This segment is sad. It was really hard talking about my dad without crying so I apologize for not saying so much. I'll say some more here: for a long while he could only move his limbs up and down. It took a long time for him to learn how to move again. Eventually it became too hard to see him like that so I stopped visiting until he regained consciousness. Another thing I feel guilty about is I used to be embarrassed being seen with him. When I was visiting him in Brazil after the accident, we went to the zoo. He demanded that I hold his hand and was treating me like a child. All the strangers kept pointing and laughing at him because of the way he was acting and the way he looked (his face got really messed up after the accident and since he didn't have insurance, doctors only worried about putting him back together, not that he looked like himself again). I was really embarrassed and didn't want to go out with him. I don't regret a lot of things but the only thing I regret is not giving him more hugs and kisses on the cheek and telling him I love him more often. Tell someone you love them every chance you get, even if you just got into a fight with them because you never know when you're going to lose them
23 авг 2024