True Black Moon Lilith in the 5th House 

DAMN...IM 5 YEARS LATER BUT DAMN! YOU JUST HEALED 33 YEARS OF LIFE FOR ME!!! LOL Ill be 34 on christmas...Its my goal to release this anger, shame and resentment, accept that I am uncontrollable in the best of ways and that I wont easily be understood. I will channel this creatively. Thank you so much!

Holy smokes this is spot on for me. I’ve had so many people tell me what I’m saying is lies or tell me that I’m not allowed my opinions as well to I’ve actually had people silence me for YEARS. And I’m not letting it happen anymore. It’s so frigging annoying too. Like the minute I want to talk on a subject people just don’t listen, I’ve learned now to make people listen.

I cried while watching this. I have a roommate who is best friends with my ex who made me feel bad for my lack of order, my fantasy and the fact that we live in a place in which we will see people who I have slept with over the years (among other things). The roommate had made me feel bad about these things aside from the sexual aspects too! It’s like he can talk to everyone else and it’s fine, but I feel so defensive like I’m trying to stand my ground every time. I realize that other men I’ve seen recently treat or accuse me of being impure... I don’t care , but I am offended. I used to be proud of these things, no problem and now I feel like I’m fighting so hard to be as confident in what I’m saying as they seem to be in speaking at me. I’m trying to get angry. It is absolutely infuriating to “be who I am and be punished for it.” I’m going to meditate and go forward. Thank you!

I felt the instinctual yes listening to this and started saying it out loud. I especially like and appreciate you saying the piece about expectations of punishment, rejection and shame, to just not do it and to instead embrace autonomy. This is exactly what I needed during this phase of my healing journey - thank you so much ✨

Thank you for your insights & guidance! This resonated, excellently!

“Honor the instinctive wild within.”

Boy was this so f**king HEALING..wow. Thank you. Gotta watch this a few more times and truly assimilate and digest it...#soulfood

Omg! My son have this problem the minute he open his mouth people's reactions are negative. He have big problem at school when he needs to answer questions where his knowledge is not recognised just becouse sound of his voice. He is Leo asc. Leo with lilith in 5th house in Sagittarius and moon in aquarius in 7th house . I bought book for managing voice so he can practice his deep bass sound. But then when he sings his voice is beutiful and rich. I'm trying to learn more about him so I can provide what he needs. He was bullied for long time and it's hard to repair the damage. Thank you for this information.

I must say you have a wonderful gift and thank you so much for sharing this. Literally the message within your video was exactly what I needed to discover today. I've been struggling with feeling so misunderstood most of my life. Difficult to feel completely connected with anyone consistantly which makes for many challenges, also feeding directly into my desire to maintain my own peace in keeping largely to myself. Which is obviously the exact opposite that I need to be doing, I feel as though so much Beautiful Art, Music, Writing and Profound Ideas can be shared that will be essential to societies evolution. We NEED to contribute our ideas, we deserve to be heard and understood. Thank you!- All the Best, Always

yep... this is me. Huuge helpings of guilt and wrongness all around. Past 50 now and figuring it all out - it helps and heals, one teardrop atta time💐

THANK YOU for this!! Not a long ago I realized that it was all OK to be unique, to be yourself, and life changed completely. Your words just gave much more understanding and confidence in this themes of Lilith.

thank you so much for this video truly... My lilith is in the 5th, leo and my moon opposite in aquarius. Even if my moms loves me, my dad too, it was always like I was too loud, I had to be less direct, to think before saying anything, with a really difficult time acknowledging my boundaries, which resulted as you said perfectly : anger repressed. I know how to be agressive and defensive, but when it's in those moments where people really attacked me, I felt betrayed and not supported to the end in my art fields or my limits. I was bullied at school for 8 years and now I understand being 24 that shame and anger are always turning against myself because I am different, I need freedom and creativity, but people made me aware of my honesty without trying to understand the process. Now I know, so thank u

This resonated with me. I have BML and Mercury in Pieces in the 5th house...now everything makes sense. The way it manifest for me is people not taking me seriously, never trusting what i'm saying as if i give the impression of lying or exaggerating. When i try to express my feelings/ emotions people brush them off or want to silence me about it as if i habe no rights for my thoughts and feelings, but when someone else does the same thing or says the same thing i said the reaction is the opposite. I've always felt like no matter what i did or said it always ends up being wrong or people have a strong negative reaction twards what i say or do and it never made any sense to me till now. Also, i have chiron Retrograde in Leo in the 10th house so yeah... But i am learning how to master it.i've learned to keep expressing my self regardless of what people say or do but i am being more mindful on how it say it because i recognize that i tend to walk on eggshells around people when explaning things that all i end up doing is making it worse for myself , learning to let go of the victim mentality and take matters in to my own hands regardless of external opinion. To stop compromising my authentic self for the sake of avoiding conflict by trying to fit in when i need to embrace that i don't and that there's nothing wrong with that.And finally, letting go of past hurts because all you end up doing is reflecting your wounds on to others. Never forget that these are energies we are dealing with, we can learn to transform/transcend , heal and alchamize these energies.

Bloody spot on! 5th house Lilith in Sag here. Sag moon fifth house, also.

loved this so much! internalized anger and shame for doing it wrong, sounds familiar (from a lilith + pluto in the 5th house) thank yu!

This was so powerful and healing. I have Lilith in my 5th (along with Saturn, mercury, Pluto, and my moon) . Needed this 🙏🏼✨

woooow you’re so amazing for this break down 😭

Thank you for this in depth conversation. I an an Aquarius, also have mercury in Aquarius and Uranus in 3rd house....so very Aquarian. You get the point, very unique opinions. I was constantly punished as a child for all of that energy. Thanks for shedding light!

LoL...*))) My position; Lilith in Taurus conjunct my Moon in the 5th. And it's true that some people react very extreme when I voice my opinion, not only to what I say, but also to how I say it= namely to my voice. Since I do YT videos, there where quite a few comments throughout the years concerning my voice. These comments always come from women who ask in a very aggressive way, if I can't speak 'normal' or if I make my voice sexy on purpose. The interesting thing is that I have a Mercury Neptune & Asteroid Lilith conjunction in Scorpio in the 12th. So, it's not only about what I say, but also with what I say it. I can't say if I have a sexy voice, but even if I do, I was born with my voice and of course I don't do it on purpose. But I have to admit that I was very provocative on purpose when I was younger with what I said. The Leo energy can make some feathers ruffle, as you say, but sometimes we also like to do it on purpose, so we have to live with the consequences.

This is true, I've seen people take the other person's side even though the other person initiated conflict with me. Lilith in 5th house Capricorn.

Your interpretation is so deep. Thanks.

Great representation to Lilith 5th house

Hahaha!!!! I love you! I was just talking about this! Lol yo! I've been studying ASTROLOGY for 13 years and when it came to my chart I could never understand why are people bothered by me LOL they cn ring there mouth as soon as I reply it's OMG!!! Lol. It's not fair. Yes being who you ate then being punished. Lol 😬😁😂🙈 crap your spot on. 😂😂👌EXCELLENT!!!

Tom, your explanations are great & so helpful! Thank you so much! All the best to you!✨

Thank you! Very healing

Wow~ I love you Tom... this is my story here and honestly thank you beyond words! Bless you sincerely.

amazing video

wow yes!!! i have a lot of scorpio and lillith in taurus in 5th house. people definitely see me as crazy or too intense even though im not even trying to be "provocative". thank you for this!! theres not too much objective info about lillith

I don’t expect punishment and I can have an opinion. Also you are very accurate about the being myself and primal creative energy. 5th house here. Let’s be stronger and more liberated versions of ourselves. Thank you for this video and your incites on black moon Lilith, I get to have some important introspection with myself because of it. Much love Tom! ♥️

This was spot on 👍

Thank you so much for sharing Tom. Explains so much. Really enjoying your channel. 💚 your way

Really great interpretation. Appreciate your framework for this. Very freeing for people to reassign meaning

So so true Tom! I've had people go totally mental with just one word coming out of my mouth for absolutely no reason! Shamed at school for my unusual artistic work! The works! Lillith in Sag 5th house with Sun there as well! 5th is ruled by Scorpio as well!

Thanks!

Oh God, that's my life

Wow. I have Leo Sun, Lilith and Mars conjunct in the 5th house and Lilith trines my Aries Rising. Doesn’t help that I’m Plutonian on top of that. Helps me make sense of many things. Thank you. ❤️✨

Thank you for this. I have this in Aries along with my sun

Jim Morrison had lillith in Leo!! Interesting

thank you sir

that was amazing. i am to this day being ashamed or banned or in best scenario critisized for sharing my views in places where other ppl share their views and in almost never welcomed! whatever the gathering is, political or make up related! i almost always have some of my own insight thoughts and ppl are always shocked when i speak its so annoying, its like they think im agaist everything they believe just to be in the centre its so absurd, sheep ppl.......... i will never get with them ;(

I checked the sidereal chart and my Lilith is in the 5th House in the sign of Scorpio. This theme of "being myself" I've noticed a little more lately but I don't even know who I am yet I still encounter people being uncomfortable with anything and everything I do.

THANK YOU!!!!!!!

This breaks my heart cause I lost custody of my kids

I was wondering if you had a video abou tthe pluto and lilleth in the 5th house

Lilith 5th house in Pisces ♓️

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Understatement of ruffling of feathers

Yes, this is all so true.

That's so me 😔 I'm shamed

Can you tell me what having h21 Interpolated Lunar Apogee (Lilith), (also called 'Natural Apogee') Conjunct midheaven means?:)

Lilith in gemini in 5th house....Im 25 now and there was a time I could say things and manipulate the meaning of the sentance...for example if I say that "please help urself"...the guys use to do the opposite 😂. They just stare at me to help them understand what i just said....True story.✌️

Lilith in Scorpio living in the 5th

Tom Jacobs, you must have a generator aura in Human Design. That Yes/No voice/feeling you speak about does not pertain to everyone. People experience decision making in various ways. That instinctive Yes/No is just one of the several ways people make decisions. Just FYI. Also, lil in 5th here 🙂

Would the lilith in the 5th house would be similar to having sun conjunct chiron in 5th? Becouse this is what i experience with expressing my opinions?

How would you describe a lilith in virgo in 5th house? :)

What if you have True BM lilith in leo in the 2nd house? How does this work?

Wow, text book me!

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