The Danger of Having Too Many Ideas (and potential solutions) 

I have so many ideas but I can only act on a small fraction of them. I just don't have the energy or time to spend on all of them. It's so disheartening, makes me feel like a failure. Like a part of me dies with every lost thought and idea... But they are all with me. All the thoughts and experiences I have ever had, have combined to produce my current state. They live as long as I live.

Wanted to leave an interesting comment because the video was exactly describing my experience but then I got distracted multiple times and was not even able to fi

Great video Bram. Perfect timing for me.

Can't deny at all. Recently been exploring the neurodivergent traits, my friend tagged me as a dyslexic but through self assessment tests and online content I was reassured myself as an autistic but now I come accross you my friend, felt like an assurance to me that I am not alien to the normal world and it's concepts. I am very well aware of the curse that you mentioned, I have fallen in to existential crisis and it is very exhausting. Without purpose of life it is breeds more anxiety and depression. I have a feeling that at the end the dots will connect. Right now I am mere collecting the dots now. I am a cocktail of all these traits that have unique/unconventional problems but need to figure out unique solutions, or it's not a bug but a feature, they are unique powers 😅 Though I don't know if it is ADHD as people define it differently. Now from the above rant you may understand What chaos we brew in our minds and the chain of thoughts. Universe came into existence after a chaos. Life and consciousness was eventually an emergent property of the chaos. It's a beautiful mess 😂 But I also feel ignorance is bliss.

You came at the exact right time. I was about to damn near have a mental breakdown.

I give mine away to do the most good like free energy is real and I've developed it using gravity 2 tanks a turbine and water I can exponentially increase the yield its basically a siphon where the top tank pulls from the bottom while dumping lol into the bottom tank as long as the top tank weighs more than the pipe and bottom tank that's X that is the driving force its a stacked bell siphon