hopefully this buys me some more time because adhd hands go brrrrrrrr
timeline of what happened, for anyone curious lol:
june 2019: tsumi no namae piano
july - august 2019: "wahhh i'm tired nobody likes me i don't wanna upload anymore i hate everything waaaAAH" leaves university for mental health
september - december 2019: anorexia gets worse
january - march 2020: in hospital/clinic
april - may 2020: "well fuck i wanted to start this year good but yeah corona is a thing and i'm having a hard time managing my depression/anxiety"
june - july 2020 (now): "well i feel better... ish. still got a lot of anxiety. especially since i've been gone for so long. i'm stressed out, especially writing lyrics. wonder what i should do to buy me some more time and relieve a little stress."
(the answer was this)
but i'm actually okay lol don't worry about me, i'll be back with english covers soon... i just want to feel a little less overwhelmed, and i think by putting something up instead of letting my channel stay at having my last upload over a year ago, that'll happen. so i hope you enjoy these short jpn covers!
at least taking time away has made me realize more that i'm doing this because i'm passionate about vocaloid. the recognition is nice, but i think i got caught up in it. so my goal is to keep singing and chill with whatever happens to what i put out there. it's not under my control, and i have to accept that.
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♫ Credits ♫
Vocals/Sub/Mix: Oktavia
Thumbnail Art: Suikka ( / moontobio )
Intro Music: Rapunzel by n_buna ( • ラプンツェル Rapunzel / 初音ミク )
♪ I Can't Die Yet
Music/Lyrics: 164 (164203.com)
Video: Otori ( / otori0704 )
♪ Terminating the World
Music/Lyrics: Neru ( / neruofficial )
Video: 456 ( / 456log )
Guitar: Gibson ( / gibson_mitsuya )
Piano: Chibidora ( / chibidora_niko )
Engineering: TomodachiBoshuuP (www.nicovideo.jp/mylist/22904031)
♪ Servant of Evil (Classical)
Music/Lyrics: mothy (mothy.blog39.fc2.com)
Arrangement: JounetsuP ( / jounetsup )
Illustration: Mari no Hito ( / marinohito )
♪ Re-Education
Music/Lyrics: Neru ( / neruofficial )
Video: Sidu ( / dsddsddsd )
♪ Sarishinohara
Music/Lyrics: MikitoP (mikitop.com)
Video: CHRIS ( / jp_chris )
Engineering: TomodachiBoshuuP (www.nicovideo.jp/mylist/22904031)
22 июл 2020
