I'm defeated, but still fighting Its probably in vain. Since I have nothing to lose *I'll* *just* *keep* *fighting* . Broke it up to look like a poem. I really felt this, thanks for commenting it.
Stress when used right and just at the right amount can actually help you to optimize performance. Its simply moderating that stress that can be difficult. Belief is a very powerful tool that has been scientifically proven to make a difference. Believe in yourself, and you will in fact succeed.
Yemileth is my blue ocean of romantic bliss scenary of oasis flowered with fruits of happy fun healing of the soul. I love you yemilete. You've done more for me than you know. ♥️🧸
You know iv beem think i dont want to deal with this anymore i dont know how to explain but when ever i tell anyone that oh im sad or im feeling down they all chop it up to being a teen or your just being emo or something its so anoying i thought talking to online friends would be helpfull like memes say but no they dont care i dont have any good irl friends to talk too, my parents baby my little sibling and nag my older sibling but they do neither to me im just there doing nothing, i watch as all my friends talk about how they met a girl that likes them or something and im happy for them and yet i still have nobody all i want is to be loved or cared i try to find purpose i dont play sports i try to draw stuff it all sucks i have horrible grades can’t exercise for shit i just want to be somthing not nothing i dont want death i yearn to keep living but what is it all for if im not truly living just in auto pilot i want it to end but i dont i hope thete is an afterlife i know its probably just not existing for eternity just empty but i still cant come to terms with myself i need help but i cant find it i cant find me.
Don't do it, please see that light. See that hope you have. Life isn't easy and wrong group of friends is totally tiring, but trust yourself. Trust your gut feeling that you find right people who care about you. I know it's easier said than done, but happiness will find you. It will take time and effort, but I trust you. If no one else cares about you, I care
I care for you too. You should belive more in yourself. I know that this is not easy but give it a shot. Life can be a bitch but you just gotta love yourself and keep your head up. I know there can be shitty days but you got to remind yourself that better time is coming soon. Be strong
I think we are cut from the same cloth, I feel your pain and at some point I care for you dear stranger. The pain of being underestimated and the sting from being devalued emotionally are undoubtedly painful to bear. But honestly I think you and I should both stay...for the better or for the worse or for nothing.. Let's find a way out to live and to hope. I love you, I hope you considers everything that has come to your head with a fresh mind
Same m8 my emotions are worn down at this point and i cant do shit, life is painful and i like it that way, happiness and purpose is right here and right now.
Your uploads always make me feel better when things feel hopeless. Tus subidas siempre me hacen sentir mejor cuando las cosas parecen desesperadas. : D
just breathe. u may not be enough for them but no one is perfect. life is like a mission, do the best you can in order to achieve. i know u prolly still feel the same as u do now, but please never let anyone tell u ur not good enough. ur capable of anything in life.
@@taiss_taee I wish it was an actual person telling me these but it’s constant thoughts in my mind talking about everything I don’t want to hear and perhaps they’re right , all these years gone by and I’m still trying to get past stage one
@@ninjasina7551 i've been there, ur head may tell u these things but you deep down know that ur worthy. your heart and ur mind are seperate, follow your heart and trust the process❣
I have to breathe and continue going. The moment i stop i fall. The overwhelming pain consumes me and floods my brain to where i cannot get out of bed . But i control it, but i know one day i will not, but ill always be here, alive , listening, lurking , seeing , hearing and being around even if im stuck and helpless... one day ill be better and look back and feel silly as ive done before. I just need to breathe.
I already had many pressures, and now i would need a little help, everyone called me an attention seeker. I cant do this anymore... After 10 years of endless anxiety, sadness and self hate really did their goal. Btw is it normal if my heart feeling heavy when im sad?
You know what, ima click off. I won't allow myself to reaffirm these feelings and thoughts by playing this type of music. It is sunny today, i have JUST woken up from my bed after 3 whole days stuck about it. It is sunny today, it is happy. I will play happy music. Yours in the struggle, C7hulhu....(or whatever my username was haha)
Happiness is a memory at this point for me for the past 3 years my mental has degraded from happy, outgoing, optimistic, and orginized to fear, anxiety, resentment, and defeat people said to me then when it first started to not worry and it's just a bit of stress and it'll pass like a bad storm and I'll be happy again in no time it's been 3 years now all I feel is anxiety and fear people say that it will pass don't worry and it'll be OK just hang in there as it gets worse month by month I don't know what to do anymore I have degraded from a happy guy who looked for the best in life to a guy who can't even go one day without obsessing over something and I can't seem to see an end to this anytime soon
Как же я хочу просто плакать как тот парень на изображении. Я хочу просто отдохнуть сейчас под дуновение холодного ветра, не думая о том что мне там нужно сделать к завтрашнему утру
"Silence is *not* emptiness. There are some lessons which sound... cannot teach." --Artemis (DD1) 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)
Sufrir en silencio es solo el camino más cercano a la muerte. No quiero morir ni que nadie muera por haber sufrido en silencio. Grita, llora, patalea, haz que tú corazón lata con fuerza, busca eso que te motiva, no hay por qué perder la esperanza. Hasta la noche más oscura tiene su fin y el día dolerá con sus rayos, pero valdrá la pena ver el tormento desaparecer. Y puede que vivamos en un amanecer eterno que nunca alcance al día en su esplendor, pero lo importante es eso, que vivamos. Les deseo cariño, comprensión y suerte.
Something is causing your videos to have a noticeable hiss. It's only your videos this happens to me on, so I don't know what you are doing specifically to cause it. Otherwise these would be really nice
