Opiate withdrawal day 7 cold turkey, I forced myself to get away from anywhere I can have access to drugs, it’s hard and I haven’t slept in days but ima beat this demon
Caleb that's amazing my boyfriend was addicted to kratom what helped him was soboxone. He's addicted to gabapentin though still but he was able to get off the kratom with the soboxone. You can do it to and stay sober. @@calebcrouch6133
Lmao haven’t heard from bro in months he’s definitely using again . Which is ok I had a comment like this 10 months sayijg same stuff oh I’m goin thru withdrawal pray for me . Ppl commented back saying how’s it going I didn’t wanna go back and say I’m back on it again for fear of letting those down . I’ve relapsed and this guy 100% did too and it’s okay . It happens I’ve come to terms with it
200mg B1 the first 3 days Load up on Magnesium, B12, Folic Acid, fish oil and vitamin a if you can. Drink water until you can’t. Eat calories and stay away from processed foods if possible. I’ve relapsed 8 times and I’m still fighting this fight. 5 days today. Find a meeting and share what’s going on.
Thank you. My doctor retired and the clinic said too bad, go to the hospital. After 20 years of making money off giving me painkillers I'm just left in the wind.
yeah, I've relapsed hundreds of times. this time I've been taking the same vitamins you said and it's a lot easier, especially the restless leg through my entire body. how are you doing? day 5 for me, I'm gonna make it this time..I just don't want anymore, I want my soul and life back
@@martinevans5000 I'm doing better this time. I got some agmatine sulfate for the withdrawal and magnesium citrate (calm) for the restless leg. It's giving me a fighting chance this time. I wish I knew about agmatine sulfate years ago.
Severe fet withdrawals here. Was doing it raw but now I take what I used to per day and crush up a perc and mix it up to dilute it down a lot and I do tiny bumps of it when I desperately need to sleep or keep drink down. The worst part for me is the agonizing back spasms that make me lock my elbow joints in and out. It’s something nobody should ever put in their body period. Not even for the worst of pain. Never take more than oxycodone if you’re in actual pain. Pills were cakewalk compared to this. Even have to do ketamine to get my psychology and severe shakes down. So strong that I could eat 120mg of oxy and it won’t take the edge off. Please don’t do fet ever. Took only 5-6 days of doing it to experience withdrawals and I’ve been stuck on it for over a year now trying to science my way off. Never had this much trouble. Subs don’t help either.
@@moneymacc335 methadone withdrawals are worse. Best thing to do is get percs and dilute down your bag a little more each week (10-15% more crushed up perc each week) until your tolerance goes way down. You feel like minor crap each time you dilute it more for a few days and then you get used to it. But get as low as possible and then when you get low enough then take 25mg of oxycodone twice a day for 2.5 days and then on the 3rd day start taking subs for 10 days (12 max. Enough to ease the symptoms but not to long enough to get withdrawals from them). Take 8mg the first 3-4 days then 6mg for a few days then 4 for the rest and then once you stop then maybe smoke bud after you drop it all completely but all in all the symptoms are mild and more mental. You gotta wait 3 days though to take sub with fet since it sits in your body longer and taking them too soon will cause paws. Gotta keep the willpower though or you might as well just start looking for good rehabs.
@@420inmysystem69 muscle relaxers will help a lot probably. And it happens because my brain just starts going crazy on my nervous system and gives me jolting spasms. I even take benzo (don’t abuse them though) and it’s hell still.
I'm going througb alcohol withdrawal at the moment. 6 hours after my last night I was being sick and shakin. I'm really scared about the next couple of days
I know you wrote this 1 month ago but I wanted to say that you can f**king do it ! My dad is almost 75, and he almost died from alcoholism/his liver before he had me and my brother and sister… I asked him what made him quit or how did he do it and he just said that one day he woke up and he couldn’t take how sick he felt, how much he hated himself, the ‘brain mush’ etc and that day he went to an Al anon meeting (he was never religious, back then it was just the only thing available). Fast forward he’s been sober now almost 38 years, not a drop since that day. Sorry for the long message but when I’m struggling with personal things I try to remember his story, and maybe it could help you too. 🙏🏽
Facts, sometimes it depends who you are cause people have their faves but for the most part I've been to 12-13 state funded places, its what you make it but its filled with fights, hook ups, drugs and everything under the sun. If its co ed the hook ups will always happen but yeah its bad, people rob & steal, get high, fight etc. but you're taking the worst of the worst off the street who got no where to go and put into state rehab so shyt is gonna happen.
damn i wish i watched this before i went cold turkey sober. Day 15 im finally feeling like me again after what felt like endless restless nights in pain. The worst part for me was when i tried to sleep, as soon as i’d feel myself falling asleep a seizure would occur every-time and wake me back up. All i can remember is waking up out my sleep crying just wishing everything thing would feel normal again. - I wish the best for anyone walking through hell right now. It will all be over soon don’t give up
My bf had seizure this morning.he is in a hospital right now. He is councious. I hope and pray he gets recovered soon. Can he live a normal life after????
@@darimarbs2329 I am not a doctor, so plese take this with a grain of salt, but speaking out of experience it is for sure possible to have a normale life after that. And actually being in ER is the only way to get to a normal life. Of course no one knows what are the previous damages done by alcohol. I hope you are all well.
@@alessandromimo3445 he got discharged from hospital just yesterday. He is good now, tho he still complains of headache and pain in his hands and feet. Thanks ❤️
I need a good place but I can't afford a good place. I don't trust the local hospital, so I keep drinking. At least I pray everyday and have hope. God bless those who are going through hell, I understand 🙏❤
Man im just a pot smoker who's sweating like crazy and non stop shaking his leg or tapping his finger yall niggas are withdrawaling from fet and opiates man salute to yall yall can do that shit no doubt
Anyone who uses the word "uncomfortable" .... has never experienced it. Flat out. If you actually think about the acute psycho-physiological effects on the body, the duration of the effects (typically 96-120 hours before acute symptoms subside), it's not *that* dissimilar from a CIA "enhanced interrogation" procedure. Extreme & frequent Body temp fluctuations (Cold sweats/shivers/profuse sweating/fever); sleep deprivation; extreme dehydration; extreme muscle aches & nerve pain; acute stomach pain /diarrhea .... ALL AT ONCE. For every second of the day. For 4 days straight. 96 continuous hours. With less-severe versions of these symptoms lasting weeks. And once you get thru all that ..... THEN the crippling depression starts due to a severe dopamine & serotonin deficit, which lasts months. But yeah.... "uncomfortable" lololol thanks Doc.
I know right, I jumped off at 170 milligrams a day. I literally was trying to figure out when I had died because I knew that I was in hell. that lasted about a month, it took a year to start feeling halfway normal. it's the worst thing I've ever experienced hands down
Ibogaine is the easiest way to withdraw from all drugs and it’s good for PTSD but it’s most popular for opiates because it resets all the neurotransmitters it is as though you never started. It’s legal in Mexico and Canada.
Mmmm I wouldn’t tell ppl this . I don’t think it’s true . I have severe derealization from withdrawal & years of drug abuse & doing a psychoactive substance that causes disassociation would prolly make it a lot worse
@@IWannatalkpodcast btw I'm not eating 1500mg 15mg gumiies lol..I got the 1500mg oil aswell. Any advice...6yrs along u think this should.last? The chills..hard to sleep..hands still shakes...cramps not as bad...tremors come and go in waves instead of all day long... today is 17th day.
And your very right on the people around you. My wife.. helped me threw the worst nights when I begged for death. . I owe everything to her. I owe this to her. My love for her is what get me from calling for pills. It's just how bad do you want it. And I want it really really bad. I know if go back and start at the clinic again it will be another 6 years or more. It's time.. im.37 yrs old. Time.to.man up.
I went cold turkey too I still have days when wake up I feel "sick" and with a crazy headache but eventually it goes away n still get the hot n cold flashes but it's manageable don't give up
oh man, I feel ya bud. I jumped off at 170 milligrams a day. you seem to be doing a lot better than I was(because you're typing). I literally thought I was in hell for 3 weeks. restless leg syndrome through my entire body even my head. I cried like a little girl. it took me a year to start feeling halfway normal. heads up on the post acute withdrawal, it's what gets most people. just know that it will be worth it in the end.
As an addict it's always helpful to learn about withdrawals, but I kinda jump to the comments to try and reach out to others like me struggling with addiction. My situation sucks coz I have nobody to open up to and I'm fighting a lonely battle😢
Good for you my friend. It's not a easy task,but if you have truly come to a realisation that you are done with this addiction you can break on through to the other side. I am still fighting my demons on my own, as of now I can't say that I'm in the clear, but positive things are happening.
Thank you sir. The Joplin Hospital cold turkey me off benzo and opiates for 7 days he said I wasn't eating enough and is why he (It was an Indian man, not worth me looking his name up) said I could not go home yet to be along side family, the ones who I needed the most, supportive, not the Enablers., did not suffer any type substances including alcohol & the only few who called me daily to check on my mental health.. so when I was allowed to escape I went home and went to alcohol immediately since my mother had broke in my home and took my medications for her addiction. Then I started smoking cigarettes again. I have severe insomnia anyways so when in that 60° hospital it was the body aches and zero sleep that was the ABSOLUTE WORST. I suggest Gabapentin, it helps with alcohol withdraw and helps mellow your nerves in order to knock out for some freaking sleep.
lets us kno how it goes, i wanted to try shrooms but I heard about Ibogaine but its only legal in Canada and Mexico.. I hope to find some and put this all behind me once and for all. Hope you are doing good at least@@jessicaweisner6747
Goodluck hope it’s going good I’m doing the same thing tapering down now to 1 pill In 4 quarters a day. I just figured I’d been doing this for over 10yrs just time to save money and enjoy other things in life besides work couch and drugs
Yea but when u poop it burns the hemorrhoids. I was injured and been on pain meds and suboxone for 17 years. My body will never adjust, I tried before and ended up being hospitalized. I must work on alcohol but I'm not going to a place that don't care about me. I can't find a good one when u don't have $
@@FellaHAILIRAhe’s not weak man it’s called dependence I get prescribed both instant release 30mg oxys & 60mg extended release oxys I also smoke weed its getting to a point I can’t enjoy the weed without oxy & vice versa, when he’s ready to come off & can deal with the withdrawal he will just like everyone else who quits but it’s different when you HAVE to take them everyday for a good quality of life as far as pain goes but you really want to quit and try fighting pain the natural way it’s quite the conundrum to be in even your Dr will tell you do not cold Turkey just tell him you’re ready to taper down & cold Turkey can make a relapse worst cuz you’ll go directly to the last size dosages before you quit be careful and learn a little before you call a man weak especially one you don’t know 💯❤️
On September this year 2023 I'll be 1 yr away from meth. It's Nov the 27th. Tbh the headaches are worst for me plus the anxiety and depression. The constant sweating stopped and the red eyes. I believe in God and I'm determined to get through this. I wish every addict going through this a speedy, healthy and successful recovery.
You seem like a really good Doctor ... Thank you. Im going through kratom withdrawal, i have hated kratom for a long long time. Its really hard, i never was a opiate or herion or any type of addict. Just suffered from major depression... so now im stuck almost. But i will beat it. Any help is much appreciated
LOOOONG TAPER. I did the CT route and it felt like such a massive shock to my brain. Almost seems like it may have resulted in some type of kindling that's often seen with people that abuse alcohol/benzos. Edit: posted that before the doctor mentioned tapering. So glad to see someone well informed.
I had bad insomnia from fent…..so bad that I started hallucinating during my withdrawals from the wd itself as well as lack of sleep….it was sooo terrible…I got headzaps during wd too which almost caused me to seize up….by far the worst opiate withdrawals I’ve ever felt….I used to get these sulfur burps sometimes while I was using and it literally smelled like I was dying…then I would throw up shortly after…..I was doing raw fent powder……if u can help it, stay away from this shit….my hallucinations were so bad I eventually tried to comment suicide in the rehab center….slot both of my wrists to the bone…it will like I was possessed….these drugs literally open up gateways….I woke up in ER out of a coma on a 10-13 suicide hold….got sent to a mental facility for some time….stay away from this shit….it’s straight from hell….
@@kyleh3693hey what's the best way to start, or to fight withdrawals? Like what kind of vitamins, food is the best way to take? Please bro share some tip 🙏😭 im on my withdrawal I hhave a lot of sleepless night. Muscle pain 😢
Day three off of Suboxone I feel like I'm dying but I don't want to be addicted to one drug in exchange for another I feel horrible but at least I'm trying to finally get 100 💯 percent sober
Can’t afford your help man, but I’m watching the videos. Had suicidal ideations because of manic episodes from welbutrin. Perscribed abilify. Scared to start it. Mania went away, don’t want to see more side effects, but don’t want to relapse onto pain killers. So need to take meds for intense mood swings.
Brother the Holy Ghost God the creator created you ! CALVIN ! Satan wants to ruin Gods plan for your life but Satan is terrified of Jesus and has no power over him. Proclaim the victory of Jesus’ blood sacrifice on the cross in which he died for all sinners to have a chance at salvation and believe that he came back to life on the third day as well as call upon the name of Jesus in any moment of weakness or sinful/spiritual temptation. It says in the bible that we battle not against flesh and blood but spirtual wickedness in high places. This fight is not one we can easily beat on our own but we need his help and he loves you so much
Take your time. Your mind is very powerful you can overcome anything if u try. It may suck u may feel like your dying but until youre 6 feet under think about much better your life can get. Life's a bitch and very unfair. We're all here for each other.
Bruh I was taking Xanax bad and I went cold Turkey and had 2 freakin seizures….. a year later and I’m on my 2nd day on going cold Turkey off those blue fent pills. Y’all know what I’m talking bout IM IN FUCKING HELL RIGHT NOW END MY MISERY DEAR LORD!!!!!!!
Does vitamin c keep the withdraw pains and heavy feeling away? It’s hard to even cook dinner at night but I do it during but working is miserable. 12 hr days in 100 ‘ heat. What do I do besides take another substance to stop the sick?? I just wanna be normal again.
Suboxone is horrible bc it’s 100x harder to get off then any other opiate.. and the withdrawls from it aren’t as severe but their worse because instead of having to just get through 5 days on fent you need to get through half a month just to barely feel better
I'm a Retired ED Nurse, please ALWAYS GO THROUGH A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL, ESPECIALLY IF U HAVE MEDICAL HEALTH ISSUES. HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, HEART ISSUES, GUT ISSUES, DIABETES. YOUR WITHDRAWAL CAN INTERFERE WITH HEALTH ISSUES, IF U DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH YOUR PHYSICIAN GO TO YOUR NEAREST ED. GOOD LUCK, IT'S SO WORTH IT
The sad part about the ED is that they often deem you "not sick enough" to admit you into their detox smh.... Just because someone isn't shitting all over the table and puking their brains out does NOT mean they're not sick enough for detox!! Not everyone has the same withdrawal symptoms!! I say this because I know from personal experience trying to get help years ago! It's NOT easy. I'm in NY and EVERY dang detox center was full and you had to call EVERY morning to TRY to get in one IF they had an empty bed and after about a week of doing that I finally gave up and went to the ER and they wouldn't admit me into their detox 😢 she took my vitals, asked me when my last use was which I told her was 12 hrs ago and I'm not gonna be able to do this CT and I NEED to be in a detox and like I said since I wasn't shitting my pants and throwing up she just sent me on out 😢 I almost killed myself that day I was so discouraged . We need more help for people! We need more treatment centers! And we need more medical staff who understands that not everyone's withdrawals are the same!!!
@@deeannladowski566 I agree 100%. Just because someone is in the medical profession doesn't mean they can't be addicted and suffer the same. Mental Health is also understaffed, we need a lot more facilities for both
@@deeannladowski566wow congrats 🥹 Can u share some tips? I want my life back. I'm into meth, I already stop taking last 2years but been using again 3months ago for some nonsense reason.😢
You will withdrawal by lowering (tapering) so yes it is part of it and better than stopping all of a sudden. As you taper give yourself credit for starting the process. I would drop the morning dose last its the hardest for most everyone as well. +
The best way to get off is to slowly wing yourself off and get a night job. Stay busy at night because we all know ( those who do opioid) the night time is the worse!! Get a night job and stay busy!! It's much easier to sleep in the day time!!
I went to a Doctor to help me come off of really bad shii, on top of my prescriptions that I wanted to come off of that also all would send me into withdrawal. He put me on methadone, I didn't know what I was getting into. The withdrawal off this bs is so bad. I'm going on day 7 (I think) I haven't slept in 3 days, it's to the point where I'm hallucinating. It is getting easier believe it or not.
Thank you so many doctors think they can just take you right off of medication I think that should be against the especially if they were the ones writing it
Please someone tell me how to kick or wing off herion/fentanyl (i put fentanyl because these days it's impossible to get straight dope majority of it is mixed-up with fentanyl which is even worse the regular herion Please someone Im DESPERATE to get my life back without a medical facility..i want to be in the comfort of my own home. Any Recommendations God bless .
Thank you so much for the advice. I tried going cold turkey but it doesn’t work for me so we’ll after 5 days. I start having shakes and extreme anxiety to the point that I feel my life flashing by. Scary shit. I wouldn’t recommend drinking alcohol as much as I did…
I really want to taper off Benzo’s my only issue is I buy them off the street and I’m afraid I won’t be able to get enough to do a taper. It’s not like a doc that I can go to and they always have pills. The guys on the street it’s a 50/50 if they even got em. Any advice?
Buy as much as you can when you can and tapper until they are gone and then be done with it. I personally haven’t been on benzos but I was on oxy and fent so I know in a way. Good luck
I am tapering off lyrica but still getting extreme withdrawal symptoms (anxiety and panic attacks) from reducing just 25 mg from my dosage. Is it normal during tapering off process too?
It’s been 3 weeks since I quit and I’ve had to see the doctor for abdominal pain from my addiction. Ever since I quit I’ve been having severe stomach and intestinal pain along with severe back pain between my shoulder blades I’ve been given powerful meds to counter act the pain till my body finally gets back to where it was before kratom and before people say it isn’t kratom I know 1 other going through the same thing and my doctor also told me I’m not the first he’s seen with these kinds of issues due to kratom.
Been on Suboxone treatment since 2011 and last 1.5 years on Buvidal. Managed to taper my dose from 130mg (or so) to 64mg but on 32mg/month it didn't carry anymore. We tried 2 weeks, 3 weeks, a month and nothing helped, always resolution would've been higher dose. I decided to go cold turkey and now is week 5 since last 32mg injection and I'm already pretty sick and 100% homebounded😢 I feel this'll kill me and I'll never get over it. My brain is too damaged already or something 😢
I agree that cold turkey isn't the best option. I went cold turkey to get off of opiates and it was a nightmare. I'm still addicted to cigarillos. I smoked 5-9 blunts a day. That's 1,680-3,024 blunts a year. I tried cold turkey and it was harder than quitting opiates for me. I've been following a 10% taper off per week plan that I came up with. My withdrawal symptoms have been minor honestly. I keep consuming less and less, but it doesn't feel like it. My anxiety has been at a consistent 2 or 3 out of 10. I've been able to taper off ahead of schedule. I'm now smoking 2.67 blunts a day and it's been a month. That means I've cut back to 897 a year. Cold turkey is needless torture.
withdrawl from blunts?? yeah u trippn😂😂 i’ve never heard of that but if u think thas bad try withdrawaling off fent (don’t actually it’s terrible) lmaoo
I cold turkeyed 12 to 16 double g xanax a day for 3 years straight lol terrible idea. I got black out drunk for 3 weeks and then I was fine but it was Hell
3 years of fent daily. The only way inclinations losing my dealer. Even tho I had been trying to quint for over a year. 192 hours, 8 full days with no sleep. First 3 days felt like my entire nervous system was dipped in acid then lit of fire. Then the next 3 days felt like every joint was broken and my body had been crushed by a steamroller. Also vomiting and diarrhea at the same time unable to drink or eat for 5 days. Then more puking and feeling unbearably uncomfortable and sore muscles and headaches that never go. Lost all taste and stomach felt like I swallowed a bowl of needles. Then after 9 days I felt depressed, fatigued, unmotivated, laying in bed was exhausting and no appetite or desire to do anything. And that lasted well, that’s still going on. But I’m on day 9. The pain of withdrawing is not worth the pleasure of opioids. You will have to pay you bill regardless. Drugs are just a credit card. You always pay with interest.
Yea I dunno about all this, the whole thing with addiction is you can't control your consumption so tapering unless its in a controlled environment is all but impossible. If I tried to taper my alcohol consumption, I'd be hammered right now. A lot of people in this situation can't afford the controlled environment needed to taper off. I quit cold turkey after drinking heavily for over twenty years, only stopping for ultimately brief periods of time when I was forced to for legal reasons. The withdrawals for me were not great for the first 12 hours or so after my last drink, then it was slight anxiety/anxiousness for another 48 hours or so and now its just a matter of self discipline when I feel like drinking. Yea tapering is best in a perfect world/situation but if you can't afford the controlled environment needed then what the hell other choice do you have? Aside from remaining a slave to your addiction?
I had quit cold turkey from weed. Its been over a week, I had over comed the peak of the withdrawals. But the stress and anxiety can get the best of me at times. I can't go to a medical professional as I have no medical insurance or ways to get there. But I really want these feelings to pass. Its tough and stressful to over come
Just keep it up. Be thankful it’s not hard drugs like oxy, fent. I used to smoke when I was younger and never had withdrawals from weed. I wish you luck and keep it up man
Tapering off my methadone . I’m at 25mg now & I’m ridiculously sick . Rn I’m on the toilet rocking back & forth , my whole body is in pain . Plz nobody ever get on methadone , it’s the fucking hardest shit to get off of
Detoxing is hell I won't lie. Here's a few tips that helped me if anyone needs them. Stay strong everyone, ypuve got this. ❤ 1) Take a hot shower while playing your favorite music. 2) LOTS of your favorite chocolate candy (this one rarely helped me but, might help others) **3)Get a bowl big enough to put your face in. Put cold water in the bowl (ice water works best but it will hurt a bit.) Then hold your breath and submerge your face into the water. Stay in the water as long as you can. It shocks your system but, it stops the anxiety feeling almost instantly. Your brain thinks your drowning so it focuses on survival and stops the anxious feeling. For me this worked the best.** Do this as many times as needed. (A doctor recommended this and, it was honestly the best tool.) 4)Get restless leg medicine..over the counter 5)Imodium Ad helps with the stomach issues 6) motion sickness meds worked a little bit not lots but, a little help is better than nothing. 7)Walking helped a bit at times. Especually if its cold outside.
Wow you got that spot on. I didn't know if it was just myself with the cold water so glad to see this comment. I know exactly what you mean and when you come up the gasp for air feels good. Thanks alot thought i was just weird
I swear the way you've explained it. Everyone goes through certain withdrawals but you seem to be absolutely the same as me that way.. hope things are good for you
12 days ago I reduced the quetiapine dose from 100 to 75 mg., 3 x 25mg per day I couldn't sleep for 6 days and had constant anxiety. Now every time I take the medication I start to feel anxious, restless and agitated after an hour. When the medication reaches its half-life after 5 to 6 hours, I become calm again. How can it be that This is logically part of the withdrawal symptoms!? Shouldn't the symptoms be the other way around.!?
I've been told by my doctor to take geodon off.Only 20 MG but its so horrible to go througth.I can't even get out of the House.He told me to take 20mg per week off.I can't do It so what should i do??thanks
I got a blood clot 3 months ago and i have been on oxycodone for 3 months regularly for pain after the first month of taking them i think i got more and more dependant on them. Been a couple days now cold turkey i stopped taking them still with the clot but iguess its gotten way less. If you see this how did your withdrawals go. I have been restless and crying weirdly all the time i can barely hold it in.
Decrease your dose by 20% each week until your off it. You may experience some very mild withdrawal symptoms but doing a taper regime you will get off the drugs easier with less discomfort. Good luck. If you need more information or advice just ask.
Yeah I was on a bunch of benzos cause I have anxiety and can’t sleep but when my doc retired I got stuck with this ugh horrible lady that was so rude and unhelpful she cut me off everything cause she felt like it like and laughed said I can’t go get it at another doctor cause she made it so I can’t or something she’s just evil I needed up getting fired cause of it and man been getting fired they say I’m agitated LLOL I was at a factory and the dudes where disrespecting me so I told him not to he runs to the boss saying I’m yelling at him😂😂 that’s one story I have plenty 😂😂 yeah my ear rings now man had like what felt was heart attack panic attacks benzo withdraws felt the same as opioid withdrawal but way worse!!
I start tomorrow and scared af you tbh but I want my freedom man I hate having something having control of me, from New York someone check up on me please .. tomorrow I’m going to give it everything for once and stop trying half ass. I have the money to keep using but I want to save my money and get back in shape and just get my life back..Without dealing with the bullshit that comes with this…it’s definitely harder knowing I have the cash but I’m going war with myself check up in me.. I’m going to maybe make an account or use this account for my withdrawal experience and recovery attempt.
@@limayaden8458 didn't make it out of withdrawals, its always something. I unfortunately have money and I've been going through this addiction everyday for 4 years. I don't blow it I ration how I do it. I need to stop though, before I need to get my life in order and I don't wanna be broke and cancel plans because I feel like shit. .either my wife has plans with her mother who doesn't like to be turned down, and wants to see us just about every goddam two-week or three. Always when I or we plan to stop. I will start again Monday and give it my best shot, i did try 3 weeks ago but the its just terrible
Thsts not Preparation, that is a reaction to a pending (Worst 3week Hangover if your life ) you are just saying that you want to watch and offer advice loo
hey. I went to detox 3 months ago to detox from buprenorphine. i was on 40mgs/day. by week 6 I was at 0. For me, it was not that hard. It was actually mild for me. It's important that you're in the safe space, where you know that even if you wanted you couldn't get buprenorphine. Just taper slowly. i felt just some restless legs, yawning, teary eyes, pain in muscles. it was relatively easy. for example methadone was HELL. buprenorphine is an angel for methadone
