It was a shocking battle begun with an unexpected encounter that was retrieved as the dice rolled itself into the meeting points, and remembering those nostalgic times we stepped into an endless chase, each time only to be lit up and again let down, dim and dull spark faced with disappointment, that there was nothing for it to reach or touch other than another sparks that came beside and it became too usual to be left behind, with in completion and hunger, emptiness and provocation to be pushed into again after that repitatively as what represents the final glimpse of sanity and serene slowly fades away