this maybe deleted in 24 hours.. 

“Don’t go listening to breathe me by sia..” girl how TF did u get in my head like that. Feel personally attacked with that one😂😂💖

don’t delete this. this is too lit

Girl this vid passed the vibe check LOL, love how chill it is. Edit: Yes QUEEN, thrive!

A drunk Marie rambling is the best excuse to delay my work 🙃

Christmas makes me so depressed this year. I really want to be happy again. !!!

Drunk Marie is giving me life rn

Absolutely relate to the bit about the teachers and the attachments 😭 god that takes me back.

I appreciate the trigger warning 💗 it really shows you care about us . I always feel safe watching your videos knowing there will be a trigger warning if something extremely triggering will be talked about

please do a video on attachment, i struggle with it so so much it would be so so helpful xxx

Thankyou for talking about attachments- I struggle with them so badly ❤️❤️

This video couldn't of come at a better time 🥰 going through a lot and your videos are always cherished x

I haven't started the video yet and I already love it

you've helped me so much with self harm and my mental health in general x I tend to hide my feeling and you have helped me open up a little more x I love you 💞

😂😂😂 i truly needed that laugh in the beginning

christmas used to be my favorite day ever because of how magical it felt to me but the past 5 christmases have been so heartbreaking. my mental illness has taken so much from me, it’s taken friendships, holidays, birthdays, etc. i’d wake up so early to open presents with my family but now i wake up past 12 bc i spent all christmas eve crying. ik how y’all feel and idk if it’ll ever change but ur not alone

Marie is honestly so inspiring, I’ve struggled with Ed’s self harm and depression for a few years now and recently started hearing voices and these videos have honestly helped me cope so much, I finally feel like I’m making healthy choices and moving in a better direction ❤️❤️❤️

PLEASE DO A VID ON ATTACHMENTSSSS!!! ❤️❤️❤️ I honestly thought I was just crazy, I have 4 crazy attachments to teachers and it would be so good for u to do a video on your experiences in depth?? ❤️❤️❤️

Omg when you started to get emotional about Christmas Day and things I started to cry my heart is so full I hope you’re okay 💞💞

Bless Alby! So cute!

The intro was 👌. Ur videos always manage to make me feel happy when I’m feeling down, even the small thing and tysm for that 🥰🥺😩

I feel you on the psychosis part. I've settled with the depression/OCD/GAD and dissociation but then I was admitted and they said that I possible have/had a psychotic episode and it has happened before... So I didn't expect that at all and now my diagnosis possible will be schizofrenia instead and that freaks me out. At the same time I'm on meds now and can see that I'm unwell so a diagnosis might get me the right help as you said. Thank you for being you

I loved this video!! Especially that you talked more in-depth about mental health struggles. Your content never fails to make me feel less alone and I'm so happy afterward.

This couldnt have come at a better time... have been feeling down and already 10 mins in im feeling a bit better xo love you mariee xx

Oh and, about the attachment : yes, it also happens with other disorder, i experienced it and i strongly understand what you was saying omgggg

love this. love the hug at the end. also i like the more in depth answers that are more personal x

You may have been somewhat tipsy in this video, but good god you’ve still delivered multiple extremely valuable messages throughout - you never fail to disappoint dear xx

This video could not of come at a better time, this is the type of video I really needed so thank you so much for uploading this. I love you Marie and you are genuinely such a massive inspiration. Thank you, thank you, thank you for changing my life x 💞 We love a drunk Marie 😂 you are hilarious in this lolll 😂 your sense of humour in this is so funny I love it xx

A 40 minute video ... yes please! Made my day 💕 Luc is the best!

okay i never comment but girl I AM HERE to tell you: DON'T DELETE THIS - this is legit the best video ever!

I adore you Marie thank you for being so vulnerable with us

The advice on Christmas day was so amazing I keep telling people I just want the whole festive season to be over because it's overrated and doesn't change a thing. Thank you ❤

hit me hard on the ppl who choose not to understand/don’t want to hear about mental health and being there for you in it

Totally get where you’re coming from with the attachment thing. I had a very similar experience. Glad you’re now able to talk about it, props to you 💕

Your dad is hilarious and I love how Albi just pushes open your door to come in lol.

Ur way too intelligent when youre drunk, youre so hilarious aswell xxx, keep being your amazing self💖

This video is so honest

Watching this as I pack for my first inpatient stay at a psych ward, going in this afternoon.. thank you for this 🥰💕

This is just great 😂

Lowkey she reminds me of Miranda Hart 😂

I can't find your Spotify playlist. Also your dad seems to be really kind (:

you got me at "breathe me by sia"😅

Thank you so much for talking about attachments- i became super attached to a teacher in year eleven and felt the exact way that you do, I was convinced I had a crush on them or something!!

This is the best fucking thing ever and I never realised I needed a video so much 😂❤️

Oh my god i love your dad! Literally I adore him what a sweet spirit! Just the glimpse of his personality I can see where you get yours from. Xoxox

Edit: Luke is the best Also love the lights Original: Love youuu! Love you’re questions and answers. I totally agree on your idea that a diagnosis is a way to get help. Thats how i look at it also.

I took an extra 10 minutes on my nightshift “lunch” break to watch this. Thanks for keeping me company during a rare quite point in A&E. That won’t happen again over the next week. 😩

love you Marie!

You are amazing!!! Relating to so fucking much! Keep doing you! So true real people will stay I've lost so many people!!! X

OMG, the part about being attached to someone really hit me, because last year I left high school. There was a teacher that helped me soooo many times when my mental health was very, very bad in my last 2 years of high school. I always thought that she is the reason that I'm still sitting here, and the thought that I would never see her again after that year ended really hurt me. It still hurts thinking back at the moments I had with her because she's such a sweet and loving person. But realizing that I would never see her again also helped me recover from my mental illness. I really wanted to say goodbye to her and make sure she knew I would be okay. I think I'll see her again in a few months and I really can't wait to tell her I'm totally fine now, though I wished I would see her more often ... but I know that's not going to happen :/

Aww hun, all i want to do is give you a hug. I love you and appreciate you so much.

i relate to the eating disorder part. proud of you for being able to talk about it!💓

AGH you are just the sweetest little angel. You are so so strong, also this is the best time to enlighten people with the same struggles, pleaaaase don’t delete this! 💛💛

YOURE HONESTLY A LITERAL LIGHT

Nicely timed video, and most definitely needed

Thank you so much. So much of this was relevant and valid and I can’t thank you enough for being so open and honest x

Loved this video so much. Thank you for opening up about attachment. I’d love you to do more on your experience. I currently have attachment to my therapist and even fear of her leaving feels like the end of the world and I don’t know what i would do if I couldn’t see her anymore

I'm so happy you uploaded this video, girl firstly please please take ur meds I know u forgot but its so important to take them and make sure you are okay. also, these topics are v hard to talk about it for you.. but I'm so happy u did talk about them bc I feel the same way almost bc it's relatable..🥰 I get the attachments, the voices & having friends is hard... 😔 I really hope you didn't get a hangover the next day 😂 but so proud of you, keep trying, keep going, be safe ur so important, you don't have to pretend, it's okay to struggle ly🥰

love that 1/2 of my questions the first one answered! thank you marie ❤️

We love youuuuu!!! 💛 thank you for being so honest I relate to a lot of your experience

Your lights are so beautiful. Your story too. You are a saint❤️

i love your videos so much marie. i really would appreciate an attachment video because i dont think that enough people talk about it and it's good to hear someone talk about it.

And this is why I love you Marie you are such a bright spirit and a really good person and you are really really inspiring 😊

Been waiting for a new video, already know i'm gonna love it. ❤️ Having a lot of urges lately but your videos always brighten my day. Love you. ❤️❤️

I'm happy this is still up, just finished watching this now! This is one of your best video's recently and when you spoke about borderline personality disorder and attachments I nearly cried because I had the exact same and still do now getting too attached to people like my care co etc, not really understanding why but I would really idolise that person and I thought there was something wrong with me...this video was so helpful Marie. I really hope you have the best Christmas day you can, so much love to you

I’d love an experience-based attachment video ❤️ love you Marie, you’ve helped me through a few tough times, I hope you’re going well

In the US, we have to diagnose you within 3 sessions for insurance purposes, hence changing diagnoses. And you can get sessions paid for with a diagnosis.

Attachment disorder is a disorder within itself that bpd often has but not always and can become delusional and obsessive. People with traumas of all sorts especially emotional or those who are adopted/part of a fractured family may also experience it. X

I am 10/10 here for a vid about BPD and attachment. Experience based would be bomb!! 💖

you put things into words so well. thank you. 🙏🏻

Yes for the video about attachment! I’d love for you to mention something about the so called “bpd favorite person”, it’s something I really struggle with and I can’t find much information online

Amazing video as usual, you made some really great points - far more coherent than I would've been while drunk haha. Thanks for making this and i hope you keep it on your channel

Luke is the best! I needed this video, I’ve watched it 3 times

We love you so much and it’s lovely seeing you let your hair down x

Your dad is so precious

I'm loving this 🤪💖

So lovely to see you again Marie. You are a beautiful soul. You’re looking absolutely gorgeous and I hope you have a lovely Christmas and remember to always be kind to yourself 🥰

My fav inspiration ever! Love you gorgeous 🖤✨

luke is the best and the funniest istg 😂😂🙌🏻🙌🏻

You're honestly so pure and sweet. Please keep this vid. up - such a gem

I’m not lying me and Marie basically message everyday I love herrrrr❤️❤️❤️

I’d love an experience based attachments video! It would help so much to hear your experience xx

god i just adore you marie. you make my days bright x

This is amazing this has helped me a lot your absolutely amazing Marie you are the best thing in my life at the minute watching your videos absolutely helps me x 💗💗💗💗

I'm really glad you talked about attachments because I've been struggling my whole life with those. Thank you for doing what you're doing. Edit: I love you so much

Thankyou so much for this video. Its helped so much. You are wonderful and amazingly wise. ❤💜

marie getting me through the day 💕

ive seen 60 seconds and I already love this x

I love ur videos they are so helpful and I love to see u doing well and this video has came at the perfect time because Christmas is always a struggle for me but I feel like this year could be better

I would love a quick fire answers episode! I think it would be really helpful!

In - dept answers please & I love you so much you’re an incredible human being ❤️

Luke is a legend x

This has helped me so much please don't delete....

You drunk is me sober wtf 😭😂

Love this... perfect for watching before going to bed 🥰

Luke is the best Indeed. Gurl this video getting me in the feels 💕

Luke is the best! 😂honestly this video cheered me up so much😂

why are drunk q&a so much more real and down to earth than sober ones?

40:19 actually made me smile I WISH I COULD HUG YOU.

I'd love an experience based attachments video!! xx

Your Dad is hilarious! 😄😂