The brainwashing from the Jehovah's Witnesses metastasized to a tumor in my brain. Meet Rachel 

Thank you very much. And yes...even after that phrase came out of my mouth I wished it hadn't!! Must be a witness thing??! 🤣🤦‍♀️ Thanks again for your kind words. All the best for you and your wife as well.

Thank you!! I wish you a life of wellness and happiness as well!

They never can stand it!! We have it pounded into our heads to never think for ourselves! Which in my older years have realized this is exactly what I've done my whole life...even as a little girl...thought for myself...which has led to the disowning and the treating different my entire life. There is more to this life and world than they have led us to believe. So much more. And beauty at that.

@@RachelDaniel43 Girl !! You just preached a sermon !! They try to drill into your head that you can't possess a single thought unless the "governing body" authorized it. It is so funny that I saw your post today because I went to a Mexican restaurant here in California and ran into a sister from a neighboring congregation from way back in the day. After she placed her order I asked her how she was doing (she and her husband were always super zealous). She said she was fine and I told her I was feeling great since the ZOOM meetings have started. I told her I didn't plan on going back to the kingdom hall..........she said that she hadn't been attending and all of her so called "friends" avoid her like the plague now !! When she sees them in the store, she said they go down a different aisle, etc...... I told her that they are the most LOVELESS organization on the planet, and she agreed.....long story short, she and her husband are fading on their own terms. I told her "me too !" She gave me the warmest hug I have ever been given. I told her that I loved her and that she will ALWAYS be my sister........in the REAL FAITH !! I told her to tell her husband that I said hello and she got her food and left........she made my day !! Jesus is good 😊.

​@@ohreally4758 I'm so happy to hear you found some positivity in the midst of it all!!! I don't know how i missed this reply and I apologize!! No one should be ignored or treated lower. No one. It is a horrible feeling and I'm glad she spoke to you and was kind. This is NOT practicing what they preach, this is constant negativity and harsh judgment of others....which...isn't there only One who is supposed to be judging!? I hope you enjoy the freedom and your own thinking and lived a wonderful and happy life. ❤

Thank you. 💗

Thank you!

Thank you so much Audrey. These comments alone were worth the wrecked nerves during the interview! They bring me so much strength especially on hard days which can be many. Thank you thank you ❤

Thank you so much!

Thank you so very much. ❤

Thank you so much!! ❤

Thank you!!!

And I am one of many unfortunately.

Same here and I'm sorry you went and are still going through it. I only help your anxiety has got better since leaving.

Talking about the experience helps to go over. It kills the recurrent thoughts and nightmares. Then as the times goes by it comes to let you.

Thank you very much! And oh how true!

Thank you for sharing this. I'm sorry you had to go through this but thank you so much for sharing. There is hope after this and love and light as well. ❤

Tailor da L'ITALIA lo stesso odiavo le riviste dei tg quando parlavano delle persone del mondo, cera sempre l'esempio della droghe i ladri la FORNICAZIONE l 'omicida i rapinatori ,presentavano il mondo in questo modo ,ed io non ero per niente daccordo ,dicevo che esistono anche brave personi nel mondo se no Dio avrebbe gia distrutto il mondo ,il fatto che predicavamo era segno che molti erano brave personi ,ma avevano sempre una scrittura per tutti e tutto,non usavano mai la propria mente ma continuamente dottrine WATCHTOWER.

Cory?? Thank you for the kind words. We feel the same about you and your family. I'm so glad you've found peace and happiness, and grateful we have remained friends! Love you friend!

@RachelDaniel43 yea it's me 🙂....I am so glad we have remained Friends....I love you and your family! You all have a special place in my heart ❤️

Thank you very much for your kind words. I too hope my story can possibly help even one person. Vevian is a bright light in this world and I thank her for bringing awareness where it's needed. And of course love. I too believe 100% stress turns physical. Thank you again.

Thank you so very much! ❤

Arty!!! Thank you!! I haven't seen you all in years! I see your mom and dad every now and then, and they have always remained nothing but kind to me. They always say hello, and give hugs. They are truly genuinely good people. I hope you're doing well!

Yes!!! I asked a question once, "if you guys are serving a happy God then why are ao many of you so depressed and miserable? Shouldn't you be also happy? So much confusion about this religion

@Sharon Lidstone this religion steals your soul. Everything you are as human, your natural inclinations they destroy it. If you want to learn about the religion watch videos about ExJws Critical Thinkers, EXJW Diaries, Lloyd Evans, to name a few….

@@sharonlidstone5754 I made the same question but in Spanish. The answer is bc the devil is attacking us, then I asked, but I thought you were having the best life ever! Of course they stay quite 😂. These was family members. One with a lot of "privileges" but forget to follow the bible on so but so many areas. All fake!!!

@@Xerfing fake or in complete denial🤔 living as a JW is not the best life ever....I know this because as one and serving as a regular pioneer I was at mt worst low ever and wanted to die😭😭 I hate this religion

@@sharonlidstone5754 yes I met a lot or regular pioneers. All of them living a miserable life.

Yes! And I love honesty and realness and I did NOT find it there unfortunately. Yes, there were and still are some good hearted genuine people...but as a whole...so much hypocrisy and lying.

Thank you. ❤️

Exactly

I think she was in Costa Rica at the time in basically in the middle of the jungle. 😆

Thank you so much! I'm hanging in there. The tumor already grew back within months of it being removed, so I had a huge dose of radiation in December to try and kill the tumor cells. It can take up to 2 years to work so now I sit and wait and heal. Hopefully! Thank you for your kindness and I hope you have a wonderful day. ❤

@@RachelDaniel43 Glad to hear you're hanging in. Radiation treatment FFS, surely there's got to be better treatments with the ongoing massive research done in the world??? Well, I thank you for your courage in speaking on video and send you healing hugs. 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

​@@rochelle_johnston2703 you would think!? Thank you again for being so kind. ❤

Dr Eilerman with St Elizabeth in Northern KY. He's the one that put all the pieces together like a puzzle and figd it out. I'm unfortunately still fighting this disease, as the tumors keep coming back. But he oversees along with my neurosurgeon Dr Fraser, at UK in Lexington, KY, and they are an amazing team.