atrocities within you which you have come into this life to integrate. I was actually put on trial for my abilities, but yes...I won! Healing is important and doing the work is essential.
Came across one of her videos last week and have since been binge watching. Everything (so far) has been resonating with me and everything I've been drawn to lately and her way of explaining is refreshing. Keep up the good work.
Oohh I am so glad that I found you............I am warning some of my friends who are just in the light and don't see the (fake) light...........but they think I am negative.......it is hard to explain it to them. Thank you so much.
@@Praying_ManTas already have years ago. Swan is amazing at presenting a full spectrum of all there is to know of a subject. I'm not a devout follower of ALL of her metaphysical, psychological, parapsychological teachings as some of it seems very intellectual. That or a little to advanced for beginners. It all depends. But you could say this about anyone so it's important to learn from everyone that is worth learning from ( and only if they have manifested the life they want using the same techniques they teach, in my opinion.) But she's pretty comprehensive in her explanations. And her, Spirit Science, and Ralph Smart were 3 of my major meta-teachings foundations. So credit where credit is due. As a caveat I would simply say that some of the controversies around Swan do point to some issues that warrant investigation. That being said her response about how "people always criticize the person even when the knowledge they're presenting is solid" is pretty valid. But then again if we're all connected through the Akashic; and especially the way NLP explains how we connect neurologically.... Discretion and awareness is the name of the game.
Joker Jordan Peterson is a narcissistic egotistical delusional whopper..whose chief delusion is he believes he has no delusional self..he can’t even remember what she’s is trying to forget ✨🎶🕯🌿🌸💐🍄🥗🧘♀️🥗🍄💐🌸🌿🕯🎶✨
I can feel you through your words and passion that you’re tempering back. Big hug from timespace Malaysia. We will work through this somehow. I know we can.
I’ve been following you since my awakening in mid 2020 and I love that you’re doing these videos with in-depth explanations. Even on your Instagram posts, I would always read everything twice. Your words have always moved me and brought so much clarity. Thank you for existing and I’m eternally grateful I was gravitated towards you 🙏🏻
In the beginning and through our major clearing shadow work can be experienced heavily, but once a certain point is hit it becomes more like sweeping up a bit of dirt rather than shoveling a ton of crap.
recently started my shadow work and it feels great becoming more aware of my own feelings and justifying and perceiving them in a way which allows me to express them rather than suppress them
A concept I was somehow aware of but this in-depth insight is hugely valuable. Now I will focus on an awareness of these shadows to understand more. Thank you for this profound video!
While watching your video about shadow work, you started to tell about your past life moment and I suddenly started crying. As my crying ended, my heart chakra was activated and my energetic body expanded, and a new surge formation began to form in my brain. first, my shadow side was cleansed and became light and merged with me, then my soul went out of the tesaract I was in for a moment and the whole cosmos became my heart. then I started coming back to this reality again and brought a lot of light with me. I saw my own soul family, activated at the same time as me, as light beings. your shadow video activated me and my current ascension activated my entire soul family. A lot of darkness, some of which seemed to cling to it, dissipated as I raised my light. I cannot thank you enough on behalf of myself and on behalf of my entire soul family. You are doing an incredible job. Have a lot of love, light and shine, my sister. you are doing great work. 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
I really appreciate you sharing your information. I feel like finding your channel with your candid and well spoken language on these under discussed topics was deeply important for me right now. Every time you ask if anyone would like you to go deeper on a topic my answer has been emphatically yes. I’m looking forward to the expansion of your content. Mahalo.
wow, this is such an amazing video, it resonated with me to my core..... Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us... watched a lot of your videos , newer ones more as the date today is 26th of oct 2023, but this is the first one that I see you you actually speak of your self and experiences so it connected a lot with me.... honor you and respect you
That experience which you describe was exactly the catalyst necessary to empower your current determination to teach/inspire others. You are a Master now!
"Or are you going to hold that the world keeps attacking me because I'm such high vibes" HAHAHA guilty. You've definitely come onto my feed at exactly the right time. Thank you for this :)
@ Brittany: You know, over the years, not much has helped me more with that… thinking I’m all high vibes… than the writing of Lao. He talks about just being nothing. He says he’s just like a wave on the sea, the wind blowing aimlessly. I love that. It’s done me a lot of good in life. He did say also, however, that he drinks from The Great Mother’s breast! 💎 🌊. Aloha! 🤙🏾♥️🔥 What an enigma!
@@andrewcanady6644 what a lovely take 🥰 It is an absolutely beautiful representation of that feminine flow state where one blissfully flows in harmony with the ebs and flows of nature 😊 a state of being that was missing from my life for far too long!
The crooked camera is somewhat distracting, but sweetly innocent. I really like her presentation -- she puts intellectual content into "new age" assertions. She's channeling some more inclusive psychic mind most of the time; if one tried to linguistically analyze her speech it would be nonsense. Yet this pile of word-sounds conveys a path forward to me. Thank you! Regarding shadow work, I am reminded of the Buddhist prayer, "May all my ex-wives be happy."
No, her speech isn’t nonsense. It might be you’re just resisting some of the terminology. But as someone who’s perceiving her the complete opposite way, just wanted to let you know that your opinion is just a perception not how she’s actually talking or appearing to everyone else as well. Her speech taken word by word makes perfect sense to me.
Heck yea!!! Shadow work is a constant “peeling of an onion” to see more and more layers. The layers I have found thus far, have transformed me spiritually faster than any other type of work has. But I have found it’s not easy-often feels like I’m burning inside as I face another aspect of myself that I don’t want to look at-it’s the burning of Ego. Love to you all
It can feel humiliating but it’s really humbling. I’ve integrated some aspects of my psyche that I was in denial of how mean they were or how pathetic they looked… and it’s always a hammer hit. So it’s normal to feel that way. But I’ve grown a lot when I’ve owned those kind of aspects instead of disowning them and denying I’m also them.
Also, even if you don’t own them, you’ll still act out of them. You’ll just be the only one to not notice it, while everyone else around you sees it. It’s better to be aware and own and integrate.
In this holographic universe where everyone of us is a fractal of the ALL making each one us the same fractal of each other from a separate life angle, we should never condemn self & therefore others. The split second we evaluate & declare a champion or victim, we have placed a template from our ego to pick a favorite. Just accept & forgive self (which also forgives YOU as another [in a fractal sense]) and ask the 2 Qs you're always to ask (earlier video).
I love this video - you are talking directly from your heart❤️ Many years ago, when l was visiting Sedona I took the picture with myself on the very same beautiful background😊
I've been doing shadow work for a little over two years. Grief and anger treacherous work but im almost free. I kicked and screamed, my ego would not let go. Im growing my wings now. Working through a lot of fear now. One has to be a warrior to honestly do shadow work if you've had trauma.
