Hey, incredible how strong you are. My wife decided to leave me for another man, after beeing together for 7 years. I am 36 now, and exactly fighting with All that thoughts u r telling. I am so afraid to not be strong enough to be alone, but i said myself, i need get clear with myself, before starting a new relationship. Keep on with your vids. They are realy unique!
Oh I am so sorry! 7 years is a long time, but I will tell you something... I also thought I wasn't strong enough. But I took one day at a time. And soon 2 weeks have gone by... Then one month... And each day I feel even stronger, because each day added to this new life is a reinforcement that it was really over. It was hard to believe in the beginning, but it becomes more real and surprisingly more tolerable day by day... I also thought I wasn't strong enough, until I proved myself wrong! We think our connection with that person was so special... But if it was it wouldn't end up this way. Work on healing yourself so that you can be your best self to you first, and then to someone who really deserves your genuine love. Thank you so much for your kind words! I am sure you got this too!
Hi, Thank you for sharing this. Today is Christmas Eve and I am all alone. Yes we decided after weeks of not speaking to take a "break" right before all the winter holidays. I spent Thanksgiving with my family because it was my birthday. Everybody wanted to see me, feed me and to cheer me up. I thought okay why not drive 2 hours up and 2 hours back to celebrate with them? On my way home that evening I decided I would spend Christmas alone. Christmas is really different when you have children in your home, they need that love and attention and not a "sour puss" in her feelings. I know I can call and video chat with the family after my nephew has opened all of his gifts for the morning. Yours was a great Idea! I wish I could have thought of having a couple gifts wrapped at the store for me to open on Christmas morning. I plan to make a nice dinner, open a bottle of wine, and watch as many shows as I want. I even hope I can stay up past midnight LOL!!! I love Thanksgiving and Christmas and know that I will be emotional during it all. I plan to make it a memory and not a habit. I have so much love in my heart and plan to share it all in God's time. Thank you again and Happy Holidays!!!
Your stunning I’m going through this I’ve moved away to another country working trying to get my head round this stuff ;( your videos cheer me up hope you stay strung ;px
oh thank you so much for your kind words! I hope you too! Being in a new country with a new job is definitely a good chance to focus on yourself and to grow! I wish you a lot of success in your journey. Sending you a hug!
This was wonderfully satisfying to watch. I got emotional and even shed a few tears. I was with a couple of family members for Christmas, but I'm unhappy around them this time of year. Your video has inspired me to perhaps give this ago next year, spend the day alone, go for a nice walk, cook a nice meal and express more self love. You looked absolutely beautiful in your dress by the way and I can smell that delicious goulash from here. Wishing you strength and happiness. Merry Christmas to you and thank you for sharing your days with us, what a privilege, love from Windsor, England Xx
Thank you so much for your kind words! I am really sorry you are going through that with your family. I wish you find the solutions for all the problems you are having with them! But independently of this, self-love is something that should come always first. When life gives us the chance of learning how to love our own company, we should definitely take it. I am very happy to hear I cpuld inspire you. Please take care and don't let yourself down if other people don't know your value. I wish you all the best! Sending you a big hug, Windsor!
Hey. Just stumbled upon your content while struggling along similar lines. (Living abroad and all that comes with it). Keep making more videos ! I find your videos incredibly comforting, authentic and raw. Love and hugs from a fellow expat, Have a great evening
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Hey! Going through the hardest fucking breakup in my life, I'm 28. I really admire your strength to do this for yourself. Keep it up! You have 1 more sub. Happy 2022! 😊
I am so sorry to ehar that :( it hurts like hell... But I am sure that I am getting through the days and getting better everyday, you can do this too! Thank you so much for your kind words! If it wasn´t for the videos I would be stuck in pain with no perspective. Sometimes I have no motivation to do anything, and this is the only thing that keeps me going... thank you for your support and I wish you a great 2022 full of happiness, self-love and growth! You deserve it :)
