there was a deep respectful ceremony when he did Ayahuasca with spiritualist people who revered it. some dude dosed him w DMT and gave him magnesium when he come out...probably not in any sort of "spiritual" ceremony....just a really cool beach party. he kind of says that...
"i don't know if I did a good job explaining the differences" Bro - you did the best job anyone has ever done explaining the differences between those two drugs. That was incredible.
Legit. I hear so many people say I don't know how to explain it or just say weird obscure random thing like " the rainbow of life connected me to the veins of the earth while I did a backflip off a dolphin". yet here a freaking comedian that can actually articulate it into something somewhat coherent.
"It's like you're a plant as an adult and you get to go back to the version of yourself to where you're a seed" Say what you want about Theo, but sometimes the man puts things in a crazy perspective and I feel like his honesty with himself is very underappreciated
My experience with DMT was life changing. I became one face of a multi-faceted experience prism, my side being my particular life experience. My awareness expanded and my social anxiety and depression was entirely gone. Truly magical.
Just microdosing shrooms got me through therapy with courage and determination, social anxiety disorder is unnoticeable, cPTSD was faced and accepted. The only thing left for me is phone calls with strangers, and I just signed up for EMDR to approach that. I love the experience of therapy now, it's so cathartic and it brings me my beautiful future after my childhood as a psychoslave. You can't get much safer than microdosing mushrooms! I recommend Malabar for those struggling to feel emotion.
Lucky you. I was just smacked back into reality after seeing jewelled infinity with the newfound knowledge I actually had anxiety. Been a journey since.
@@franko8572 DMT Is for the entertainment and to experience something that is harder to integrate into your day to day life and Ayahuasca is more of a spiritual experience and can be integrated into your life
@@franko8572what satanochio said. Watching a fire is meditative, a long term experience, like the long term trip from ayahuasca. Smoking DMT is like a firework because it’s like an explosion, a quick experience. Ayahuasca has DMT in it, but it also has MAOI inhibitors or something like that that makes the DMT last for a long time.
His experiences with ayahuasca are my exact experiences with mushrooms. Completely changed my life for the better. Relieved my pent up stress and trauma and issues. It made me realize I was depressed for years prior, I had no clue. I was in a funk I didn’t know about. Laughing all day and crying in a happy way is what psychedelics are all about. Healing.
That’s amazing! So happy to hear stories like that. Mushrooms essentially are dmt believe it or not, Psilocybin ( what makes you trip ) found in mushrooms is nearly identical to DMT. It only has one added molecule to it, a hydorxy molecule. DMT and Psilocybin structurally are nearly identical to each other as well. They essentially mimic serotonin but in a specified intense way in specifi regions of the brain with serotonin receptors. Specifically 5h2a receptors.
mushrooms don't make me go back and look at anything (i had a really great childhood, the intro scene was the song 'it's a wild, wild, life'--and that wasn't a false advertisement, unlike my adulthood) my adulthood has been what others childhoods have been, i was abused (the kind of rare formation of female->male) in my adulthood (heroin was the hook mechanism) and my life is still not good, 13 years later. actually it just kind keeps getting worse. but mushrooms bring me into the present moment and make me have a good time, and kind of make it all not matter that much. i tried doing them lately and they just made me feel confused, i think i'm almost too depressed for them.
@@supermike1982 idk i think you can't rely on them for your whole life but i certainly did ride a wave from them during my teenage years, they kind of set the tempo for my whole town and we had a really tight community because of the things we shared while we were on mushrooms. it's definitely more profoundly spiritually impactive than 90% of drugs out there, with the exception of things like ayahuasca (at least from what I've heard, i've never partookened)
As someone who has suffered with mental illness and depression the majority of my adult life. I just tried DMT for the first time, I felt as if I was in the center of the universe. Totally got healed.
I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.
Wow that was deep brother !! 😔 😢 That’s why so many broken children living in grown bodies, mimicking adult lives !! Thanks Theo I needed to hear this !! 🙏 💪
@The Wandering M facts bro and another reason why I hate Disney so much , they know exactly what ur saying better than anybody else what movies like The Lion King , Bambi , Fox and the Hound etc etc did a lot of damage on us at well 🤦♂️
@@franjosssja6925 trauma based mind control even in movies , they knew exactly how the mind works , MK Ultra , operation Mockingbird, Walt Disney was a Nazi all facts
@@kiethj7 our subconscious doesn’t know between fake or real , so when we are young watching even cartoons , it does something to u , u put urself in Bambi shoes when his mom dies…. They’ve been testing humans for the longest MK Ultra , they kno exactly how the brain works… look up operation paperclip when Hitler lost they split all the scientists up between America and Russia.. Germany had the best scientist in the world ! That’s where Walt Disney and Warner von Braun comes into play… he started NASA , on his tombstone talks about the firmament and Walt Disney said “ Imagination is more powerful than knowledge “
I love how Theo thinks in metaphors! It should be appreciated sooo much, this is the best description of taking a psychedelic substance for that reason
Waiting for your mother. That makes a lot of sense. I was on acid when I realized my bed was a substitute for my mother's womb and I liked to escape there. It explained why I'd isolate myself in a room when I desired a dark cave, which symbolizes the womb of mother earth to me. And I felt abandoned by both mother planet and my birth mother. And then I gradually also realized the reason I get stuck in bed is because I'm also waiting for my mother to come get me out of bed. Or somebody to come tell me the day has begun. My mother left me in the crib a lot. It took a lot of time but I've been getting better about telling myself to get up and start the day.
❤️❤️❤️ I had a similar realization trying psilocybin for the first time. I was scared and uncertain until I got into bed. And then I realized how much I love Bed. but also how much Bed can take from my life if I choose to stay in Bed rather than live life.
@@ripley2995 yes, you are right- the "Bed" can be helpful, but you said it better- if you chose to stay there and if you want to spend every minute there, just because you feel comfortable there, this will rob you of your life. I'm now in similar situation and I won't lie...I am a big man, I take care if myself and so my best to helo evey person I can, but I am scared shitless when I am alone and sober.... Just cant handle my thoughts... Sometimes I think I will have no energy or desire for anything,but quit... But in these very moments I feel like there comes something else over me... something very positive and so powerful, that you don't have other option, but just to go down on your knees and thank that power for manifesting itself and thanking about the fact, that you exist...small ., short piece of total bliss ans and humility.
I love how Theo describes ayahuasca in a way that makes me laugh and cry and I really fucking respect this mans sense of humor and VULNERABILITY..... shit is beautiful thanks for the highlight clip
When he explained his brother leaving I felt that in my soul.. because I don’t know what the hell I’d do without my brother.. and for a human being to express what they felt so fluently it’s just the purest thing possible.. this guy is my hero.. ❤
Mr Von… you are truly the mos relatable and vulnerable heart of gold I’ve ever seen from a comedian and u make me want to do standup thank u for being ur damn self boss
Theo Von just made me cry my eyes out from the moment he began to speak about his mother. I have been struggling with the very same experience my entire life. And I've never ever heard someone else explain the pain I have been feeling since I've known my self to be alive. Thank you. 🇹🇹
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.sporessss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
the fact that i know exactly what he’s talking abt when he’s trying to explain dmt.. he’s spot on 😂😂😂 so fucking funny theo, i love your humor & just you being yourself, so effortless
I have been wondering this very same thing and I think this is probably the best, most useful description I’ve come across. People, like me, who aren’t “in the know” of mind altering substances and have no people to speak to about it need information delivered in this manner. Not fear tactics, nor flowery poetic speak but just the bones of it. Cheers mate.
Beautiful description of Aya. It’s like an ancient therapist who hold zero judgement comes and sits with you who knows EVERYTHING about you. Your perceptions about almost everything change. You also have much more compassion bc you see the why people did what they did. Letting it all go, with love and acceptance is complete freedom.
I was with my Mom 4 years ago when she passed from COPD empyazema, I saw her soul leave for heaven, a few days ago it was so cloudy an gloomy outside, but I couldn't open eyes it was so bright it seemed but for a brief moment I could see her smiling at me from heaven. I moved out on my own at 15 years old in 95,cause she was broken and couldn't mother while she healed, I had so much anger and resentment for the way I was raised, but seeing her safe an happy with God feels so good. She did the best she could with what she had.
I've benefited so much from psychedelics. My depression, anxiety, insomnia and also psychedelics has improved my creativity and focus. I got my stuffs delivered discreetly,
That's some deep waters we were treading with you there. You took us into the depths, those fkn murky waters bruh. Thanks for sharing this with us Theo Gang Gang brothaman.
I can recommend you to where I get my stuff from an online store his got his got Shrooms, psychedelics, alongside other products well Refined ships to anywhere discreetly.
you can tell how powerful a medicine ayahuasca is in the shift from the funny dmt to theo’s life experience. we all love the guy but i really hope he gets what he’s looking for
I feel you on wanting to have a deeper connection with my mother, who has felt like a stranger to me since I was 8 or so. I also struggle with commitment. I may give ayahuasca a try soon.
have tobe honest with you Jzen, I tried and it is an experience, but do NOT expect any resolution or solution to your isuues/problems/avails. Don't think you will be enlightened and walking on a cloud of honey after.
I forgot I posted this. I visited my mom last month and we talked for ~2 hours, which is more than I have talked to her in the past 10 years. It went well.
When you spoke about your commitment issues and your relationship with your mother I felt you were talking about me. I 100% identify with your story and know what you mean. This video played by accident and now I know it was meant for me to make the next step and take the medicine (ayahuasca) I will be doing it in September. Thank you so much for sharing
I've watched this a few times now, interested in having a go of DMT. I was blown away when he spoke about his mother and their relationship. It has clarified some stuff for me that I wasn't able to work out myself so just wanted to say THANK YOU for sharing these personal experiences. It's not possible for me to express how massive a weight you've taken off my shoulders.
Damn, that's some heavy stuff . I wish I could vocalize half of the of the things that plague my mind and soul from my childhood. I'm impressed by your ability to do this. I would be a mess before I got the first sentence out. Now I have my own little man (11yrs old) and the though of a child who's heart gets broken in that sort of manner is tragic and makes me so sad A child has no idea how to deal with that kinda thing or any idea how it will effect them in the future. Further more they have no clue how to verbalize and work through how they feel so nearly 100% of them just swallow there damaged heart and try to deal with it on their own in their own head. It breaks my heart thinking about it and I vowed to myself that I will never break a promise or let my son down because I experienced so much of it when I was young. You are quite a man Theo, thank you!
@joelcreswell1768 HE...He.. he. You started off saying how you wish that you could vocalize your thoughts and feelings as well as Theo. You then go on to share a beautiful revaluation about being a child and to seeing that as a father, that was fantastic. You did it as good as Joel, and it was perfect. You can only be Joel my friend, and you nailed it here with your comment
Theo you did an amazing job in explaining what it's like, granted it's very different for everybody but you nailed it. When you're ready and if the medicine calls you back you should definitely do it again. Cheers mate!!
I had the same question as the caller, and your reflections of DMT and Ayahuasca was a comprehensive explanation. Granted everyone has their own experiences, but you made it understandable enough for the curious to make a choice. The closest I've come to a similar Ayahuasca reaction as yours was acupuncture. Very peaceful, relaxing experience, but as soon as the needles were being removed, I was overwhelmed by intense emotions. I began crying uncontrollably, and I continued crying for hours. Deep sobbing like my body was rinsing out all the accumulated psychological toxins that had been weighing me down.
Over many years I've narrowed it down to a few good things. I like to cook good healthy food everyday. I play guitar everyday. I ride my bike everyday. I paint or sculpt everyday. I read an actual paper book everyday. I don't spend too much so I don't need to work too much. I can do these things everyday and I'm happy. I can just do these things everyday til I die and be happy.
Thats really helpful, thank you Theo. It would be a scary thing to open that door not knowing where you might end up. I hope you and your Mom resolve your conflicts, my Mom always said, "It's the most important person in your life, your Mother." And that was true for me. Thanks for sharing.
I’ve never learned much from smoking DMT. It’s always very recreational and colorful and there is always weird beings dancing and laughing just like Theo said almost like a carnival. Taking DMT orally on the other hand is like being in a 8 hour therapy session. Lots of insight and lots of crying. It’s a very emotional experience.
Ayahuasca is the only psychedelic I’ve tried and let me tell you.. I went from being an agnostic/atheist to believing in a higher divine power. It completely changed my worldview!
*i dont have issues bc our mother abandoned & betrayed us; she abandoned & betrayed us bc the world is full of abandoned & betrayers.* what choice did she have in such a world. -jc
The way your able to describe things so well so everyone else can get an idea of what things you’ve experienced area like is the best! I believe this is why you do so well at comedy and your RU-vid channel 👍😄
Dmt, LSD and psilocybin containing mushroom are amazing. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder years ago. Got diagnosed with ADHD. Spent my whole life fighting ADHD. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
My first aya experience I drank two small glasses at a retreat and it lasted on and off for a week. I believe your pineal gland can keep producing some version of DMT and I think that must have happened to me. Not for the faint of heart. People who should do aya are those who feel drawn to aya. Don’t do it unless you feel drawn to it on some kind of soul level, in my view.
Awww. Theo is on another level. So funny but honest and willing to be vulnerable. I genuinely wish him the best in life. This video makes me want to do ayhauasca and hug him lol.
I came for the dmt aya. Talk. But damn. Im Going through this mom stuff within myself. Realizing we've been so detached my whole life. And how I've been detached from myself. It's difficult to feel like I need this with my mom but she's not capable right now. Ugh it's so effing hard. Feeling like I need to figure out parenting myself. But you helped me piece my own difficulty with relationships and commitments, together with my trauma. Hell yeah. It's hard and weird to process. I've never done aya. I'm going to someday. I've been doing breathwork and that'd been very helpful and opening.
I've watched so many documentaries & listened to hundreds of people talk about this stuff but never heard anyone explain the experience so deeply I could literally see what he was saying in my head. Honestly man, you should be the spokesperson for it because it was perfect & now I'm dying to try it more than ever but I just have no access to it & that is really hard for me because I know the help I need is out there but I can't reach it which makes me even more depressed. It's painful because I've heard nothing but incredible things about psychedelics & ive done everything you can think of my whole life to get help & nothing has worked & I believe this is my last resort & it will be the one thing that can really help me I just desperately need to find someone that can help me access it so I can finally find some kind happiness because I'm all out.
Cheers guys I sent him a msg. The only thing freaking me out & holding me back is I’m worried about delivery & stuff. It’s my first time micro dosing & I’m doing this to better myself have any of you guys had problems with delivery or anything like that? I really want to work with him cos he’s the friendliest person I’ve spoke to about it & he sounds like he genuinely wants to help me I just live in Australia & wanted to hear what you guys think & any advice to just give me that nudge to get started cos that’s the most terrifying part for me. I really appreciate the guidance & any advice✌🏻
Ayahuasca- yours is best description of how it would feel, makes me want to try it. I have issues with my dad like you do your mom. I wish therapist would let patients try Ayahuasca to try and finally see your inner child and the pain they still carry but yet connect the dots and find relief and love..?!? But unfortunately some parents are just never equipped to be who we want them to be. I just hope to be a better parent and forgive them who hurt me. Thanks Theo
Thank you for mentioning the Goddess! Also cudos for getting the courage to lean into Aya, allowing her to show you the parts of ourselves that we push into thr background to try to not face....but it's all there having an effect on us. Working on ourselves, healing and connecting to our authentic selves is the most important mission we have on this planet! We're healing generational trauma and stopping the cycle by addressing and compassionately working through our issues.
I didn’t expect the algorithm to drop this Theo Von Knowledge on me. I really appreciate his time and effort into explaining his experiences, especially with his mother, I felt that.
Theo is hilarious! - I had to come back just to say that the only way is through it. We all want to avoid pain but we can waste our whole lives trying to get around it without losing that pound of flesh, but we can't. Its a law from the universe, that's just the way it is
