Never been through anything more painful emotionally in my life. It even takes on physical pain. At the same time, so happy that this pure love exists and that I'm part of it. I have been humbled by this experience.
Your not alone love I'm experiencing it at the moment also. It would drive you absolutely crazy. The tricks your mind plays on you that your not good enough and that your twin flame is enjoying someone else's company and has forgotten about you'll while your constantly obsessing about them 24/7 😅😢. There's only a few off us chosing for this role but wouldn't it be easier if the Universe paid us money into are bank accounts to go through all this pain 😂
@@barrybrennan6101yeah I feel like I’m literally going fucking insane . I also work at a grocery store and for a while I was checking out customers and getting repeating numbers way more then what I would think would be normal . Like how are all these peoples groceries coming up to things like 42.42 etc 😶
3:37 obsessive thinking 20:13 number synchrocinities 26:10 you feel like your life is about to change 28:49 you know there's something about this person 30:35 metaphysical energy sensationsn
I went through all these. This past Saturday made 5 weeks of separation. This is our second separation. Saturday I decided to just surrender and let go completely. I’ve been doing my work during this spiritual awakening and just know he will be back one day. I accepted it. I kept telling myself he wasn’t my twin flame and kept trying to lie in the Twin Flame Quizzes. I was making myself go crazy. A lot of your readings on tarot have been pretty accurate with a few channels I watch. Last night, he randomly started following my best friend on tik tok. Movement is being made. He’s going through an healing process and submitted himself to God. When I pulled that final energy back Saturday and got into the I don’t care mind frame. He will be back. Now he’s looking for a way to reach out because he knows his ghosting he did, was very wrong. Kurt, your videos have been such an huge help. I can’t believe the transition I went through in just 5 weeks and what I needed to work on and change in my life. I haven’t felt this great in along time. And I just met my other half of my soul in April this year. We just thought we were soulmates. As fast as I transitioned out of all these listed in this video. I swore it wasn’t a Twin Flame journey but I took the time to do the work because like you say. What the F is happening??? I didn’t want to stay like that. I have three teenagers that need me and five animals. I know my soul needs me too but I’m no good being down and letting this consume me.
My twin and I have been in each other's lives since 2008. We were married for three years until I made a dumb decision to end it. Anyway, now we have a baby together and I'm just realizing after all of these years that we are truly twin flames. It makes sense why us being apart has been so damn painful for me. I definitely am experiencing all of these signs like super heavy. I'm glad I found this channel as I'm going through this spiritual awakening because I only started learning about twin flames within the last 2-3 years. Thanks Kurt for this information. God bless!
@FADWAA That is not correct. information😊! I have been on my twin journey with my TW since we were 11 yo- our timing has NEVER been on our side and still isn’t. I never knew what TW were until he brought it to my attention 3 years ago and it all made sense regarding our childhood and now our adulthood. Anyways this isn’t about my Journey - but to correct you and say EVERYONES journey is different. No rhyme or reason.
I told my other self, just before he split, that I was going to use him as a catalyst for change. He quickly asked me what I meant by that, and I told him I didn't know.
What I’m going through is the worst I’ve ever experienced. The pain I have each and every single day is indescribable. And I’m a quite strong person “normally”. - haha eventually my twin flame traumatized me with his running away and acting like I never meant anything to him. Or, when I asked him about how can someone be like he was in the bubble phase and now be so extremely cold hearted and being not even interested, he just answers - well that’s in the past and I’m not the same person anymore 😞😞😞 I can’t get over it and it makes me physically sick. Just yesterday I sat at my desk at work again, can’t stop my thoughts and disappointment and I had to leave to go to the bathroom and cry. I do have to say that I wonder - is this my life now???? I have watched many videos, I’ve read many books, I’m reading the power of now - now. I understand the concept of twin flames but it is just so hard when you’re still in the middle of the obsessive thinking phase to focus on yourself and your own ascension. Most days it’s impossible and I’m just in bed crying all day. Plus, it’s really isolating because nobody understands when I tell them that I’m still in pain after my “breakup”. All I get it - STILL?? Like I’m stupid… I really hate this situation and tbh I don’t want to live the rest of my life like this. Something has to change. For everyone out there going through the same thing I’m going through - I wish you all the best 🙏
It really is a difficult journey until you get out of the obsessive thinking and are able to start working more on your own side of things, but man do I feel like a brand new person even if the 3d hasn't changed too drastically yet. If it wasn't for this channel I am afraid to think of where I could have ended up if I didn't get the first of many 'ah-ha' moments from here back in mid-April. A lil over a month of "putting in the work" and spiritually awakening, she reopened communication and nowadays she'll just randomly nag at me to spend time with her, lol. I don't have any fears or worries about this thing anymore, and it feels like there's just nothing but good vibes despite the long distance and however our 3d situations are going.
What I love about the way Kurt teaches things, is because resonates so much! I feel less crazy and less alone in this journey. I love this guy like I never loved anyone before, but I fight with all the strength I have left, because I don't want to love someone so mean, so disrespectful. Never understood why he hated me so much, although he says he never hated me. I don't know if anyone ever felt like this, but after seeing him with so many girls, creating memories with them, I'm just wishing that all of this never happened. He lives across the street, and it's been a hell seeing him so happy, with so many girls or with a supposed girlfriend. While I'm crying and trying to recover from all this mess, he is happily with others. Although I try to convince myself that I don't want him in my life anymore, I feel disgusted for all the things he does, deep down, I truly wish that for some kind of miracle, I'll be able to forgive him, I that we can start all over again. Drives me crazy feeling like this, because I just want to hate him. After 5 years, I'm done comparing myself with the other girls, I'm done crying and feeling completely crazy for all of this obssessive thinking. I'm done thinking about the things he is doing, even tho some of them seem like is just trying to show off and show that he isn't suffering. I'm just thankful for your insights Kurt. Thank you, for helping so many of us, that are suffering in this journey. I hope all of us, can reach to a point of no more suffering 🙏🏻
I remember when I was in the middle of this connection like 6 years ago I felt like a prisoner in my own mind it's horrible but now it's not that bad he still pops up in mind and I see his name everywhere but not as bad as in the beginning. Wishing everyone the best of luck this connection is Tough to go through ❤
I wonder if the DM goes through this separation illness differently to the DF? 🤔 I have already gone through the worst of the obsessive thinking along with the frequent double, triple synchronistic numbers, song lyrics jumping out at me + relationship love scenes in movies that relate to our situation! I’m in a better place, after 4 months of constant OVER-thinking but I feel like my DM has, or is still going through this obsessiveness and ‘tower-like’ experience. I just have a very strong feeling about it. Is there a difference with how this goes for the DM?
These numbers have been with me for long time now, they don't go away. As soon as I wrote this, looked at time 555. It's always 11,111,1111,222,2222,333,330,444, 555 It's never ending. 😢
I got tired of BULSHIT and mind games..I'm now the runner, no chaser anymore ,I wont contact him again, its his turn to take action, I have learned to love and respect myself...But the love is anmatchble and amazing, thank you ❤its almost 4 years now, since he left, but I still feel his energy. Actually I don't care anymore if he comes back or not, I'm living my beautiful life and I enjoy every minute of it..! The Earth transition is happening, and we all know that, some people who are on a spiritual awakening journey are more aware of it,others say nothing is happening..😒
I have gone through SO MANY ego deaths with my TW - I knew the day he walked into my 7th grade 3rd hour class that he was my person. I just always said and felt that there was just something about him or that he was my FIRST true love. He’s been married twice and I have been married to my husband ( who happens to have the same name as him- we have been together 18 yrs.) I have seen my TW and talk to him sometimes and the feelings are so sickening intense and I still get butterflies when I see him even after a 39 year Journey( friendship).
I compare my obsessive thinking to the micromachines guy from the commercials in the 80s. 😂 None stop about them. I was even hearing him say his name in my ear as soon as I would fall asleep and as soon as my brain turned on in the morning. I'm so glad that is over! I was almost crying because I wanted my brain back!
I'm there. Like I feel like something is about to change. Some conversations between myself and people in my life now, feel like I've already had these conversations, and they are bringing up things that I can't explain how they know or why they are talking to me about my DM. . .OTHER ppl are bringing him up. So I've been talking about him for a couple days, but it feels DIFFERENT than the OT or the detaching I've been doing. What is this?
Kurt, I’ve been watching a while and you definitely know what you’re talking about! I have all of those signs plus smell him and see his name all the time. The numbers are crazy yesterday I saw 1111 at least 8 times. 111 and 333 are everyday. Lately 555 been coming up😅My tf is my boss so I have to communicate with him is there anything else I can do in this situation? It’s painful and heartbreaking and I am at the end of my rope. I’m in tears everyday knowing I am looking for another job. Is there like some subliminal technique I can do?? Please help!🙏🙏🙏
Hey there Kurt! I know my Twin, 11/12 yrs apart,2/11, 11/2 I know very significant… had NDE 12.19.19 he may have too, heard same day he has been hospitalized and I know we both had to of had NDEs weird shit btwn us… yeah, can answer yes to all them, briefly ran into him, but I haven’t seen him in 29 yrs and in a crowded room he was so mesmerized by me, I ran away cuz of how he got me in that space again, I talked in complete circles… Only man that has me tongue tied as to what to say… I don’t have that kind of problem talking with anyone… but him… I mean the way he looked at me was so intense, he didn’t remember me quite but knew he knew me… and we took pic together looks like he could be my brother eyes nose face shape too funny… guy even has same dog type as me anyway, I had nearly forgotten he existed until one day a song came after my NDE and kept popping up to the point of ridiculousness… I’d keep swiping left so I did not need to think about him… still could stand him… 2 times now since we met same place same time like bang collide. Lol anyway, I not only see repeating numbers, I live em some in more ways than 1… and now they’re starting to be mirroring numbers sequences as a matter of fact… Just thought I’d share. I don’t really give twin flames much energy or thought except when a twin flame energy seeems to enter my energy field… I know that feeling… Lit’l did I know that the universe pushed me right back into his mine neck of the woods so to speak… I was literally living a spiritual journey awakening on the island of Maui… Lahaina Strong, when my NDE sent me back to the mainland USA and thrusted me into a world of nothing but loss after loss like only spirituallly connected ppl would understand me… that’s how I feel by what I’ve experienced… and this dang guy once again has not yet fully re-emerged into my life but has begun all guided by a higher source than my mind/body… that I know instinctively without words… Now I will finish watching since I’m sure there’s a message in here for me,no doubt… Oh and Like 686… that number likes to stick to me like glue, not literally lol 🙃🫶🏼 🤙🏼
Mr. Kurt, I'm curious if you have any videos that explain the significance of numbers. Is there a unique message associated with specific number sequences? Over the last three months, I've consistently come across the numbers 222 and 22:22, and it's becoming quite a puzzling and intriguing experience. also,I have a pressing question for you, one that I hope to find an answer to. As I grapple with the concept of ego death and undergo my own awakening, I wonder if this transformation affects my Twin Flame as well. Could my own journey trigger a similar experience for them, or is this a solitary path with no impact on their own journey?"
I have had all of this over 6 months! It's easing off now I'm doing the soul work. But the start of it was weird, an angel I think it was that... Came and told me what was going to happen, spoke to me
No,it ain’t cute! And when we mention that to other so called twin flame teachers they’ll be like well than that’s a karmic and blah blah 😑 yeah a karmic doesn’t awaken you! Well for me there’s no such thing as karmic!
I mean yes it's a "special connection" just not in the way you'd think. My personal example. They left in Aug. I just know they're coming back. But while this is happening. I/you can't stop thinking about them, wanting any kind of interaction, when you think you're finally past thinkin about them... You'll be great for 20-30 minutes... Then boom their face pops into your head, their name, constant wondering what they're doing, why they aren't reaching out. And it just keeps going and going as if it's never going to end. The hardest thing is tryin to discern if it's twin flames, karmatic partner, or soulmate, as it's just starting out. (Only stating on my own personal experiences.) just keep your head up and it'll show itself as it is sooner or later.
We are 6months no communication because he is not doing anything.And choose the other way.Does it means that we are done? The connection is already gone?because it’s already 6months!
Now that I have stopped the obsessive thinking etc thank God!!, Now my twin is appearing in my dreams every week! 😳🙃. I'm still getting the number sequences full on including double numbers like 1515, 1010, 1111, 1212, 2222, 2323 etc and of course the usual 144, 222, 777, 444, 333, 888, 717 etc. It's exaggerated and kinda driving me mad lol 😂🤣
You're so true Mr Kurt...😅😅... the dark night of the soul I thought I was gonna be crazy..for all the night I can't sleep its like there's a helicopter in my head...😢..I can't eat I lost 10kg haha😅..the obsessive thinking oh my God..I can't help my self how I crave to be him...😅😅...crying without reason...oh My..it's very horrible..
How do you detox your TF if he keeps reaching out and activating my senses because we have already confirmed that we both have telepathy and that we both feel each others feelings. When we are sad, sick, happy. Everything I try and not think of him. He switches me on and we haven’t even met yet !! How do you deal with that ?
I have been saying for a long time now that if time is a human brain contruct, then that means we are experiencing all times; past, present, future as in future lifetimes, all at once. People just looked at me like this: 😶
I would like to ask you a question. Please please please give an answer 🙏🏾. I watched one of your videos a while back where you said you are the DF and she is the DM. How did you come to that conclusion?
So I think my twin I met 23 years ago and we not see each others about 18 years and lately i saw him on yt- he made interview he is married have kid, when I watch video i not feel those emotions that I did in past maybe now after so much times its different, i also have guy now maybe soulmate or another twin. And that other one sometimes comes in dreams, few months ago he come and said he divorcing that women but idk how it can be as on interview he said that he have wife, but in one point of interview he said my actual wife-which was sonding werid as if he will have another one future wife.
How does this video only have 5.7k (at time of comment post) views but 188k likes? 😅 I mean i agree, but also I don't think it's JUST a technological glitch... (Edit: I found out what it meant)
U have to align with your soul❤️ u have to embrace the soul consciousness. Don't look that physical person Do the soul stuff.don't focus on your mind. It's duality. When u align with your soul, that person will started to chasing you. Because you're one soul
