i deleted them bc it affects my future content algorithmically haha it was 100% a strategic decision and i'll slowly put them back once there's more new content :)
As a long-time fan who has never left any comment, I must say your vids are just therapeutic even though you might find them not inspiring/creative sometimes! I feel part of me is just growing up along with you during the past several years and i guess that journey is 100% messy and fuzzy, which means you ARE (and also your vids) staying true to yourself and things that happen around you. :)
so good to see you happy, it shows how you are feeling more like yourself!!!! it's beautiful! i've being on a similar process this year and i always wonder how good feels to just find peace through our passions!!!! x
I literally just told my brother that being a nerd and smart is “in” now and it would have changed EVERYTHING for me when I was younger. But now I’m 30 and happy but man, it took a long time.
i started watching you when you were still in uni. growing up the youtubers i watch are always older than me but when i found your channel and learnt we're the same age i was like damn. i dunno why that was my reaction 😂 but that in a way resonated with me cuz when ever you talk abt the early 20 "struggle"/phases I GET IT cuz im going through it too. always happy when you upload
i love it sm every time i see that you've uploaded and im subbed to u from literally all 4 of my accs lol cos ur the first person i sub to every time i make a new acc. I've been following u since you were in uni. The thing that really drew me to your channel was the fact that u were studying physics and i was a HUUUUGE physics girl then (i had just graduated school then) and it was so cool to see a girl who was studying physics who was also so nice to watch. literally- all the coffee montages and the little chit chat u would have while doing ur make up and even the diff shots. genuinely loved all aspects of ur videos no matter the content. even when u were going thru the silent vlog phase and the clay video- i saw it as a just another part of ur journey / phase ur going thru while making videos and figuring out life so it was just nice to be looped in and see glimpses of ur thoughts then even if it didnt feel like A1 content to u. i love this part of the internet sm and i just enjoy watching u along ur journey. and u have a very beautiful mind and it so nice/wholesome and fun to watch u just do ur own thing and hear your thoughts. anywhooo tc- we love u fr, and always rooting for u
i remembered ur vids out of the blue last night and im so glad i looked u up and found this and that youre happy in a new job! also ur pup is the most gorgeous color :,) 💛
Sometimes I forget that it must be weird to put content out there but not know the people who watch! Just because I know you doesn’t mean you know me hahaha I’ve been subscribed since way back to you in college, it’s been so long lol. I basically watched you all throughout high school and college and Im an accountant! I def can relate to not fitting in at the workplace. I started at my current accounting firm when I was 20 (now 22) and was easily 15 years younger than everyone in my department so I struggle with feeling like I fit in with my coworkers. Im glad you’ve found an environment that is accepting to you that you can be comfortable in!
AHHHH NO WAY!!! I'm so happy to see your channel up and running again! I've been watching your channel since I was in high school, and now I'm in University. I love your videos so much and I'm glad to see that you're doing well
i’m so happy that you’re finally posting ❤ hope you’re feeling and doing better than before, cheers to new beginning too! love you all the way from singapore!!
glad to see you back! however i do miss all your old uc davis vlogs! as an alumni i miss watching your old videos and seeing familiar places in cowtown! hope you consider putting them back up! nonetheless, glad you're posting content you enjoy!
So so happy you’re back!! I’ve been watching your content quite literally since I was an undergrad in college and now I’m almost 26 ahh hope you are doing amazingly ❤❤
So happy you're back! From a fellow former physicist/marching band geek who is still veryy nerdy, I always relate to your videos sooo much 💕 Can't wait to experience your new dgaf era!
I loved your old videos... time to time I was coming back to watch again. You inspired me to prepare my coffee in the morning the same way you used to do on your previous videos. I miss the videos so much :(
Very happy to have you back! I am from Sacramento but moved to Utah a year ago. I've always watched your videos, during UC Davis and after. I miss being near there so thank you for the unintentional nostalgia, haha. Also I am a "working girlie"! We are out here haha.
Loved this slice of life vlog. I really resonated with wanting to be "the cool girl" on the internet. I also have huge imposter syndrome when it comes to content creation but what you said about being yourself really made me feel seen and heard. I can't wait to see you create more! :)
it shouldn't be surprising how much more comfortable it feels to be working & spending time with people who Get you and what you're about and yet, it's something that hits me every time i switch from one job (corporate) to the other (creative) so i feel you!! loved this vlog both as a subscriber of many years and aussie. your accent is... coming along :))) x
Hey, just wanted to ramble in your comments. But I had been watching your content since my senior year in high school on and off and made it like about halfway through your content and then stopped watching because I got so busy in college. I came back to check in because I kind of watch your videos during my struggles with finding who I am. Then all of your content disappeared and it made feel uneasy, but this slice of life vlog really helped me kind of understand that everyone goes through a continuous cycle of trying to find who they really are. And it made me want to push myself harder to be myself even if I struggle to fit in. It also made me think again if like it's a crisis everyone faces when they're like closing chapters of their lives (like senior year of high school and now entering my senior year of college). Anyway, one day I really hope I can find a group of people I feel I truly fit in with. I wish you the best in becoming true to yourself everyday as well.
I'm usually the Internet lurker but felt the need to leave a comment today. We are the same age(!) and have been following you since your Physics major days. I missed your videos be it just coffee making and lifestyle stuff or rambly vlogs. Even with all the things you have going on in the background, your videos always came out crisp, clean and therapeutic to watch. I work in the IT industry in the sales department as a contractor for a major software giant and honestly just got way too exited on your mention of Jira lol. So glad to see your video drop, take care!
Welcome back. I saw your straight hair on Instagram and was surprised how different you looked! I thought it was interesting that you make the PB&J putting the peanut butter second. I do the opposite. I’ve been watching since you were at Davis. 10:41 Thanks for talking about your physics background because I wondered whether you ever “used” your degree. 🙂
I hope you don’t mind me talking about hair stuff, but I just wanted to say your hair type always reminds me of Sandra Oh! My hair was a pain until I got a haircut at a DevaCurl certified salon, and they taught me how to wash my hair differently. I don’t have to do anything to it besides washing it, though, and that’s why it’s sustainable for me, personally. This vlog was very cozy and I enjoyed hearing you talk. I’m also currently trying to maintain a balanced life while not taking medication for a few mental health things…. it can be difficult, but I much prefer it to how those drugs made me feel (or made me NOT feel LMAO)
I subscribed to your channel for the coffee content and honestly i like anything you put out here really. I was once a creative child/teen but now i work at a corporate company which sucks the life out of me. But then again, it’s not that bad..for now. I’m a year younger than you and i still feel clueless and i’m pretty nervous about turning 25! 😅 But watching this video made me realise maybe turning 25 won’t be so bad…anyways keep up the good work! ❤
omg please could you tell us how you trained Austin to herd you back to work? seems handy when friends/partner aren't physically there to keep you accountable lol. glad to see you back on your geeky side
i got him as a fresh and small puppy and would have him lay in my lap and snuggle during my working time and did non-specific training that way :) only downside is that he expects to snuggle/for me to stay EXTREMELY close when i work
I hate how you tried to kill a version of yourself. You made being a nerd cool to me. I love nerds and geeks just as much as I love fashion enthusiasts. And I loved you because you were a mix of both the worlds. I miss your old vids they really helped me during the Covid. I hope you’re doing well now.
