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imagine running away to a place with no toxic friends, no depression,no dysphoria, no eating disorders. imagine being able to get up and leave everything behind. i just want to float away.
I know perfectly how you feel, sometimes I feel like I want to disappear but they are just bad days not bad life, sometimes it feels horrible but be strong and everything will improve and if you feel bad talk to someone close, say how you feel. I don't know if it has served lol
I don't wanna live like this. I don't wanna waste my entire life away being bored of everything. I wanna run away, I wanna do something exciting, I wanna live.
Same. The only person holding me back is my mom. I'm starting to have panic attacks every night because I think of how I can't do anything, how I can't run away, how I have to wait. I just can't anymore.
@@eelboy I'm not good at encouraging or making others feel better.... But just know that it CAN and WILL get better with time if you want and work towards it to be. Because I know how you feel. It's very hard and even harder if someone is stopping you. I just wish you the best of luck for you and your future. Have a nice day/afternoon/or night🤍🖤❤️
Trying so hard not to cry while being so overwhelmed by school life family and work 😒☠️ Edit: thank you guys for the support and I hope all you guys are doing well but also thank you guys for the likes that’s cool🧍♀️🍩
Relatable 🥲I love my family , but everyone needs a little time alone ..and I HAVE EXAMS AFTER FEW DAYS I NEED TO STUDY PLEASE STOP BEING NOISY 😭😭😭😭(crying in a corner)
Kinda sad to see how many people feel lonely, frustrated, sad, stressed, lost and downright defeated. It makes me wonder if people were really meant to turn out like this.
Yeah, I do. It gets really hard sometimes. But hey, we can do this, right ? Maybe not right now, but we will. Just need a break. So we can like, not sleep for a couple of nights, to get some real alone time, and then we'll be good to go for a few days again!
Oh crap that’s exactly what I feel like. I’ve been through so much terrible stuff in my past and I think I’m healing but it definitely affected me in my head. I feel like one more big thing and I’m gonna lose my mind and either become kind of like an empty shell, or become like one of those characters in movies who says stuff like, “Hey kiddo, or Gee whiz or just laughs to themselves in a corner in a thousand dollar suit. You know, one of those characters that are super weird and eccentric and funny but risky af because they had some mind-snapping event happen to them as a kid and they periodically lose control and snap out of their weird charisma and fall into a crippling hole of the comfort of insanity and depression. Bruhhh and I legit named my channel after the fact that I love to laugh to myself for fun sometimes alone in my room and I already have a screw or two loose 🙃😔😔
Im starting to think they are annoyed by me or just sick of me talking. They arent really replying whenever i send something in the groupchat. Any other friends aside from my best friends I had started to distance themselves once they got to know me a bit more. I feel as if I was born to just be here but nothing more.
Remember this : You cant lean onto your friends, hoping that they will catch you. You need to stand your own ground (Not saying that friends are useless, they're not but, they're not ALWAYS the key to success)
hey, take a breath inhale for 1 2 3 seconds hold it for 4 5 6 exhale for 7 8 9 10 seconds do it again if you feel like you need to. don't rush yourself with this. though I dont think I know what exactly you're going through or how you feel about whatever it is, I know that things can get tough sometimes but like everything else you've felt before, it will also pass. breathe. its okay to.
I just wanna be able to go out and have fun without constantly feeling like I'm suffocating, I want to stop overthinking every thing I say and do, I just want to be able to enjoy what little time I have left as a teenager. I don't want to miss out anymore. I want to be able to open up to my friends without thinking they hate me or that I'm annoying them.
I wanna run away from my town. Just disappear off into some city. Become some sort of cryptic, have people go “oh that girl? Yeah she ran away from here.” Nothings really holding me back, I’m just scared to leave, even though I know I’m not doing myself any favors by staying.
here I am , sitting at a party I’m not enjoying. While my parents stare at me worryingly because the little girl they knew isn’t here anymore. sorry mom. sorry dad.
Hey I am not very good at like encouraging people, but there is something I just wanted to tell you. I just want you to know that there is and will be a future. And even if you feel like losing yourself, feel like floating away from yourself. It will get better. I dont want you to think that is the end. If you are driving and focus on not hitting a tree, saying dont hit the tree dont hit the tree. Thats all ur gonna focus on. But if u focus on the street saying drive through that drive through that you are gonna make it. So i want you to focus on the good things, even if they are just very little. And if you cant think of one just create it, you will find something. You gotta keep going and I promise you it will get better. Dont be scared of what comes after that, because you deserve happiness, and once you start believing it yourself you will see the changes coming. Everything you have been through, you have survived, you gotta have some respect for yourself. Keep on going, acknowledge the past, accept it learn and continue, im on your side:) cool pfp btw
I like to imagine that one day I will live on my own without worries of parents yelling or arguing, I can be myself no more hiding, I can sing as loud as I want, and I get to plan my own things, take myself to therapy without anyone canceling it, I don’t get to worry as much anymore, basically my little happy life in my head. So if any family that I know is reading this, I still love you it’s just that I can’t handle the way you guys are used to living anymore.
God.. I don't know anymore. Everyone is leaving me, everyone I ever loved is leaving me. I never wanted this, I've tried my best to not hurt them but I always end up doing something wrong. Why me? I'm sorry.. I never meant to hurt all of you. I just want you to be proud of me.. This is all I want. I want you to be happy but with me here that's not possible. All I ever do is make you angry, sad, ruin your day. I just hurt you. I never wanted it to be like this. I try my best to be there and to make you proud but I can't. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Please.
Hey, we are all here for a reason somehow, find that reason, no matter how small or stupid it might be, hold on to that and never let go, you will be a better person and things will change somehow, it will, one day. I hope for the best for you, if Im there I would really hug u ;-; take care! Lots of love :]
It's 5am and I'm just there lying in my bed actually questioning why the fuck do i have friends who ignore me and jokes on my personality when I'm with them but are concerned when I'm not there.
just some unsolicited advice: ask them to cut it out, explaining how it's making you feel. if they respect your boundaries, then they care about you more than they care about making jokes at your expense. if not - they weren't your friends to begin with, and you're genuinely better off without them. it's scary, but it will bring you peace.
@@beastlywater3421 I know that the idea of being alone is scary, but u prefer that and never change of friends or having those friends that make u feel bad and make worse your mental stability? You deserve better ;(
remember. every human being here on earth is having a fucking hard time, i can't even contact my bestfriend because my hws kept on rubbing my face, also i'm stressing over my art works and my creativity, my future, sometimes fixing my insecurities cost a lot of money like clothes, make up, gadgets. buying them do make me happy but not on the long run. what I'm saying is, life isn't supposed to be painless, joy and suffering dance together long into the night. don't ever hide from them. I live through every minute of my struggle, with a heart that never quavered and with a spirit that is undaunted. In the end, hardwork came as a friend.
imagine running down the street at night with your comfort character, and the weather is cold, but not too cold. and you both just ran away from your families. even if your comfort character isnt alive, just imagine it. it helps
i've been thinking about my 5 year crush and how it's killing me to not be liked back and me overthinking that i was probably never meant to be happy cause he's so sweet, caring, funny, pretty. his wonderful laugh, his beautiful smile, his dark eyes but i can't tell him how i feel anymore cause he kinda already rejected me ahaha update: i’m over him and it feels great 😭🌸💕
this is why I like the internet, when I feel lonely but nervous around people at the same time just talk online lol ＼(º □ º l|l)/ ＼(º □ º l|l)/ ＼(º □ º l|l)/
Just got rid of all my friends today. I realized that nobody is actually ever there for you and never actually want to be your "friend" They either want something or just owe you a favor.
I'm sorry that you had to go through this no one deserves to be lonely, we all need some sort of support. I also gotta say everyone isn't that bad, yes there are lots actually but there are those people who support you no matter what, they stick with you cause you have caught their attention, these people can be those who have been hurt so much that sometimes they don't get that happiness from themselves like a project, video game, any activity that is done lonely. They want to see others laugh and smile because they have grown to care because they feel they can't have that happiness back, but they don't owe you anything nor they want something, they just want for you to know you aren't lonely and that they care. These people are not always broken and sad some can be happy and still they want to help and support you. I feel its kinda dumb for me to say this but this is what I think I never had those great friends they all owed me something or wanted something, but I found someone who actually cared and I wanted to say that I hope you find a friend that cares, sorry if this whole um paragraph thing is kinda useless and much help >,
I almost did that last time, and for some reason, i was seen as the bad guy to them. Sometimes i just want to cut myself off from everything but they won’t let me. Whatever happens, I hope we will get better each passing day.
PLS THIS IS THE PERF PLAYLIST TO COME TO AFTER UR ENTIRE FAMILY ACTS LIKE A CACA ONCE AGAIN HSGGSHGSH the way i ascended when i saw u added warned u by good morning-
You ever had that one person who you felt it was just you and them, vs the world? That one person you felt at home and completely safe with? and then you find out they didn't care about you as much as you thought... Change hurts, I'm hurting.
sorry it's hard for you dude. pls take all the time you need to rest and take care of yourself. ur health comes first. pls keep going tho, it gets better. sendin hugs
Hey yall we got a discount on hugs, blankets, warmth, and love, and it's 100% free. Here take some of these too ❤️❤️ you looked like you needed it, well goodbye now, I hope to see you again :D - take care...I love you-
My relationship has been getting worse and worse everyday. When we first met 4 years ago he was a different person from what he is now. I actually felt like I was special to someone and someone I could depend on. I loved him for seeing who I am. I used to imagine a future. We had a long break after that cause he had school work to finish. I slowly lost myself letting people use me cutting feeling suicidal. I came back to him thinking it would get better. It did for awhile after he said something that brought me into alot shock. My heart was pounding out of my chest. Tears rolling down my face. He didn't know that though. I apologized for the actions that hurt me. I told him things he would brush it off and treat me like everyone else. Now he's losing everyone. I said you still have me. He was like yea but I don't have any friends. I wasn't even thinking of the thought of useless until he said "I'm not trying to say your useless or anything" I went into shock again. The more I thought about the more sad I got. He also hid me from his friends for the longest time cause he didn't want to be bullied by them. I am a sensitive person which causes my emotions to be extreme. I can't stop crying every day. I tell him I'm fine but in reality I'm scared to lose him to lose the fact I wasted 4 years of my life. I just want it to stop.
Hello @pretty_bl00m, if you know what you have to do, try it, try to be more honest with yourself it's difficult, this isn't easy but just listen to yourself and you will know(Sorry I suck for encouragement and all of that but I just wanted to say something) Just remember that you've done nothing wrong, I'm sure you are someone amazing just by the way you were with this person and your little text but even without these I'm sure of the fact that you deserve happiness I hope you the best and wish you happiness!
Same, I have a pretty good life but I still feel bored and kinda depressive...I’m not depressed or anything, I just feel kinda empty when I literally have no reason to
This feels like a warm hug after a hard day of stressful work and there were no words exchanged as you two hugged but it also feels like a melancholy moment where you sit on a curb under a streetlight after the worst conversation of your life
I’ve been struggling with depression for a few years now and I’ve been looking for a way to cope and I found music was a coping mechanism Your playlist helps me a lot and I hope you continue, keep up the good work, and thanks 💕
i used to love being alone and told my dad that its better than being with people and i like being alone, he told me that in the end its not that fun being alone. i never understood what he meant till now.
Crying in my room wondering what I could’ve done that was enough for her. 6 years seem so easy for her to leave. Why can’t it be easy for me? Why do I have to have these emotions? Why do I have to be anxious? Why can’t I be enough?
Hey, I was recommended this playlist. I just woke up, I find it hard to get out of bed in the morning and this is just helping me wake up rn, thanks. It's not too big but hey, I'll listen to this if I'm really feeling down- I'll come back to this comment. :) Edit: Hey, I needed this goddamn playlist for my thoughts. Thanks. Edit 2: I guess I'm back. This seems to have become some kinda diary, I guess, lol. I clicked back onto this playlist, and it started to make me feel better, thanks again. I sometimes need stuff like this.
I was also having a lil mental break down bc of my dad when RU-vid said : heyyy look at this 👁️〰️👁️ Sometimes it feels good to have those musics in these moments I guess? Hope it made you felt better (btw here u are is fucking good you have good taste)
It's 1 am and I'm having a smoke break, well, more like a breakdown while deciding whether to or not confess that I almost attempted suicide to my family. It's been half an hour now. Still not sure. Thank you for the music playlist, it's nice to think to.
hey, take all the time you need to get ready. im so sorry you had to go through this, but whatever it is- i promise, its gonna be ok. it gets better. kaji from NGE said: "the truth is with you, move forward without hesitation". i love u man, take care
I used to get yelled at so bad in gym.. the teacher jokingly gave the option to sit out during class and I did that for like a good 6 classes. I was then yelled at again by classmates for sitting out because “they needed me” sorry for venting just thought I should say that :P
they always throw the ball at me and rlly hard like for what (dodgeball) and yea they also never pass it to me since im considered “bad” and “weird” when i dont do anything i just dont talk ok :c
Hey everyone, returning or new - it's clear that most that will read this are having a hard time right now, but I'm here to tell you that people care and that you're not alone. It's crazy to think otherwise when you're in a negative headspace, or when there's enough evidence to think that nothing will ever get better. But I can assure you that people care, they may not be showing you properly right now, though everyone is special and deserves to feel okay and content with their lives. Some advice, don't focus on what is lacking, try to look ahead and be grateful for what you have. If you're lonely, become your own best friend, hype yourself, go on adventures and don't wait on anyone else. You'll realise the greatest investment you'll ever make is befriending and becoming content with yourself first. And sure, having friends is cool but everything in life is temporary, phase, and transition. The only constant is you, so invest in that
Man reading the comments under these kinds of playlists genuinely motivates me to keep going. Everyone's so wholesome. So to everyone here and to you too stranger, thanks
I just wish i was just a little but more precious to him. Whenever he’s with his friends he seems more happier than when he’s with me. It reminds me that im always the second choice in people’s lives.
The internet is so bad that I can't play Genshin playing the game really comforts me :( I wish i could play rn...Anyways to all Genshin players hope you get Zhongli and Eula :D♡
I can't believe this playlist is 3 yrs old...I used to hear it a lot during the pandemic and helped me a lot to cope with the stress and depression I was having, tysm
Losing friends really does suck, i've lost so many over the years and it really does sting and make me wonder if there truly is something wrong with me but every now and again i make friends with someone who's really a keeper, either way, dont lose hope, you deserve to have amazing friends and you are not worthless in the slightest. I hope things start improving for you!! :)
@@tealing_ lmao i hope to meet this keeper everybody keeps telling me about but I am this close to loosing all hope- the person who I thought was the last friend i lost so i don't see much hope lol
@@Dawnz0708 yeah I can't blame you, at this point maybe it's better to just take some time to focus on yourself for a bit and do some of the things that you love. Honestly you meet new friends at the most random times so try your best to not lose all hope. Either way I'm not a professional at advice but if anything I hope this makes you feel a tad better
listening to playliists I and II while doing overdue assignments at 2am,,,, yeah this is basically the only thing keeping me going rn. v chill, 10/10, the vibe is immaculate
i realized that for as long as this playlist has been out, I've been in my room the entire time. i've been basically NEET for 2 years now, and i just sometimes lay on my floor and look at the ceiling while listening to this. thankyou.
“Talk to me but you’ll annoy me 😂”- Jessy ..... ........ I love you jessy I want to hold you jessy, why can’t I see you. Jessy, jessy you’re dead? Jessy was my bestfriend until she recently passed away to an overdose with a panic attack, she had schizophrenia and would usually cry during sleepovers saying that they won’t shut up and lock herself in the bathroom for hours and maybe the whole night. She wouldn’t eat food from other people because she said they said not to, she was easily manipulated by people because she was scared they would do something to her if she didn’t listen. She couldn’t take it, I wish I could hold her in my arms for another second. I’m not able to sleep knowing she’s gone. I love you jessy, I miss you 👹👹 ......
I'm so sorry for you loss. I truly hope she is in a better place, and I bet she's watching you right now. No matter where she is you can still hold part of her in yourself. You're going to be okay, grief takes times. You're gonna be okay ❤️❤️
@@eloweez8798 thank you, it’s been really hard lately and I haven’t been in contact with people as much as I used to. I’m really trying for the better, thank you so much 🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️
ok i read this manga and i would literally not recommend it to anyone, ever. Im all in favor for dark subject matter as long as its not romanticized but like.... this manga really didnt know if it was trying to condemn p3d0philia or try and say that society is wrong for shaming it. Also, theres a huge conflation between someone being a p3do and someone being gay. All around, i would not recommend, but if you can handle subject matter like that, maybe read for yourself and see what I'm talking about. Couldve gone without reading that. If you want a dark story where the horrifying abusive actions *aren't* seen as sympathetic, id recommend A Cruel God Reigns. That shit fucked me up.
Its made by Harada, all their works are like that, just how it is lol. Ive read most of their works, so that combined with a morbid curiosity I guess is the reason why I read it, I found it interesting more than anything. I feel a bit bad for the innocent bystanders who looked it up after learning about it from this video. Its definitely not something you should jump into without knowing what you're getting into, I.E everything made by Harada.
You're kind of left with a mix of disgust/sad/empty feeling after reading it, atleast thats what I remember, Its been a whiiiiile since I read it. I most likely am not gonna go back and read it to confirm either lol. Ive got more than enough supernatural, Strong female lead Isekai's to read than to do that again LOL
@@zarishere4129 Like I said, I'm okay with reading fucked up stuff as long as the themes are portrayed well enough. It was the conflation of p3d0philia and being gay that was really weird to me. It was definitely sad and disgusting. And I am familiar with Harada, I already knew I was gonna read something messed up. The messaging of this story was kind of all over the place though.
i unintentionally hurt someone a few days ago. i owned up to it and apologized. but that same person cheated on their girlfriend and i wasnt mentally stable to be in a relationship with them. but it hurt to hurt them i guess..
ok most people gonna say im seaking attention but im not i just need to get it out. I'm in love with my girl bestfriend and she said she's to but then she said that i need to be more like her, so i was. But then she said it' not enough and that i just shouldn't care or that people who commit ''it'' (wich i was planning to do and still am) or aren't confident she doesn't like. So i hid my feelings and that wasn't good enough now she is with a nother girl i'm here trying to support her she just igores me and i think that she just fakes being even friends with me and i can't talk about it to her because she just says: idrc : please help idk what to do and no I can't ask my fam or friends because 1. homophobic and 2. they wouldn't listen (i tried to talk to them but like i said they wouldn't listen :/) any advices ? or should just brake Kontact with her?.
Just stop talking to her, if she's going to disregard all that you're doing for her then just give up. There's really no point, just stop supporting her if she won't appreciate how much you care about her. It's no longer friendship, she's just ignoring you. She'll realize later on that a friend that cares is better than a friend that is just like her. She seems very narcissistic as well, she wants you to be just like her? That's likely because she likes herself so much and the ideal friend to her is a replication of herself. Your care and support is going nowhere, it's better for your mental health to find a friend who accepts you and lets you be yourself, a friend who will show gratitude towards the care that you give. This is just my recommendation, you do what is best for you! I hope everything gets better!
These types of friendships are rough to deal with, cause you think that pushing on will lead to better things, but you can only push for so long until eventually you tire out. Cutting ties is the best thing to do, don't let someone string you along like that, you deserve better!
I’m so tired thank you I needed this. Everything has recently gone to absolute shit and I cant control my emotions anymore. I really needed this, thank you so so much
i want to run away, and live in a magical forest, where ill never be left alone, ignored, and sad, where i wont be left on read, where i wont cry because my friends never let me talk, where ill never be yelled at by my family, where i wont have schoolwork that doesnt help me, where ill finally be free
I impulsively went to the store a week ago and bought a bunch of camping stuff. If my mom and brother weren’t home all week, I probably would have left and just said “be back on Thursday.” I didn’t. I’m scared of doing this because life is now to the point where mistakes are never allowed and there’s a path everyone is supposed to follow. I went on that path, but it’s different for everyone. I’ve had a lot more freedom than most people, but my fear of even slightly disappointing anyone constantly holds me back. I want to leave and become a completely new person, because what I have isn’t doing any good for me, but hurting people isn’t what I want. I have to wait a bit, until I’m 18 and have a car, but I’m so ready to move somewhere no one knows me. I’ve had this happen before, but being tethered by my family makes it so I have to conform to them regardless of the freedom I have, because that’s all I’ve known. That’s been my path. I’m ready to explore.
This is really nice playlist I just got a bf but I asked him out as a joke but he said yes so I didn't wanna be mean so I said ok yea sure so that's great I hope I fall for him edit:I think I already am
this triggers a feeling inside my chest that I have trouble explaining it feels heavy, and it gives me the impression that this heaviness is supposed to hurt, but it doesn't? like I know it should hurt, but it doesn't feel unpleasant at all it's just there, existing, making sure that I know it's there, but also not giving me enough to label it it feels cold...soothing? it's not the type of soothing that feels super nice. it figuratively feels lukewarm despite me saying it feels cold. I just think its passive, dormant, something that's been in my chest for a long time already, I just don't know when it planted itself there it doesn't feel unpleasant ...i think i like it though
i can tell it’s getting better. a lot better. but for some reason I’m scared because i don’t want to be like i was when i was okay. i would rather stay where I’m comfortable even if i am sad. it doesn’t make any sense. i should want to feel better but i don’t. feeling better seems like the scariest thing in the world. i want control.
I feel the need to express myself. Even if it’s just for a second, so I’ll do it here. I’ve always been a listener and I’ve never complained about the role I played, although sometimes I think people forget that the listener also needs a listener. Nowadays it’s so common to find one sided friends even if you don’t realize it at first. I’m convinced that in this life we’ll never find a true balance in the friendships we have because they’ll always be a talker and a listener. But you’ll never see a talker and a talker nor a listener and a listener because it just wouldn’t fit in the puzzle. Whether you’re the listener or talker be considerate or one another. No one is obligated to be by your side. We do what we think is right and what we want to. I’m tired of people saying they have to do this and that just because their friends with someone. You don’t have to do jack shit, you wanting to be there for them is your choice and be proud of that choice instead of blaming someone. Anyways I think I’ve made my point clear, at least I hope. Goodbye have an amazing day or night. Don’t forget you’re loved and valued, maybe not in your eyes but in the eyes of many others.
Initially this was my comfort playlist whenever I was sad when studying, but I’ve cried too many times during this playlist this became my cry playlist
Why are we cursed to forget the good times of our lives? Why am I never able to remember that good things happened in my life? Why am I always thinking of the bad? What is this curse? Why is it that even during the happy times I would feel empty. I told myself to enjoy it because I knew it wouldn't last forever, but I just couldn't. And now here I am May 2021 not knowing what the fuck I'm supposed to do.
