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Ikr. My next door neighbour always brags to people that she's depressed and has anxiety, but she doesn't even know how it feels. Whenever I talk about how I feel, she says "At least you don't have anxiety and depression". She doesn't even know the symptoms of anxiety and depression, but she just diagnosed herself with it. It makes me just want to scream and cry.
@@nimartabhasin28 I'm so sorry. Maybe tell your mom to talk to her mom and ask her to stop? I know it's so hard. I see people are my cheer saying "omg I'm about to have a panic attack!" All I can think is no you aren't. When you get a panic attack you can't breathe, when you can it's inconsistent, you feel hot yet freeezing, anxious and scared, a feeling of death, no one else understands how it makes you feel. You feel alone because they say it's ok but it's not. And the girls who say there going to have one have no idea what I go through. The terrifying thought of when will I have another. It looking over you 24/7 just praying it won't happen again.
@@Platitudinalteen Thank you, I'll try tell my mom to tell her mom to stop. She doesn't really listen to her mom, but I'm desperate for her to stop so I'll try my best. I'm so sorry for what you have to go through, because no one should go through it. Even though many other people have the same problems, I hate how anxiety makes you feel so alone.
Thank you, Victoria. You are in a sensitive phase, in the adolescent stage, when you are crossing the border from childhood to adulthood. This period is very turbulent, full of mental, emotional, moral crisis and full of anger, aggression, turmoil, opposition to parents and authority and all this is because you are trying find yourself. And all this is normal, it is part of normal development. It does not have to mean you are depressed. Depression means sad and irritable mood or loss of interest or pleasure in all or almost all activities lasting at least 2 weeks with some additional symptoms like change in sleeping, eating, feeling of guilt, failure at school etc. This period of seeking personality is full of a sense of loneliness, rejection, misunderstandings with parents and other things like that. You are also afraid that parents will not understand you. But, they will. They will understand you. Just tell them your feelings, your fears, your doubts. You will feel great relief and support in the ongoing struggle to find yourself. I hope you find my response useful and feel free to reply with anything that might be on your mind. We are here for you. Thank you, Elza
i tell my mother of my situation. She say To me "it's gonna be okay". After that, i see all my sister laughing because they listen my conversation. And they said "you just want attention". 1 years later. My situation is the same. I have no feeling. Nothing. I'm alone.
My parents can see I'm hurting too. But they don't say anything, nothing at all. They just watch this happen to me. I'm sure they don't think it's something serious. They probably think it's a phase or it's just me as a person. I have two best friends but they don't know how bad I'm hurting because I don't share. It's so hard to share. And what do I even share when I myself don't understand what's going on with me. I broke up with my boyfriend a month back because I didn't want him to go through this. I didn't want him to spend all his hours comforting me. It doesn't work anyway. It's just so horrible..
Simran Lyngdoh I am not satisfied with my life.I am also very comfortable when I am depressed.I think that life is meaningless and I will go to hell one day.One day to pass one this world seems one hundred days for me as life is very tough and difficult.i wonder why I am here in this earth .No one cares me as everyone wants his or her own benefits.I consider one who was still not born in this wicked world to be the most luckiest person then any other person who live a joyful life in this world.I curse the day when I was born as it was the most unhappy day for me.I am all alone in this wicked world and feels very depressed but I like this feeling as it makes me realize that I am not fake in this current situation.I am only thinking what the life actually is.When I am depressed I see the world in some different way.I think that when I am depressed then the fake veil of happiness is removed from my face and I look the world in the way it is .I am not satisfied with my life as I am tired to live in this world.I wish if I would be died.I am sure I will leave this world very soon.
But whenever I think that I might suffer from depression as the symptoms totally match, something in my mind tells that I'm over acting and making all this up. It isn't like I'm depressed all the time, sometimes I'm happy too but there is always a pit of sorrow in my stomach.
after telling my parents that i felt depressed and suicidal, they said i was being dramatic but they took me to a consult anyway. it's hard. life is hard. edit: i'm a lot more better, reading what you guys have been through made me realize i'm not alone. i hope you guys can get better as well. not everything lasts forever. stay strong, guys. ✨💓
I have been to therapy for over 5 years, and I never accepted the fact that I might have a depression, anxiousness and panic attacks. My friends mostly just joke about depression like "Yeah, she has depression, she's sad" Sometimes I think, why? What makes you think that it's only sadness. Some of my friend's parents even hate me because "I'm depressed and I might give their children suicidal thoughts" No.
Don’t listen to them. It might feel like you’re alone right now, but there are thousands upon thousands of people that are going through what you’re going through. Stay strong ❣️
The funny thing is that I experience all the symptoms every day for 3 years and I've never told my parents about it and I'm suffering all alone yay me...
GachaRis Okay I know it’s temporary but it’s like torture going through these things. It’s like immense pain but not physical, mental pain. You know, the two voices. The angel voice that tells you to do good things and the devil that tells you do bad things. Yeah, well, the angel voice pretty much died. The only voice you can hear is the devil voice. Telling you it’s ok to cut yourself to release the never ending pain, and that it’s ok to have suicidal thoughts, or even committing suicide. Even though it ends one day it’s still a hard vicious cycle to deal with. You never know what will happen with depression. I know for a fact I have it and it feels like that day will never come. The anti depressants pills or therapy, THEY DON’T MAKE IT GO FASTER! The only way it will slow down is by the depression. The depression is in charge, not you.
I want to say something. I saw a lot of these videos, in every single one they say: 'You should talk with a professional' 'You should call this number' I don't think that helps at all. If you are TRULY depressed, you don't leave bed, you don't do A LOT of things... People think that is easy for us to seek for help, well, It's not for me.
Karen Lopez I know, my mom used to think the same. Yesterday I show her a video about depression and she understood a little bit more. It was weird, I always thought that she'll never understand me bc she always thought that depression was just a face, and I was 'playing' the victim, doing it for attention, but now she sees it different. Sorry for my english, I speak Spanish!
My mum just thinks that my depression is a temporary thing, that it will go away but almost 3 years later it's still with me and now I just keep it to myself 😔
It's been 6 years when I started getting depressed, I'm 11 now yet I've only seeked help from a psychiatrist last week on Friday, but it still cant disappear
Amira Winterlake same my mother thinks its just a phase but i was constantly sad im second grade (i was 8-9) then it got worse and i had thoughts of killing myself in 3th grade and 4th grade, and the thoughts are still there
1.Not interested in school? ✅ 2.Not eating (I feel insecure with my body)? ✅ 3. Sleeping through my alarms? ✅ 4. Feeling unmotivated? ✅ 5. Extreme decrease in energy? ✅ 6.lack of focus? ✅ IT'S EVERYDAY BRO yeah been in depression since 2013 -2014 I think
you never KNOW what depression is until you experience it for yourself. Some people are just so dumb to think that sadness and depression are basically the same thing but they're not. Everyone feels sad and that sadness won't necessarily make you feel like you want to commit suicide. Depression means you also have physiological problems like insomnia or weight loss/gain. I've heard from plenty of people that 'everyone feels like that too' whenever I told them that I have depression and I regularly see my psychiatrist but the fact is, they don't really know any shit about this.
Hi, this is definitely true. Lots of people don't understand depression and think it's just the same as sadness or feeling a bit down. If people don't understand what you are experiencing you could try showing them this video to explain the different symptoms and causes.
Lilac K.ce i have panic attacks and had light depression symptoms when i had no job. I know how mental illness can fuck you up and make your life worse and worse. You can tell your friends but they will never understand it if the didnt have to go throuth the same stuff.
Only I can understand what was my condition ......that was really very bad experience of my entire life ..l had lost my best best friend ..He was every thing to me ...Oh God please send him back to me ..He means a lot to me ......
Im confused, i dont know if im just sad or depressed. Ive been dissapointed at myself from day one, and i cry randomly bc i hate myself. Ijust wanna give, and i give up easily. Im also super selfconscious about myself and what ppl think about me. Im just a happy girl with a sad heart. *edit* Ive been reading the replies and it honestly brings light to my day knowing im not alone. Yes, im sad, yes im not really happy. But laugh when u can and live. Live life, think about now not tomorrow. Remember, i love u
I am also very comfortable when I am depressed.I think that life is meaningless and I will go to hell one day.One day to pass one this world seems one hundred days for me as life is very tough and difficult.i wonder why I am here in this earth .No one cares me as everyone wants his or her own benefits.I consider one who was still not born in this wicked world to be the most luckiest person then any other person who live a joyful life in this world.I curse the day when I was born as it was the most unhappy day for me.I am all alone in this wicked world and feels very depressed but I like this feeling as it makes me realize that I am not fake in this current situation.I am only thinking what the life actually is.When I am depressed I see the world in some different way.I think that when I am depressed then the fake veil of happiness is removed from my face and I look the world in the way it is .I am not satisfied with my life as I am tired to live in this world.I wish if I would be died.I am sure I will leave this world very soon.
After I watched this video and I found out that the symptoms are exactly like how I'm feeling the past 2 weeks and I did as you said. I visited a psychiatrist and my depression symptoms are absolutely true....
Phoebe Is Here I. Depressed but I don't know how to deal with it with out getting help and I don't know how to tell my parents because they are Asian and I'm pretty sure they never felt depressed in their lives
Phoebe Is Here I have had all of this for now 3 years. There are always a few months that are better but the last 2 ones were really horrible. I have been seeing a therapist( she is not a psychologist) for 8 months now but according to her „It’s just a phase“. I am only 14 but does that make my feelings less valuable?
Einhorn Banane I can totally feel you I'm feeling like that most of the time but just take a moment and think if the depressed people weren't exist psychiatrist wouldn't too so you are valuable....I just thought of it in a weird way but it gives me strength 😊
I.... 1. Feel discouraged, 2. Lost interest in my favourite things and hobbies, 3. Lost my appetite, 4. Havent slept in days, 5. Feel anxious and unmotivated, 6. Lose energy 7. Feel dissapointed and worthless, 8. Cant think straight and can't concentrate, 9. Think about suicide often. I don't wanna talk about it.
I just read your comment Fran and must say I am heartbroken. You will be on my mind all day today. If you don't want to talk about it, that's fine. I respect your privacy. I will be praying for you. I will start praying for you as soon as I'm finished typing this. May God be with you and show you His wonderful kindness and grace dear friend. May the love of His Son Jesus surround you and embrace you warmly. If you don't feel like talking to anyone, then talk to Jesus. He would love to hear from you. Please take care.
I don't know what i really feel All i could think is that i musn't give up no matter what happens Because people who hates me. Are the ones who 's bringing me to the shadows. Something's telling me I musn't give i have a mission in this earth but i don't know what it is? It just runs in my mind and i couldn't stop thinking about it even if i was in a happy mood.
Everyone has a purpose even if you don’t know what it is you’re not worthless and you never will be no mater what people tell you just know that if they call you worthless or a disappointment they are not worth your time and leave them they are toxic and you are a great person and their are people out there who like who you are and you are never alone no mater what sexuality or gender
It’s ok, I know how you feel. Just take it one step at a time. Remember, if someone hates you, remember that other people love you. I’m currently depressed, but I’m getting through it.
I was in a car crash with my mum and my mum died but I didn't and I keep asking myself: "Why was I spared?" I feel sad, I get call names I never sleep, I don't eat much, I used to love to run around go outside and talk to people, but now I don't. I started cutting about a year ago, and I see a therapist but it just makes me feel worse or even crazy. I have no clue what my purpose is. I have no cure for my depression at all and I have no friends to talk to. Please help.
Hi MifaCake, I am sorry for the loss that you experienced. That is one of the most stressful events in a person's life and your life was threatened too. It makes the process of accepting the loss of your mother more complicated. The process of grieving is often confused with depression. People who are depressed don't know why they are depressed, but in your case the cause of why you feel that way is the loss your mother. You did not write about other symptoms that would indicate some serious disorders, so it is probably the process of grieving. The process of grief is individual and grief is a normal response to the loss of a loved one. You lost the person you are likely to be the closest to and it is difficult to accept that she is gone, especially because it was unexpected. After that, everything is changed in your life: you have lost your main support in life, you must take some of her roles in the house, you have to grow up fast, eventhough you are neither aware nor ready for that. You should know that your mother certainly would not want to see you fall in despair and give up easily. She would be proud to see how you fight with life. And you are a fighter and a very brave person. Just in this moment you need help and support. Try to find support in your environment, someone who will always be there for you, someone who you trust and who will never be boring to be with you, to listen to you, to be your shoulder and wall that you can always rely on. More then anything, you need that support now. Someone close will help you to continue with normal life, with socializing, going out, enjoying the beauty of life. You owe this to your mother. Feel free to write again. I am here. Elza
Violet A Ayye. I found a Dolan fan account. Besides that I think everyone has different experiences. Maybe you don’t have depression and maybe you do. I think it’s best to talk to someone. Believe me it’s best to talk about what’s on your mind than to bottle it all up.
me: *have experienced all the 9 symptoms in the last 2 weeks* bruh.. it's not like I have suicidal thoughts, but whenever my brain got the chance it starts creating different ways to die in that place
The thing is, I don’t see the point of anything in life but I will never kill my self either because there’s no point to that So I just carry on and put on a fake smile, and everyone believes ir
Maybe but everyone experiences it differently. I actually had symptoms from this video so please don't discourage people that may be depressed to ask for help.
U think it is very serious things about the ten symptoms she listed in the video , but she made it sound like it was something all of us have so that is why u guys think u have depression or anxiety , but actually you don't ! Depression is something way more deep and way more serious. It gets complicated. Stop playing with your own feelings kids 12-15 , what your feeling now is not getting enough attention from social medias or study stress. Depression isn't something to brag about ! It's really a HEAVY matter , not for kids to simply say "OHHHH HAVE DEPRESSION I WANNA SEE A FUCKIN PCYHIATRISTSNKWKSK WHATEVER." Just be positive and stay strong , you may not notice but you get more depressive when you watch videos about it because you CONVINCE yourself you have it.
I know a woman who has depression and I think it's because she has many diseases and she is always ill and at the doctor. Even she has depression she always trys to be enjoy and be happy. At home she hasn't got any problems because her husband is a incredibly good person and her son is also very nice
Gustavo Castro Thanks you should tell someone through. I remember binge watching this videos trying to figure out what was wrong with me and spent a lot of timecrying in the dark I just don't want anyone else to go through this.
same here.. here i am, laughing sometimes, wishing that my life would go well if i joke around and wont think too much about my depression. deep inside i feel alone even though i have friends and family. the worst part is sometimes im thinking about how should i end my life or how can i give my life rather than living like this.
No you don't, depressed people don't just open up about their depression depression is not a joke stop faking it just stop, it's not something good all of you kids saying you have depression think it's something good, it's fucking not
Emily Duncan ..what if some people are actually diagnosed with depression. ? ask them. maybe they actually are diagnosed with this disorder. (if they aren’t, and they claim they have depression, that’s not right and pretty insensitive) but if they are, and you are claiming they are “dumb” or faking it, then you are in the wrong.
Hi, sorry to hear that :( Have you ever told anyone how you are feeling? Or seen a doctor about it? You don't have to live with these feelings- help is available!
MinuteVideos I've never talked to anyone, so I do not get any help. I know help is available, but I don't feel like telling anyone about my private thoughts
MinuteVideos probably because he likes to keep his thoughts private. I have had the same problem as him. Apart from that ive got those symptons for 7 years already. I also don’t want to talk to people about it. I suppose the only reason i havent ended it yet is because of my family.
I have learned that I suffer from depression. My parents just laugh at me and say "get over it." But they don't understand. I'm in tears everyday, suffer from bullying, I have discouraged myself for months now, and I have no interest in anything. Might I say I've been sleeping whenever I get back from school to forget about everything.
Hi, I am sorry to hear what you are going through. Bullying becomes very often in schools today and it makes you feel like that: alone, depressed, humiliated. The worst thing you can do is keep that inside of you. You need help now from your school and family. Tell them what is happening, talk to them openly..Older siblings, teachers, counselor, anyone you trust..involve them . Their duty is to protect you because your right is to live normal without any fear from others. Please, talk to them and ask to protect you. Let me know how it goes, Elza
zunairah please seek professional help, before it gets worse. A lot of people can't get out of in on their own, but they need someone to make them see the light. You can go to your doctor and tell him that you want to see a psychologist, your parents don't even have to know or approve. It will get better if you seek help, you sound like you very much need it.
That's exactly what I'm afraid of, especially with my strict parents, they are the kind of people who would go "hah u are funny" and "eh, it'll go away"
Hi to everyone, Thanks to all for sharing experience. Some of books which can help you in dealing with depressive state can be: The Feeling Good Handbook ($15; amazon.com), Mind Over Mood ($14; amazon.com), and Overcoming Depression One Step at a Time ($18; amazon.com). You can find as well a lot of information on net but you should be careful because resources need to be reliable.
Don't present psychiatric theories like this as scientific facts. There is no serious proof that depression is genetic. What if the genetics you are talking about have more to do with the environment? I mean if you got a sad relative chances are you will get sad too. Hang out with boring people for a long amount of time and you'll be bored. Hang out with funny people and you'll be happy for the moment being. Do you get my point?
Hi, Thank you for your comment. The depression is a combination of genetic and environmental factors, as well as a certain styles of thinking. But, I got your point.You are right about that, people around us have big influence on our personality. Thank you, Elza
you can! take it from someone who is clinically diagnosed, depression isnt 24 hours 365 numbness. there are times where i go out, talk to friends or play games and feel a sense of excitement, but it's usually with a sense of restlessness/anxiety because of the thought that it will end. think this ; a person without depression may lead a happy life with moments of sadness. To a depressed person, it seems more like a tunnel of grief and numbness with small pinpricks of happiness.
Cookies R us yes definitely I have heaps of amazing friends and things that I do that makes me happy but no matter where I go my depression can pop up at random times... just the other day (now I hadn’t gone through a depression phase in about a month) my friend asked me out and I said no and I felt rlly bad about it I had been having heaps of problems with friends that day and everything was falling apart. I tried to keep myself together but at lunch I burst into tears and whenever someone asked me what was wrong I had no idea exactly what it was but my depression had got the better of me .. again.. however I’m in an ok mood rn and if u r doing something that makes u happy or u feel happy that doesn’t mean u don’t have depression it just means u don’t feel it currently. In a way I wouldn’t say I *have* depression but I do have depression *phases* so idrk but like one day I would have a great day at school and come home and just feel lonely and empty inside :( but that’s just part of what I go through. Nothing much I can do about it... so yeah I hope this answered ur question and sorry for any errors but I don’t feel like going back and checking all of this aha
I like the meaning of this video and all that and this is not meant to be harming anyone, but her shadowing isn't really good and realistic. It's a waste of copic markers and the shadowing really bothered me...
Tsuzuru Fujiya "waste of copic markers" ummmm, the artist created art to help and encourage people with depression. How is art a waste of those markers? Besides, you could comment like that on a video instructing about art techniques, but this is an animation. The artist can express her own style as she wishes, and we don't have the right to judge that.
I have anxiety and depression. It's hard because i always think somebody is making fun of me. And my family does not support me either. They make it harder on me. For sure my mother. Shes always yelling at me to go do something.But with my brother she never tells him to do anything.
This made me cry because I have depression but when I try to speak to my mum she doesn't understand me and it makes me feel horrible cause I have no one to talk to
i assume you’re going into either 6th or 7tg grade by now. i hope you’re doing better. but if you do believe in some type of god. always talk to them or even a pet, or stuffed animal. they’ll always listen. my heart is out to you and i hope you make it through as we all are trying to.
Over 5 years here I'm tripping because I'm 17 and I feel like I'm wasting my life. I really thought it would go away, but it doesn't. There will be highs and lows but i'll always end up prisonner of my bed still feeling numb but anxious sad irritated at the same time.
Hi random person scrolling I don't mean to interrupt but I just want you to know I don't know you but your beautiful kind and amazing so keep scrolling and have and awesome day that's all
Arii ! Thanks I was literally feeling fine today but outbox nowhere I got this heavy feeling of worthlessness and sadness that I couldn't bare to stay in school any longer so I'm in my dark room now crying and I don't know how to stop it
Ik how you feel I have to move schools because of my math teacher I missed 4+ days over stress and I just wanted everyone to know no matter what you're beautiful
I have every symptom accept suicidal thoughts I don't want to kill myself, mostly because I am terrified of death although I still don't know why I have to live
I have experienced most of these symptoms (7/10) in the past 2 weeks, almost everyday but let me tell you, I'm *not* depressed. Yes maybe I suffer from major anxiety disorder but I don't think I'm depressed. Beside those symptoms stand beautiful smiles and laughs. I am one of the most smiling people in my whole school. I'm polite to everyone and seem happy. I don't think the symptom part of the video is very true. BYEE!! 🌵
Most of the time depressed people think they're sick, like a cold and are usually in denial. But if you show symptoms of depression u probably have it.Like you, I had my mind set as if I didn't, that was until a professional diagnosed me with major depression. I think you should at least notify someone (family member) or your doctor that you've been experiencing these feelings because it will only worsen. I was to the point as where I was willing to take my own life because of the mental and physical pain I was in. Its not a good way to live hun, get some help.
I think I'm depressed. I have suicidal thoughts every day I cry I feel alone I don't want to face the world not even people within my house hold my parents doesn't even know I force to eat my dinner JUST so no one will get suspicious and I literally spend the whole day in my room sleeping and when I wake up I'm still tired it hurts being depressed and I don't have anyone to really turn to that's near me... I just wanna die):
I need a psychiatrist. No one understands how I feel, people always say im just trying to get attention. Im always in my room...my parents don't understand. Every night I cry and question my life..
i spent roughly 20 minutes writing this comment for a comment string but I feel like thats not gonna let enough people see it so here. victims of symptom #1; please note that you are worth something. tell yourself it in the mirror everyday you wake up. but dont feel unhappy a day you dont. you forgot. that's okay. victims of symptom #2; it's okay to lose interest in something, but everything? how do you like to express yourself? do you like to write? draw? listen to music? if you've lost interest in that, try to get back to that. dont feel like you can't. victims of symptom #3; please eat. i dont know what's going through your head. you probably aren't fat. society doesn't need to accept you; as long as you can accept yourself, you are okay. i'm a couple pounds overweight myself and most of the fat goes to my thighs, breasts and stomach. but THAT'S OKAY. i like the fact that i have thick thighs!! i think they look cool :> victims of symptom #4; have you tried listening to relaxing music? sometimes that'll help you chill. maybe you're thinking too much. try to calm your thoughts and soul. victims of symptom #5; look at #2 and #4. try #4 if you're anxious (you can do #2 too, like vent art or just venting) victims of symptom #6; i dont really have much to say about you guys. but try to sleep a bit if you're not feeling too great or feeling tired. remember #4 :> victims of symptom #8: (I know I skipped 7. Look at #9.) maybe it's because you're not eating enough, or maybe it's because you're not sleeping enough. it's okay if you can't make a decision. it doesn't mean that you're dumb or stupid or anything. #7 & #9; You are worth something. I can't get my point across enough. You. Are. Worth. Something. I don't even know any of you. I don't know what you like to do, but I can tell you this; You're worth something. Why else would you be here? You don't get put on the earth just so you can take yourself off of it. i have 2 different ways to explain this kind of stuff to my friends; #1; life is like a tunnel. some people have cars, so it's easier for them. but remember, that tunnel is on the ground. so there is shaky ground. but for some of us, we dont have cars. we dont get it all easy. we have to walk, barefoot, with socks/shoes or really anything else. but shoes eventually get ruined. socks eventually rip. your feet will get sore, will get blisters, cuts, and bruises. your feet will hurt. *you will hurt*. but you're gonna have to last another 8 decades. you cant just decide to run back to the beginning of the tunnel. when you do, you get there, and realize; theres no opening there. there is no light there. you can't get yourself out of the tunnel through the beginning. it sounds morbid, but it's true. but you have to pick yourself back up if you do that. you can't just sit back there; that's when you were only a toddler. that is when you were happy. you can't go back in time. I don't know if it's because you lost someone, and I dont know if its genetics. You can't change the fact that someone died and you can't change the fact that your family is your family and your genetics are your damn genetics. You are special in your own way. #2; life is like a rollercoaster. you being born is your ticket, and your first feeling of sadness, worthlessness is when you get in line and get on the rollercoaster. the loops are when you express yourself. you sometimes get positive responses and you sometimes get negative responses. it all depends on who, when, where and why. who did you express yourself towards? is it public or is it just for one person? when did you do it? when your sadness was at its peak? where did you do it? why did you do it? is it too intense? and remember; you can't get off of the damn rollercoaster. throwing yourself off it? not only does that affect you, it affects everyone else on the rollercoaster. but remember; there are no conductors. the rollercoaster starts and it ends, nothing in between. there shouldn't be anything to stop your rollercoaster from ending too early.
This comment can only help a minimum of people with most likely mood depression. I'm sorry, but I can't just tell myself to sleep better, get better grades, get over my lost loved one, stop feeling sad. It doesn't work that way. You are essentially telling a depressed person to stop being depressed. Just because you tell someone they are worth something doesn't mean just because you said it they can stop feeling worthless. I can only describe it as this weird looming feeling in the back of the mind. You know what you want to feel, but it's like the world is foggy and no matter how hard you try, the fog just won't go away. Listening to your favourite song is meaningless, playing your favorite game won't bring you any Joy.
I think... I have a depression and I get worse and worst... I can deal with my classmates but... My family hate me. Always say bad things to me and i live this several years. I cant go any psychologist or something like that... Im afraid to end my life i cant stand this anymore... I want escape from my shitty life but i must(?)i dunno know i really dunno know. I try everything i smile more, act like everything perf, be nice more to people and my family... But i cant stand anymore uhg actually I... Iwanna die but i afraid to death GOD I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT SHOULD I DO!! i want say something to you... If no one love you dont be sad i'll always love you. If u think ur fat OH MY GOD u r the skinny person i ever seen! I love you... From the bottom of my heart. Dont be sad cuz im coming for suck ur sadness girl/boi! ❤(sorry4my english im turkish)
Your parents don't hate you they love you. Don't end your life because there can be so much more to do with it. If you ever think suicidal thoughts think about your friends and family or if you don't think they would mind if u died would, and I care, please don't think that no one is not there for you.
same with me. my parent loves my sister more. My parents abuse me and screams at me but not her. I have had suicidal thoughts and tried to cut myself. My parents says so many bad things about me, like i'm stupid and i will never be like my sister, that i am disgusting and no one likes me. I have been abuse since i was 4. wacked with a mop because i got sick, cut my hair very short and uneven, threatened to kill me, scared me with a knife, threw a scissors at me and alway teases me. I have anxiety and depression i think. I hide a lot of things about me away from my family, i don't trust them, i don't trust myself.
bakax satomi well I have one question are they abusing u? If so u need to tell someone and get ahold of the police then maybe they can help u but if ur parents are NOT abusing u then just try to stay a little bit longer ingnor the bad things ur parents say about u and just think happy thoughts ok HAPPY THOUGHTS
I don't know if I'm honestly depressed, but every time I just sit back and take a good look at the world, how it is, how we are, why we are the way we are, I just don't want to live anymore? We're literally born to work then die and social media is so fake now. Like when people take those cute photos together. I know they're not actually having that much fun because after that pic is taken, they're on their phones barely making conversation. The world sucks today and everyone is blinded by something to keep them busy from the horrible reality of it.
I am confused. I dont think I have depression. I consider myself a very sad person. There is one thing though, most nights I would ask myself a question. What is my purpose here? I wake up go to school, come back, sleep, repeat. My parents made my future up for me already. They are a main cause to my sadness. No-one died nor did anything happen I am just not normal. I wish I was normal. Here is a story, One of my best friends ,Gaby, needs help. She suffers from depression. She cuts herself and nearly killed herself but was too scared to die. The thing is she never told anyone about it, not even her parents. She told me her parents wouldn't understand and will forget about it. I was talking to my mom and I brought up the subject about depression and she changed it and told me I dont have depression so stop talking about it. Ever since then I never talk about anything dealing with mental health. Šôřřý Îť îš přêťťý ĺôňğ
Tbh I’m glad I’m not the only one who has a parent that’s so clueless about their own child. If I said that I had depression, they would laugh, for real. They wouldn’t believe me and it would create a scar that would last for the rest of my life and I don’t want that. So....since that thought...I started helping other people and it kinda healed me. It also taught myself how to be a « therapist » to other and myself and it was useful. ---- Ever since I came to this new high school, everything was new and different. I didn’t had friends that could heal me back and all the friends at my new HS are also clueless at how I feel most of the time. I already told one of my HS friends that I was in depression BECAUSE OF HER and told her the whole story from start, but she still didn’t understood how I felt. She responded: « I feel guilty *emoji spam can we be friends again? ». I told her the whole story and why I didn’t wanted to be her friend anymore because she caused my depression like bruh i don’t want to be ur friend end of the story. She kept on begging me and I felt so guilty that I had to accept it and everything is going back again. what a shitty thing to do from me. I wish I had a therapist so I can also feel normal again but I can’t. I seriously need help.
I feel all these things, for no reason. I have a good life, good parents, good brother, good friends, don’t get bullied, pretty popular, happy with my body, get good grades. But for some reason I’ll go to bead and start to cry, for no reason. Then I hear something that triggers me to think about why I am who I am, and why I’m not the person sitting next to me or the bird flying above me. I’ve felt this for a few weeks now and I really don’t know why. Please help, I am too scared to talk to my parents, of go to any one because every one thinks I’m a happy person. As I’m writing this I’m in bed and there are tears running down my face 😓😰😥. But I don’t feel suicidle, which is good. But I tend to question my existence and what is the point of life to only suffer and feel pain and get hurt and then die. I am really lost please, I’m asking any one just comment back to this comment and help me . Please. I beg you.
+Bruno Maybe watch this video - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-srxDtefn740.html - it's a lecture from Sam Harris on the Meaning Of Life which Jody Mac has put together with pictures and music. Maybe you'll find it boring or cringey but recently I've really been asking myself what's the point of life if Earth is only going to be blown up by a meteor or comet in a few million years - the Jody Mac/Sam Harris video really helped me and I've watched it so many times...Just remember that there is a point, otherwise why would we be trying to reach Mars, to compose music, to write stories, to paint beautiful pieces of art, to advance technology and cure diseases? This world is so amazing and there are so many exciting things to do - so life definitely does have a point. Talk to your parents if you're feeling unhappy. Nobody can be happy all of the time, that's impossible. Or talk to your brother. I don't know if this helped you at all, but I had to reply :-)
I'd say it's because everyone around you looks upon you as 'that one perfect person'. The popularity might be overwhelming you a lot. You might be this way for having no seen imperfections like the others. But, I honestly don't know... I wish I could find some source of help for you.
It is so much impossible to live being an introvert and have all those symptoms and are frustrated by your school and home. Just a simple sentence, But not for me🙂
Hi, whoever r watching this video, before u quit , before u give up just remember these words:- "U R BEAUTIFUL,U R SMART,U R KIND,U R UNIQUE, U R WORTHY OF LOVE & AFFECTION, U R AWESOME!" Before u think tht u r alone think tht there r still 3 people who r always with u they r:- God, Nature & Yourself. By talking 2 urself u get some answers. Just remember when u feel to quit, " I know I can survive, I know I m capable,no no I m not 1 of those who just quit!!" Trust in God, because he trust u too.. U know god gives Depression state of mind 2 those who r capable of handling those wrostest situation. Because he(god) believe u , he trust u tht u will overcome it with so much power tht 1 day u will b on the top. U should b at top Tht's y god first brings to down. Do u know tht before throwing a ball far on a wall,U hav to 1st take it back then with wht force u throw it, it comes back with more force than u had put 2 throw it. Just same like tht u should glow,shine, be on the top with mentally & physically strong! Tht's y depression pulls u back. So try to forget abt the people,forget abt society,forget abt the world, because in this situation u hav to think of urself, help urself, u hav to takecare of urself in this time because u may never know when u will quit.. Just love urself. If the love toward urself which has no limits then u may never think of quitting. Let the time pass , trust in god , let the people say tht "god does not exist" but believe in god , u know god is like an energy which never dies , same energy like kinetic or potential or etc. God exists!!!! But not in pics or statues god exists everywhere even inside u. If u feel frustrated then open a rough book start writing abt wht the situation is wht u feel. U will feel good by this. Because if u can't express anything 2 anyone then express it in an book. Take a blank book otherwise u will c those study words & u will feel bad again. Just prefer an 200 pages or of ur choice pages book,unruled so tht how much u want 2 scratch u can. Just go on writing till ur tears stop. Make urself comfortable while writing,feel tht u r talking to god. Remember the persons who loves u the most.
Sofia Me don't cry cutie... If u get bursted to tears just go near mirror & give a cute smile to u & ur life. Believe urself,listen to some beautiful,meaningful,happy songs,watch some inspirational videos. And u will b fine. No need to stress if u r tensed abt ur studies or job then just forget abt it for few days u can take some 3-4days leave ok? Remember god is always blessing u 😀 👋
When I first started to read this I thought you were like the people how never have felt saddens like oh but your beautiful. I thought to myself I don’t se it i don’t feel beautiful. But when i was done reading I started to cry. I’ve been diagnosed whit depression.. I’m 13 years old and Yessss I know I’m very young. But the feeling I have is not a fase (I don’t now how to pronounce that). I’m going to a psychologist to help me but I doesn’t work. I just want to die. But reading this in fact help. Thx
When I didn't have depression, I was always so confused as to why people 'decide' to lose sleep or fuel. But then... it hit me. Depression hit me like a car out of nowhere. Nothing truly 'caused' my depression. It just... boom. It's currently 3 in the morning and I haven't eaten a full meal in days, weeks even. It's not that I don't want to eat, it's that I don't feel like I need to. I don't feel hungry, so what's the point? I don't feel tired, so what's the point? My depression was always hard to explain and I haven't told anyone because I always feared that they would whisper "Stop crying, I hate to see you cry." DO NOT say that to someone in a heavy state of sadness or depression. It makes them feel like they can't talk to you honestly, so they stop trying. For the last month I've been feeling trapped in an endless cycle of worry and anxiousness, never having a single chance to escape or move from the current state. I've felt squished and stomped and molded into something 'unworthy'. I wanted to stop and END IT ALL. ... but I didn't. I still know that people care, but they, unfortunately, can't help me in any way possible. They love me, and that's a bad thing in specific cases. They love me, I can't cry. They love me, they'll cry. It's still an endless cycle. But I will keep going. And so should you. Whatever disorder, whatever race, whatever sex or gender, whatever nationality you are, you deserve to keep going. I may not know you, but I know that people care about YOU. Keep going for your friends. Keep going for your family. Keep going for *you*. ... and keep going for me. It would mean the world to me if I helped *one* person today. I love you and you as yourself. I can't believe you read my rambling. Thank you for caring ❤️
Thanks for sharing this. I don't think people loving you is a bad thing. Love is so important, even when it hurts or makes you feel sad. It doesn't have to be an endless cycle. Have you tried getting help? There are so many ways to break the cycle: therapy, online counselling, medication. Ask your doctor about it and I'm sure they'll help!
I wanna tell u guys sth: I’m depressed too, since over 1 year!!! 2 weeks ago I began for the first time to tell it someone. It was a teacher, she gave me some contacts to psychiatrist and I went there. It helps me a lot. But just for a few days.. I became depressed again and then I decided to tell it my mom, and since that I’m feeling a looooooootttt better! So here for everyone: please talk to your parents! I know it’s hard to talk about it but only talking will help u make depression go away! Trust me I know that ur getting many fears and ur scared of telling it but it will srsly help u a lot!!! I have strict parents and my mom was really mad at me cause I don’t tell her earlier, but I’m just happy that I told her now! So please that’s really important! It helps u guys a lot! Talk about your problems! ty all for reading hope u get well soon, ly all!🖤👼 ur all pretty angels, u can do this!
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Guys..I really need help..my parents for sure won't take me to a doctor and I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I cry so much I might as well be filling gallons with my tears alone 😭. This video made me cry...I am not sure what is about this... I can't focus I have a lose of interest My sadness interrupts activities. Everything seems terrible I think it's triggered by fear of.. What will happen in the world...and fear of death, my personal family and friend relationships,personal failure, and emotional struggles within myself as a whole. Out of the symptoms, I got 8/9 I have thought about suicide SO.VERY.MUCH.
Borfameme Please don't ever hurt you. I might not know you but I care. Please don't feel so bad about yourself, you're gorgeous and if you want to talk to me, dm me on instagram @alpacita If you'll feel better that way, feel free to message me. remember I love you❤
Borfameme EXACTLY my parents won't think I really have depression and how would I explain why I am depressed to anyone.... I'm stuck in this never ending sea of depression
HAH ... I wanted to answer one comment how I totally feel the same, but then I only thought "Why should I do that? I mean it has no point, nobody would care that, worthless me, answered something" and now I am thinking the same again, why should I click the "comment"-Button? This never-ending circle sucks.
This comment is sad. Most of the comments here have at least one comment to help them feal a bit better, let me be yours. Im sure somebody cares about you i mean no one is worthless even if you feal alone there might still be someone with you to make your day a bit better..... find that person
I do that all the time it sucks because you want to talk about it but then it's just like "no wtf no one gives a shit" and then I just delete my comment ...
I still love what I do, I'm active in my hobbies but that's only because I think they will make me happy. I smile a decent amount on a daily basis, but I'm convinced its fake. I don't talk to people as much as I used to, I don't eat as much or maybe I even eat more sometimes, I'm gaining weight, I'm tried and restless, and I doubt myself all the time. I think I'm ugly and worthless. And not only have I had suicidal thoughts, but i've had 4 suicide attempts. My mom says I smile way too much though. So I don't know if I'm depressed or not.
Hi, depression doesn't affect people all the time. Sometimes you will feel ok and be able to laugh and smile, other times you will feel worse. So you may have depression or you might be going through a tough time in your life. The best way to know for sure is to go to a doctor and tell them all about how you are feeling. In the meantime I think getting some exercise regularly could help you. If you are restless all the time then doing some physical activity will help you sleep better and it also changes the chemicals in your brain to make you feel happier. Exercise can also boost your self esteem and make you more confident. Just a little bit every day really helps :) Paul
it said are you experienced in the past two weeks? no. i have that for nine years now. do u experienced this 5 out of 7? no. i experienced 7 out of 7. seriously. now im dying.
I just want people who see a psychiatrist or psychologist for their depression to know that, they cannot fix your problems for you. They will not give you the answer because they CANT. Psychiatrists and Psychologists are there for moral support, a shoulder to cry on so to speak. So please do not expect them to instantly make your life sunshine and rainbows because only YOU can do that for yourself.
I went through all of these but slowly by letting everything out to my loved ones and connecting to my faith I got out of it, I feel like ppl with depression need someone who would listen to their story, feelings and worries without being judged , it may seem simple and un helpful but honestly just having someone take the time to listen without forcing the person and letting them tell their problems within their own time helps, a lot (sorry for my bad grammar, I’m dyslexic so yah...)
I have always been to scared to go to our school guidance councillor bc I felt scared and if someone saw me going to them i would be a “freak” or something. One time I was just rambling on about pretty depressing stuff to my friend and she is literally making appointments for me to see the guidance councillor. At first I didn’t want to but I rlly do need to let it out and I’m too scared to tell my parents and she is one of the most popular ppl in the grade and she goes to see the guidance councillor weekly. What I’m trying to say is - seeking for help doesn’t make u a “freak” it means u want to fix it / u need help. Don’t be afraid to seek help, take a breath make a change and go for it! Hope this helps xo
Hannah Elizabeth dude i have these symptoms everyday for 7 months and i'm fiiiine. tHis is vEry Lovely ty, Please 🙂🔫. but things will get better for you though, if you keep trying, just don't give up :)
i am depressed, i need help. But i'm to scared to talk about it. I feel like shit, and i know i am. I have experienced everything she said, and i got it for 3 month ago. My english is bad, sorry... I just wanted to tell this, because it makes me light up a little more, but not enough go get out of the darkness :( Bad english again...
Hi, Thank you for your sharing. I am really sorry to hear how you feel. Depressed people need support and, for them, it is the most important. You should not keep your feelings inside of you, it will just aggravate your symptoms.You have to talk about that , to let out all negativities you feel.. I understand you are scared of the stigma that surrounds depression,but having depression does not mean that you are crazy or insane. It is illness as any other physical illness, it is just invisible. You need support and try to find it. We are here to listen you, in the description of this video you can find the link for online therapy, your family is with you so you are not alone in this. You are important to all people around you, and when all this is over you will be proud of yourself. Just believe you can and you are halfway there. I hope to hear back from you, Elza
¿ hablas español depronto? te puedo ayudar yo tambien me sentia así hasta que tome fuerza para pedir ayuda yo tambien sentia que si lo hacia todo iba a empeorar pero no necesitas ayuda! no dejes que crezca yo estuve asi por dos años y eso me trajo consecuencias devastadoras si hubiera pedido ayuda antes todo habia sido diferente
Telling yourself that you are depressed is what makes you believe that you are which is not.. Just think this way, everything happened for a reason and you just need to be strong stand still.. Be positive always and never give up.. life is unfair but that doesn't mean you cannot over come it.. you are way too strong and way too smart to fail.. Get up and see the future ahead.. and most of all.. God will never give you trials in life that you cannot handle.. God loves you.. you will not see it now but you will understand later.. never lose hope and don't let the negative things come to you.. It's ok to be sad just cry.. it's ok to be down just get up.. It's ok to be lost just find your way.. always see the good things small or big.. live a life to the fullest.. be happy coz you are alive.. you have a purpose in life so be happy.. wake up everyday with a smile in you face.. It will not be a perfect day but you will make it perfect ^_^.. Good day and God Bless everyone...
I don't have to explain.. Just do what I say.. I've been there and I know how to overcome it.. you don't know what I've been through.. The words I say from my first comment is how I get my self out of that nightmare.. You are not in the position to tell me coz you are not in that situation.. fuck off!
Isn't it obvious? I will not comment here if I am not.. and I don't need doctor to heal me.. I need Jesus and God gave me that.. Only him can heal.. Only those who overcome that will understand me.. and I bet not you..
April O i truly agree on your advice , eventho it seems hopeless but I believe that God has put a glimpse of hope in us to face the difficulties in life. God is the only one true healer for those who believe. we've been given this life for a reason . so i hope we can all be in this together and be stronger each day ! 😄
My mum is always on her phone. She won’t listen to anything, she won’t talk to me or my brother. I try to make her proud and be the best I can but I can’t. I only see my Dad once a month and I cry heaps when I leave him. Today I twisted my ankle and was in pain and I told my Mum and all she said was lay down. After 10 minutes I told her again but she just screamed at me to go to bed. These days I fall asleep at about 4 am. I wish my Dad could look after me but I don’t want to move away from my school and my friends. Also I always feel lonely as my brother show no interest in talking to me as he is always playing with his fake friends he hasn’t even met on his xbox. It’s like social media has ruined people. I am crying so much typing this comment as I just wish I was hugging my Dad right now. I hope nobody else suffers the same issue as me......
Even though times are yes, hard, just know that its your life to live and so many people love you and even though you think the oppiste, just keep going. You have so much to offer in this world. Stay thinking or those who will love you through life, death, and all eternity. Because they are the ones that matter most in your life. 😘❤
I feel so helpless. I just need someone but nobody does. My councilor won't even help me. I am in complete darkness. I wait in my bed as my mom walks up stairs, hoping she'll come in and talk to me but she doesn't. My councilor said she should help me when I show depressed signs but she hasn't. I feel so terribly alone. I have nobody, no family to talk to, no friends to talk to because I moved to a new school, and no pets to make me feel better. When will anything get better?
Hi, sorry to hear this. Why don't you try going and talking to your mum, instead of waiting for her to come to you? It's possible that your family don't know or don't understand how you're feeling, so they need you to ask them for help rather than hoping they will come to you.
depression is a real thing in this world and people judging and not helping those suffering are to blame there lack of help leads the person to believe they are worthless not wanted ect i sometimes feel sad lonely and unable to be motivated but i was only diagnosed with anxiety for some reason i do think very negative and forcs myself to think positive i think we will just have to face this problem with or without the help . face your demons instead of hiding its hard yes i know but these things may take time and patience i can notice a big change in myself from what i was when i was 5 i would literally cry all the time and was suicidal back then but not anymore so i will just keep facing the problem and try to be strong . i feel so sad for people with depression it hurts me to know the world is suffering like this
Hi Noah, we're very sorry to hear this. Depression is a serious condition and we recommend that you consult a doctor or physician that could help you through this difficult time. As we mentioned above, seeing a psychiatrist or psychologist for your depression symptoms is like seeing a dentist when your tooth aches. We wish you much good luck in finding the help and support you need.
Noah, try talking to friends or family that could maybe help you. They may be able to guide you to the right direction in getting better. If anything, seeing or feeling support around you is never a bad thing right?
I have talked with my parents about it. but they think its not a depression just trouble to find out the who I am and according to my parents its because the age 16 is always a difficult time
Once upon a time I was 16 and it was a difficult time. However, if you really feel like there could be something more, try telling them that it doesn't hurt to have a professional confirm whether you have it or not. Either way, you all gain by figuring out how to approach this situation.
I have all 9 symptoms many the suicide and sleep and the saddens... I hate the suicidle thoughts but no matter what they never go away and it makes me feel so insecure about myself
It's really hard to tell someone you feel depressed.... I've tried to tell my brother, but he kinda just brushed it off and tried to "cheer me up" which obviously didn't help.
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That blasting disappointment you feel when you realize that your parents are complete ignorants about depression and blame you for not being able to move on. Quite frustrating, the horse I came across the past month on the mountain was even more helpful than them, it made me smile for a while at least.
The Sister Show bella and evie oh dear! Please talk to someone you trust please don’t ever hurt yourself you’re special and I love you! Trust God and pray hard! God is always there
is it rude to ask how ... how on earth you became like that when you’re 3 years younger than the required age to make a youtube account? (also you need a diagnosis to say you have depression fyi. please go see a doctor before you make claims)
For the ones thinking of suicide, don't do it. Suicide doesn't end the chances of life getting worse. Suicide eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better.
Hi, how often do you feel the symptoms? Everyone feels them every now and again. If you have them ALL the time for several weeks then it might be a problem.
My friends say that they are depressed, but when I ask them they said they were only upset and stressed out. I think I am rlly depressed and for the last 3/4 months I've annoyed, tired, and sensitive. At school I seem to be 'The Class Prankster' or 'The Class Clown' becausw its my way of hiding my depression. I haven't have the courage to tell my parents because they would ask why am I deppressed and it is actually about them. I loved them so much but sometimes I got tired of them yelling at me. I have friends but I couldn't bear telling them. Also sometimes that I wished that I was somebody else like Princess Leonor of Spain. I sometimes hated myself and I rlly don't wanna kill myself but I couldn't help it anymore. I am usually cried my way to sleep. I almost cried writting this. I hope you appreciate me. Please no Hate:). I am almost 11 and live in Indonesia. I am using my aunt's acc. Since I have an email but my dad wouldn't tell me the password. If anyone could help me please tell me in the comments section;).
I undertand you honey pls don't lose hope i am feeling the same i can't tell anyone cause they would think i am being dramatic and faking it i don't want to drain anyone but please remember that you are a beautiful soul i know that pls just have faith in yourslef , distance yourself from the people who make you feel like degraded or make you hate yourself be with positive people i know sometimes it even gets hard to just get up i know you feel lack of energy but pls get up pls love your self i really hope you never feel that way again 💜 sending you all my love 🌸 pls be happy
Moira Kelley hi there, yes it can. Im kinda in that situation but its mostly that i dont know what i feel except regret and sadness. I dont know what happynes is anymore and what Kind of reaction it triggers. Ive been that way for 8 years now. Ive been exploited by people around me and bullyed for 9 years. Its gotten to the point where i just dont care anymore and i just supress my feelings. Im not even able to cry anymore due to me always having to supress it that its subconsiously getting supressed now.
I'm the most... I WAS the most happy and energetic girl. I was a person who liked contact with people, who loved leaving the house, having dreams of traveling, loved to painting and singing. No matter what happened, I was able to get up and bounce even higher than before. Unstoppable, I wanted to change the world, help people. At some point I came to the conclusion that how can I help others when I can not help myself? I don't think that i have depression, i'm here cuz people say that. Cuz, Yeah, I have every symptom every Day, (for two years) but it's because i'm teenager and spoiled idiot by the way. Yes, I feel incredibly STUPID because there are many people in the world who have less than me, that I feel ashamed when everyday trivialities are a drama for me. I hurt myself. Because of that I feel even worse. My condition is one thing. How much I hate myself for feeling it, is pounding for me. I want to be happy as I used to but I can't and i'm frustrated cuz of that. I think it's normal reaction. I just don't like myself and the way i am and reason that I can't change myself (rlly it's fu... ng impossible ) totally pisses me off
Shit. I just realized i have all this symptoms. Tbh i've feel like this for almost two years, there are times when it gets worse but i don't want to ask for help or say anything because people may think that i'm just trying to call the attention or that i'm just confused or trying to justificate myself, also i don't want my parents to feel guilty or disappointed because they are always criticizing people who self harm or are "suicidal", because they think that they just have "so much free time" or are just searching for ways to call the attention, they don't believe mental illness are real. Even if i were to a psychologist, i don't think i want to talk about this with anybody and anyway i've never been the type of person who listen advices or in generally who listen to others, so i think it wouldn't work. And maybe this isn't even depression, it might be just that teen hormonal shit or something, maybe i'm just overreacting...
