I've been thinking about you a lot recently. It still feels so surreal that we'll never get to hear your voice or see your big beautiful smile again. You were so fucking special, and I will forever hate how this world robbed you of the ability to feel the impact of your presence. This may seem odd to say as you’re no longer here, but the resilience you portrayed throughout your journey will amaze me for the rest of my life. There’s no doubt in my mind that you tried your absolute hardest to fight and stay here. I just hope that your resilience isn’t clouded by the tragedy that followed; because you really did try, so regardless of the outcome, your fearlessness up until the very end STILL deserves to be acknowledged. I’m sorry, I’m rambling. I hope more than anything that you have the peace you so courageously earned.
What makes it sadder for me is, she went out of her way, amidst all her pain and agony, to upload one final video for us. It’s almost as if this was her final goodbye to us. Like, through all her anguish, she was still thinking about us, and to me that breaks my heart even more. We truly didn’t deserve her
i just came here after i randomly thought of marie out of nowhere after not watching for a while and…wow. this is not what i was expecting when coming back to her channel for updates. i cannot believe that she’s passed…my heart is aching for her loved ones & those of us who have been touched by marie and her message. how awful it must be for her family/friends to lose someone so lovely. her impact and her light will not be forgotten 🌙
Exactly what I did today. I randomly thought of her out of nowhere and came back to check for update. It is sad to know she has passed, helped me and I bet so many others with sharing her story. I hope her soul is finally free of the pain and is in a better world than the one we live in! RIP
God that line about the train has hit my heart like a tonne of bricks. "I think I've lost". You may have not been able to hold onto the meaning and hope you've created yourself, but we will all hold onto it for you and we will not squander what you've done for all us and given us. "Star of the sea", you are shining bright forever and in all of us, and we will meet again. I love you and I miss you
It took me a year to find the courage to write something here. The pain and sorrow from this loss still feels incredibly intense and surreal every day. Not a day goes by without thinking of Marie and coming to RU-vid to watch her videos. I’ve been following her since the start of her RU-vid journey, and I always found peace and inspiration in the person she was-and I will continue to do so. She meant so much to so many people, helping and saving them from dark times. That makes it even more heartbreaking that she couldn’t be saved herself. My heart goes out to her family and friends, and I wish them all the support they need. Marie made a difference for so many of us, and she always will. She is carried in the hearts of countless people. Thank you, Marie, for taking us along on your journey-through your struggles, your suffering, and also your joy and hope. Thank you for being who you were and for showing us that we can be who we are. I hope this community remains a safe haven, a source of motivation for those who are struggling, and a reminder to keep fighting, if only for her. Thank you Marie, for all the love, support, and inspiration. You will never be forgotten. ❤
Everyone in the comments is talking about this article and inquest the sensible thing for those of us new to her channel could fill us in on what happened.. you think?
I keep coming back to this video… knowing it’s the last video Marie is ever gonna post. I’m older than Marie, but she saved me so many times and made me realise that there is no shame in having self harm scars. No shame in finding life hard and no shame in living with mental illnesses. What saddens me is that she is no longer here. She fought and fought and I am truly heartbroken that this stunning, inspirational woman is no longer here. Marie, wherever you are, I hope you know now that you were and are so loved. So worthy. So respected. So needed. And I truly hope you’re at peace now. You’re the most beautiful star in the sky now and will be missed forever. Sleep tight angel ❤
“I think I’ve lost” wow that line is utterly heartbreaking watching this back. Thankyou for everything you did for the mental health community. I’m so sorry this world couldn’t keep you safe but I hope you are now at peace💔❤️
Watching this video back in floods of tears. It still doesn’t feel real and I’m honestly heartbroken 😭 Thank you for inspiring me throughout my whole recovery and giving me that motivation in every day life. You’ve changed my life and so many other peoples lives in such a positive way and we will continue to fight for you x Never came across somebody so inspirational and positive. You inspired us all and we will forever be grateful for that. RIP sweet angel, we’ll miss you greatly 🙏🏻❤️ xx
@@Tanya_Trowers I read an article that it was a car accident but not sure how accurate it is. We will have to wait and see what is said when the family are ready ❤️
I just read the details of what happened at your inquest and I feel devastated all over again. Such a brutal end for such a beautiful and brave girl. I still can’t believe it💔 You fought the good fight but you were just utterly exhausted, I get it. You’re free now darling, your pain is forever gone.
I often come back here, hoping that I’ll see a new upload and realise that it was just a bad dream. I miss you angel. Thank you for all that you did, for your time, your effort, the little texts - all of it. I hope heaven is treating you well ❤
I watched this the day it was posted and have only now found out that Marie is no longer with us, and came back to rewatch. I have been a silent viewer for years. We were the same age and I always found it comforting to know that I was not alone with my mental health struggles. These videos helped me so much over the years and I feel like we grew up together, from teenagers to adults. Albie was one of the reasons I got my own cavapoo as a therapy dog, and that led to me starting my own small business making dog accessories. I spoke with Marie a while back and ended up sending her a whole package of things for Albie, and in my small interactions with her she seemed like exactly the beautiful soul that comes across in her videos. My heart is so heavy to hear that she is gone. The world has truly lost a remarkably special human. Mental health can be so so cruel and I know first hand from my own experiences. I am so grateful and lucky to still be here. I can only imagine what her friends and family are going through ❤ Rest tight Marie 🌙✨
"I think ive lost" my love. The only peace i have is knowing that you dont have to fight so damn hard to get a single moment of peace anymore. I hope your family is doing well, i love them wholeheartedly and I thank them for always doing everhthing they ever could for you. And i hope Albie knows that you're okay now. I love you Marie. Youve saved me countless times before and im sure countless times to come. I wish we couldve done more for you ✨️🌙✨️
That “I think i’ve lost” comment gives me chills every single time I watch this video back. I can’t help but feel like she already knew what was going to happen when she made this video. The pain and inner turmoil is just so clear on her face, it’s a sort of pain most people will never come close to experiencing. I don’t know if it’s just hindsight, but this video feels like a goodbye, she was so exhausted💔
Details of your inquest have made me feel absolutely heartbroken. Beautiful Marie you were and are so loved. I am so sorry you were failed. Rest easy beautiful
I come back here all the time to rewatch you. I am relieved that you are no longer in pain. You helped me grow so much over the years. You’ll never be forgotten
It’s so bizarre feeling real genuine grief for someone you’ve never met. I think about you every single day and so much reminds me of you, I still watch your videos all of the time and they calm me down so much. I honestly feel grief for you and feel like i’ve lost so much hope since you left, nothing feels ok anymore, you were so incredible. It’s quite unreal how loved and missed you are :(
I can’t help but see the incredible mask Marie has through the pain she was clearly feeling here. And can’t help feel her subconscious (or conscious) mind wanted to make a final video to explain her thoughts and feelings to others so people could understand some more. I’m so heartbroken over how lost she was clearly feeling and I just wish there could have been a way through this for her. The strongest souls end up carrying the largest weights and she didn’t deserve any of this. The world has lost a true angel who dedicated a huge part of her life to try and improve other’s experiences of similar mental health issues. Maries videos helped me through some of the darkest and most confusing times of my life, she brought an element of humour to the situation and so eloquently discussed all aspects of mental health 💔
This comment just made me sob. It's so true. So many of us are better off for having known her, she definitely left her mark on this earth even if she thought she didn't. What an absolutely devastating loss.
Just rewatching this after the details of her inquest on the article. Her comment about the train, its painful to hear. She was struggling and ultimately she needed help and support
I just found out that you left us and I haven't stopped crying all night, this just feels so surreal. Marie, I am so sorry. I'm so sorry that you weren't able to find the peace you so desperately wanted here on earth. You were such an incredible human being with such a bright light, you deserved to be happy, you did not deserve the pain and challenges life threw at you. I want to say thank you. Thank you for being vulnerable, thank you for sharing your story with us even though at times it felt impossible and you felt embarrassed. Your willingness to open up and show the darker sides of mental illness helped tremendously to break the stigma for SO MANY PEOPLE, I know it drastically changed the way I saw things for myself. Your vulnerability was so powerful and inspiring, YOU were so powerful and inspiring. Your willingness to let strangers in to the darkest parts of your life is something I couldn't even imagine doing but that's just who you were, you were such a selfless person. It's so hard to comprehend this. I truly, from the deepest parts of my soul, pray that you've found the peace and happiness you couldn't find here. I hope that you're in a place so full of joy that you never feel pain again. I hope that weight you carried for so long has finally been lifted. Beautiful Marie, after a long and valiant battle it's now time for you to get some well deserved rest. You fought so hard for so long, we all saw how exhausted you were. I will never forget you, I will never forget your story and I most certainly will NEVER forget the things you opened my eyes to. I owe you so much, I'm so sorry we couldn't save you. It's time for you to be free now gorgeous girl.
I've just learned about this today, and I'm profoundly shocked. I've always felt that we've all walked alongside Marie in our mental health battles...she was such light and comfort to so many people, for so many years here on youtube. My love to her family and friends. I'm so shocked
Very well put! I'm in absolute disbelief like I genuinely never saw this coming. I'm beyond devastated. She fought so hard for so long, I just feel so gutted that it ended this way even though she tried her absolute best. Such a beautiful girl that was faced with demons she never deserved.
I'm back again Marie. Cannot stop thinking about you lately 😢going through my own shit right now and I always found comfort in your videos but now it's just pure sadness. Still so gutted you didn't realise your worth and understand just how loved you were, even by people who only knew you through a screen. Fly high beautiful angel 🕊🕊 sleep tight ❤❤😢😢
I remember meeting you at Birmingham Pride a couple years ago. Your golden soul that you projected on camera was even greater in person. And I know it will continue to float around the earth and the cosmic universe never losing momentum. I pray you have found peace, bliss and warmth surrounded by everything you love and nurtured. We will continue fighting for you Marie and the message you continually put out. And, in the meantime, I will look out for you within the silver moon, within the golden sunshine, within the glistening stars and within the beautiful stretches of nature. You are one incredible woman.
I can’t stop thinking about you, you cross my mind several times a day. I just can’t believe you’re not here anymore. It’s a hard pill to swallow that someone like you, who gave so much to others, couldn’t afford yourself the same grace. How could someone with a heart like yours be subjected to so much emotional turmoil? I will NEVER understand how our own minds can betray us like that. You deserved SO MUCH BETTER, you deserved to be happy and free, you deserved to grow old and experience those unexpected moments of joy life throws at us; but more than anything, you deserved to live. I’m just devastated that after such a courageous battle it ended this way. I will remember you for the rest of my life.
I haven’t checked in on Marie’s content for a while, but randomly thought about her on Monday listening to ‘Rich Girl’ on Spotify. I’d first heard it on her grwm playlist years ago. Marie’s videos kept me smiling in 2018 after being signed off sick, feeling down and trying to find someone else feeling the same way. She was the most pure, and lovely soul. She had the ability to be real about mental health, but also in an inspiring and uplifting way. Her intro music will always feel nostalgic
Oh Marie 😢 we all miss you so much girl ❤ I've never felt grief like this towards someone I've never met before 😭💔 Can't stop thinking of you and your Mum, Dad and Amy ❤ I hope you're at peace, you beautiful soul. 🌙 This world really has suffered an immense loss 💔 xxxxx
i have been going through your old videos since i found out that you are no longer here & my heart is just so heavy. you made this world a better place for so many people, myself included & we all owe it to you to keep your spirit & message alive. thank you for being a shining light in my life & helping me through some of my darkest times, whether that was with your videos or through messages we exchanged. you are truly one in a million & i hope that you are at peace now. i love you marie, fly high you beautiful soul
It still doesn’t feel real 😢 I’m heartbroken :( She was everything and inspired so many people and was so loved 🥰 This video gives me the chills, what an absolute legend she was ❤️ and will be greatly missed by so many people x
sobbing so much my vision is blurred. the mark she has left on this world and this community is unbelievably inspiring. I just imagine her soul floating around the earth and in the cosmic universe. a big ball of golden light and pray she feels only peace and bliss from now on
Feels very bittersweet watching this video the day after mental health awareness day. I have genuinely so much self loathing right now and basically have kind of shut myself away from everyone xx you have done so much for my own mental health and so many others. Love you Marie. Reminder: it's true that you can't control wether someone is in crisis with their mental health, but please if someone tells you that they don't feel able to keep themselves safe please just sit with them and hold them in you arms x
Rest in perfect peace Marie. I feel so devastated your gone. You were the person I would turn to on TikTok or RU-vid to make me smile and/or laugh. You were the main person who helped me realise I can wear my scars out, I would never have done that without you💜. You were also incredibly kind, caring & understanding, this is a rare thing in this world nowadays. I’m still in shock & crying on/off. I’m still going on all your socials just hoping this is a horrible nightmare & your really still with us… but I know that’s not true. Heaven has gained the best angel. I’m going to miss you & carry you in my heart forever! 💔😩😭
Hi, we would appreciate if you would remove your comment and give her family and friends the privacy to grieve and make an announcement. I understand how loved Marie was and that everyone feels they knew her but for those of us who knew her personally and her family please respect this ❤️
My heart is hurting so deeply for your soul, the parts of you that fought so deeply to keep going, for your family and friends and your dog. I’m devastated just realizing your soul is no longer here. You created a ripple effect of positivity throughout so many peoples lives. ❤❤❤ I’m so sorry you were in such deep pain.
my heart is so heavy writing this. Ive followed Marie for years, she was such a beautiful soul who truly helped so many people. her videos helped me through one of the toughest times in my life and forever thankful for not making me feel alone. i hope you’re at peace marie, rest easy ❤❤
You have inspired me to recover for years. I owe a lot of my recovery to you and I will never be able to fully express how much you helped me and many others ❤
oh sweet marie. my heart aches just rewatching these but i cant stop. you’re so loved and missed. thankyou for being such a huge inspiration to me and never failing to make me feel less alone. i wish we could’ve done more. forever marie’s moon 🌙
i've only just found out that you passed away like 20 minutes ago and i am so upset. you saved me so much through my early teenage years- helping me realise how important my thoughts actually were and how valid i was for being so mentally ill. i am completely heartbroken over this, i am just so happy that you are now at peace. i'm so sorry that the system failed you. for her friends and family- i hope you're all coping okay and as well as you can.
im absolutely heartbroken. you're one of the people who has helped me sm with accepting my scars and not being ashamed of them. you showed me that even though life is hard tou can get through. im devastated to see youre gone. rip angel 🕊
even though i never met Marie, i always found a "connection" with her as many of us did. it still hurts that we will never see another Marie Senechal video ever and i've watched this last video once all the way through (i've only been able to watch the first 5 seconds of the video since) and doubt i'll ever watch it in it's full length ever again. I / we her fans still wish that this wasn' t true but sadly it is. i just wish that we could've talked to her and that talk could've have literally saved her life. but what really made me cry and us all cry, is when she said " I think i've lost, i just think i've lost". RIP Marie, you are and will always be loved and missed by us all. Even though she might be no longer here, her videos will continue to be an insperation to us all. Even though she battled with psychosis and Borderline Personailty disorder, she did her absolute best, take it from some who is sadly unemployed, has Epilepsy, anxiety, depression, autsim and like Marie, Borderline personality disorder and everyday is a struggle. Fly high Marie our angel 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Though I never had the fortune of meeting you, your content and openness about mental health struggles helped me massively. Rest in peace, Marie. You'll be dearly missed and your legacy won't be forgotten. You did so much for those around you and for people from all over the world and it wasn't in vain, it genuinely made a difference. 🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️
I don’t understand how I missed the news 😢I’m so so sorry angel, you will be truly missed and touched so many lives. My heart goes out to your family and friends in such a difficult time. Your subscribers are devastated but thank you so much for your contribution to breaking stigmas and advocating so much for mental health. Rest in peace darling ❤
Thank you for everything Marie, every message, every conversation, everything that you did for the world. You poured so much love and compassion into all that you did, thank you for inspiring us all. ill look to the sky at night and think of you, it will always be Maries moon 🌙🕊
You’ve helped and saved so many souls including me. I’ve been following you for years and for such a long time you’ve been my comfort creator. I’m so proud of you Marie and I’ll miss seeing you and hearing you. Sending so much love to family and friends 🤍 she’ll forever be with us
Only found out last night, absolutely devastated. Marie you were such a light among the darkness, over the past few years you have helped me accept my self harm scars more than you'll ever know. You showed me it is ok to feel sad and regret the fact SH scars are permanent and how important self growth is to accept and move forwards being comfortable in your own skin. I'm gonna miss your humour and MH content but most of all your selflessness to be honest and open about the reality of living will mental illness, thank you for the gift you gave to mankind. Rest in paradise Marie, such a beautiful stunning angel now ❤😇xx
Hi Marie ❤️ welcome back! I think you built a loyal base of subscribers that will stay with you and will be interested in you and your life. Whenever you feel like it we‘re happy to see your videos - and it‘s ok if you‘re living your life and not posting at all. You deserve to do what brings you enjoyment, and it can change what and how that might be. Love x
Oh Marie… my heart aches for you and your family. Your channel has provided so much comfort for me during my mental illness journey and particularly when I had to take time out of high school for it. I’m at a loss for words. Rest easy you beautiful soul ♥️
Going through it right now. Not long got out of hospital. Now my dad’s in hospital. I come back here because… you saved me so many times while you were alive and you’re continuing to do it even after you’ve passed. How I wish things were different. How I wish you were still here.
wow im new…unfortunately i self harmed for the first time during a panic attack..i started looking online for videos on it for some type of comfort, and i came across your series,..but this is heartbreaking 💔 rest in peace, i hope you know new people are still watching and hearing you
i only just found out that we lost you. marie you have been such a light for so many people navigating their way through darkness, and i can’t believe that we have to continue without you. and thanks to your genuine transparency and beautiful vibrancy, it genuinely feels like i have lost a friend, and i can’t stop crying. hope you are somewhere better now, we will miss you forever xx
I am lost for words! I have followed you for so so many years now and you have been a huge light in my life and the life of so many others. I hope you’re at peace now. We will miss you beyond words and will never forget the impact you have made in this world ❤️❤️
I’m so devastated, Marie helped me so much and made me realise that I wasn’t alone in my struggles , I’m so heartbroken that the system failed her she was so strong and deserved to be happy more than anyone I hope you are in peace wherever you are . My thoughts are with her family members through this unbearable time , I love you Marie ❤❤❤❤
Marie, words cannot begin to even slightly express the sorrow I feel to know you no longer walk among us. You were there for me during the start of my illness with PTSD and I took great comfort from every video you posted. I felt like you were a distant friend that I could log on and catch up with online through your channel. I feel like with you, a part of my life has gone too. Thank you for bringing me peace and comfort during those moments. I will miss you forever even if I never knew you. Safe journey home. 🌙❤️
If only you could read the comments Marie. I know you knew how loved you were and I’m sorry the world made you feel so bad. You’re in my thoughts everyday❤ I can safely say without you the world is a less comforting place
I couldn't bring myself to watch this after hearing the news, finally felt able to today and i am absolutely heartbroken seeing how lost she felt, I wish i could have just reached through the screen and given her the biggest hug. The bye guys at the end has absolutely broken me. I wish there was something we could have done 💔
i wish i had messaged you when i watched this video. i hope you are in a safe place. you will be forever loved and missed and your spirit and message will live on in the community you touched so dearly. sweet marie ❤️
This saddens me to watch this now. This video feels different to her other content and it hurts so bad. I’m so sorry Marie. I hope you’re happy and safe wherever you are now. We will all miss you forever. Thank you for everything
It's so sad and cruel the way our brains deceive us about how worthy we are, how loved we are and how much purpose there is in our existence. So many of us suffer so much pain and heartache due to the lies our own brains tell us. 😞
im so sorry you couldn’t be here longer. i found comfort in your videos at my lowest, i can’t believe you’re not here. you were such a beautiful person. i’m devastated. if any of marie’s family or friends see these comments i’m sending you all the love in the world.
I hope she finally feels peace I’m so sorry to her family she was such a genuine beautiful soul inside and out and it has been such a shock to hear the heartbreaking news she was a wonderful kind soul who helped so many people over these years I can’t believe she is gone I loved following her for roughly 5 years now I loved seeing her smiling face and her realness to how she felt it made me feel bettter that wasn’t alone I wish I could thank her one last time and tell her how much she impacted our lives and made a positive change to so many
I went onto your instagram today. I hadnt seen posts in ages from you. I only found out today. I know you're shining bright above us all. I so hope youve found peace. I am crying and grieving and i never met you. You made such an impact on so many people. I hope you rest well. 💜
I only just recently found your content and it's really helped, but to find out you're gone... I haven't cried this hard in a while. I'd forgotten how much a death can hurt someone. Thank you for everything you've done, I hope you are finally at peace
A year ago, yesterday. Not a day goes by when I’m not thinking about you. You were a shining light, even in darkness & have helped myself and others through so much pain and heartbreak. At least now you’re at peace and not hurting. Rest in peace ❤
I can't believe you're gone Marie...You really helped me with my bpd diagnosis and with the I'm not ashamed concept and I'm really sorry I didn't have the chance to help you back. I love you so much and I really hope wherever you are now you feel happy and at peace, I'll always be grateful for your presence these last 3 years, I'll never forget you❤️🩹
Your video on self harm is the one I sent to my mom to tell her I was struggling. Thank you, Marie. For everything. I’ll be sure to make it all count in your honor.
Still can't believe that she's gone. RIP Marie, your'e gone but certainly will never be forgotten. Your videos will live on forever and you're an inspiration to us all. Our hearts are broken. We will always love you, just like you always loved us 😭😭😭
You were the main reason I recovered. I owe my life to you. I am so heartbroken. Just can’t wrap my head around it. Haven’t sh in almost 3 years because of you. I wouldn’t be here without you. Thank you. Rest now 🌙♥️
Marie was my biggest inspiration in my mental health recovery. Her videos on DBT inspired me to start that type of therapy which also changed my life. She had such a kind, caring, giving soul. Each video she made gave me a new perspective on something, inspired me, or just made me laugh. She will not be forgotten. This comment section truly shows how loved she was. Rest in peace Marie. 🌙❤
hi Marie... i never commented on your videos before, just quietly watched it - now i regret it. just wanted to let you know that you did so well and i am so proud of you. i am sure we all are super proud of you actually. you helped and inspired many, including myself and for that i am eternally grateful. you helped me in hard times and always made me feel less alone, when i often experience loneliness, you were there just like a friend, with your helpful words and great personality. i will try, as hard as i can, to fight for my recovery - as you inspired me to do so. i know i will be coming back here to your videos, just like i always did. i am going to miss you so much, i hope you are safe and at peace right now. you did so well and you fought so hard. rest easy angel🕊
i miss you marie, i still think about you everyday and i still hope you are at peace. i hoped that i would be stronger and go further with my healing, but it seems like i am unable to. almost a year passed but i am still in the same bad place and i feel ashamed. i feel like only bad things are happening and i am unable to cope. i wish i could have helped you, i wish i could help myself. during this months, your videos and just thinking about you and how it’s worth to fight and give recovery a try, saved me in many horrible situations and helped to get up from bed and fight. it’s just feeling a bit like i can’t anymore. i never had a real friend or someone understanding me and you felt a like one and someone who gets it. again - i still hope your doing well, i miss you, i wish things could be different
I love you I love you I love you. I just want to wake up from this nightmare so I can call you, so I can see your name on my screen and see you smile again. I miss you more than ever and lately everyday is harder than the last. I just want to wake up. I have so much to tell you
Omg, I missed you and your videos and came to see this… I just cannot, and do not, want to believe this is real 😭. You had such a beautiful soul, too good for this world, and were so special. I’m so so sorry for all your pain, I just don’t know what to say.. You did so much good for so many on this earth and no doubt are are flying high with the angels now.
i will miss you so much. i can’t wrap my head around the fact that this is the last video of yours we will see. you made such an impact on so many people marie. rest peacefully
