the feeling of isolation. 

Best tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist: spoti.fi/4aH2Phn (Daily updated)

I am translating this message through a translator and I want to tell you that I am grateful to you, grateful that you select good music. You are the best stranger on the internet

I m so deep in my depression. I have no Hope. But i still go to gym. Maybe lift Can save me. I fall. But i don't gonna give up. I gonna try again, and again and again till i die. Love u all. Never give up Friends ❤

I've always found it strange that I'm not one to shy away from isolation. I label it as just being introverted, but many people misread it as me being shy, antisocial, or even rude. But the truth is as much as I enjoy other people's company, there is nothing I enjoy more than being on my own. Going at my own pace, not having to worry about someone else's problems or needs. I often wonder, will I ever find someone else who I enjoy being with as much as I enjoy being on my own? For now though, I'm happy and content watching the world go by from the park benches where I can sit for as long as I wish.

A few months ago I got broken up with and also found out that people I thought where friends weren't. I unadded them to see if they would reach out. Months passed they didn't so I blocked them. Learn they never liked me and honestly hated my guts. Now I find it hard to trust and hard to want to make friends. I keep myself locked in my apt unable to leave. When I go out in public to pick something up I break down crying. I lost my job since I can't stop crying. Honestly I may just end up homeless in a month or two its hard to keep my head up. its hard to trust anyone, it feels like everyone judges me. If I do become homeless well that's just it most likely the end of my story and I will just walk around and find a place to just rot at. I wish I had good friends and I wish I could believe people care for me.

Yes I miss me. For decades, I had sacrificed myself for others. Now that they have reached their "dreams" I'm here all alone having nobody, not even myself cuz I had forgotten about. Reconciling with my own self again won't be a short journey, even after years, I'm barely knowing myself again

La verdad espero que toda la gente que esta pasando por un mal momento mejore, no lo digo como una extraña del internet (o sea lo soy), lo digo como una persona que leyó gran cantidad de los comentarios que se tomaron el tiempo de redactar y mostrar que les hace daño ya que se q a muchos le cuesta comunicarlo a conocidos como familiares, amigos o hasta terapeutas, y quieren ser escuchados, comprendidos (no digo que sea el caso de todos pero si de una gran mayoría). Estan pasando por un momento tan dificil, enserio espero que se sientan bien y tengan una vida plena en un futuro cercano, que la vida les sonría, por el momento intenten disfrutar los pequeños momentos de felicidad que aunque sean breves son importantes para ver lo importante que es la vida. No se rindan, por favor, no lo hagan. No se si los ayude, pero tienen todo mi apoyo, etoy orgulloza de que sigan enfeentandose a algo tan jodido como vivir.

a few years back, i was so numb to everything i literally just dropped everyone like they were bad habits. no goodbyes, nothing. i watched them attempt to reach me, for what seemed like the first time in a while, but something told me "its because they -need- you, not want you".. and that was it. since then ive just been fading in an out of things, slowly finding a way to reconnect with other people

я не общалась давно ни с кем, из за обстоятельства теперь мне страшно общаться с друзьями и мне плохо. Я уже неделю как не общалась с ними, меня злит моё поведение, но я не могу им написать, у меня начинается тревога как только об этом подумаю. Я боюсь они разочарует меня вновь, заставят почувствовать себя одиноко когда и без них я страдаю одиночеством и мыслями само.бийства, плохого настроения длительного времени. Я каждый день много чего делаю чтобы пробудить эмоции в себе, но просыпаюсь и снова подавлена. Родные злятся вокруг, но я не могу ничего поделать с собой, я не могу контролировать беспричинную злость к ним или мрачное лицо. Какой тупик, мне не с кем обсудить проблему и попросить совета

Este aislamiento me está ayudando a crearme, a mejorar, a sentirme mejor. Todo tiene su recompensa al final y mi recompensa es mi mayor anhelo. :))

Cada mayo me quedo solo, digo, completamente solo y esto es debastador para mí. Además de ser primavera es el mes de mi cumpleaños y cada año es más difícil pasar por ello. Sé que la vida pasa, que las personas llegan a enseñarnos la vida pero me pregunto ¿por qué diablos no podré quedarme con nadie? ¿Por qué siempre en estas épocas me toca ver siempre como atardece? Y llega esa sensación de querer compartir con alguien esos rosas y azules del ocaso. No sé si el siguente mayo sea igual, solo puedo decirle a quien lea esto que aprecie cada momento de la vida, cada brillo, cada risa, no sabrás cuando la noche llegará por ti. Vive con intensidad el presente

только благодаря таким плейлистам я могу чувствовать себя лучше, отдохнуть от своих навязчивых мыслей, от тревожных мыслей, от людей, тут я могу чувствовать свободу, умиротворение, тут, я как дома, мне настолько знакомы эти песни, они будто до боли родные, хотя слышу я из впервые, настолько они описывают все мои эмоции, чувства, настолько каждая песня уникальная, я хочу остаться здесь, тут никто не осудит, не обидит, косо не посмотрит, а наоборот, посмотрит с сочувствием, бережно обнимет, и скажет, что не все ещё потеряно, что он верит в тебя, что всю ещё наладится, и не нужно вешать нос раньше времени, незнакомцы в комментариях настолько родные, настолько у многих тут сходятся мысли, ситуации, все тут, как одна большая семья, где каждого ценят, принимают, и любят. и это поразительно,многие комментаторы помогли мне осознать многие вещи, понять, что решить можно любую проблему, будет нелегко, страшно, непонятно, но всё получится, автор, огромное спасибо за такой невероятный и комфортный плейлист, здесь мне уютно и хорошо ❤

Yo también me echo de menos... No soy consciente del momento en que el viejo yo que solía reir, tener sueños, ilusiones y esperanzas, quería hacer cosas y ser alguien se esfumó. Llevo tanto tiempo vacío y perdido en la distimia que ni me recuerdo, cada vez esa imagen va quedando más lejana y atrás en el tiempo... Un tiempo que ya nunca vuelve. Gracias Navo por otro tracklist de medicina para el alma.

Dear person behind the screen, you're still human there's nothing truly worth dying over I'm proud of you for making it through the day i know it's hard, and maybe you think that you're just a nobody you're inhumane you're hopeless but i just want you to know you'll always be my special person goodnight

I was a God believer once. Throughout my childhood, I’d give my tears away through prayer, and believe he was always there to listen. Now that feeling of childhood comfort is gone, and I am left empty and cold inside, knowing it’s not real - it never was. Though I’ve always felt something was there. Maybe if it isn’t God, it’s the energy flow of nature on earth. That comforting feeling that maybe earth itself is listening.

I was always alone, but in 2022 everything changed when a girl appeared in my life... we were in a relationship for 2 years... I was no longer alone, I had someone else with me, but unfortunately she left me and I was alone again , the good thing about it all is that I love my own company again

Just keep moving forward, don’t not give in, for the moment that seem so bad that you feel it’s necessary, just remember and I know it’s hard. Picture your most favorite weather, picture yourself outside in the sunlight, you live to see tomorrow and that’s it. Everyday isn’t even granted and they’re are people who are truly suffering, so ask yourself are you just in your head or is it really the end of the world because if it’s not then pick your head up and dust yourself off even if it hurts, prove it to the little person that your stronger than what they can even imagine….

How long has it been? I lost myself countless times to the point that i no longer remember who i am, i am just empty.... I feel nothing but loneliness, am empty husk of a person.... Why do i even bother to write anything? I am just alone.

I lost everything. I lost myself, my friends, my pet, my motivation, and even my grandparents. I feel empty again, why? everything was fine until that day you showed up at home again. Desperation and fear invade my being and destroy my soul from the inside. I hate myself. I hate you. I would like to disappear so that someone could look for me once and for all, but let's be honest, if no one looks for me while I'm here, even less will they if I disappear. I want to die but death terrifies me, I don't understand myself and it's ironic to think about leaving everything behind when I simply want someone to stay by my side. Today a boy said he wanted to be like me when he grew up... Poor boy. I no longer know who I am, I don't understand what's the point of living if I don't even feel alive. Maybe just maybe I should finish it all at once, I know I don't have the courage to do it. But the loneliness and the cold of the evening is killing me little by little. I do not know what to think. I do not know what to do. I do not know who I am. I'm lost. Who I am?

I'm so lost broken. Given up the fight and come to terms with the fact that this is it. I have no one. For anyone out there struggling just know your not alone with this. Life is so tough

a situation that could no longer be the worst. No time to waste my time. make-or-break time.

Tomorrow we will run faster...stretch out our arms further...and one fine morning So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly, into the past.

You are the only one who can express such loneliness.I subscribed to your channel. I am not fluent in English, so I am using a translator to tell you.

I'm often reminded of the fact that there is no god, no answer and no being saved, it's both terrifing and comfoting, no-one will come and save me but no-one can tell me how to live figuring out that last part myself, If there even is an answer

songs like these always give me a feeling of nostalgia for things long passed :)

Great playlist as always frfr

love it, ty

It's such a beautiful music

What a beautiful and wonderful playlist that you’ve made 🫶 it’s so good and I really enjoyed listening to it 🍀 Thank you for sharing it with everyone ♾️

I want you to imagine this ight You are forced into online school because your mother is high risk and if you get sick from inperson school she could die You live in a dangerous area so you cant even go out for a walk or run because you risk being shot or worse You live in a poor household so you cant even do anything with your own family no jobs near you are hiring til you're 16 and you're currently 15 this typa life is very lonely and isolating you lack a social life really only having 5 friends who are always so busy you rarely get to hangout with them. The only time you really leave the house is to go out to stores so you're forced to be a homebody. You've been living this life since covid started and you're getting exhausted you know things will start getting better in a year but that's in a years time you kinda want to end it but you're trying to hold on because you know things will get better even if its a year from now. oh and to make shit worse you are dating a girl and forced to do long distance 5 hours apart and you rarely get to spend anytime together and you guys are texting everyday but the texting is so ass since you both lack lives you have nothing to talk about this has been my life for the past 4 years.

el aislamiento voluntario de una mente saturada.

Шедевры.

Chustova is the most vile thing in our life, they give hope, they give pain, they bring us to the edge of the abyss, an abyss from which we often cannot escape. Chustova this is the biggest disappointment and the essence of everything

Ham burger cheese burger big mac whopper with ice cream it's been a while, and a lot of things have happened in my life. almost had weather like 2013 luckily nothing happened i finally got a new phone i finally get too relax

I'm so tired today. I wrote to the girl I like a couple of minutes ago. We have a bad relationship and I feel so bad now, my jaw is shaking from nerves. I feel insignificant

I need success

If only it remained a feeling… How different things‘d be;

awesome

I miss you too ❤

its a fine day

I MISS YOU TOO ❤

And what happen tommorow ? It's leg day 💪

Forget and dream

Im sitting and waiting for the sunset alone... My girlfriend and i were in a realy good relationship but now we had an arguement a big one and we decided to take a break.. We used to watch the sunset together we even watched the sunrise's sometimes. I feel alone and cant sleep for the last 3 days, might be my last days.. who knows

I feel alone

I don't really know how to write in English, so I'll go through a translator. Honestly, I feel tired of all this going on around me. A little earlier... Okay, a year ago, in winter, in December or November, I felt so awful. Wanted to kill myself, huge social anxiety. I was afraid. Really afraid... What a shame that no one then and still doesn't understand, especially parents or relatives. -Go to the store. I'm sorry, Mom, I can't. I'm afraid of making a mistake, afraid of meeting someone. I'm afraid of these people, what if they do something to me? I'm afraid of this life. I'm so tired of it. No, I have friends. Even if it's on the internet, it's good for me that they don't see my face or voice (I think they are... horrible, I don't like my face or voice.) Yes... I love them, even if it hurts sometimes. I want to tear up at my own attachment and worthlessness. But I can't. I feel like I don't have the strength to do it anymore. I feel better now. At least I was able to tell my mother in a message. Didn't help much. Huh. It's ironic that she... Well, “forcibly” dragged me to my least favorite place. Ooh, school. I don't like to be there because of the anxiety and nerves.. I'm so tired, I'm afraid of you, my friend. I'm afraid to say anything to you, whether you'll judge me or make fun of me. I trust you more than anyone, I'm just as afraid. I just think I'm tired of my obsession and whining.. Still, I'm going to him first. I want comfort, warmth, just a little bit. I still think there will come a time when I'll be alone again. I don't feel safe at home... There's drinking here sometimes. Shouting, swearing, sometimes someone hits someone or throws objects.... I'm so sick of it. My head is throbbing, now, I have suicidal thoughts less and less often. I don't know if it's because of the medication my psychiatrist prescribed me or.... the shrink? Maybe. But I don't feel any different. Yes, I laugh, I feel joy, but it still feels empty. No meaning, no purpose, no nothing. I also really want a hug. No, no, not with my mother or some drunken man... I want that hug, that friend again, to feel safe, warm. Night delirium. I feel isolated.

You only have so many hours remaining. Use 'em wisely. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (book I)

Silent Hill core

Are you still pain?

im in love with you.

any link to 00:46:54 track/author? can't find or shazam

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