Therapist Reacts to Mansion by NF 

Please react to this ☝️ grab the tissues

This! ☝️

Running

Also, if you're in the mood for an emotionally devastating video - Happy is an incredible song in which you get to hear Nate sing. Hope is an incredible video too with the visual representation of the internal psyche battle... but I imagine if you're a fan of NF you could pretty much list every one of his songs and you'd be blown away! He really is an unprecedented talent.

Yeeeees!!!!

Good for you man👍 keep going strong fellow human

You don’t find NF, NF finds you Much love brother

One day at a time

@@justAman548 absolutely he did

@@markg1994 5yrs 3 months tomorrow

I was born and have lived in Michigan my whole life with wonderful parents and I have raised my two son's the same way I was raised. Abusive parents are Everywhere, not just Michigan. Please don't generalize.

@@twnt5861 I was born there as well and spent the first 22 years of my life there. I knew far more people who grew up in abusive homes than those who didn’t. At no point did I suggest that it was an epicenter or that Michigan alone gave rise to horrible parents. I simply said there was something there that seemed to breed them, and I said so from personal experience as well as the experiences of those I’ve personally met. I’ve also been a magnet for the worst quality human beings my entire life. My general experience with people has been profoundly negative, yet I still find myself daring to believe in them. Good people are everywhere, so are bad ones. I make statements based on experience I have, but it doesn’t cloud my judgement of all people. I’m not that ignorant. From what I’ve seen first hand there seem to be more in Michigan (specifically in the town I grew up) than anywhere else I’ve been. If I gave the impression that Michigan alone has shitty parents or that they don’t exist anywhere else I apologize. It’s not what I said and certainly not what I meant. I am, as I said, speaking to the majority of those I met - which I openly admit is not a great many compared to the multitudes that exist. My statement however still stands. I suppose my mistake here was not prefacing my comment with ‘in my experience’. But hey, nobody’s perfect 🤷‍♂️

Beautiful said❤

Can you imagine if NF and Ren wrote and performed a song together?!?!?!?!

Fun fact REN in an interview said NF was one of his biggest inspirations

Omg yes

One of my absolute favorites by NF!!!

ABSOLUTELY AGREEEE!!!

i love you too :) - T

​@@HeartSupport See the pain inside my eyes? It hurts. I've been DOA since birth. Feeling like I'm cursed. As a hollow shell, I walk the earth. Aching for a life with worth. Is this all there is? This desolate dearth? Or is this a cruel cosmic jest? A puppet dance with no promised rest? A million suns blink their uncaring gaze. On a tiny stage, I'm lost in a cosmic maze. Yet, a single star whispers through the haze. A fleeting reminder of beauty's soft phrase. A whisper of strength that the universe conveys. Though lost in the maze, with a heart that still plays. I'll dance to the rhythm, and embrace the bright rays. In this cosmic dance, harmony I find. A universe unfolding, with peace of mind. The pain may linger, but the spirit will mend. As I dance with the stars, until the end. With each step I take, a truth I uncover. The path to my worth, a journey I'll recover. Lost stars may find solace, a hand to ignite. Together we'll rise, bathed in love's guiding light. ~ZyhrenSong~

From Micro: @jeffreygreene1776 Thank you so much for opening up about this, my friend. It means a lot that you decided to share your experience here. www.loom.com/share/a19da9d0b2c74b179102c03d10b5ebfc

You can't compare Taylor to NF

@@Digital_Dimensions7912 literally didn’t do that. Just giving her praise.

Fine she's ok

Oh I love that song but just reading the title makes me tear up

@@roch5359 I literally only listen to it when I am watching a reactor. Other than that instead clear of that one…I was traumatized the first time I discovered it and never ventured back on my own after that

All in due time. Gotta follow the journey to really get that one. I’m here for all of it

Can’t wait for this one!

Please do each NF album in order. PLEASE!

The nf albums tell a story in order and definitely should listen in order

@@Elyias She already did other NF reactions (out of order). I think she started with The Search.

AWWWW thank you so glad you're here :) - T

In "Hope" Nate says that he got help to start the healing process. His self awareness is impressing and I'm so happy that he puts it in his lyrics. Getting an expert to help with self awareness makes things a lot faster than trying to do it all on your own.

thank you for the support friend. Means so much - T

Intro III is the one I'm going to checkout next.

From Micro: @Ryandavis62095 It's amazing to hear that this music makes you feel seen. There's something beautiful in feeling like a song can echo the way we've been feeling deep inside, especially when our struggles have been isolating us from the rest of the world. It's really hard to feel like you're constantly in survival mode though, having to gather strength and resilience time and time again without a support system to lean on. It's like being in the middle of a storm with no shelter, just enduring the winds and rain with no one to share the struggle with you or to offer comfort. I'm sorry, friend, that you've had to endure so much and deal with it mostly by yourself. Somehow, we built resilience through this type of loneliness, but it would also be so much mor ecomforting to always someone trusted by our side during our darkest moments. When you've had to face so much on your own, it can create this deep sense of isolation, even when you're surrounded by people. It's like there's this invisible wall between you and the rest of the world, a barrier built from the times you've had to rely on yourself. You start to feel like you're carrying a secret, the weight of your experiences that others can't truly understand or relate to. The loneliness becomes a shadow that you carry around with you all the time, and at some point you're also just tired to even try reaching out altogether. It feels safer and more familiar to rely on yourself. You don't have to carry this all by yourself anymore, even if it feels like that's all you've known. You have a community right here of people who have been through the same, or similar experiences, and where sharing our vulnerability can turn out to be a strength to all of us collectively. You're not alone in feeling this way, and you deserve to feel supported and understood. You deserve to have the possibility to share your story too. So, truly, thank you for being here.:heart:

so glad you're here and you liked it :) - T

To add to this, a perfect example is in this song: "This part of my house, no one has been in it for years. I built a safe room, I don't let no one in there 'cause if I do, they might disappear and not come back and I admit I'm emotionally scared to let anyone inside so I just leave my doors locked. You might get other doors to open up but this doors not. 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me, and I'll be the only person that I can blame when you deserve me." Hits home waaaayyyyy too hard. I felt for the longest time that my dad's suicide was my fault and finally through therapy I understand he had his own reasons. During my transition this past year, my mother and step father kicked my wife and I out from a home they let us stay in due to me being disabled with epilepsy. As a result, trauma from my mother doing this and playing victim as if she had no say in the matter, my constant thoughts of those around me are "...if my mom will do it then they definitely will" so why even try? I just stay isolated and I'm still working on not having these thoughts but having borderline personality disorder doesn't help the situation, especially with my wife when I always feel that she will leave eventually so just mentally prepared for it is how I live. At the moment, my trust is practically nonexistent. Just my personal experience

From JBrach: @DannySmoka It sounds like that room holds all your pain trapped inside! I have some rooms like that-- rooms that hold trauma, rooms that hold loneliness, rooms like hold pain, heartbreak, and grief. Whatever happened when you were 10, I am so sorry and you don't deserve that. None of us can get through this life without collecting some trauma. For my rooms, the only way out was through. I recommend finding a professional to unpack that room with. If we go into it on our own, it could leave us debilitated, crying ourselves to sleep. With some help, a safe friend, they can hold our hand when it feels like the waves crashing will pull us underneath into the undertow. Whichever way you decide to enter that room, take your time and be patient with yourself along the way. Processing our pain is a journey that takes time, but the important thing is to start that journey of healing. We love you and believe in you here at HeartSupport!

From Micro: @DannySmoka You can be proud of yourself for experiencing growth in the midst of what certainly feels incredibly frightening, and for allowing yourself to open that door, even just a tiny bit, once a year. I've personally walked through life with a room that was closed for so long, and I was absolutely petrified at the idea of opening it again. Still am somtimes, still a work in progress overall. It's hard when you know there is something in your story that needs your attention and care, but at the same time that now is just not the right time for it. And it never seems to be the right time, really. Then the more time goes on, the more it feels impossible to look back at it. At the same time though, it weighs on heavily. It feels like navigating through the motions of life while *feeling* this presence, this heaviness in the background that whispers in an ugly manner. Sometimes it feels more present, almost too close, and at other times you manage to almost "forget" about it while focusing on your present life. All in all, it feels like being stuck with an unwanted burden, something painful to look at, and it's scary to not know what could happen if you let the door open more frankly, or for a longer time. This lack of perspective is what has personally prevented me from opening a door that needed my attention for a while, and it certianly helped to do it with the presence of safe, trustworthy people over time. Taking it slowly and progressively is definitely a good approach, and you can be proud of yourself for each time you give it a chance. You're offering room for your own mind and heart to *feel* deeply, without being entirely consumed by what appears to be a neverending pit. You are doing the hard work, and you will get there, my friend. Hold Fast, we believe in you. -Marie-Anne, Heartsupport Staff