Stay Away From This Manga EVEN MORE. 

That’s what makes it even better haha

Hey man, at least he’s chill about it

I love his soft breathing and lip smacking! It gives me butterflies🤤🤤

@@Kazz1187 my nigga down atrocious 😭

@@treemane0 lmaoo but yeah true

💯

🔟

Fax

I love how passionate and analytical you sound

The fact that the fact the.....

Just started Monster... shit hit different

Wouldn’t female Johan be that time he dressed up as Nina.

@@yikesboy9455 Yeah he was fine ngl

I def gotta read blood on the tracks if theres someone comparable to johan

@@odalisplacencio2446 I should too I’ve been searching someone comparable to Johan for quite a long time

Legit just got done with this, I never thought reading could stress me the fuck out like this did lmaooo

What's tge title??

@@jaegs1935 title please

@@planether932 doesn't it say in the video??

Im now on chapter 67 🤣

What Saint that guy was

This is so wrong and felt right at the same time

That time you failed making a joke

Gotta thank Itachi lol

Lol.

Yeah and now everywhere I goes I always see *her* face and it scares me a lot

Fr, I’d smash tho

I dropped on the first chapter because I was so disturbed by the art lol

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same with Monster tbh,

69th like

Yes especially gaslighting it so common parents gaslighting their children.

you better not. It's almost unbearable for people with okay family background, let alone an abusive one.

Yeah for some reason it's usually always dads as abusive parents, with mothers being innocent. And reality does not reflect that perception at all.

My mother was similar to the Sei’s mom lucky she wasn’t as bad, and I read it. It was a horrible feeling yet wonderful experience because I’ve never seen someone like me before in manga or media,I relate to Sei on a level a massive level. It feels wonderful to be seen

u ight?

:c

hope you're at a better place now!

mayo freak

>Competitive Soccer Player too

Hades

@@facelesspanda9907 football

@@seantawodzera894 I said soccer cause America but yes everywhere else it would be football

It was macaroni

@@Yahirplaysminecraft thanks, I edited it.

@@shandaniel2999 what was it before

@@kaashkz i said he was eating cereal but chris corrected me.

Inside mari was amazing

I’ll check out inside Mari

Yup he mentioned about his issues with his mom when he's young but not to the extent of this manga

This is the same dude that made happiness, right? Bc if so, the mom is good in that manga

@@DH-gq7bm Happiness is definitely different from his other works. More of a dark fantasy/tragedy than dark psychological. The main character's mother is definitely good in that one, which honestly makes it all the more sad given the ending.

Oof don’t remind me of those 2

Damn.

Yeah, Johan. Yeah.

The vampire twins are not that horrible if i remember Black lagoon correctly. They just enjoy thier play time, right?

@@Jinx-iw6zb They were terrifying 'cause of the 'things' which happened to them. Yes, they were enjoying their playtime as they were drived insane by their past.

@DSVoid true. That's another reason why this story is so well done. We're only seeing things from the son's perspective. We're not given a whole lot of input from other characters. We're left just as confused, alone, and afraid as the main character. This manga gives you a feeling of isolation in a dangerous situation

so, how are you feeling now?

@@gabereell right now I'm waiting in anticipation for the next volume 👍

@@phantomflower6749 what a sick twist 😂

The mother in this story deserves nothing but a grave.

I KNOW RIGHY I got the same problem right here expecting to finish it tonight in one sit but NO

I bought the books on amazon. Im stuck at volume 5. How did this series finish but thr books arent published?

It has 101 chapters but only 99 are translated, pain

@@NotAnAmerican it has been licensed, like, only a year ago. No way someone can publish 10+ volumes in a single year. So yeah, it has nothing to do with that, publisher is going on their own speed. It currently vol. 12 with vol. 13 possibly the last one

@@qamar1041 ikr I read it all in one sitting and it feels like there are few more chapters left.

Same bro, I read upto ch50 and I just couldn't continue, it 's been months since I read it but it still remains in front of my memory.

@@fever9551 It's worth finishing, but god does it hurt much worse in the end

question, what age do u thinks its proper for someone to read it? im 16 and idk if its too much, but i really want to read it, wdyt?

To be honest, the snowball effect of how much more worse things can get for Osabe doesn’t sit well with me. Understandably, that’s Oshimi’s work in a nutshell, yet I hoped for more moments of levity as well as some breathing room. Still going to read the next chapter because goddamn, this man knows how to keep you coming back for more.

@@pikachu-ut3xx It’s really up to your guts really but if you have to be ready for suffering for real I’m not kidding. Many twists and confusion. Sometimes a punch in a face leaving your head blank and feel numb/miserable for few days(or more if sensitive).

Same I’ve only read the first volume but this is probably the scariest manga I’ve read to me it’s scarier than junji itos stuff

@@pittsburghlife32 Junji Ito’s work isn’t that scary to me, aside from some of the more obvious stuff. His work is more unnerving than anything with a hint of sensuality that often goes unnoticed. Blood on the Tracks is legit panic inducing at some points all because Seiichi’s mom. She is just haunting.

@@pittsburghlife32 its not scary

@@Odinsday Well everyone's different, personally, Trail of blood wasn't scary at all though at times it did get a little creeped out but junji it's story's are straight up terrifying

When I think of the phrase "There are books who speak to people, change people, and even curse people" I think of this manga.

Same it made me feel sick to my stomach

I agree with that statement

I think a sandal would hurt even more tho. I dont remember the amount of butt sting from belts anymore

Y'all lucky mf'ers got the belt while I got the frying pan.

@@idk-ill-figure-smn-out my dad would get the cable and whatever the fuck was close to his parents hands lmao

What de fuq...i am scared to read it but so intrigued...its AM now should i read HAHA

@@tehextra3907 just finish it at 3am, i cant sleep now

@@cirnocandrive1254 bro you have strong mentality

@@cirnocandrive1254 SAMEEE 6 AM HERE

@@tehextra3907 hve u read it? u good man?

True

3-gatsu is wholesome af

Just show any episode of GTO

3-gatsu is the most wholsome manga i ever read the amount of warm is something amazing despite the psychological thoughts

@@ismailboughanem493 if I give it a tought yes. It has many tense, serious and dramatic moments but the amount of wholesomeness is...

I am in the same boat

Lol this is just 1 day after i saw these post, now i already finished the chapter 93 and waiting for chapter 94.....for the first time in my life i finished 93 chapter of manga in one sit

That's the feeling you get from this stuff.

True!

Its so uncanny with how realistic the faces are

So this is from that guy... Ok. I now know what fresh new hell this will be.

In my opinion, she stopped being the victim the moment she started abusing her son.

@@kaitlyncoughlin1860 Symptoms of postpartum psychosis can include: Delusions or strange beliefs Hallucinations (seeing or hearing things that aren’t there) Feeling very irritated Hyperactivity Decreased need for or inability to sleep Paranoia and suspiciousness Rapid mood swings Difficulty communicating at times The most significant risk factors for postpartum psychosis are a personal or family history of bipolar disorder, or a previous psychotic episode. Looks like his Mom’s mental health went unchecked for a very long time, and it spiraled from there. I find it hard to put her in such a narrow category as simply the "Villain" with these factors. What scary is that these things happen in real life! Andrea Yates is a prime example.

@@TheCherrylover85 So? This story is about the abuse the son faces because of his mother, the fact that the mother is also (potentially) suffering from an untreated mental illness is irrelevant as it doesn’t cancel out or excuse the mental trauma the son is now experiencing. It doesn’t excuse her literally attempting to murder her nephew. Yes it’s sad, and there should be empathy for those that suffer from postpartum depression as well as more education on the subject to prevent stuff like this but that doesn’t excuse anything. I’ve had many friends gaslighted by parents when they’ve tried to confront them about their mistreatment, the excuse is always the same, “Oh I had such and such going on so you can’t hold anything I did against me. Get over it.” Untreated mental illness as an excuse does not make someone less of a “villain” in the victims life.

@@kaitlyncoughlin1860 Warning, I wrote a damn book. Feel free to ignore or engage in discussion if you wish! I see your view, and agree to a point. However, I believe her mental illness should not be deemed irrelevant- but closely analyzed and understood in order to show how the mental capacity of a single individual is capable of so much destruction, ways to prevent it, or could have been prevented! It should not be swept under the rug. I have to preface this by saying : I am not excusing her actions by any means - she traumatized her son beyond repair, and I agree mental illness is not an excuse to harm a helpless child, period! The only thing I want others to recognize, is that she isn’t simply a plain, evil villain that kills and abuses her child simply from the joy of it. I genuinely think that she wanted to try as a mother, but it became extremely twisted in her delusions. The thing that terrifies me about this story is that it is so real, and can happen to anyone...even worse has happened, like I mentioned with Andrea Yates. There is immense amount of gaslighting, manipulation, and abuse to a disturbing degree, and I am not making light of Seiichi’s situation at all, or any victims for that matter. I sincerely hope that you don’t see my comment as doing such. (Spoilers if you haven’t read past chapter 60!!) **** She attempted infanticide - shortly after, she became obsessive about his well-being, developed delusions, and displayed extreme self-destructive and suicidal behaviors, common in mothers with Postpartum Psychosis. I just feel like we shouldn’t immediately villainize these women, who feel so alone in the world to the point that they hallucinate harming their own children and themselves. It’s an extreme tragedy, I believe, on both ends of the spectrum. You could see a small glimpse into her own mind, how Seiichi interpreted her actions. She thought she was ‘Atoning, in hindsight, setting him free from her burdens that she placed by the simple act of giving birth to him. She feared her own son...all due to her mental illness. Do you see where I’m getting at? It’s not excusing her, I just think it’s important to understand her. I understand her, but I do not excuse the reprehensible abuse that she administered. She didn’t even know it was her nephew she pushed, but an hallucination of the son she wanted to “Save.” The thing with these cases with PPD and PPP, is that they harm their children because they truly believe it is the sole option that’s left...and these disorders are often left unchecked FOR YEARS. I don’t even think she’d blame it all on her mental health, when she doesn’t even RECOGNIZE that she’s mentally ill herself! I love this manga because I think it allows for multiple perspectives, and opens up a taboo conversation- while bringing highlight onto postpartum disorders and how it greatly endangers the poor children involved. If we were to simply dismiss the mother as a villain (which is rightly deserved, as we are placed in the situation as the victim.) then I feel as though we’d be missing out on so much important information. There is much depth and layers to each and every one of these characters to be explored, and things aren’t what they always seem.

@@TheCherrylover85 Kudos to you for writing a book, not an easy feat. Do you mind giving the title? Part of the reason I love reading these kinds of stories is I find psychology fascinating. Also appreciate how you mentioned this was obviously a discussion, not an argument as clearly we agree on most points with just a few differences. Don’t mind spoilers, I believe I had to stop around chapter 40-45 due to entering my final year of college and needing to focus on senior design. Knowing this author and some of his other works, it would not surprise me if this manga was a critique of the cultural belief of “to be a mother is to suffer” and that these mothers are expected to endure this suffering in silence, without assistance because to seek assistance would mean that you were a bad mother and a failure in societies eyes. She was a single mother (again, been a while due to school) who was suffering and was being told by society that her suffering was to be expected so put a cork in it. Mothers lashing out at their children because they are struggling, whether from PPD or simply because they are exhausted, happens all the time. Babysitters aren’t really a thing in Japan, very rarely do mothers get breaks or time away from their child to care for themselves. Fairly certain I’ve read at most a mother will leave her child with her parents for a date night. It would be reasonable to assume that this story is meant to depict the (extreme but very real) repercussions of that societal standard for motherhood. Perhaps antagonist would be a better descriptor for the mother in this story and not “villain,” as by literary definition that is what she is, but with the overarching antagonist being society for engineering the conditions that molded her into the woman that she is? 🤔

same, some past should be left as so. You don't need to open your healed woulds if you don't want to. It's better to move forward

@@gecs-sg3rc Yes.

Yeah I stayed up all the way to 2 am reading this manga lmao

@@NobodyWantsYourPity I finished it at 12 am. Couldn't sleep afterwards.

Just caught up rn 6am gn😭

I feel you lmao I got hooked and couldn't leave, it bated so many emotions out of me.

I just caught up, when do the new chapters come out

Isn't he fan of Austrian modern art from school Like if you know you know

It's basically his game of red light green light for manga recommendations.

What does that have to do with this story?

Cat name go brrr

SmArT pEoPlE sAy sMaRt WoRdS.

That quote has no relevance to the story

It does have something to do with the story, at the very least the mother evokes that fear of the unknown...

So? Did you like it?

Reminds me of this one show I watched where one of the characters is has this near-heartless, domineering personality that's basically a boss bitch (literally since she was the boss of a company). She really is like that and even her version of nice isn't exactly warm and welcoming which means sadness is rare. One of the reasons why it's rare is because she picks one day where she watches a bunch if sad movies alone to cry all her held back tears out and that date is called an "annual cry". Have you read the manga? And how are you? I hope you're alright now and if not, I hope you succeed in revenge.

This is me every time I read a horror story or psychological thriller but keep doing it over and over.

As someone who got both, they're both awful in their own ways.

@@izbleezy Especially when you get blamed for it breaking from her hitting you with it and she moves onto other objects to break as she continues to scream.

The mother in this story never loved her son at all. She literally tried to murder him when he was an infant. She only ever used and manipulated her son for her own twisted desire to feel whole. She admits as much during the story.

Any updates on your views? Although I haven't read the manga itself, I watched another video covering other events later on in the story with those events being enough for me to be against Seiko. I hope she rots for decades and just when she thinks it ends, it'll continue for eternity.

Lol

After reading the last arc (before the time skip), I’m feeling meh about the story. Sure, it makes sense why the story would do a complete 180 (for those who know), but now I just feel really bad for Osabe at this point. The dude’s suffered A LOT and it doesn’t seem like it’s going to let up at all (latest chapter). I understand that’s how Oshimi’s work is, having read Flowers of Evil and Happiness. But there was more moments of levity before the time skip in Flowers. Seeing the relationship between Kasuga and Tokiwa grow was heartwarming. A “light in the darkness”, to use Masked Man’s words. Now, contrast that when Osabe sees Fukiishi for the first time in forever. Dude can’t catch a break! Sorry for the long rant, btw.

Same

Ditto...couldn't sleep the night of

Is it really that scary? I was looking for manga that will make me get scared so hard that i sleep with the lights on.

@@sabu001 Just dont read it at night. I think the Devil's flower was the one which kept me at night

It’s not done.

Wait for real? I didn't even catch that. I just got up to date and thought we were right there near the end.

yup thats the shocking part lol, its written at the back of volume 13 (very bottom): "The grand preface is over, and now the real story begins" its going to be Oshimi's longest work@@AsuraSwiper

So...

welp...

This didn't age well

Haha

it's like no fap

Where to read the manga online for free?

@@twentyonetortas5921 mangadex

did you read it yet?

Update?

of shi this may traumatized you, or worse

@@Solirhaps well she managed to get my dad on her side even to this day, so I’m practically disowned now, so I have to find the manga and seriously read it this year.

@@BoredGhostInk well alright you can read it online

I thought the third time Sei apologized to Fukushi that'd be it, but nope

Great Mangas

Yes,Alita is good.

Thank god, finally someone has acknowledged. I know its a year late but I agree with you. There's almost nothing be heartbroken about it. Was expecting to have some milf moments.

@@kochoshi3208 she gaslight the kid and abuse him emotionally, the kid end of just like her a bit, the change terrifying

Anyone's that dealt with a mentally unstable abuser that inflicts years of emotional and psychological abuse on you can certainly relate to this story. It doesn't feel like a yandere story at all to me, it feels like a very real and terrifying depiction of dealing with an emotionally distant, narcissistic abuser that suffers from untreated personality disorders caused by trauma and neglect. This might just be a series that you can relate to more as you get older.

Dude literally said Kenpachi putting another hand on his sword was a Deus Ex Machina..

@@TheDarknessWithin11 His Deus Ex Machina section pissed me off the most because he has three really good cases he could have used, those being Nanaos family sword, the silver arrow, and the final getsuga(although I would argue that isn’t as big of a deal as the other two as it didn’t straight up win him the fight it just gave Urahara an opening), but instead he chooses to focus on Uryu Quincy equipment. Which makes sense as Uryu is literally the only Quincy left and is explicitly sated to use all of their techniques which is established to require equipment it most circumstances. And then he pulls an even worse example saying that every single time someone uses a SHIKAI it is a deus ex machina. At the end of the day this is really just Eyepatch Wolfs subjective distaste of a power system manifesting itself as extremely poor criticism thats he tries to make sound objective by throwing in that any display of said established and explained power system is just a deus ex machina used to win every fight. Which is so absurd that it has led me to conclude that he just has an irrational dislike of Bleach that makes him view a lot of the aspects of the series in the worst light possible while giving other series a pass.

@@ToddHoward76 I’m surprised people take that video seriously at all when it comes to being a critique of the series. Don’t get me wrong there’s a lot of things to criticize when it comes to Bleach but the ones he picked were kind of ridiculous and made me think, “Really? That’s what got under your skin?”

It was good? You know, because it was.

oh god it gets even worse

@@NA-df1tk really? now I don't wanna go back even more!

@@dantefromdevilmaycry9857 yesss, ive wanted to stop as well because i felt sooo bad for the little kid n just how fucked up the mom made him but im still reading cause im curious about whats going to happen lol.

@@NA-df1tk So has anything happened to the girl her son was with?.. leave the details just tell me if it's bad or not

@@dantefromdevilmaycry9857 nope nothing happens to her as of rn

I don't know if you're interested but mine is Violet Evergarden What's yours?

Sameee omg

@@yelena8928 whats your feedback on it ?!

where did u read it?

I'm up to chapter 144 now and I'm totally speechless and emotionally drained.

Where can I read it? I bought the first volume but i dont want to spend anymore money 🤭

That scene broke my heart man.

try killing stalking it's the last manga I red before this one

If you compared this one with methamorphosis. For me methamorphosis is just a doujin to this