what Crowley said here,was his human thoughts!things which were shut down after all those years in hell💔and for a person who hasn't seen the show and future seasons,this scene maybe makes Crowley kinda pathetic but by knowing his backstory,especially the Rowena part,this speech becomes even more heartbreaking💔for me Crowley was the guy who wanted and needed his mother's love even more than Dean ever needed Mary!Fergus was abandoned by his mother for pigs!even if Rowena's life was also another kind of tragedy,it will never excuses what she did to Fergus!in here Crowley was like a child who desperately wants to be loved!something his mother made him believe will never happen!and that's how he didn't even learnt how to be a parent for Gavin!even his son didn't love him after that!and selling his soul and dying and centuries of torture,completely changed and he no longer cared about the needs which he had as a human!but in here after having some human blood in his system,some of those feelings were brought up again!
i think he wil be good crowley cant run hell by himslef i bet crowley can use sam sam uesd to hang around his kind before sam hooked up with meg ruby and yed to
